episode_0021

-Stop. You’re not doing that for the church. Your thinking is wrong.

I am working hard for the church.

-I don’t want the church to become noisy because of you.

You said that what is wrong must be corrected. Why don’t you try to fix it now that you know it’s wrong?

-Stop it. Everyone is suffering because of you.

Isn’t it more painful to be hugged by someone you don’t want?

-You said you were curious about why the other sisters dislike you. It was because of this. We are making sacrifices for the denomination, but you go to the academy with the donations we earn and do not sacrifice in missionary work.

“ha.”

A deep sigh is let out.

The pain that disturbs my heart lingers in my ears.

I heard that, but it was impossible to live in the religious order without any worries.

Because of the shock, Fran had nowhere to go and ran outside.

But the day was getting darker, and her pockets were empty.

In the end, all that was left was to move into the academy dormitory, but since it was vacation, it was clear that even if I applied for the dormitory, I wouldn’t be accepted.

“Where should I go…”

I’m at a loss.

Fran was thinking about what it would feel like to be abandoned by the church.

I was scared and scared.

I felt like I was alone in this world, and I thought I would rather just die.

He was unbearably unhappy that his academy life was the result of someone else’s sacrifice.

“How could someone like me be so good at giving advice?”

I understood that the sisters disliked me.

“I am an idiot and an idiot.”

Who would like you like this?

It’s natural to get tired of everything.

It was an issue I had never thought of that it would be difficult for the sisters to make a living if they could not collect donations.

In addition, aren’t they living at the academy with a huge amount of support from the religious denomination?

Admission to the academy and receiving instruction itself was free, but all items, textbooks, and equipment used in the process had to be covered with private funds.

Of course, Fran lived off the support provided by the church and never really questioned it.

“I should have paid attention to that part a long time ago.”

I need a way to make money.

If the denomination had more money, wouldn’t there be no reason for the sisters to engage in painful missionary work?

‘They say you can make a lot of money by doing illegal treatment…’

The abilities of students who enter the Academy must be used for the preservation of humanity.

In particular, healing abilities were under special management to be used only for humanity.

But even if you receive special care, dark passages exist everywhere.

Franc knew of the existence of a broker who approached him with a huge amount of money and arranged for him to use his healing ability.

Because of her outstanding ability, there were more brokers than expected who approached her.

But she never once considered the broker’s offer attractive.

This is because I thought that power that should be used for the sake of the church and the world should not be used for personal use.

‘I didn’t know that everyone else was sacrificing so much, and I was the only one who was concerned about righteousness and morality.’

From a young age, she knew how meaningless the world’s standards of righteousness and morality were.

However, after being taken over by the religious order, I learned morality and learned what is right.

That is why he was so passionate about missionary work.

He came to know many things through the teachings of the church, and since he was saved in that way, he said that other people should also receive the salvation he felt.

“What kind of salvation is this? It’s all a mess.”

I just walked along the road without a destination.

I didn’t care where I was heading.

In dark alleys and dark nights when the sun has disappeared, no matter how much it is an academy city, there are bound to be bad people.

“Hey, girl. You’re the cult that was preaching in the square, right? I recognized you just by looking at your face. If you wander around a place like this late at night, you’ll be in big trouble.”

Surprisingly, the thugs wandering the back alleys knew who they were.

“Are you sure you don’t have anywhere to go? You’ve been walking around in circles around here.”

“…..”

Didn’t answer.

They didn’t even expect an answer from themselves in the first place.

“Just by looking at it, it looks like you’re looking for a guy. Do you want to come with us?”

“One bed is an amazing place. Well, my back still hurts. Giggle!”

Men who say vulgar things.

‘Did your sister feel this way too? It must have been this miserable and terrible, right?’

He said he would give a donation and that it looked like he was having a hard time.

His face would have changed while pretending to comfort him or save him.

If you want to spread Christianity, pay a price.

In that way, the sisters lost their innocence and became corrupted in the blink of an eye.

‘It was me who was foolish.’

I wasn’t planning on resisting.

Compared to the pain the sisters went through, this is nothing.

I thought that in order to stand in front of the sisters, I needed to have the experience to empathize with the pain they went through.

Seeing that the men were standing calmly instead of running away, they came closer with an unknown confidence.

“It’s true that men wander around because they are needy. I was scared for no reason.”

“I told you. Even if he goes to the academy, he doesn’t have any allies. Who would want to have someone from a cult as their associate?”

“Or maybe he’s just playing? He wants to see his master getting fucked to smithereens by another man.”

“Oh, that makes sense? Anyway, that’s what nobles like. Giggle!”

“Thanks to you, people like us can also taste these delicacies.”

“Wow, look at how beautiful your skin is.”

gulp-!

The men gulped as they approached.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt afraid of people except when I was very young, but at this moment, I felt scared and helpless about everything, as if I had returned to my childhood.

“Don’t you need a master who will take good care of you? I think you can take him home and raise him.”

“Hey, I was the one who discovered it first! And if you steal a noble’s private property, you could be in big trouble. Let’s spend it appropriately and send it to you.”

“Fuck, let’s just let this go?

“Calm down!! Everyone is so excited.”

“Look at your tits, it’s crazy. How can you hold this in? I absolutely can’t stand it. I need to take a step out of here.”

