episode_0023
by fnovelpiaIt was nice to even say something scary.
… But after that, I really had nothing to say.
‘What should I do?’
Luna was trudging next to me with a downcast and frightened expression.
Just looking at the atmosphere, it looked like he had already been scolded, scolded, wrote a letter of reflection, and shed tears.
Should I scold this kid now? how?
‘Have I fallen back too?’
The day after my first night with Mur and Aisha, I forgave them both in a very short period of time, but seeing as I’m doing this to Luna now, there’s no room for excuses.
“… Haha.”
Luna flinched at the sound of my sigh! I shivered.
I really don’t feel like scolding you. I don’t… .
‘The matter has become too big to not say anything.’
My neck and legs hurt from walking around looking for Luna for hours, and I was mentally exhausted.
He knows that too, so he’s probably so upset that there’s no need for me to scold him.
‘Besides, there are Damur and Aisha.’
I had told Luna to go in first because it was only meaningful for me to find Luna, but I really didn’t think the two of them would just be hanging out in the hotel room eating tangerines.
They both care about me so much. I’m sure he went through a hard time helping me in some way that I couldn’t see.
‘Are there tangerines in this world too? ‘I wish I had it.’
Anyway.
‘eww. ‘Why am I worried as much as Luna who did something wrong?’
Is scolding, rather than getting angry, really such a headache?
“… Note—Lily.”
The voice was so deadpanned that for a moment I couldn’t understand what Luna was saying.
“Leisure… I was wrong.”
When I slightly turned my bowed face towards me, teardrops appeared and then disappeared.
‘Ugh.’
It was clear that Luna was crying even in the alley where she had been holed up earlier. My eyes are still swollen even now.
“… Haha.”
I must be the most withdrawn bastard in the world.
But the two or three people who like me probably like even my pathetic side.
I held Luna’s hand.
“Luna. Did you do something wrong?”
Luna nodded her face wildly, causing her pink hair to flutter up and down.
“Wrong. Yeo I did wrong to Lily.”
“Do you even know what you did wrong?”
“Yeo was arrogant. I misunderstood. Your value, your heart.”
Her words were rambling, not like her usual self.
Luna’s hand was just held in my hand. As if he had no right to dare to hold my hand.
“Yes. Then that’s enough.”
“… What?”
When Luna blinked in surprise, the tears that could not form droplets moistened the corners of her eyes.
The street lights twinkled like stardust in the corner of Luna’s eyes.
“You know, Luna.”
I squeezed Luna’s hand again.
“How can the mistake you made be so huge that it cannot be corrected?”
“… Opening hurt you.”
“Of course, it’s a mistake that can be corrected. And I will forgive, and I will forgive Mur and Aisha too.”
The two have different colors.
Mur can be misunderstood as rough because he sometimes shows a passionate side, and Aisha can be mistaken for being sinister because she has a habit of hiding her true feelings.
However, both Mur and Aisha were people with beautiful hearts. They were not people who would keep their mistakes and harass others.
“Really… Really.”
Luna cried again.
“Would you forgive me?”
“Yes.”
When I placed my finger between Luna’s fingers, Luna held my hand even though she was trembling and afraid.
“I already forgave you.”
The sound of Luna sobbing rang out under the soft ink-like night sky.
“Ahahaha!! Well, in the end, it was just a trivial misunderstanding! Heehee, ahahaha!!”
Bright room.
On a pure white bed.
Aisha, who had roughly thrown off her white priestly clothes, was holding her stomach and giggling.
“Yes, you… ! Anyway, isn’t that too much of a mockery of Yeo…? !”
Luna clenched her fists and trembled, but Aisha showed no signs of stopping her laughter.
“Yes? Who was it that made Lily suffer because of a misunderstanding that I couldn’t handle on my own when I spoke so confidently about the mask and all?”
“Ugh… !!”
Luna gritted her teeth but seemed to have nothing to say.
