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About a year ago, after losing to Geonwoo in the big match and completely surrendering to him, I was taken by Geonwoo as usual and devoured every day. Since the big match with Geonwoo, he didn’t make me masturbate. More precisely, he didn’t make me ‘only’ masturbate.

After that day, sometimes before having sex, he used to command me to masturbate and wet my vagina myself. It was certainly humiliating, but I followed it obediently despite feeling ashamed.

“Come tomorrow evening. It’s an order.”

One day, out of the blue, he gave me such an order. It was completely opposite to the morning orders to come daily. I was a bit puzzled. It was difficult to leave the house in the evening because my parents were there.

“Tell them you’re going to a friend’s house. No, say you’re getting a boyfriend.”

“Me, a boyfriend?”

“Yes, a boyfriend. But you’ve been hanging out with guys like Choi In-sung anyway, right? It’ll be awkward.”

“….”

“If you really don’t want to, forget it. But you know, if you don’t obey my orders, there won’t be any going back to being a man.”

Geonwoo spoke as if he had no intention of considering my situation at all. I had no choice but to obey. Not only because I had to go back to being a man, but at that time, I was completely mentally surrendered. To the extent that not following Geonwoo’s orders made me feel anxious.

In the end, I told them I was going to my boyfriend’s house and left in the evening. My parents asked if I was going to hang out with the kids I used to hang out with before, but I said no. It wasn’t true, and I didn’t want to make excuses. They might misunderstand.

“Oh, you’re here. What did your parents say?”

“They thought it was weird because of you.”

But ironically, they looked at me even more strangely. They went on to say things like ‘Are you really getting a boyfriend?’ and just let it go. I felt really embarrassed and strange at that moment.

“Hehehe… So, did the little lamb finally think you really got a boyfriend?”

“What will you do if you keep misunderstanding because of me?”

“Then I’ll really get you a boyfriend.”

“What? Don’t joke! That will never happen!”

Yeah. That’s what happened. A year later, the me who couldn’t have expected it at all confidently said those words.

Blushing, I immediately felt my heart beating reflexively when I heard the command. With a mix of feelings of humiliation for surrendering and the expectation of receiving another lewd command today, I began to undress.

A while later, completely naked except for my underwear, I stood there. Geonwoo handed me new clothes.

“Now put this on.”

“This is…”

The clothes Geonwoo handed me were very revealing. Shorts that came up to the thighs, a crop top sleeveless shirt that exposed the belly button and clearly outlined the chest. Women wore them, but it was too revealing for someone without much confidence and couldn’t wear such clothes.

“You’re going to wear this and go outside today.”

“I-I don’t want to… This outfit is too revealing…”

“If you don’t like this outfit, do you want to go out completely naked?”

“…I’ll wear it.”

At that moment, Geonwoo could really have done that. I was scared, so I had to wear it in the end. But Geonwoo didn’t just intend to make me wear lewd clothes.

“Do this too.”

“What is that?”

“Don’t you know what a vibrator is?”

“?”

“You really don’t know.”

I had no idea what the pink vibrator (probably something belonging to his father) that Geonwoo handed me was. It was my first time seeing the actual thing.

“This is how you use it.”

Zzzz-

“What, what are you doing!”

Geonwoo brought the egg of the vibrator to my vagina and turned on the vibration. As the vibrator’s vibration transmitted directly to my vagina, I moaned strangely and screamed.

“Got it? Insert this into your vagina and turn it on. You can also attach it to your nipples… but its original purpose is that. If you understand, insert it into your vagina.”

“N-No…”

“Why? Is it only good if it’s a finger?”

“Ugh… Fine, I’ll do it, I’ll…”

Instead of threatening with words, Geonwoo lightly touched the vibrator against my vagina. Not knowing what might happen if I refused, I obediently inserted the vibrator into my vagina. Geonwoo skillfully hid the vibrator inside my hot pants.

Buzzzz-

“Ah♥ Please, don’t do it.”

“Hmm, it seems to be working well. This should do.”

It was even a remote-controlled device. Geonwoo kept turning it on and off using the switch. Every time the vibrator buzzed inside me, I shivered in response.

“Now, let’s go.”

“W-Where are we going?”

Geonwoo led me outside, giving my buttocks a light tap. It was dark outside because it was evening. Although it provided some relief despite the exposure, Geonwoo kept holding my wrist and leading me somewhere, with the vibrator still on.

“Ugh… P-Please, let’s go slowly…”

“Quit whining and hurry up.”

“I-I need you to turn off the vibrator-”

Buzzzz-

“Ah♥”

Every time Geonwoo didn’t listen, he increased the vibrator’s intensity to the maximum. I stumbled several times due to the vibrations but managed to walk. By the time we reached Geonwoo’s intended destination, I was already feeling dizzy.

“Hey, snap out of it.”

“Uh…”

“See that convenience store over there?”

“W-Why do we need to go there?”

“Go buy condoms. Just for yourself.”

“C-Condoms? And in this state, alone?”

Already dressed provocatively, sweating profusely from walking with the vibrator inside me, I wasn’t sure if it was sweat or arousal trickling down my legs. Whether it was fortunate or unfortunate, at a glance, it was hard to distinguish between sweat and arousal.

In any case, entering the convenience store like that to buy something—especially condoms—was out of the question. I would become the talk of the neighborhood as a crazy woman.

“I can’t…”

“You can. Here, use this and go.”

Geonwoo seemed to have prepared for such situations in advance, handing me sunglasses, a mask, and a baseball cap. He was truly meticulous in unnecessary matters.

“Come on. I’ll let you rest once you get them.”

Instead of threats or commands, Geonwoo persuaded me by promising rest. Tired from walking with the vibrator inside me, I hesitantly accepted his offer.

