episode_0019

Angry footsteps echoed through the hallway.

Rheasian pondered the situation just a moment ago with burning eyes.

‘What? ‘What kind of bitch is this that is messing with Camiel!’

I feel like I’m going crazy.

I feel like I’m going crazy with rage!

If Kamiel hadn’t stopped her, she would have stuck the ice spear into the bitch’s temple like she did.

‘If I had thrown it back then without putting anything in my hand… .’

It was just such a pity.

At the end, even though there was a clear opportunity, he only gave a warning,

I felt so foolish and foolish for making such a foolish decision.

‘Should I go back and plug it in right now?’

It was a step I took without thinking, lost in thought, but perhaps it was a homing instinct, Rheasian had arrived in the room before I knew it.

I thoughtlessly opened the door, entered the room, and lit a candle.

Two people sitting facing each other at the refreshment table.

Rheasian still couldn’t shake off his regrets.

Kamiel was fidgeting as he watched her.

He opened his mouth first, probably because he wanted to explain rather than stay like this.

“I… miss. I was obviously sleeping without knowing anything… miss? Why are you crying again?”

Kamiel could not suppress his embarrassed expression.

Leasian shed tears and stared at Kamiel with glaring eyes.

‘If you think about it, he’s the worst.’

While I was still angry, when I saw Camiel, I was so overcome with sadness that I couldn’t help but cry.

‘I only have you… Why are you giving me a hard time? ‘Why do you keep testing my love?’

I’ve never heard what Camiel thinks.

So, in a way, it was natural for my imagination to run wild.

Leasian firmly believed that Kamiel liked him.

I’m just doing this right now because there’s a problem… .

I also believed that one day, love would bear fruit.

‘But it wasn’t? Was I the only one who was in love?’

When I saw Kamiel lying down with a strange woman… I thought the blood was rushing straight to my head.

Thanks to this, I was able to understand when it feels like I am being whitened by the world.

Rheasian has rarely used her natural power properly.

Sometimes it was just an expression of the unconscious.

However, when faced with an urgent situation, my mind started spinning quickly.

Rheasian, who was able to use cold energy, created an ice spear forged with his own heart.

The right thing to do is to kill anyone who gets in the way mercilessly.

‘But you didn’t even let me do that.’

Emotions become more heightened.

The amount of tears flowing increased.

“Lady. I was wrong. Yes?”

Camiel came to the side, consoled him, comforted him, and apologized.

Rheasian somehow thought that those words were only for now.

‘Eventually something similar or something will happen again.’

What should we do with that sinful man?

‘I want to make you unable to do anything and make you stay in this room forever…’ That’s not what Camiel would want.’

It was an attempt worth trying if you could risk being hated by Camiel.

But to Rheasian, his mood was the same as her own.

When Kamiel is in a good mood, she feels good too.

By the same token, if he was in a bad mood, she was also in a bad mood.

In the end, no matter how much she wanted to, it was too much for her to forcefully restrain Kamiel and control his emotions.

‘But what? ‘I’m so anxious.’

How can I make you look after me?

What kind of emotions should I have to get rid of this anxiety?

“Lady. I’m really sorry… . Lady?”

Leasian listened to Kamiel’s apology blankly and suddenly said, “Ah.”

As I was lost in thought, my fingernails were piercing my flesh without me realizing it.

Blood was flowing from a very small but deep wound.

“Lady! Blood from my hands… ”

Leasian looked at him with new eyes.

In her eyes, it seemed like nothing more than making a fuss.

‘With barely this much scar… Above all, it can be treated quickly.’

for a moment… wound?

Suddenly, an idea passed through Rheasian’s mind.

‘If I’m sick… ‘Wouldn’t you pay a little more attention?’

She glanced at Kamiel, who was treating his wounds, and dropped the glass on the ground.

Clink!

Rheasian opened his eyes wide and spoke as if he had not noticed the glass not holding up as expected and shattering into pieces.

“Ah… What should I do with this?”

As Kamiel’s treatment was finished, I bent down and picked up the glass shards.

“Lady! Don’t touch that. I will do it. Yes?”

