episode_0024

Today, for some reason, Vita felt strange since morning.

I feel like I have no energy and am feeling lethargic.

‘…Why am I so weak?’

The first thing I felt when I opened my eyes was a damp, unpleasant feeling below.

Vita, who had been blankly staring, realized it instinctively.

‘No way, this is…’

Is that something I’ve only heard about? For some reason, my physical condition has been a bit off for the past few days.

[Vita, keep in mind. You’re a girl now, so there are things you won’t experience. Mom will tell you in advance…]

Because it was a problem that even a thoughtful mother was worried about.

Vita was left speechless with a dazed expression.

Well, but.

Actually, if you think about it, it’s not that strange.

It’s been a month since I became a woman. Menstruation is something that most women experience.

After sighing deeply, Vita got up from her heavy body.

For some reason, a pungent iron smell rises from the blanket, making my face wrinkle.

“… I guess I’ll have to suck it later.”

First, I opened the blanket and moved to the bathroom. I wasn’t feeling well, but I was able to move.

I feel very embarrassed and uncomfortable.

‘Ah… I feel uneasy.’

He remembers the advice he received from his mother.

[Make sure to wash your body. You need to stay clean.]

So Vita pours lukewarm water on herself in the bathroom.

I slowly washed my whole body in moderately warm water, gradually increasing the temperature.

“Hua-”

Then I felt a little better.

‘I guess I should go to school first…’

Well, it’s not a holiday. Even if you’re not feeling well, you have to go.

After finishing her shower, Vita took a long time to put on her underwear.

Comfortable underwear made of 100% cotton. It has a character pattern, but it’s still the most comfortable?

Wheeing-

Shake your head roughly to dry it.

After finally putting on my school uniform, it was time to leave the room.

But Vita put down the bag she had been carrying for no reason and returned to the bed.

“Let’s take a little break.”

Yeah, just wait a minute.

I’m just going to take a short break.

I feel secretly uneasy.

I feel like I have no energy left in my body and my spirits are drained.

Since his physical condition was definitely not good, Vita decided to rest for a little while and go. There was still plenty of time.

Actually, what should I say?

Vita’s return wasn’t just for the body.

Just as I was about to leave.

A strange feeling came over me when I saw myself reflected in the mirror next to the front door. I don’t know why.

‘… This is me.’

Now, there are no more questions that follow.

Long, blond hair and delicate facial features.

Because the image of the pretty schoolgirl was exactly me.

‘It was really awkward at first…’

Now I’ve gotten used to it, I’ve been forced to get used to it.

Because I felt like I was living a woman’s life without any particular sense of discomfort, I felt like I was a man.

‘What am I now…?’

Suddenly a question arises.

My name is Vita Shamal, and I am originally a male.

Now she is called Bianca, and her lifestyle is also feminine.

To be more precise –

What should I say about myself now?

Because I’m not a complete woman, and I’m definitely not a man.

Suddenly, I felt like my original self had disappeared.

“… … ”

Is that why?

A sudden feeling of helplessness came over me. And for some reason, my eyes felt hot.

Even Vita herself cannot understand it.

“Huh, what is it…?”

All of this makes me sad again. Tears are slowly welling up in my eyes.

“Yeah, huh?”

But Vita is at a loss because he really doesn’t even know why he’s crying.

What is this?

Are you feeling unwell? Are you feeling down?

Strictly speaking, it was only a little tearful, and it’s embarrassing to say that I shed tears.

“Oh, really… ”

Anyway, Vita’s mood has been changing since the morning.

This isn’t me. The original Vita Shamal doesn’t even cry much.

Then suddenly, a guy’s face comes to mind.

Yeah, that guy! That’s Carlyle Schultz.

The first thing that comes to mind is a feeling of hurt pride.

‘I just want to beat that guy.’

Just once. I just want to stroke that unlucky nose.

But why on earth can I never beat him?