“You bastard! If you get caught by someone else, you’ll lose it.”

“Let’s take it with us and enjoy it slowly. Don’t be impatient and have it taken away.”

The men continued their disgusting conversation while gulping their saliva.

Before he knew it, the men came closer and tried to put their hands on his body.

Tough!

The thought of soon being touched by those unpleasant hands made me feel like I was falling off a cliff.

But I held on tight.

Because the sisters must have experienced and endured this unpleasant situation every time.

When I remembered that, I couldn’t avoid it.

This too must have been a tragedy that all the sisters have experienced, so she must take responsibility for it as well.

Wow!

“evil!”

Wow!

“Big!”

Then, suddenly a scream was heard.

Someone appeared behind him and was beating down the men.

I was startled and looked up and saw a familiar person.

My mind went blank because I never thought I would meet this person here.

“Oh, uncle?”

The person who killed the unpleasant and disgusting men was none other than the general store man.

⁂ ⁂ ⁂

“Wait a moment. No, close your eyes.”

They say they have never been to a practical training, so they may not be familiar with the blood.

I raised Franc’s hands to cover his eyes and cut off the hands of the unconscious men.

The skills I gained while working as a mercenary have not yet rusted away.

“Kkeukkeuk!”

“Ugh!”

Although he was unconscious, the pain of his wrist being cut must have awakened him and he tried to scream.

I punched the guys in the face once, knocking them out again.

‘If you’re an extra, don’t take it and get out.’

I kicked the two limp guys away, and since I couldn’t let them see blood, I picked them up and trudged down the alley.

It becomes more bothersome when he screams or panics at the sight of blood.

It was much better to just hold it and move it, even if it was a bit difficult.

“…Where are you going?”

Fortunately, Fran, who didn’t seem to be particularly interested in what happened to the two men, asked in a depressed voice.

The cowering body lets you know that you are scared.

I’m not sure if I’m scared or if the situation itself is scary.

“Why were you dragged away by commoners who were less than a fist away?”

“I wasn’t dragged away. I was followed.”

“You know what happens if you get taken by those guys.”

“…I know.”

Even though Franc was able to escape, he did not move.

What does that mean?

The reason why you can’t make eye contact with me is because something is bothering you.

He was afraid that I would find out what he was trying to do.

“Are you going to use your body to preach now?”

“…Isn’t that okay?”

“There is nothing that cannot be done. If you say you will do it, who can stop you?”

“You’re stopping me right now?”

“If you’re going to use your body to spread the word, you can do it to me. Why are you giving your body to these useless people to spread the word?”

“…Are you saying you want to hug me?”

Would you do something like that if you weren’t crazy?

At least not now.

If he wants to be held by me, he has to grow up a bit.

“Think about it. Your body is not enough to preach to me.”

“Then please give me a hug.”

“Do you like exposed play?”

“yes?”

“Close your mouth and be quiet. You’re heavy.”

“!!”

There was a brief commotion as he struggled to walk after hearing what I said.

Instead of letting go of him, I held him in my arms and carried him to the general store.

‘It was a close call, but was the rescue a success?’

It was proceeding exactly as seen in the scenario.

There were some things that changed with the reality patch, but the main story itself didn’t seem to change.

Thanks to this, Franc was able to avoid being treated badly as per the scenario.

‘How will the scenario change?’

In the game, there was no way to intervene and change the scenario unless it was a turning point.

But now that it has become a reality, I can change any scenario I want at any time.

‘It was the moment when the Franc was turning dark, but it was as if it was prevented like this.’

Fran, who is dragged by the men, is eventually unable to bear their disgust and kills them by blowing off his head.

Although it is fortunate that he was not harmed, Fran is greatly shocked by the fact that he killed someone and begins to turn dark in earnest.

But I rescued her before she killed anyone.

‘The scenario went wrong from the beginning.’

This scenario may be a bit off.

Since he had such a miserable scenario, it was refreshing to have to change it as if he was playing a game.

In the meantime, I sent Cheers to my past self who had a hard time breaking the light-year scenario and put him down as soon as I entered the general store.

“It’s a general store.”

“Is there anywhere else to go other than here?”

“no. “I like it here.”

“come in.”

Entering the general store feels more refreshing than expected.

Even though she was rescued from the men, she didn’t seem to have come back to her senses yet.

“Are you going to take a shower?”

Although we rescued her before she was abused by the men, she must have felt very uncomfortable psychologically.

“Would you like to take a shower?”

“Why are you asking me that? “If you feel uncomfortable, wash it.”

“… “I’ll take a shower.”

Suddenly, I realized that the current situation could lead to misunderstanding.

‘Did I just think you were telling me to wash up before having sex?’

Since I had said something, it seemed like I probably misunderstood it.

But since he was in a bad state, I decided to leave it to him to be misunderstood.

‘If you say you won’t do it, I’ll try to find another man.’

My mentality is torn apart, so why can’t I do something?

Moreover, he doesn’t know his future.

In the end, she will not be able to bear being humiliated by men and will commit murder.

‘After I wash up, I need to fill my stomach. ‘Once the children are fed and washed, they will sleep well on their own.’

Since I didn’t know what he would like, I decided to add one more bowl to the rice I usually eat.