“… … .”

Leasian only responded to his words with a cold expression.

“Don’t touch it. I’ll take care of it.”

“Still… … .”

Camiel bent down to remove the glass fragments together.

widely!

“… … .”

Rheasian was the first to reject his hand, harshly slapping it away.

What would happen if you removed the glass shards with thin hands, even bare hands with nothing on them?

At least Rheasian’s hands were now covered in blood.

There was a hand gently grabbing her pale hand.

Kamiel lowered his head with a guilty expression.

“I know I broke your heart, but… Still, please don’t do this. This is an action that hurts yourself.”

“… … .”

This time Rheasian did not refuse his help.

Just pretending not to be like that, I glanced at his face and smiled inwardly.

‘I feel sorry for Camiel, but… This was the right way.’

Because his expression, distorted and stained with guilt, seemed to show how much he cared about her.

Rheasian’s heart was pounding.

What she felt now… It was close to joy.

These days, Kamiel’s worries were always occupying a corner of his mind.

His expression was as bad as the gloomy sky.

‘It seems like you’re getting hurt a lot these days… .’

You don’t seem to be acting like you normally do, but… Still, it wasn’t like this.

A light stab wound was at the level of cuteness, and in some cases, it was a bit serious and there were times when the injury was so severe that blood drenched the entire room.

‘How surprised I was back then… … .’

Unstable.

Even while I was here, I couldn’t relax because I was worried that the young lady might be hurt.

‘And I’m also worried about Ruanel’s work… .’

After the commotion that day, he started talking to me.

It’s difficult for Kamiel to refuse, so I tend to give a vague answer… .

‘I feel similarly anxious here because I don’t know what’s going on.’

Kamiel sighed softly.

How many more days will I have to live… .

Life wasn’t easy at all.

smart.

“Come in.”

Camiel almost sighed when he saw Leasian, who greeted him with a warm greeting just like before.

‘also… ‘What did you do this time to get hurt?’

Blood was flowing from my wrists and the soles of my feet, soaking the floor.

By the looks of it… It looks like you broke the teacup this time.

“Excuse me for a moment?”

“Yes.”

Leasian smiled brightly and willingly held out the injured part.

Considering that cold day, it was a reaction that was a bit difficult to understand.

Kamiel thought as he silently treated her reaction.

‘miss… Why did you intentionally inflict this injury… … .’

He also knew the truth. From long ago.

Is it possible to get this kind of injury just by being clumsy?

Is it possible to accidentally injure an area like this?

It would make more sense to say that he intentionally harmed himself.

“… It’s over.”

Camiel tried to take his hand away from her.

Rheasian grabbed his hand first and even clasped his hands, so he couldn’t even move.

“I… I’m in a lot of pain these days… No?”

“Lady… .”

How can I firmly say no to the pitiful eyes looking at me?

At least Kamiel couldn’t do that.

‘I wonder why the lady is like this… ‘I guess that’s it too, right?’

To get attention.

His attention and no one else’s.

“… … .”

Kamiel stared at her with complexity.

I wanted to tell it like it is.

Please stop self-harming now.

but… The reason I couldn’t do that was because I was worried that I might provoke her.

‘Because you have been harming yourself since that day… .’

Completely unintentional affair? It has been like this since I witnessed the scene.

‘I guess you were very anxious, right?’

“Then I’ll just go.”

After chatting for a bit, it was time to leave the young lady’s room.

The look in her eyes before she left was shaking a lot.

He seemed worried that something like that day might happen again.

Of course, Kamiel had no desire to do anything like that with Ruanel.

There was no way to prove this.

In other words, no matter what she decides to do when she enters the room… Because he couldn’t resist.

‘Fortunately, that didn’t happen… .’

After returning to the room, Kamiel lay down on the bed and muttered.

“… One year.”

There is approximately a year left.

There is still time left to see the lady.

Kamiel was afraid.

A young lady who even harms herself because of herself… if. What would you do if you disappeared?

It was a future that was impossible to even predict.

What should I do next? .

Kamiel’s worries grew as deep as the dusk of the night.