episode_0023
by fnovelpia“But isn’t it too much to hit him?”
I only said this with the intention of getting closer to you, but I didn’t expect you to get so angry.
– I don’t think it’s okay to play with people’s feelings.
– Ha… I knew it was this kind of devilish trash… I knew it…
A grumbling sound that blames me
The area where it hit hurts
‘In the end, it was a day where I got hit in one way or another’
After all the fuss, the evening was getting deep, so I decided to keep watch.
First was Yuki, second was me, and last was Ella. We went to bed.
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“Hmm… I can’t sleep well”
Perhaps it was because I had been eating and sleeping in a nice house for a long time, but even though it was a familiar environment, I couldn’t sleep because it was my first camping trip in a long time, just as I couldn’t forget the sweetness of the past.
‘The devil might come suddenly’
If the episode goes by, there is a high probability that he will appear.
Especially because he stimulates people’s desires more deeply than Damian did before.
Once lost, it is not easy to retrieve.
‘I was lucky last time… But this time might be different’
It was a low-level demon that couldn’t even say its own name, so it was easy to subdue it.
‘Intermediate level, or if an upper level person appears… ‘
No, there is no point in worrying about that from now on.
In the first place, if you become a high-level demon, you cannot easily appear in a human body.
Because humans who cannot handle the force will not be able to accept it and will explode and die.
While I was wrapping my head for some reason, Yuki, who was on watch, spoke to me.
“Crowd, you… Are you awake?”
“The devil has appeared!”
I took it as some kind of signal, grabbed the sword at my waist, and tried to wake Ella up when Yuki stopped me.
“No! No, that’s not it… Can I talk to you for a moment?”
‘I’m glad it’s not the devil’
“Okay, Ella, let’s go somewhere far away for a moment so we don’t wake up”
After carefully moving our seats, we arrived at what looked like an open space with an open sky slightly away from where we were sleeping.
Today is a day where you can see a lot of stars
“Pretty… ”
Stars decorating the clear sky that I had never seen when I was young.
The most surprising moment when I was possessed in this world
It was when I felt an overwhelming emotion that I didn’t even know I felt rise up when I saw a beautiful star.
“Do you like stars too?”
I wonder if Yuki also shares what I’m feeling. We were looking at each other and smiling at the stars.
“In the old days, I lived in a place where I couldn’t see the stars”
“A place where you can’t see the stars? Are you saying there is such a place? It must have been terrible”
Yuki’s excessive behavior made me laugh a little.
“Haha… Maybe so, but it was nice to be with my family”
Even though I couldn’t see the stars, I had my precious family by my side who shined on me.
“It’s family… I see”
“Why do you like stars?”
It seems like liking stars isn’t the only thing that shares similar feelings to me.
I looked at the stars in the sky with a somewhat lonely look on my face.
“I’m similar to you, I liked looking at the stars with my precious person”
Eventually, he began to reveal his buried feelings to me one by one.
“At first, I was just happy. When I found out that I was talented, everyone liked me, so I knew that everyone had expectations of me. I knew that I wanted to grow higher and stronger faster, but within a few days of picking up the sword, I defeated all the village’s masters and his eyes completely changed”
If you had distinguished yourself with outstanding talent at a young age, you would have grown up receiving a certain amount of praise and envy.
The problem was that her talent was far superior to that of others.
“Everyone… I felt like they were scared of me and trying to get away from me, so I left. I decided to leave first before they got away from me”
“I was wandering around without being able to let go of my sword until I met my teacher, learned the sword for the first time, and thought I would be successful… Who would have known that I would fall into such foolish symptoms for which there is no medicine?”
– Yuki, you will only be able to control your power if your body can control your mind as well.
“The body must dominate the mind… I’ve been through several fights so far, but it’s still like this”
self-deprecation
Yuki continues to reach her limits and does not give up.
In order not to disappoint the teacher
To further prove myself
I gritted my teeth and struggled to get better somehow.
I was captivated by her teacher’s words and continued to practice, but
I know the true meaning of those words.