“Now, would you like to say it with your own mouth? I’m a fool~ I’m a fool who acted rashly and created unnecessary trouble.”
“Aisha, leave it at that. Because Luna is also reflecting.”
When I sat down next to Aisha to dry her off, Aisha hugged me tightly as if it was natural and lay down on the bed.
“Oh… .”
The soft feel that touched my body was like a bed.
The same feeling that touched my head was Aisha.
“Lily.”
“Ugh… .”
Aisha’s subdued voice reached my ears, and a chilling sensation spread from there to the back of my neck.
“I hope that the person who gave you a hard time feels the pain himself. Even if it’s your woman.”
Aisha whispered.
“Am I doing too much?”
It was a serious question. It was a question that required a serious answer.
“… Thank you for giving for me. This is real.”
When I hugged Aishagana and lay down, I was in a position where I was lying on her chest, so I couldn’t see Aisha’s face from my position.
‘Did you do that on purpose?’
Aisha is waiting for me to continue answering.
“I’m happy that Aisha thinks of me and gets angry on my behalf.”
As Aisha behind me slowly exhaled, her hot breath tickled the back of my neck.
“For me, this is the greatest reward of all.”
“That’s it… .”
“No. I want Lily to know. How much I am thinking about Lily.”
Aisha’s wry smile could be heard in her tone.
“Not so cool, right?”
“… Some people might think that way.”
A hero who does great things but hides himself without expecting praise is definitely cool.
But I don’t want to meet a hero. I want Aisha to be by my side.
‘This is disqualification as pure love.’
No, I was already disqualified a long time ago.
I started to care about Mur, but when I met Aisha and held Aisha’s hand, I was already disqualified.
‘In that sense, Aisha is my first.’
Mur is my first woman.
Aisha is my second child, and because of that, she is the woman who definitely led me off the path of pure love.
So you regret it?
at all.
“The reason I want Aisha to know how much she thinks of me is because she likes me.”
Aisha trembled again as I wrapped her arms around my body to embrace her.
“If that’s why you’re not cool, then don’t be cool. Because I like Aisha who likes me but isn’t cool, I like her much, much more than Aisha who doesn’t like me.”
“… Lily.”
“Yes.”
“I am not as beautiful as you think.”
“It’s okay. Because I am not as beautiful as Aisha thinks.”
“No. It’s the opposite.”
After lazing around in Aisha’s arms, I finally looked at her face, which was filled with warm affection.
“Lily is a more beautiful person than she thinks. So I keep getting confused. Even if you try to do something for Lily, what you receive from her is much bigger… … I’m getting frustrated.”
Aisha smiled and kissed my cheek.
“Now that I’ve confessed it, I feel a bit more relieved. Thank you, Lily. There’s still a lot left to say, so I’ll be satisfied with this.”
“Uh, yes… .”
Aisha caught me again.
“Then Mur, take it.”
“Wow!”
As he got up straight, I flicked him to the side and fell into the arms of Mur, who was waiting there.
“Hmm… .”
Mur’s golden eyes looked down at me, he smiled, and buried his face in my hair.
“Seeueueup… .”
“Myu, what are you doing… ?”
“Lily inhale.”
“Was I a gas?”
“Huh? Lily is Lillin?”
“Could you please stop talking like I have no common sense? No, it’s still not enough.”
“Yes, yes, that’s right. Lily can live like this forever in my arms. I’m glad you understand.”
“You went to sleep without understanding and you never even said something like that!”
I puffed up my cheeks to show that I was really mad… reel? Is this correct? Common sense, what was common sense?
“Ha… It’s really cute.”
When Mur’s finger poked my cheek, Pushuu… And the wind went out.
“But there’s something important left to say, so I guess I’ll leave it at that for now.”
Mur turned his gaze forward, still holding me in his arms.
Luna, who was watching with an incredibly envious expression, trembled.
‘… ‘I hope we don’t fight.’
So much happened during the day. I’m having a hard time. I’m sleepy. I’m going to sleep. Turn off the lights.
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