episode_0019

“Eek!”

—Seo, what’s wrong?

“Oh, uh? It’s nothing.”

Seo was trying to cover it up somehow.

But she couldn’t overcome the other person’s keen senses.

—…Are you with him right now?

“N-No way! It’s not like that.”

—Then what was that weird sound just now?

“I told you, it’s nothing….”

There’s no way it’s nothing.

Right now, she’s sitting on my lower body, facing me, and my hands are inside her t-shirt, grabbing her breasts.

“What are you doing? Stop it…!”

Seo whispered to me as she moved her phone away for a moment, but I didn’t give in and squeezed harder.

“Uhn!”

—Hello? Seo?

“Uh, uh….”

—What is it? Are you really with him? Wow. That’s amazing, you.

“No, hey. Unh.”

If I hang up urgently now, it’ll be like admitting the other person’s suspicions.

While she’s stuck in this situation, I pulled her t-shirt up to her armpits.

“Oh….”

The huge, soft bags greeted me with a wobble.

They’re so heavy that they even slightly poked out between my supporting fingers.

Ignoring her pleading eyes, I circled around with both hands, kneading them.

“Uhn, khh….”

—Why are you being shy between us? Wow, so you went to meet a guy right after eating with us? That’s admirable, but I’m still a little sad, you know?

If she noticed, she could have hung up on her own, but this friend is pretty amazing in some ways.

Is her curiosity overriding her reason?

For me, it’s even more of a win because I can see her embarrassed face even more.

I focused on kneading the bags in front of me.

“N-No, it’s really not. I’m just not feeling well….”

—Not feeling well, where? Ah, you’ve been doing it too much with him and got muscle pain, right?! You said you do it for four hours at a time. I’m jealous!

“I’m telling you, it’s not like that….”

She’s biting her lip, trying to hold back another moan.

Tears are welling up in her eyes.

I couldn’t stop because I found the childlike expression she was showing for the first time so cute.

“Eung, heung…!”

—Could you be doing it right now? Kyaa, that’s really amazing!

In my opinion, her audacity is even more impressive.

“Sehui, ah! N-No, really. I’m telling you-, heut.”

If it goes on like this, she’ll be portrayed as a pervert doing lewd things while talking to her friend.

She doesn’t give up and tries to persuade her friend.

Meanwhile, the pink nipples are peeking out between my fingers.

It’s as if they’re begging to be sucked, so I immediately put them in my mouth.

“Heut!”

A startled Seo hugged my head.

At the same time, I was enveloped in the scent of her skin and body wash.

It’s definitely the body wash I usually use, but because it’s coming from her, it smelled completely different, like a sweet treat.

There’s no need to mention her nipples.

Even if I sucked them hard, they returned to their shape, and no matter how much I rolled them with my tongue, they stood up again, sturdy and lovely.

I was worried the other one would be jealous, so with my fingers… ah, she likes it when I grab the whole thing tighter than just the nipples.

I squeezed the remaining breast like laundry.

“Haeugeuk! S-Stop…!”

She climaxed with a moan she couldn’t hold back, and her waist fluttered.

She belatedly realized and widened her eyes, but the sound from before had already gone into the phone microphone a long time ago.

—W-What was that sound just now? I really can’t believe it. Just what kind of guy is it that’s making even Kang Yiseo….

“Stop it! Really!”

Maybe she changed her strategy to subdue me by hitting me because words weren’t working.

She kept hitting me hard with her powerless fists, but her full reactions only gave me more courage.

“Hello.”

“Hey, you…!”

—Oh? Ah, hello.

She turned pale, but I continued without paying attention.

“I’m Seo’s childhood friend.”

—Ah. Did you happen to hear the whole conversation…?

“Yes. It’s the first time I’ve heard the term ‘honey dick,’ but thank you for the compliment.”

—No, I didn’t know it would be heard that far… you must be really close. Ahaha….

“We’re hugging each other right now.”

—Really? Ah, I just thought you two were just joking around… Have a good time! Oh, Seo! Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone but the kids about it, so it doesn’t hurt the broadcast! Bye!

The person who never hung up quickly ended the call after hearing my voice.

All that was left was the silence in the living room and her angry panting.

“Hey, what are we going to do now! I’m going crazy because of you!”

“What does it matter? Your friend understood.”

“Ah, it’s embarrassing!”

“It’s okay, come here.”

“No! Let go!”

I was going to calm her down with my scent, but she pushed me away with both hands.

Is she really angry this time?

“Okay, I’m sorry. I said, come here.”

“Really! Ugh, geez….”

Because she kept refusing, I pulled her into my arms with force.

She stopped resisting for a moment, and as soon as she smelled my scent, she became docile in an instant.

It was like a hungry lioness snarling at her trainer, then becoming docile after receiving food.

“Sigh, haaa. Why do I have to be like this with you….”

“Because you like my scent? Or because we’re friends with benefits?”

“I don’t even know anymore. I’m going to die of embarrassment if the kids tease me.”

“Well. Your friend seemed to be jealous.”

“…Sigh.”

She looked up and glared at me, then inhaled deeply again without saying a word.

Her voice that followed had a lot less strength compared to before.

“Why have you become so slick and playful? You weren’t like this when you were young.”

“I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I like being in this kind of relationship with you?”

“….”