‘Honestly accepting and acknowledging your feelings about yourself’
In the original, after a duel with Ella, it was decided that he could no longer reach her.
Accepting the waves of emotions boiling up in your body
By letting go of oneself, one becomes harmonized with the phenomenon and realizes the true meaning of the teacher’s words.
It was written that the berserker phenomenon was eventually overcome.
Accept it, not fight it
Yuki, who has been resisting her emotions all this time.
But you have to accept your feelings to get through it.
‘I am… ‘You can’t say that’
There is a possibility that she may not be able to overcome my hasty remark because my meaning was misrepresented.
In extreme cases, she may let go of the sword like she did before.
Whenever a story about a sword is brought up, his eyes light up as he explains a story containing his philosophy.
Without even paying attention to myself wearing a bunny girl
I know how much she loves the sword from her strong will, which she talks about tirelessly.
Could I hastily tell her to give up and accept it?
“What does that look like?”
can not do it
That’s why I’m a little angry
To the teacher who ignored Yuki’s feelings and told her to accept them.
And the phenomena within her are all
“Ah… I’m sorry. I don’t mean to make you angry… .”
“What does that look like? You are working harder than anyone else!”
I tried every means possible to give her up.
As if laughing at my thoughts, he always came to me and asked me to spar.
“You…”
“Just say things like quitting the duel or putting down your sword! Don’t leave me alone!”
When you fight with me, you shed tears because you can’t bear the humiliation
Even if I swear and tell you to go away dozens and hundreds of times
She came quickly and didn’t give up.
“He said he was growing when he was with me and that he could overcome it!”
She must have been vaguely aware of it too.
That you can become comfortable if you give yourself over to your desires.
Even if you don’t say it, you probably know it yourself.
But I didn’t
“If you decide to be together until the end, you also take responsibility! Do not give up! Continue to be my wife and fight and win!”
I believe that fighting to the end and overcoming is my path.
Because I was moving forward
So I don’t want to tell her to accept it or admit it.
I know this isn’t the right answer, but if I came here, I hope she finds an answer she’s happy with.
“… … ”
‘I said these words too harshly.’
Yuki approached me with his head down.
Then he came closer to me and gently held my hand.
– Drip drip.
About three drops of warm water fell on the back of my hand.
“This is my first time… The person who tells me not to give up”
“Don’t give up, try to overcome it, it’s dark… Aren’t you ashamed? .”
I quietly smelled a few more tears falling on my hand and stroked Yuki’s head with my other hand.
“What are you talking about… I’ve told you to give up countless times until now”
“Really… Whenever I was having a hard time, he always came to me and comforted me… .”
‘I thought I moved without being noticed, but it seems like I vaguely know all about this.’
I scratched my head feeling a little embarrassed.
“It would be hard to find a devil man like you anywhere”
She hid her tears and spat out harsh words with a cool face.
“I can do my perversion”
I responded with a leisurely smile.
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On the way back after enjoying the stars
“Will you be able to kill me when I end up being consumed by the berserk and unable to do anything?”
I’ve heard it well so far
Has my weakened heart not yet returned?
“What kind of husband in the world kills his wife because he can’t stand her hysterics?”
I responded with a simple joke.
“After… Okay, that’s right… If that happens, please take good care of me”
‘It won’t work, it won’t work!’
Have I become weak because I shed tears earlier?
I gave her a light squeeze on the head.
“What… What!?”
I think we need a contract to strongly bind the weakened guy.
He’s a guy who always keeps his promises, so he’ll definitely keep them.
“Are you afraid of going berserk? Then, shall we make another contract?”
“Again? Again? What are you going to do?”
Perhaps because Yuki was scared, his voice sounded excited and his words trembled.
“I can’t do it because you sound so weak! If you go berserk in front of me one more time in the future”
Take a breather
“You must follow my words unconditionally from now on, forever! Got it?”
Now, if I told you this much, you wouldn’t want to do it because you’d be scared.
“Yes, hehe♥”
???
Does it matter if the reaction is slightly different from what I expected?
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