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When Vita fidgets with her hands in a strange mood.

Carlyle Schultz thought.

‘Does this mean you want me to feed you?’

There is no other reason for the sly smile.

No matter what, I really like the way you keep your distance.

Maybe because he just woke up, his hair is a little messy, and he looks wary of him, but doesn’t seem to mind him.

Bianca Shamal is like a kitten, it’s fun to just watch her.

And originally, Carlyle wasn’t the type to do such things, but he was the type to receive rather than give.

After scooping up a spoonful of porridge, he ate it.

“Okay, eat.”

A spoon in front of the mouth.

‘I’m not a kid…’

Vita pouts in that state of mind, but at the same time, somehow this doesn’t feel bad.

I felt like it was really annoying to move my arms, so I just lay down.

So, after a moment of intense thought, Vita Shamal made a choice.

I decided to raise my upper body slightly and quietly receive it.

It’s definitely a bit awkward and uncomfortable, but it’s because the other person is sincere.

‘…!’

and.

“How does it taste?”

Carlyle’s innocent question.

After eating the porridge, Vita was quite surprised.

Thin, like plain water.

It’s so fucking tasteless.

“You, you… don’t know how to make porridge?”

This isn’t porridge. It’s more like a hodgepodge.

Carlyle’s expression hardened slightly at those words. Then, he immediately tried to taste it himself, but then he frowned again.

“How is it, doesn’t it taste good?”

“No, it’s delicious.”

A rather shameless reaction.

Look at that expression. He’s frowning so much while saying it’s delicious.

Vita laughed hysterically. Her expression was completely tasteless.

Carlyle scratched his head and admitted his failure in a somewhat roundabout way.

“… To be honest, this is my first time making it.”

Well, yeah.

That could be possible.

But at that moment, Vita realized something.

‘Oh, wait a minute… ‘

I finally found it.

The fact that even this perfect guy can’t do some things.

‘I think I’m definitely better at cooking, huh?’

The food was so fucking disgusting, and I was pretty confident in cooking it myself.

One of Vita Shamal’s few little hobbies is cooking.

There have been more than a few times where I’ve watched videos on my phone and made this and that.

Anyway, Vita was about to get a little excited when her expression turned strange.

‘But is this really something I’ll enjoy…?’

When it comes to cooking, isn’t there a perception that it’s a woman’s domain and that men aren’t very good at it?

This is, so to speak.

In the end, if we judge strictly, isn’t it a loss in the ‘manly’ area?

‘Oh my god, is that so…?’

So, when Vita was deep in thought.

Carlyle couldn’t help but snicker at the sight of such an opponent.

He had a proud expression, but then suddenly became serious.

Still, his physical condition definitely looked okay.

Well, she’s a girl who knows how to play well on her own.

Well, anyway.

Vita kept putting the food into her mouth, one by one.

“It’s not tasty, so porridge.”

“It really doesn’t taste good?”

“But why do you keep eating it?”

How can I explain why? Actually, even Vita doesn’t seem to know why she’s eating this.

“… Just.”

However, just out of sincerity.

Isn’t this something that a guy who can’t even cook made out of consideration?

Not only that. He came to me in person and showed concern for me when I was sick.

And that was it. From the moment she realized that, Vita’s heart began to race, much to her dismay.

Thump- thump-

This is ridiculous!

Could it be that women’s hearts are smaller than men’s, and that’s why they beat so uselessly and at all times?

Suddenly, for no reason.

‘What is this…’

Vita was inwardly confused, but she still didn’t know why her heart was beating.

Vita Shamal’s confusion did not end there.

After eating all the porridge.

“You look pretty because you eat well.”

“… … ?”

When Carlyle suddenly said that, and at the same time stroked the top of his head, Vita’s face immediately turned red like a tomato.

So, this is…

Are you feeling embarrassed?

“Me, me. Your pet?!”

So Vita shouted.

The situation where the thing that had been quietly eating in front of Carlyle was being petted as if it were a pet.

To use a metaphor, it was interpreted that his heart was racing with shame because he felt like he was being raised.

Carlyle chuckled.

“Not a pet, right?”

“But why do I keep… ”

Why do you keep touching me and saying weird things? Every time you do that, I feel weird.

Vita couldn’t bring herself to say the following and swallowed it deep in her throat.

***

It’s already late afternoon.

Vita is sleeping soundly, and Carlyle is lying right next to her, holding her body in his arms.

So what happened was after I ate the porridge.

“Lie down, Bianca.”

“What, why…?”

He seemed to be on guard.

But Carlyle’s intentions were truly pure.

Of course, I had other thoughts, but I still had no intention of doing it with a sick woman.

“I won’t do anything dirty.”

After Carlyle’s continued persuasion, Bianca Shamal finally nods dubiously.

And what Carlyle did was, he literally lay down next to the woman and caressed her lower stomach through her clothes.

“… What is this.”

Of course, Bianca Shamal whined, but she became a little more docile after Carlyle’s words.

“When I had a stomachache when I was little, my teacher did this for me.”

“Teacher? Suddenly?”

“The daycare teacher said.”

A daycare center out of the blue.

‘Could it be Carlyle Schultz?’

Vita was a little embarrassed and surprised at the same time. She felt confused about what to say.

“Hmm, I see… ”

After saying just that one word, he rolled his eyes and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

I had eaten some porridge, and my body wasn’t in great condition, so I fell asleep for some reason when Carlyle gently soothed my lower stomach.

This is the situation now.

“Ugh… ”

Occasionally, the female body in his arms would burrow into Carlyle’s embrace without his knowledge.

A seduction that was almost unconscious. I let him into my house too easily in the first place.