Even if not for that, Geonwoo would have found a way to make me do it eventually.

Jingle jingle-

“Welcome- Oh!”

After a brief yawn, the convenience store clerk looked surprised as we entered. Drenched in sweat, I felt relieved by the store’s air conditioning but disliked the clerk’s gaze.

“E-Excuse me… Where are the condoms?”

Of course, what was more unpleasant was Geonwoo. Rather than just letting me go, he had given me a few instructions. While I could have found the condoms on my own, he insisted that I ask the clerk.

“O-Over there… they’re there.”

“T-Thank yo- Ugh♥”

“A-Are you okay?”

“I-I’m fine♥”

While conversing with the clerk, the vibrator reached its maximum intensity. Desperately trying to control my expression, I spoke to the clerk. It was to hide the sound of the vibrator. The second instruction was not to get caught. Even without an order, getting caught was definitely not an option. However, Geonwoo increased the vibrator’s intensity as if daring me to get caught.

“T-It’s been quite hot lately, right?♥”

“I-It sure has.”

“It’s only early spring, but it’s already so hot, ugh♥. Ha-ha, a little ticklish♥”

“Uh, yes…”

The clerk made a subtle expression upon witnessing my strange behavior. A mix of disgust and an unrelenting gaze fixed on my body… I felt a sense of shame from that gaze. But at the same time, I felt a strange sense of liberation.

I didn’t like that strange feeling, so I quickly grabbed the condom to get out of there. Fortunately, the vibrator on the rotor soon decreased in size, allowing me to move.

“Will you… calculate it for me?”

“…Yes. Just a moment.”

As I placed the condom on the counter, I intentionally revealed my collarbone. The final command… was to deliberately show my collarbone to the cashier.

The cashier’s gaze as she calculated began to subtly change. I felt her looking at my chest slowly while deliberately slowing down the calculation.

“That will be 5,500 won.”

“Here you go. Well then… thank you for your hard work.”

As embarrassment surged within me, I fled from the convenience store as if escaping. I went to the park bench where Geonwoo was sitting and vented my frustration to him.

“That pervert.”

“Hehehe… How was it, did you enjoy it?”

“Not at all!”

I took off my sunglasses and mask, sat next to Geonwoo, and grumbled. Geonwoo chuckled and got up from his seat in the Benz.

“Hey, I’m resting here. I’ll go buy ice cream.”

“Ice cream? Can I come with you to buy it?”

“I was just going to that convenience store. Want to come along?”

“…I’ll stay here.”

That convenience store, never going back there again. Thankfully, it wasn’t the one near our house.

Geonwoo went to buy ice cream, leaving me alone for a while. It was evening, but there were quite a few people passing by.

And those people glanced at me conspicuously before moving on. Each time, I felt a bit uneasy. Their gazes felt like they were piercing through me.

“Excuse me.”

“Yes?”

Then, someone approached me and spoke. He was slightly overweight. He seemed bulky due to his weight, but his face wasn’t particularly pleasing.

“You’re so pretty, could you give me your number?”

“Oh, no, I…”

“Do you have a boyfriend?”

“Well, that’s…”

“Whether you have one or not, giving out your number should be fine. I’m not bad-looking either, right?”

Crazy bastard. That pig calling himself not bad-looking is beyond ridiculous.

I wanted to say those words, but my voice wouldn’t come out easily. My legs were shaking. I was completely paralyzed with fear.

If I were a man, being scared in such a situation would be unthinkable. But as a woman, I was not immune to it. Just the sight of a stern man made me freeze as if my body was paralyzed.

“Hey, Sihyeon, what’s going on?”

At that moment, a familiar voice was heard. It was Geonwoo’s voice.

The guy who thought he was not bad-looking, the pig-man, ran away as he was known as a bear. Geonwoo saw the man disappear and then let out a snort before speaking to me.

“You’re such an idiot. If someone asks if you have a boyfriend, just say you do.”

“But, but…”

“Even if you don’t, you should say you do. Idiots like that get more annoying if you don’t speak clearly. Some even if you do. Got it?”

“Uh, yeah…”

“Let’s go. Home. You need to change your clothes.”

“….”

Geonwoo let go of my hand and walked ahead. I felt a tinge of regret at letting go of his hand. Eventually, I followed after Geonwoo. When we returned home, I didn’t activate the rotor.

“If you want to shower, go ahead. Eat the ice cream before it melts.”

Back at home, Geonwoo started eating ice cream nonchalantly. For some reason, I suddenly disliked his indifference. On the contrary, when he rescued me earlier, my heart had really raced.

“Um…”

“Yeah?”

“Thank you… for earlier.”

I said hesitantly. I just wanted to say that.

“Thankful? Earlier, you were just complaining.”

“That was… different from this…”

“Is that so? I didn’t help you because you’re pretty.”

“…Then?”

“I don’t like it when someone else messes with what I’ve got.”

“…Did that person make me do that?”

“That was part of the play, right? Well, forget about it and take a break today.”

With that, he truly left me alone in indifference. And then I got angry. Not at Gunwoo, but at myself for constantly feeling these conflicting emotions. That’s why I… seemed to like Gunwoo.

At that moment, I wanted to vehemently deny those feelings. Yes, feeling that way was all because of what Gunwoo had done. I decided that was the reason. So I thought everything would be fine once I resolved this feeling.

“What are you doing? Standing there?”

“…I want to.”

“Huh?”

“I want to have sex. Do it for me.”

“What?”

So I demanded it from Gunwoo. For the first time. By my own will.

“…Really? You want me to do it?”

“Yes.”

“Then… let me make you feel it.”

In response to Gunwoo’s words, I buried my face between his thighs.