episode_0022

Episode.22 She doesn’t miss mistakes (3)

(Continues from the previous side story.)

[Baek Harin SIDE]

“Harin?”

“You? Bur, are you here already?”

I’m in big trouble.

I’m holding a box that looks very suspicious…

What should I do?

I was thinking about random things and let my guard down.

“Yes, the job is simpler than I thought. But what are you holding? I don’t think I saw it before.”

Fortunately, there are no drugs or anything in it, but still…!

I’m sure there are things that can make me look strange.

I didn’t want him to know my secret.

Not yet.

I was thinking that, when suddenly he seemed to put his hand on my box.

“Ah, ah. Everything, you. Don’t touch it.”

I put the box away from him.

Even while rotating my body.

“What’s wrong?”

“This is just…”

“What?”

“All, you. This is… Ah! I received it as a gift from an employee here…”

It’s not wrong.

I didn’t lie at all.

“Ugh.. All, you. By the way, what are the contents of the ledger? Have you checked?”

I was a little scared that he might dig into this.

So I quickly changed my mind.

“Uh. I just brought a ledger that was gathered together.”

“Yeah, really? But you can bring that, right?”

“Then what are the ledgers that cannot be brought in?”

“I don’t know about general ledgers, but shouldn’t I bring that document file…”

“I guess so.. But, you won’t even know if this disappears.”

Why is that so?

“Then it doesn’t matter. Then shall we go on a date now?”

… That was none of my business.

What’s important to me right now is my date with Siwoo.

I was really looking forward to seeing where it would lead me this time.

“I want to go to your house.”

As soon as I heard those words, I felt a shiver run through my whole body.

I listened to him and thought for a moment.

This was a golden opportunity given to me by heaven.

“My house… I don’t own it, but can I go to where I live?”

“Uh… right?”

“Then let’s go to my house today.”

It’s done.

My thoughts have changed.

I don’t want him to know my secret.

It occurred to me that I couldn’t share my secret with him, not now.

I just can’t quit.

My own secret that I want to keep even if I sell my soul to the devil.

Share this secret with Mr. Siwoo.

I allowed Siwoo to come home.

And when I imagine him obediently following me, my mood naturally improves, and the corners of my mouth gradually turn upward as if caught on a fishhook.

However, I think the injection needle feels better than having the corner of your mouth raised by a fish hook.

The feeling of the needle I share with him… I think it must be a paradise that even I have experienced for the first time.

If you want to have that kind of experience, you have to make up your mind and be sure about it.

Without any hesitation.

“Harin?”

“Yes, you.”

“This is an association, right?”

Oh, he doesn’t know exactly where I live.

Because I never told you.

But it’s okay. I just need to find out from now on.

“First of all, I’m going to stop by my office for a bit. Will you come along?”

“That’s about it.”

He has already fallen into my trap.

Now that we’ve come this far, we can’t run away.

I pressed the ‘50th floor’ button in the elevator.

“What, is your office on the 50th floor? Why is it so high?”

“I don’t know either. The president of the association assigned me to stay here.”

“Ah.. the president of the association is on the 51st floor?”

“No, the president of the association works on the 49th floor.”

“… Are you in the back world?”

I was shocked to hear what he said.

Could it be that he found out my secret?

“ㄴ, yes?”

I was very embarrassed, but I pretended not to be embarrassed at all.

On the outside, I acted as if nothing had happened.

“No, it’s just higher than the president of the association. If that’s the reason you’re higher up, maybe… you’re actually the queen of the back world?”

I can’t believe you’ve already guessed this much.

Although she is not the queen of the underworld, she has many connections to the underworld.

The backworld we’re talking about here obviously means doing illegal things… or something like that, right?

It doesn’t seem like the gate story has been mentioned endlessly.

“They gave me preferential treatment simply because I was the only S-class healer. It doesn’t mean much. The queen of the back world is not like that, so don’t worry.”

there’s nothing we can do.

I have to work hard to make this day the most exciting memory for him.

Making people feel comfortable.

Isn’t that the ultimate goal of a healer?

I guess I actually have nothing to do with the underworld?