Carlyle Schultz thought.

‘It’s good to trust you, but…’

You don’t do this to other guys, do you?

I don’t believe so. Of course, I wouldn’t let that happen either.

At the same time, Carlyle Schultz.

I felt a little bit unfamiliar with this situation.

A very quiet room. And it’s just the two of us.

A peaceful and leisurely atmosphere, with the sunset slowly streaming in through the curtains.

The woman in his arms is sound asleep. He is so busy worrying about her that he can’t even move for fear of waking her up.

But it feels a lot different than just lying down together after sex.

It is quite full of emotional fulfillment rather than physical pleasure or aftertaste.

Carlyle smiled faintly without realizing it.

When he was young, he looked out the window at the night view. When he saw people at that time, he felt lonely.

But it feels new now that it’s not like that anymore.

If this is a dream, it would be a pleasant and languid dream.

‘How did it end up like this…?’

Carlyle Schultz thinks.

In fact, it was really strange, even though we hadn’t known each other for that long.

Carlyle was quite fond of Bianca Shamal in his arms. He felt precious to her.

It’s fun to rely on yourself completely and sleep soundly, and of course, it’s also fun to just watch you when you’re awake.

The things he says are funny, the things he does are cute, and he looks like a woman, but he has a friendly personality and is quirky.

On that subject, my body is completely immersed in it,

‘… and yet pure.’

At first I thought it was just acting, but Bianca Shamal’s personality was really pure.

So I don’t know if I’ve fallen for this woman.

Because she is a very changeable woman.

“ha-”

Carlyle lets out a deep sigh. He just feels so satisfied with this moment.

And then he steals a kiss on the lips of a sleeping woman and blurts out his true feelings in a deep voice.

“… I like you, Bianca.”

After saying it out loud, it becomes clear.

This is the first time in Carlyle’s nineteen years of life that he has made such an honest confession.

However, it is unfortunate that the other person is currently sleeping without knowing anything about the world.

‘Well, is it good?’

Soon, Carlyle Schultz also fell asleep, intoxicated by the cozy atmosphere and feeling a sense of security he had never felt before.

So I had no idea.

When Carlyle kissed her secretly like a thief earlier.

In fact, Vita had been awake since then.

[…I like you, Bianca.]

I had to hear that.

This is the deep emotion expressed with all sincerity by the always arrogant and easy-going Carlyle Schultz.

“… … ”

That’s ridiculous.

I think it’s bullshit.

Of course, Carlyle has dated her before.

[Do you want to go out with me?]

At that time, it was like a joke.

‘But this is different…!’

He couldn’t move his body. Fortunately, Vita managed to avoid being caught until Carlyle was completely asleep.

But, just that.

Thud- thud-

My heart was beating so strangely that I was afraid that the other person might hear it, so I closed my eyes tightly.

***

Fortunately, Carlyle returned without any problems afterwards.

“Go! Right now!”

Carlyle had a strange expression on his face as he tried to kick her out as soon as she woke up.

Vita can’t say that she heard you, so her face turns bright red.

“Why are you like this, Bianca?”

“I said I wanted to be alone.”

Carlyle hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

“Okay, accepted.”

Certainly, seeing him suddenly become so energetic, it seems like his body has gotten a lot better.

“See you tomorrow, Bianca.”

Carlyle smiled and said goodbye, perhaps because he had slept so well.

“Ugh… ”

Vita is slightly embarrassed by the greeting and pushes Carlyle away.

bang-

And then he immediately closed the door and shook his head, as if trying to shake it off.

‘Shouldn’t I have said thank you after all…?’

Suddenly, the last remnant of conscience moved Vita’s hand.

But he came because he was worried about me.

So I opened the door, but luckily Carlyle had already disappeared.

“ha-”

Vita let out a sigh of relief. But then she came back wondering why she was feeling relieved now.

So if you think about it.

‘Whether that guy likes me or not in the first place.’

What does it matter?

If you don’t even think about who will give you bread, who cares if you’re dreaming alone or not?

‘Was it just a hallucination?’

Vita thought about it for a moment.

Perhaps she had just misheard. While worrying like that, Vita touches her own face.

It feels hot for some reason.

I’ve been feeling pretty unwell all day, so I’m feeling pretty uncomfortable in many ways.

Vita, whose head is so confused that she can’t even express it in words, ends up going to bed and burying herself in it.

Because it was your first time having your period?

Are you under the spell of a woman?

‘Yeah, that’s right. I’m definitely not in my right mind!’

What he heard earlier was just a hallucination.

Vita decided to just think that way.

Really, is it over?

Is it just going to end like this?

“Eww-!”

Vita kicked the blanket for no reason and scratched her head.

A strange dream I had today. Carlyle’s nonsense was included.

“What the heck, that kid-!’

What the hell are you talking about? Why are you saying such strange things for no reason?

But my thoughts keep drifting in that direction.

That Carlyle Schultz?

The best in the world, the only one. A smart guy who only knows himself has fallen in love with a girl?

‘Well, that guy doesn’t know my identity at all?’

‘What a poor guy. Why did it have to come to me…’

So Vita continued to think about many things and came to one conclusion.

This is weird.

I really think I’m weird.

Rather, if you keep doing this, if you keep thinking about those words, it seems like you feel rationally towards that guy…

Vita’s face turned red.

My face flushes with embarrassment as I finally realize the truth.

This is a big problem.

‘… No, wait a minute.’

But this is really ridiculous.

A feeling bordering on astonishment.

Really?

I’m a guy by nature. But to that Carlyle guy?

Um, no… …

… That… That can’t be…

… … … .