episode_0024

Episode.24 Pain. surprise attack. love.

Let’s think about it carefully.

I still can’t believe that Harin confessed to me.

No, is it true that she confessed to me in the first place?

Harin’s words haven’t yet come out of Harin’s mouth… I mean, it’s a mention of relationships between people of the opposite sex.

Or please date me, be my lover.

‘That hasn’t been said yet, so I guess it’s safe.’

However, if you have any sense, you cannot fail to notice that what she said was a confession of love.

But why?

Of course, I can’t help but be happy when a woman with such a voluptuous body approaches me.

A dress with an open cleavage that catches the eye.

Nice coat.

I put something like white stockings on my legs, and once again, it was a moderately thick area that reminded me of a knee pillow.

It’s not that I don’t have confidence, but if a very beautiful woman suddenly approaches me like this, it’s a honey trap. In other words, we have no choice but to be suspicious of the beauty world.

They might be doing this to get information from me because they found out I’m a member of the Golden Rule.

‘Is this too delusional?’

Still, someone like Harin, who has such a sexy body, is kind, and has a guaranteed future in the S class, like me? I can’t help but think about it at least once.

‘… It doesn’t seem like he’s very nice, though.’

In the world, women who use drugs are not called good.

Of course, Harin’s medicine is for medical purposes, but a drug is still a drug.

Drawing lines on a pumpkin doesn’t make it a watermelon.

“If you don’t accept it, I’ll cry…”

“You can’t cry anyway.”

“….”

There are no tear ducts either.

By the way, are all S-class people able to sense people’s hidden abilities like Eunbyeol?

I am now level 20.

Now that I’m wondering whether or not I’ll be a B-rank, the fact that I can feel that kind of energy from someone who’s actually not even a B-rank is probably because I have EX-level skills.

“Hey… why are you doing that all of a sudden?”

“…You don’t know yet. Do people really need a clear reason to love others?”

“.. I don’t think the reason is particularly important.”

To be honest, it’s not that I don’t like her at all.

Rather, it is impossible not to like them because we have overcome a crisis together.

But it was only a few minutes ago that all that goodwill was lost.

It was my first time feeling such a drug.

‘It was great educationally because it gave people an opportunity to realize why drugs are so addictive…’

I have to be honest and admit it.

I still haven’t forgotten the pleasure of that time.

Although it was only for a short time, it is no exaggeration to say that we have seen the end of this world.

Because dreams are free.

Now that the anesthesia has worn off, I feel even more refreshed.

In reality, Harin did no harm to me.

There is no reason for his favorability to be diminished… but the catch is that he does drugs.

‘But am I also considered a drug user? I don’t want to get caught for such a trivial reason.’

If I, a member of the Golden Rule, which is famous throughout the country for being evil, were caught, wouldn’t I be known as a comical person because I would feel like I was caught in vain?

Or you could get your tail cut off.

“You…. So, what is the answer?”

“Ah..haha.. give me time to think about it!”

“Didn’t you… feel that the moment you fell down with me turned into excitement?”

“What nonsense…”

“Fear is the easiest emotion to change into liking. I’m sure I heard it somewhere.”

I pushed her away to give her time to think, but the more I tried to push her away, the less strength she had holding me.

Now that I think about it, Harin might be able to help me, even if it’s not just joining the Golden Rule.

If Harin was just a good saint, I think this thought itself is rude.

“I think you are misunderstanding something.”

But it seemed like we had gone too far to call her a saint.

“I didn’t give you a chance to choose?”

“Huh..?”

“Didn’t you hear? You don’t have a choice.”

is it.

I misjudged in the first place.

She’s holding me tight because she doesn’t want to lose me, but there’s no way she’s giving me a choice.

However, she has no fighting ability and is just an S-class heel gas station.

If I use my strength, I win.

But even so, Harin pretended to be strong.

Why ‘Chuck’?

I know.

Her body hugging me was trembling little by little.

She clasped her hands together, and it seemed like her hands wouldn’t stop shaking for fear that I would run away if there was a gap.

Did he gain courage while being so afraid of being rejected?

However, the situation is not good enough for me to accept Harin.

Right now, I just broke up with my girlfriend.

That means I have no intention of dating right now.

However, I felt a sense of crisis that if I rejected Harin here and now, something that could never be undone would happen.

I felt like I was losing my mind because of the dilemma.

“Can’t we solve this first and have a conversation?”

“No…”

“Huh? What?”

“No!”

“…”

She screamed and spoke to me.

