episode_0019

“Yujeong… . I didn’t know Yujeong would do that… … . How can it not be anyone else… . Doing things like that with my brother… … .＂

My brother drank again.

I don’t know what kind of alcohol it is.

I was a high school student until last year, and I did not go to college because I had no interest in studying. That’s why I’ve never drank alcohol. The only alcohol I know is beer and soju.

“brother. “Stop drinking now.”

I grabbed my brother’s arm.

I didn’t think I could let him drink any more.

“If we don’t do something like this… . I feel like my frustrated feelings won’t go away… .＂

The voice was wet with moisture.

This is the first time in my life that I have seen my brother look so miserable.

I’ve seen many things while watching broadcasts for over 5 years and editing my brother’s videos for a year, but this is the first time I’ve seen my brother become this weak.

Even though this hurts… . On the one hand, I was happy.

You show me a side of yourself that you don’t show to others.

That means you think of me as a close person.

You rely on me so much.

I am a special person to you.

Those thoughts reared their heads.

Hey, come to your senses.

I was so happy to see my brother sad, so what should I do?

I have to relieve this sadness.

As much as I rely on you… . You have to show someone you can rely on.

“brother. “I’m breaking up with my sister.”

“… … .＂

“Why are you doing this alone like a fool? Where is your sister and what are you doing now? My brother is going through such a hard time, but he doesn’t even stay by his side… … .＂

My brother tried to raise his glass without saying anything.

He was ignoring me and moving around as if he couldn’t hear me or didn’t want to hear me.

So I took the glass away from him.

I was upset that my words didn’t reach my brother.

Even though you were betrayed, you still want your sister.

Even though I am right next to you at this moment, I am suffering thinking about my sister who is not here.

＂Kuhhh… … .＂

I poured all the alcohol I had taken into my mouth.

The first alcohol I drank was bitter and hot. It seemed like there was a sweet taste mixed in, but the scent of alcohol was so strong that I couldn’t really taste any other flavors.

“Have you been drinking this all along? And then I give it up.”

“… … .＂

“brother. It is correct to throw away a cracked cup. Have you seen anyone paste it and rewrite it? Trying to use it again will only lead to bigger cracks. “Someday it will fall to pieces.”

“… … .＂

“Let’s find a new cup. It’s definitely near my brother… . Suitable for my brother… . There will be such a wonderful cup.”

It seemed like a pretty good analogy to explain.

I think it was a refreshing comfort and self-appeal that did not make him look too young or too old.

At that time, my brother lowered his head.

As my head dropped down, a completely unexpected sight unfolded before my eyes.

Something fell from my brother’s eyes.

It was a thick drop of water.

＂Oh..oppa… … ?＂

“… … .＂

I put down my drink and froze.

Uh…what should I do?

Should I have told you to break up?

Would it have been better to just drink quietly?

Should I wipe my tears?

Or should it stay like this?

What more should I add?

Tears of an adult male.

The tears shed by the person I loved were so shocking that it was difficult to express them in words.

＂I’m sorry. Ooh…don’t cry? yes? Would you like some more drinks? Shall I follow you?”

＂Kuhhh… .＂

It didn’t seem like the answer.

My brother’s crying grew louder.

The falling drops were getting thicker.

“Come here.”

I couldn’t think of a better way, so I hugged my brother’s face.

Is this correct because it feels like comforting a child’s crying? I had this question, but I couldn’t think of any other way to do it.

＂Yuri… … … .＂

＂Ugh… … !”

My brother hugged me tightly.

I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her body closer.

Thanks to this, I was immediately sucked into my brother’s arms.

My brother’s right hand grabbed my butt. His left hand grabbed my shoulder tightly.

When I came to my senses, I was completely wrapped in my brother’s arms. Our bodies were so close that I wondered if we could get any closer than this. I spread my legs wide and got into a position where I was sitting on top of my brother’s legs.

“ah… . that that… . Oh…oppa?”

My brother, sobbing softly, buried his face in the crook of my neck.

My chest is compressed and changes shape in my brother’s arms.

My heart started beating rapidly.

I never thought we would get this close.

I could feel my brother’s breath, my body temperature, and my pulse.

In that short moment, numerous thoughts passed through my mind.

Why did my brother hug me?

Could it be because I take after my sister?

Actually, I wanted to call her my sister, but I still can’t forgive her in my heart, so I wonder if she’s using me in her place like this?

In a way, this may also be a type of wind. Because my older brother, who has a lover named Bang Yu-jeong, is embracing me, his younger sister. Because I’m trying to do something more than that.

