episode_0022

After several attempts at conversation, I realized the uncomfortable truth that no matter what I said, it would only arouse Elysia’s excitement, so I decided to keep my mouth shut and take the shit quietly.

“Ugh…♡ Ugh…♡”

It was painful as the countless amounts of pleasure that couldn’t escape were accumulated inside my lungs because I was holding in the breath that should have come out of my mouth, but I was able to hold on by holding the pillow tightly with both hands and burying my face in it.

If only I could avoid giving Elysia pleasure in this way… This physical pain is really nothing. It’s actually a benefit to me because I can avoid showing a completely ruined facial expression.

Elysia realized my intention and said something, but my feelings will never change. You may have my body, but you will never have my heart! Because… I won’t let that happen! You will not pass through the barriers of my heart! (¡NO PASARÁN!)

¡NO PASARÁN! – Slogan of the Republicans (anti-fascist camp) during the Spanish Civil War

“What is it? It’s not fun… so you decided to endure it without making a sound? How long can this happen?”

When I first heard this, I smiled at the thought that my intention was being successfully carried out… but I had to change my mind when I heard what immediately followed.

“Ugh… Can you feel my cock swelling inside your pussy…?”

Elysia’s words were not bluff. There was actually a foreign object inside my body… I could feel the tip of my dick subtly increasing my size.

When I was a man, I jerked off a lot with pictures of Panthers and Tigers, but I’ve never had an experience that made me realize that I’m inside a living human’s body and my dick swells just before ejaculation, so it’s a feeling I’m experiencing for the first time in my life. However, a red warning light came on in my head. This was not the time to bury my face in the pillow and hold back my moans.

“Ba, bar ke! Outside! Please pack it outside!”

A person who met his dead parents in a dream, but before it was time to say goodbye without even having a few conversations, would not be able to utter an earnest voice like mine. Of course, if that earnestness could not reach Elysia’s ears, everything would have been in vain.

“My baby was inside your stomach anyway, so what difference do you think it will make if you put it outside now? I’m cumming, I’m cumming…!”

“Andaaeaeae-!”

Phew♡ Pushoot♡ Pushushushu…!

Fortunately, the sound of a large amount of cum exploding from your cunt masked all other sounds, so I was not able to hear the warm sound of Elysia’s cum filling my body. No, is this a good thing? Isn’t that it? What do you do if you can’t hear anything? What is this feeling of the empty inside of your body being filled with warmth?

At this moment, I was happy… like a person who had been wondering what to do for a long time and had finally found a job that was right for him. I was so happy… I ended up shedding tears that clearly came from joy, not sadness. I forgot that Elysia was looking at me and that the tears I shed would make her even happier.

Even though I know better than anyone else that no matter how trapped I am in a woman’s body, I shouldn’t be happy while being ejaculated in a man’s mind… I couldn’t stop the tears of joy from flowing out. It was that shitty. I feel like I’m confessing to the world that I’m an idiot who can’t control my emotions. I feel like I’m getting further and further away from the ‘me’ who was originally a man.

How many minutes had passed since the cum, which felt closer to a solid than a liquid, began to fill my body? Before I knew it, Elysia was pressing her breast against my back and placing her hand on top of my hand buried in the pillow. She asked me in a coy tone.

“I shot the first shot when you were still unconscious… but I think it was better this time because I was able to enjoy it with you. You think so too, right?”

“Ugh… Hmm… Did you really… have to do that…? Could you have been satisfied only if I had stuffed it inside you?”

“Ask something that hurts my mouth. of course. Bukage is fun in its own way, but if you didn’t intend to cum inside, why would you bother using magical powers to create a dick?”

…There is nothing that cannot be said with an open mouth. That’s not wrong. If I hadn’t wanted to so mercilessly rape the body of my childhood friend of 20 years (although his soul had recently been replaced), I wouldn’t have brought in the supernatural element of magic.

Now is the time to check other things rather than criticizing Elysia’s shamelessness. I poured out questions to Elysia with the look in her eyes of someone who had given up everything, and Elysia answered each of my questions as if she was showing me the generosity of a winner.

“Anyway… what did you mean by what you said earlier?”

“Hmm? What are you saying? The first time I ejaculated in my life while you fainted?”