‘I think this was probably the first time he spoke to me…’

Actually, Harin and I are the same age, so there was nothing strange about us saying anything at any time.

Rather, I am in a situation where even if I show respect to Harin, who is of a higher rank, it is not enough.

“Why… why… why on earth… why don’t you choose me easily? Is the body already owned?”

“Um… not that… just -”

“Then just accept my confession…”

“… Why are you doing this?”

I was really curious.

She was so desperate that she confessed to me after seeing my abilities.

At this moment, this scene unfolded without me even realizing it.

I had no choice but to ask an inappropriate question.

“… Are you curious as to why I am doing this? ”

“… Yes.”

I tried to nod silently, but the other person was bad.

“I… I… I was so lonely in this place. Until now, no one has ever been as close to me as you. In fact, I have been living like a scarecrow in the association from the beginning.”

I listened to her without saying anything.

“I should start by saying this… When I first became S-class… I was really happy. By myself.”

“… Alone?”

” Yes. Alone.”

“Why? I think my parents would have been very happy…”

“No.”

“What?”

“My parents abandoned me in an orphanage after giving birth.”

“…”

“Perhaps because of my disability, there was not a single person at the orphanage who helped me.”

As I heard about Harin’s unfortunate past, I felt like my heart was slowly fading away.

” Not only that… Even though I became an adult and became an S-class, no one at the orphanage welcomed me, so I ran out of the orphanage. I felt like I wasn’t welcome anywhere.”

Is that why I am hungry for the person I want to rely on and lean on?

“I have… a lot of secrets… a basement… special abilities… there are so many more… can’t even me… please… accept it?”

‘What’s in the basement…’

“Can’t I go home today and really think about it again?”

“Are you… testing my patience now?”

“No, I am more cautious -”

“Stop!… I don’t want to hear excuses. I guess I’ll have to use the method you did for me earlier. First of all, let me say thank you in advance.”

“What method did I tell you?”

“You. Please answer only yes or no.”

‘This is the method I used to get the answer I wanted from Harin when I first woke up from anesthesia, right?’

I was fooled by my own tricks.

“You. Please answer just three questions…”

“Uh. I’m listening.”

“Answer only yes or no.”

“… Yes”

“First question…Do you hate me?”

“No.”

I don’t hate it.

I don’t know much about her yet, so it’s just a burden to accept right now.

“Well, then… I guess you like it…”

“…”

“Ugh… Since you didn’t answer, this question is invalid… No, it wasn’t even a question in the first place.”

She looked scared, still holding me.

It’s like I’m afraid I’ll say something I shouldn’t say.

She was very close to me, but then she started to distance herself from me.

‘Do you know the future to come?’

Harin seemed so resigned and miserable.

“This is really the second question… Are you a little disappointed with my behind?..”

“Yes.”

As soon as I answered, her body began to twitch slightly in a pitiful way.

“Siwoo… I’m in so much pain…”

“…”

She called me by my name.

Harin is seriously expressing that she is not in a playful mood right now.

“I…it’s so hard…black…”

Even if there are no tears, sad feelings do not go away.

Things started to come to mind that I thought I had seen somewhere.

In my subjective opinion, the content really suits Harin.

I couldn’t understand Harin at all who was fascinated by me.

As for why…

This is because humans cannot become someone else.

Because I have never lived as a stranger.

Because I have never lived in Harin’s world.

We probably can’t understand each other.

‘I think Harin thought it was a natural situation for me to accept my confession, but…’

Humans can never become someone else.

“You are in so much pain…”

Maybe it’s a dream.

“This kind of pain cannot be healed…”

‘That might be…’

“Ah… I’ll ask the third question…”

“…”

“Last question… Please accept…”

“…”

I just have to answer yes or no.

“Can you love me too…?”

No matter how miserable I look, my heart does not change.

My answer is fixed.

of course.

of course.

“…. ㅇ.”

Only the ㅇ sound came out of my mouth and I couldn’t say any more.

I blinked several times in shock.

Because they covered my mouth.

by hand?

no. The area she covered my mouth with was her lips.

her lips.

It was wrapped around my lips.

Did I lack the courage to hear the final answer?

She was concentrating on stealing my lips in such a surprise manner.

thick. Even thicker.

Like a couple in a long-distance relationship who won’t see each other for several years if they break up now.

I had never experienced such a deep kiss before.

Now, behind the glass wall on the 51st floor of the association.

Regardless of my will.

She held the back of my head in her hands and kissed me.