So, are you trying to use me to get revenge?

Because my sister had an affair with her older brother. This time, isn’t my brother trying to cheat on me by calling me, his sister’s younger sister, out?

It’s not because you want me… . Could it be that he is using me because he wants my sister to be sick, to feel the same uncomfortable feelings as him, and to regret his actions?

‘still… … . Still good. Whatever the reason… … . If it’s Gaon oppa… . If my brother can feel refreshed by hugging me… . If only I could let out all my dark and wet feelings and feel refreshed… . I can be satisfied with that now… .＇

My brother is a very affectionate person.

Even if I do something extreme because my mind and body are unstable now… . If I fully accept it and embrace it… . My brother will never forget today.

＇Rather, this could be an opportunity to definitely sever the relationship between older sister and older brother.＇

There was already a big rift between my older sister and older brother.

If I were to be held by my brother today, the gold would become clearer and larger.

Chuuupㅡ.

＂Uhm… … .＂

My brother’s lips touched my skin and he let out a strange voice.

His tongue slips out of his lips and begins to lick my skin stickily.

This makes it clear.

My brother didn’t just call me because he needed a drinking buddy.

You didn’t call me because you wanted someone to be by your side.

My brother wanted to hug me… .

To spend the night with me… .

It was summoned to embrace me.

.

.

.

＇Is this…is it happening?＇

Bang Yu-ri hugged me.

He was awkwardly stroking my back and head and accepting me with his whole body.

‘With Yoojeong… . It smells completely different… … .＇

The woman’s unique sweet flesh smell was the same.

However, my older sister, Yujeong, had a neutral scent with a hint of musk and woody scent.

In contrast, the body of his younger brother, Yuri, was emitting a sweeter fruity scent.

＂Shh… … .＂

When I squeeze his buttocks strongly, he flinches shyly and drops his body.

My younger brother’s butt seemed to be fleshier.

It feels much more springy and chewy in your hand.

Is it because I am younger?

‘The chest is… . How about it… … .＇

He lightly kissed the back of my neck and quietly whispered that I was sorry.

That one word contained several meanings.

I’m sorry for tricking you into saying it was Gaon.

I’m sorry for coveting your body like this even though I had many opportunities to quit.

I’m sorry for groping you and comparing you to my sister when you thought you were being hugged by someone you like.

But of course, the meaning was never fully conveyed.

Yuri interpreted my words of apology in his own way.

“are you okay… . Don’t be sorry. I’m happy. Even if it’s like this… . Because I can be held by my brother like this… … .＂

Those words made my heart ache.

I’m really doing something bad.

You are committing such an unforgivable atrocity.

With that thought in mind, I put my hand inside Yuri’s clothes.

“ah… … ♥＂

The waist felt like glass was thinner.

She didn’t have a strong body like Yujeong.

It is a thinner and slimmer body of a woman.

‘and… … . This…this… . The chest… … .＇

Since she is younger and shorter than Yu-jeong, I thought her breasts would be smaller than her sister’s.

But no. I was mistaken because it was covered by clothes.

This is at least the same size or one size larger.

＂Oh..oppa… … . Everything is reaching… .＂

what?

There was no need to ask.

From the moment I hugged Bang Yu-ri.

From the moment I became convinced that I could get along as long as I kept talking less and led the mood naturally.

It was already fully erect.

First, I strongly kissed the nape of her neck and unhooked her bra.

And then he gently grabbed the huge, freed breasts.

＂Hmm… … ♥＂

The awkward moans of a 20-year-old ringing in my ears.

The skin between my fingers is soft.

The hand caressing the back of my head while I’m trembling is pitiful.

And all these reactions remind me of the fact that I am now dirtying a clean drawing paper with no traces.

I slowly raised my head.

He supported Yuri’s waist with one hand and rotated his chest with the other hand to make eye contact with Bang Yuri.

Yuri’s pupils were trembling slightly, perhaps because she was embarrassed by the feeling of her chest moving inside her clothes.

There was a lot I wanted to say.

There were a lot of things I wanted to hear.

But I deliberately didn’t say anything.

I just exchanged glances with a feeling of apology and a desire to covet you nonetheless.

And I wonder if my sincerity was conveyed through that,

This time, Yuri turned his head to the side first and kissed me.

I closed my eyes tightly and awkwardly overlapped my lips.

First kiss with Bang Yu-ri.

Massaging raw breasts to your heart’s content and kissing with tongues… .

It tasted like strong alcohol whose name I did not know.