“Well, that’s a problem, but… You said earlier that your baby was already inside my stomach when you put it inside me, so there’s no point in putting it outside now…”

“Oh, that? You just need to understand what I said? When I was drunk and stabbed with a penny stick, I stuck my raw cock inside your unconscious body, and it felt so good that I ended up cumming inside, and that became the fix.”

“What? Sue, you didn’t just use raw dick on me when I was drunk without asking my doctor, you even used half a penny? Are you saying you’re bragging about that?”

“I wouldn’t know if I didn’t have the intention to rape, but I’ve already made up my mind, so what’s the point of asking for your intention? If I had asked, I would have said no.”

“You… you’re the worst. You know that too, right? If you knew I would say no… you shouldn’t have done this. The fact that you dragged a drunk me to the bedroom while drinking at a restaurant and did something like this… Did you have the intention to do this before?”

“Well. I don’t even remember exactly when I started having you in my heart. What is certain is that I have been thinking about making you completely mine, at least since the moment we could stop babbling and talk.”

Although I was able to find out a lot through conversations with Elysia, the amount of mental effort it took was too much. I even thought that if things continued like this, my heart would be completely worn out and I would become a vegetable. Elysia encouraged me, stroking the top of my head with her hand as if she was planning to deal the final blow to me.

“Don’t be so harsh… Why don’t you first check to see if what I’m saying is true or a lie? If nothing else, the story about my baby being in your stomach could have been made up by me. Concentrate your entire body on your stomach. Do you feel something?”

I don’t want to follow Elysia’s words, but… if life were to live in my stomach as she said, nothing would be as big as that, so I closed my eyes and strengthened the nerves running down my body. Then I felt an unidentifiable tattoo engraved on the skin of my lower abdomen… and further inside, a small circle on the uterine wall.

A small circle resting on the uterine wall. It wasn’t difficult to find out what it was. It’s probably my egg that evolved into a fertilized egg after accepting the sperm that Elysia injected into my body. Fuck… I couldn’t even get a virgin, but they cut my hymen and got pregnant…?

“Do you think I will obediently give birth to my child? Don’t get me wrong… I… will do whatever it takes to kill you… If I can’t kill you, I’ll end my life, or at least erase you damned bastard… Do you understand?”

“Wow, you’re good at saying harsh things with a pretty face. No matter how much you hate me, you can’t kill someone, you can erase a child, you shouldn’t say things like that.”

After giving me some advice, Elysia slowly stood up. It was really hard because I was carrying on my back not a sofa or a bed, but a grown man, and the criminal who raped me… Just when I thought I was going to get a little more comfortable! Elysia got off my back and grabbed my hair.

I instinctively put my hands on the back of my head and screamed at the pain that felt as if not just one or two strands of hair, but the entire thick ponytail would be ripped off.

“Aaaah!”

“Phew… I wasn’t going to go this far, but… you made me angry, so I can’t help it. If you don’t want to have your own child that much, I’ll help you. I’ll erase you right now!”

“Lee, let go of this! I can’t let go – keaaagh!”

I waved my hand at Elysia, but this time I struggled awkwardly, unable to finish my sentence due to the tremendous pain that struck my lower abdomen. I didn’t know if I got hit by a fist or something… Because my stomach hurt, I didn’t care whether my hair would be torn out or not in return.

I think I felt some pleasure amidst the pain, but that wasn’t important right now. I don’t know what this crazy bitch’s intentions are, but if she gets beaten up like this, it’s clear that the weak fertilized egg that has just conceived will not be able to hold on and will fall out. Even though I hate Elysia for raping me, I don’t think she is guilty of a new life and should die before being born. What!

That was the moment when I, who had never felt fatherly love before, realized that I had maternal love. In fact, what I said earlier about the brat was just something I said out of anger, and it wasn’t my sincerity. My truth is… this is it!

“Si, sore! I’m going to have a baby! I’m going to give birth to a cute baby that looks like me!”

I convulsed, clutching my stomach with both arms in anticipation of Elicia hitting me again. There was no one here who would listen to me other than Elysia, but as a mother, my instinct to protect the fetus in my stomach made me act like that.

Elysia, who was ready to start a harsh beating at any moment, finally smiled with satisfaction and withdrew her hand.

“Yes, you should come out like that.”

“Haa…! ha…! Haaa!”

Although there was a crisis, I took a deep breath that I had been holding off, thinking that I had somehow managed to protect the baby. It seems like it’s very difficult to be a mother.