My specially modified propofol also satisfies people and makes them comfortable.

I’m just doing my role as a healer properly.

– Ding~!

I arrived at my office, on the 50th floor.

“You, let’s get off now.”

“Uh, I have to get off now…”

I quickly went to where my desk was and threw the Styrofoam box under the desk.

Secretary Yang said it was an item that should be handled with caution, so he didn’t say anything, so I’m sure it will be fine.

I quietly grabbed some extra medicine from my desk drawer.

When I first left the basement, I took two with me, and I ended up using one on Assistant Manager Kim.

I always feel comfortable having a spare, so it’s important to have a spare.

To be sure without mistakes.

“Now, you. Now, shall we go to where I live?”

I stood up, patted my knees, and spoke.

Once you get to this point, you can’t afford it anymore.

It’s your last chance, Mr. Siwoo.

Don’t try to test me.

Spilled water cannot be picked up.

You’ll have to choose well.

“Oh, are you finally going? I’m really looking forward to that.”

I pressed the up button.

If I press the button to go down, something I can’t reverse may happen.

Then you go down to the basement.

You will cross a river of no return.

Of course, if you’re with Siwoo, there’s nothing to be afraid of.

We went back into the elevator.

Hiding my smile.

My smile right now is not like the corners of my mouth caught on a fish hook.

That kind of smile could be called a third-rate smile.

To be exact, it can be called the smile of a fish.

I can say it is the smile of a fisherman who has just caught a big fish with bait.

“Don’t be surprised.”

“What?”

Is this about it?

I pressed the button for the 51st floor.

“That’s the top floor, right?”

“…”

“..huh?”

– Ding~!

Without saying a word, I inserted my ID card into the card slot, and soon a ‘ding’ sound was heard from the elevator.

– Baek Harin, welcome.

“.. What is this?”

“Only I can come to the 51st floor.”

“…”

“Even the president of the association can’t come in.”

“That means…”

“It’s okay. Without me, no one can enter this space.”

“No, let’s go to where you live?”

“This is my house. Due to special circumstances, I am trapped in the association… No, I am indebted to the association.”

I’d rather not say I’m trapped.

We’re almost there.

There is no special furniture or objects in my room.

.. The space itself of my room is special.

When the president of the association first gave me this room, he said it was special, so there must be something to it.

It’s okay because it doesn’t cause any harm to me.

“.. You?”

I looked for Mr. Siwoo.

Because preparations are now complete.

It was difficult to wait any longer.

“Ugh! Wow, I’m surprised.”

“You… come and sit here.”

– Drurr.

I feel like a mother scolding her immature son.

This feeling… I don’t hate it.

I pressed the chair against the nearest wall.

And as soon as he sat down in his chair without saying anything, I tried again what had happened in that isolated situation.

‘The entity activates mental manipulation on Han Si-woo.’

“Do you know how long I’ve been patient?”

“What, what?”

… As expected, my abilities don’t work on him.

So far, I have never missed or failed.

I’ve never made a mistake.

As expected, Siwoo is something different.

I felt like if I didn’t catch it, I would regret it someday.

– gulp.

“As expected, this ability doesn’t work on you.”

I heard him swallow.

You seem nervous.

It can’t be like this.

You have to make people feel comfortable… If you do this, you are disqualified as a healer.

This time, I placed my hand where Siwoo’s heart was and used sensory sharing.

‘Individual activates sensory sharing to Han Si-woo.’

My sense sharing ability is the ability to share my senses with anyone within a 100m radius if I know the name of the person I want to share my senses with.

.. And to share a deeper sense, you can share a deeper sense by placing your hand on the area that boasts the most vibrant vitality of the object.

That part has two letters.

Secretly.

Deep.

More lively than anything else.

heart.

When I place my hand where his heart is and use Sensory Sharing, I can feel his six senses.

It’s the same even if you just use it.

But the main dish starts now.

Sensory sharing used like that.

Even the six senses I feel are shared with the target.

Earlier, at the Triangle Guild, I accidentally placed my hand on my heart and shared the sensation, and then clenched my palm with my fingernails as if I was harming myself, so it may have hurt a lot.

