episode_0023

In the evening, Hyungkeshni came in carrying various underwear, although I don’t know where she got them.

Of course, most people know this underwear. No, I’ve licked so many people in this world, so how could I not know?

So I tried on various underwear that Heungkesuni brought, but unfortunately most of them didn’t fit.

I tried on a few of them, but they felt stuffy. Then, Hyukkeshni looked down at her chest and sighed softly. Then she came over to me and touched the pure white dress I was wearing.

He touched it a few times, gently ripped the end with his fingernail to loosen the thread, then put it down and asked me.

“Can’t you make it look like you’re wearing clothes?”

Oh, yes, there was a way to do that.

The clothes I’m wearing now are also ones I made.

I took my underwear off and pushed myself into it.

Then, the skin cracks and a black space appears inside, and a dark purple fog flows out. I always just watched because it was a place where I couldn’t move carelessly, but not now.

I tried putting my index finger in once. But it didn’t go all the way in. Instead, I could feel my skin.

As expected, it’s not really split.

But don’t you think it’s too much to ask me to do it and then run away as soon as the fog starts to clear, Hunkeshuni?

Take a page from Joanna, who is quietly watching from the side.

I look at Joanna sitting nearby, seemingly unconcerned, and concentrate on making clothes.

But instead of clothes appearing, the fog just sways in the air.

Isn’t this how it’s done?

I grabbed my underwear. How did I wear my clothes earlier? I brought what I remembered. Think carefully. What’s important is not what’s in front of you right now.

We need to look at the other side.

How I wore it.

It’s just supposed to be here, so why are you trying to make it?

yes.

I’m wearing underwear that’s adjusted to my size. Of course, I have underwear in my hand.

I figured out how to do it. It’s not about creating something new. It’s not about using fog to create something.

You can change the world and make a difference.

To a world where that is a given.

Then shall we try something else?

First of all, there is something that has been out of my hands for a very long time, but I cannot let it go.

I said I had the phone in my hand.

Damn.

Black gold grows in my hand like glass breaking.

“What are you doing!”

From afar, Hukkeshni screams. And a dark blue light is sucked into her arms. And she creates a transparent curtain around it.

There’s also a protective shield.

I guess that’s true for Hukkeshni. It’s more unfortunate that I can’t hold my phone in my hand. If I were to do it right, I could hold my phone in my hand.

You can grab it right away.

Jeokjeok

No, I can only hold it.

The more I try, the bigger the crack in the air above my hand becomes. It’s as if it can’t support a huge weight and is cracking. If I’m not careful, this place will shatter like a glass window that’s been hit by a rock.

It’s a pity.

If you can’t hold it, throw it away.

Then, the black lines that had been spreading out from my hand slowly disappeared as if they were being sewn shut.

And finally, all the gold was gone. Of course, there was nothing left in my hand.

I don’t know if it’s because something complicated isn’t possible, or because something that doesn’t exist in this world isn’t possible. And I don’t think I should try it recklessly.

On the surface, all the gold appears to be gone, but I can’t help but feel that the area is extremely fragile, a feeling that’s hard to describe in words.

Am I that heavy?

The cold ocean is certainly heavy. But it’s a strange place. The endless ocean and the infinite night sky. And the stars above it are everything.

Or maybe I just can’t see it.

There are several possibilities.

But I’m sure it’ll be heavy.

I’ll think about that when I go back to the sea.

I gestured to Hyukkeshni, who was still wrapped in a transparent membrane and was looking at me with a nervous expression.

“It’s over. You can’t make complicated things. Hukkeshuni.”

“If you’re going to do something like that, tell me in advance.”

The veil of light around her was thinly dispersed, leaving a dark blue fog surrounding her.

I don’t know if they still don’t trust me and are ready to defend me, or if they are just the remnants of magic they used.

I don’t know exactly what’s on her mind, but I can read it from her expression.

She came towards me, giggling. She came towards me, looking scared of me.

And then he pointed at my body with his hand.

“First of all, put on some clothes. Are you going to be in your underwear like that?”

I shook my head from side to side.

And then I changed into some comfortable pajamas. These are the clothes that Rebecca Rolfe was most comfortable in.

“Ah… … .”

I heard a pitiful groan from the side. I turned my head and saw Joanna looking at my clothes with a pitiful look.

Why is that?

At that moment, Hukkeshni let out a sound similar to laughter as if it was ridiculous. When Joanna and I looked at Hukkeshni, Hukkeshni looked at Joanna and opened his mouth.