“Seo. I really don’t mind dating for real, like that Sehui said. No, I’d rather do that.”

It might not show on the outside, but it was a sincerity that I brought out after thinking hard.

That’s why the silence that followed felt so heavy.

“…I want to do it again.”

She doesn’t give me a definite answer to my words.

I don’t intend to rush her for an answer.

From my position of being treated like a criminal by my first love, I’m honestly grateful for just this relationship.

That’s not to say I don’t have desires, but I don’t want to put her in a difficult position with an impatient attitude.

“Want to do it right away?”

“No. I’m going home to masturbate.”

What to do. It seems like she’s still not in a good mood.

At this point, I’m worried that I’ve overdone it.

But when she got up from the sofa, her face was far from angry.

She looked more embarrassed than angry.

The fact that she’s going to take care of it at home instead of with me seems to be because she’s embarrassed to see my face.

“Your face is red. You look sick, stay longer.”

“What, what are you saying? I’m going because I have a broadcast today. Give me your underwear to take home and use.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle at her words with her red cheeks and pouting lips.

Still, I took them off without complaint and put them in a black plastic bag.

Some time later. She, wearing my t-shirt and her own padding, stood in front of the door.

“I’m going. I’ll wash the underwear you gave me last time in secret from my mom and return them.”

“Okay. Oh, Seo.”

“What.”

“Dating would actually be good, no joke.”

“….”

“Just saying. Go carefully and call me if anything happens.”

Her brown eyes turned towards me, then turned back towards the front door.

As if she had something to say.

“…Okay.”

But no words came other than that short answer, and she turned her back on me and left.

The sounds of conversation disappeared and the surroundings became quiet, but it didn’t feel particularly lonely.

Either way, she’ll have to find me again once she’s used up the underwear and semen I gave her.

Oh. By the way, she asked for the semen along with the underwear, so I pumped it out once with her help earlier and gave it to her.

I put it in an empty 500mL water bottle that was at home.

If someone else saw it, they’d wonder what we were doing, but it was a legitimate transaction agreed upon by both of us.

‘I didn’t go yesterday, so should I go to the gym or something?’

After I get back, I should look for a game to review next.

With that thought, I stretched and prepared to go out.

===

After meeting friends and having lunch, taking a picture of Han Jihoon’s member and sending it to a friend, and secretly having sex at a department store, a lot really happened, and then the next day.

After finishing dinner and returning to her room, Kang Yiseo picked up Han Jihoon’s underwear and went up onto the bed.

“Uung, haa….”

Her hand naturally went between her legs and started self-pleasuring.

Her other hand was holding his underwear to her nose.

Masturbating like this whenever she thought of him had become her habit at some point.

“Hoooo….”

She came three times in a row without stopping, and her body felt refreshed.

But instead of making a refreshed expression, she hugged her pillow and lay down, letting out a heavy sigh.

[You said you’re not dating yet and you’re just friends with benefits, right? Just date him. Where else would you meet a guy like that.]

What her friend said over the phone when she was with Han Jihoon yesterday.

She also agreed to some extent that he was a decent person in many ways as a man.

The aversion she had felt towards him because of the incident in middle school had also decreased a lot compared to before.

Nevertheless, the reason why she hesitated about her relationship with him was because of the worries that had arisen from experiencing several things recently.

The fact that she might be a possessor of abnormal sexual preferences that are far from the common sense of ordinary people.

‘No. I know I’m abnormal. But if I date him….’

In her opinion, he was also a pervert who had deviated from normalcy.

He welcomed the woman who was addicted to his scent, and he came up with an unthinkable act of going out wearing a semen mask.

If she had a serious relationship with such a person, she was afraid that she might not be able to return to the life of an ordinary person.

‘Yeah, the current relationship is appropriate. My head gets weird if I don’t have his scent, so it’s just a relationship where I have to get along with him because there’s no other way.’

She struggled to sort out her thoughts and got up from the bed.

The scheduled streaming time is coming up soon.

Since her appearance will be shown to others, she had to check her appearance neatly and prepare various things.

‘My appearance to many people….’

Suddenly, what happened yesterday came to mind.

The chilling feeling she felt when she faced the department store employee while wearing a mask stained with his semen.

The guilt and tension of doing something vulgar without others knowing secretly turned into a thrilling sensation that was hard to resist before she knew it.

To the point where she lost her mind and demanded it from him in the public restroom.

“….”

This time, an unknown curiosity arose.

If it was like that when she faced one female employee, what would it feel like if she were in front of nearly two thousand viewers?

How great would the guilt be if she did perverted things in secret from so many people?

In front of the fans who only look at her, if she secretly touches her intimate parts and gets excited….

‘No. What are you thinking, Kang Yiseo.’

She shook her head violently and scolded herself.

The things she had done so far were unavoidable because she was addicted to his scent and because he asked her to do them.

She absolutely shouldn’t be the one to think of such acts and carry them out to make herself a pervert.

“….”

Nevertheless, she couldn’t let go of her lingering feelings and stood frozen in place.

The room was as silent as a graveyard, but inside her head, desire and reason were noisily tugging at each other.

‘No, that’s… that’s really not it.’

The answer has been decided and she knows the fact in her head, but she can’t easily cut the thread of conflict.

As the worry deepened, the trembling of her wandering eyes intensified, and even in the meantime, she was unable to escape from the endless conflict.