But I’m not sorry at all.

Because that’s a ‘punishment’.

“This is the heart, right?.. I can feel the strong vitality.”

“Hey, wait a minute..!”

ah. Mr. Siwoo shook off my hand and got up.

“What are you doing now?”

“.. Do you.. know that?”

But it’s already too late.

“What on earth are you talking about?!”

“The scent of your strong body odor… drives me crazy.”

We’ve already become friends who share a deep feeling, right?

“What kind of crazy talk is that?”

“Physical contact allows us to share deeper sensations.”

-Shuuu…

An aura of deep, shared senses that was difficult to break away enveloped us.

Let’s go now.

A realm of true pleasure.

There was no sight of that damned bitch in his sight.

Has a ghost possessed him without him knowing?

No, he knew.

I even had a conversation with that ghost.

With me in front.

Now that it’s gone, my emotions are starting to turn positive.

If sensory sharing were two-way like this, there was something I definitely wanted to do.

I’m transferring the feel of my chest to Siwoo’s hands.

Isn’t it a luxury to be able to feel something without even touching it?

.. We’ll think about those wishes later.

I took out a syringe from my pocket.

In that syringe was milk that contradicted my dark inner feelings. That is, a syringe filled with propofol.

“That.. Could it be propofol?”

Oh… did you know?

Or were you a person well-versed in medical knowledge?

There’s something I don’t know.

“Wait.. Are you planning to use that on me?.. I could die from not being able to breathe!”

Sigh… Are you being cute?

At this moment, I’m a little sad that I can’t see.

It’s a pity that all I can see in my head is myself.

“Hehe… If you can’t breathe… I’ll at least give you artificial respiration… But…”

There is no need to do artificial respiration.

because…

“Ha, but?”

“Don’t worry. This is propofol that I specially improved.”

You were still able to breathe during anesthesia?

And this injection contains not only fat but also carbohydrates and protein, so there is no problem even if you sleep for 3 days like Yena.

In many ways, it is a nutritional injection.

It’s just that there was no legal permission.

ruler. I don’t want to delay any longer.

Let’s end this soon.

I held the syringe backwards.

Like when I first used propofol.

I didn’t put it in a vein in my neck.

It hurts a little there.

They stuck a needle into a vein in my forearm.

“..huh?”

You.

Same as me.

Into the swamp of pleasure.

together…

“Kyaah… Sigh… Sigh…”

‘Ah.. it’s the best…..’

My body was shaking as if it felt good.

At least that’s how it looked in Siwoo’s eyes.

“Ugh…”

It’s started now.

A strong addiction that cannot be denied.

“What the hell is this…”

“You… enjoy this moment.”

“How does it feel as if you are entering a dream?”

His vision is getting darker.

I pulled the syringe out of my forearm and threw it on the floor with all my might.

“.. How does my milk shot taste?”

As he was falling, I opened my arms and hugged him with all the strength I had left.

I am also not immune to propofol…

He is also holding me strong.

This is the relationship that leads to medicine.

Not to be outdone, I hugged him just as strongly.

Tightly so that they cannot escape.

I bury my face in his chest.

‘Well… it was obvious that even if I tried to run away, I would collapse after only a few steps.’

We slowly moved to bed.

Actually, I pulled him into bed first.

Mr. Siwoo also seemed to have realized my intention when he saw me moving, so he walked to the bed together like a waltz without any resistance.

“You… have a nice dream.”

“Ha…”

“Fall with me…”

– Shake it off.

Soon his entire vision went dark.

Even if you use sensory sharing, once you are anesthetized, there are no shared senses except vision.

But now even that is gone.

If that happens, I should be sad.

The thought of traveling to the other side of dreams with him brought me joy.

Mr. Siwoo.

You made a mistake.

So who enters the tiger’s den on his own?

I don’t lose sight of my prey once I’ve bitten it.

I will take advantage of your mistakes.

We’ll be together forever.

forever.

As long as the world allows it.

Happier than anyone else in this world.

We can’t fall apart unless time separates us.

good night.

My Siwoo.