“Joanna. If you think of Rebecca as your own child, you will regret it later.”

Child? I looked at Joanna’s expression. She was feeling sorry, but there was no maternal emotion.

“I don’t see Rebecca that way. Hyungkeshni.”

Look, Joanna says the same thing.

Hukkeshni stared at Joanna,

“If not, then that’s fine. So this is just an old man’s worry. Joanna Smith. Don’t forget that Iza is a foreign body in a human body.”

Hukkeshni is right. I am in a human body. I was once human, but I am no longer human.

huh?

“Foreign news?”

Me? Where are you looking?

I looked at Hukkeshni as I pointed at myself. Then, at my question, Hukkeshni flinched as if he had been caught doing something he shouldn’t have done.

And then he opened his mouth, slightly avoiding my gaze.

“I needed a name to refer to you. So I named you Oesin, meaning a god from outside this world.”

“So you said I’m a foreigner? I’m not a god.”

Yes. I wouldn’t know if I didn’t hear it, but if I did, I would have to deny it.

Because I am not really God. I am a non-lying dictator. I am neither omniscient nor omnipotent.

As a god, there are many things that are lacking.

“If that’s what you’re saying, then that’s what it must be. Rather, since it’s come to this, I’d like to ask, do you have a God too?”

The henkeshni asked me, not Rebecca Rolf, inside. Do you have a God? I used to. When I was human, I had a religion.

Of course, it was a universal religion, not a polarizing religion like those in these places, but I believed.

But not anymore.

It disappeared in a scream that made no sound.

It just melted away into the dark and cold sea.

So there is only one answer.

“None.”

I clearly answered that there is no such thing.

“I see. Okay, then I guess it’s okay to call it a foreign news agency.”

Huh? Why is it like that?

“I’m not a god.”

“But if there is no God, then you are something similar to Him. Of course, I am speaking from our perspective, not yours.”

So are all atheists gods?

The question was on my lips, but I swallowed it. I should refrain from speaking as if I knew how to use my wisdom.

At least for now.

But it’s foreign news.

I can understand the meaning.

I’m not talking about the god of madness according to the fake myths I know. Rather, the nuance is closer to alien. Of course, I’m not a British person living in New York.

Alien means foreigner.

Well, then, there’s nothing I can’t understand. It’s annoying because it’s a word that reveals the intention to reject me forever. But what can I do? It’s true that it came from outside.

“Or is there a reason why you refuse to be called God?”

At those words, I swallowed my words.

Why do you want to refute me like this?

yet

well

I don’t know

Yes. Then there is no reason.

“None.”

“Then let’s call it that. Foreign news without a name.”

Is that how it comes out?

But it’s better than the swear word “Ksaxshibal”.

I can see why it’s being divided so vaguely.

“Do you hate Rebecca Rolf?”

“That must be your body’s name. I’m calling you Rebecca, but that’s a person’s name.”

That’s true.

It’s the name of the girl who was kidnapped by the Future Hope Church and died a violent death.

This is the name of the body I am using.

So that’s not my name.

Okay, then.

If you say so.

Let’s accept the name foreign news.

“Yes, that’s right. Please use that word to refer to me from now on. Hunkeshuni.”

Hyungkeshni blinked at me and then carefully moved away from my spot. He looked at me with a smile on his face as he stepped away.

In other words, it is said to be an expression full of fear.

Of course, I have no intention of spreading madness to others, and I have no intention of calling it indescribable or using adjectives like undescribable.

I don’t know how to do that in the first place.

I am not smart.

So my logic is very simple.

I need some warmth.

“Then, Hyungkeshuni. Is there anything you would like to ask the foreign correspondent in front of you?”

Isn’t it because you have something to ask of them that they are called gods? If not, then no matter how strong they are, you would call them monsters.

But Hukkeshni shook his head from side to side.

joy.

Okay, the opportunity has passed. Then, shall we ask Joanna, who is next to me?

“What about Joanna? If I were God, what would I wish for?”

Joanna pondered my question for a moment, then made a wish.

“Please eat more rice. You are eating too little right now.”

Oh, you?

Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.

“No, I’ll try.”

If I eat too much, my stomach feels upset… … .

Joanna nodded with a satisfied expression at my answer. There was a certain Hunkeshni who was staring blankly at me, but I pretended not to notice because I felt bad.

You call me a foreign correspondent? How can you say such bad things!