I was so greedy to beat my opponent that my body changed like this, and I even lost the bed fight with this body.

“… Nothing works.”

Because it’s definitely a blow to your pride.

During this time, a strange thought occurred to Vita.

When you are held in someone’s arms, that warmth.

His face, which was already red from not feeling well, became even redder.

“Just die!”

Yeah, really. That must be right.

Because of the overwhelming sense of inferiority, Vita suddenly felt dizzy.

“… Oh, my head.”

Vita, who had been feeling dizzy and had her eyes closed, ended up falling asleep.

“Hmm… Nya… ”

With a peaceful and happy expression.

***

Vita has always been a very good dreamer.

Because his personality is pure, his imagination is also very rich.

As a child, Vita often dreamed of becoming a hero and defeating hordes of villains.

But unfortunately, it’s not that kind of dream right now.

Even I, what should I say, am dreaming from the observer’s point of view.

‘Is this a dream…?’

Vita was dumbfounded.

That’s understandable. The woman you see right now is none other than yourself! If there’s one thing that’s unique about her, it’s that she looks older than you are now.

Until just now, the woman in front of me, Vita Shamal in my dream, was preparing dinner quite diligently.

Wearing a pink apron, humming a little.

Seriously preparing a full dinner table and smiling beautifully.

“I wish you would come sooner… ”

Was it to the point where even Vita, who was watching for a moment, was speechless?

‘What is that…’

Do you look that pretty to others when you smile?

The Vita Shamal in my dream, no, Bianca Shamal, seemed so beautiful. At first glance, she seemed like a completely separate person from me.

Ding dong-

at that time.

Looks like someone has come looking for me.

The woman’s expression brightens for a moment and she runs towards him. She is Bianca Shamal.

‘Who the hell are you…?’

Vita had a question.

What a happy expression.

“I’m here, Bianca.”

And after the door opened, Vita was speechless.

‘No, he…’

Why Carlyle Schultz?!

But in her dream, she just looked happy. She was jumping up and hugging the guy with a smile.

“Come on, honey-!”

Hey, honey?!

For a moment, Vita doubted her own ears.

“I’m a little late. Sorry, Bianca.”

Carlyle Schultz also seems to have matured. He looks like he’s in his mid-20s.

But even more than that, the conversation that followed left Vita speechless.

“So what do you want to eat first? Dinner? Me… ?”

No, wait a minute.

“I have to eat my pretty wife first.”

“Oh, no… I mean, the rice will get cold.”

It’s a very situational drama.

‘You asked me that…?’

Vita is feeling dizzy and lightheaded.

What’s even more serious is what those crazy bastards have started doing!

“Ugh… Huh!”

Hey, over there?

Is dinner really getting cold?

But the two are completely obsessed with each other.

‘What, what are you doing!’

Vita looked at it and her face quickly turned red.

What on earth are you doing?

Why do you go to all the trouble to prepare dinner and then let it get cold? Aren’t you total perverts?

But when I see another self who is all messed up, and when I see the two of them falling for each other.

‘Ugh… ‘

For some reason, I also felt a burning sensation in my lower abdomen. Without realizing it, my hand started to move downwards.

But right then.

“Ka, Carlyle-!”

“Ugh, Bianca… ”

“It’s okay, inside. Put it all inside me!”

No, wait a minute?!

Vita’s eyes widened.

Isn’t this wrong? What on earth are you doing?

“I’ll get you pregnant today.”

I find myself agreeing with Carlyle’s nonsense.

“Yeah, okay…! I want Carlyle’s child.”

“Our two children.”

“That’s right, that’s right too.”

Me, you crazy bitch.

I’m sick of Vita’s face.

As the spurt increases, my heart also becomes more anxious.

No, Evaji!

This is not true.

‘Even if it’s a dream, I’m Carlyle’s child…?’

Because at that time, the two people were seen reaching climax while hugging each other tightly.

“Ah, no-!”

Vita woke up from her dream almost screaming.

Bam- Bam-

“What’s going on, Bianca!”

The next thing that happened was that I saw the scenery in the room, and I saw Carlyle with an anxious expression on his face.

***

‘… … ?’

Vita feels like her head is at a standstill.

“What, what. How did you get here…?!”

I tried to get up quickly but was stopped by my opponent.

“Are you okay?”

A face of serious concern. Seriously, is this a dream? Vita thought for a moment.

“It doesn’t seem to be hot.”

A delicate and soft touch.

“읏… ”

Vita was taken aback by the touch.

“Why are you here?”

Maybe it’s because I had a really strange dream just a moment ago, but I feel embarrassed and ticklish about this situation.

But what’s important right now is how the hell did Carlyle Schultz get in there?

Carlyle, however, reacts in disbelief to my words.

“Don’t you remember anything?”

Remember? What?

“You opened the door for me.”

Vita’s expression became blank.

“Me…? When?”

“You’re not feeling well. Take a look at your phone.”

At Carlyle’s words, Vita checked her phone.

There were no missed messages. I opened the message I had read, wondering if he had checked it while he was unconscious.

[Your Majesty, why aren’t you coming? Is it today? Your homeroom teacher is worried. I told you that you’ve been feeling a bit strange for the past few days.]

This is a message from his partner, Sasha.

And sure enough, Carlyle sent three texts.

[Bianca, are you okay? Are you sick anywhere?]

[It seems like your partner spoke well. Should I go to my room?]

[No, I’ll go.]

Anyway, do as you please.

Well, it’s not strange that Carlyle knows Vita’s home address, since he helped her move before.

Vita immediately recalled. A faint memory from her sleep.

‘… Oh, that’s right.’

I did open it though.

[Open it, Bianca!]

[…Who, who are you?]

[It’s me, Carlyle.]

I’m almost dizzy.

I felt like I opened the door in my sleep because someone kept knocking noisily.

But I don’t think it was careless since I knew the other person was Carlyle and opened up to him.

“Do you remember, now?”

Vita immediately agreed to Carlyle’s question.

“… Uh, yeah.”

And somewhere in my heart, I was a little confused as to why I so readily opened the door to Carlyle Schultz.

Feeling a little strange about yourself may be enough to open the door, even unconsciously.

Because I wonder if he trusts Carlyle Schultz.

“Anyway, would you like to rest a little more?”

Lying in bed.

And sitting right next to Vita is Carlyle Schultz.

And then you see the towel.

For some reason, my forehead felt hot and damp.

‘Could it be that this guy…?’

Is this what it feels like to be a hospital nurse?

He stroked Vita’s head and laid her back on the bed.

Carlyle lifts a new towel over his forehead.

It may seem insincere to just put it up so casually, but the expression on his face is surprisingly serious, which makes it funny.

But for some reason, Vita couldn’t laugh.

“Sniff sniff-”

Instead, I smelled something strange.

“What is that smell…?”

“Oh, wait.”

Carlyle, who had disappeared for a moment as if remembering something he had forgotten, returned holding something in his hand.

It’s a whitish porridge.

“You didn’t eat anything today?”

That’s certainly true.

“Eat this, even.”

So, maybe.

Did you make it yourself?

The feeling of being unexpectedly surprised by the opponents continued to grow.

Until this morning, my emotions were very volatile.

I felt strangely lethargic and resentful for no reason.

Actually, let me confess.

After I got my period, I became a woman and felt like I couldn’t go back to this situation, and I felt like my past self had disappeared, so I was a little depressed.

Besides, I wasn’t feeling well, so I tried to rest but fell asleep.

‘I had a strange dream too…’

The one who came looking for him after that was none other than Carlyle Schultz.

It’s an awkward feeling of nursing with a boring expression, but at the same time, it’s not a bad feeling.

So when Vita was fidgeting with her hands in a strange mood.

Carlyle moved his hand slowly as if he had decided on something.