episode_0017

“No, do you have permission from your parents? Didn’t you receive it?”

“You will receive it. Now.”

“…I’ll call my parents first.”

To be honest, I didn’t think my parents would say no to Riya going to bed.

Riya slept over at my house once or twice.

From the time I was young until now, I have gone to sleep countless times.

Now… it feels different than back then.

‘But just in case…’

I called my mom on my cell phone with a faint hope. Meanwhile, Riya also called her parents.

My mother received a call immediately after the phone rang.

[son? Why did you call me first?]

“Mom, Riya is at our house?”

[Oh my, did you bring it while we were away?]

“I didn’t know it wouldn’t exist.”

I quickly informed my mother of the current situation. In an atmosphere of saying no as much as possible.

Riya came to my house wet from the rain, and while taking a break after eating, she said she would sleep at home.

And my mother’s reaction upon hearing those words was rather one of welcome. A tone close to joy.

[Sihyeon, first of all, you don’t have to get permission for Riya to sleep at our house.]

“…Why on earth?”

[Riya is also our family, right?]

Well, I expected this up to this point.

My mom thinks of Riya almost like her daughter, so she sleeps at home.

However, the real bomb exploded after this statement.

[And me and Dad will sleep outside today too.]

“…Huh? Suddenly?”

[It’s been a while since I’ve been out, so I need to get back quickly.]

My parents are not coming back to this house today. I declared it.

In other words, it was only me and Riya in this house until tomorrow morning.

After what I thought was the worst situation, an even worse situation arose.

“Mother? Anyone can tell it’s a lie…?”

[Anyway, I’ll be back around lunchtime tomorrow, so stay with Riya.]

“No, wait…!”

With that, the call was disconnected. Without hearing anything to change this situation.

It has been confirmed that Riya will sleep at my house and we will be alone until tomorrow. really.

When that situation came up, I could only remain blank for a moment.

‘What is this situation?’

I was definitely trying to send Riya back, but why did the situation get more serious?

What on earth was my mother thinking, leaving me alone?

The situation is different than before, mother.

I don’t know exactly what the difference is, but anyway.

“Sihyeon, what happened?”

Riya still asked me with an expressionless face, whether she knew how I felt or not.

Maybe it’s because I’m wearing only a thin T-shirt and short shorts. Today, my eyes were drawn to her body more and more.

‘don’t do it.’

I let out a sigh at my eyes and once again overcame the 108 anguish and answered her.

“You can go to sleep.”

“You gave permission. My parents too.”

“And… my parents aren’t coming home today.”

“Yes…”

Riya wasn’t particularly upset when she heard that her parents weren’t coming back. It’s like I knew it from the start.

Of course, that won’t happen…

Even if that’s not the case, why are you so calm?

I know what I’m going to do.

‘You must believe me…’

Riya trusted me and didn’t even get upset like that.

But should I be so agitated? That was out of the question. Also to revive her trust.

I poured cold water into my pounding chest to calm it down.

“Hmm… what should we do now?”

Since it was decided that Riya would sleep alone in our house, it was difficult to stay still.

Since I had just seen a movie, it was a bit awkward to just keep watching it, so I needed something else to do.

“Do you want to go to my room? There’s a game I finished playing last time.”

“Good.”

I guess I’m very fortunate, because there was a game that Riya finished playing the last time she came home.

It’s a PS game, so I have to go to my room to play it.

Since it was inconvenient for my parents to connect it to the TV, it was natural for me to install it on my computer.

Riya didn’t really like games, but she didn’t hate them either.

If you’re with me, you’ll do it almost unconditionally.

“Sit down quickly.”

I sat down on the bed first and spoke to her, and Riya nodded and came next to me.

He sat right next to me.

“….?”

My thighs were so close together that I could feel the soft skin. If I moved my shoulder even a little, it hit me.

And above all, a fragrant smell continued to emanate from Riya’s hair near my nose.

‘Is it right to smell…’

Is it right to continue smelling Riya like this?

That thought occurred to me for a moment, but before I could even finish the thought, Riya naturally proceeded with the game.

“There! there! We have to stop it!”

“Yes.”

The game is a two-player defense game.

It wasn’t particularly difficult to operate, and it was a perfect game for two people to play.

She had already done it last time, so she was also skillful at manipulating the game.

As I continued to focus on the game, the nerves that had been focused on Riya were finally able to disperse.

No, it was like that.

“Sihyeon. Stop it there.”

“….”

Riya very naturally leaned her head towards me.

The feeling of a very small yet soft head on your shoulder.

Because of that, the hair that was sticking closer felt very itchy.

And from that point on, my nerves were taken from the game and back to Riya.

‘I’m really going crazy.’

I don’t know how many times I felt like I was going crazy today, but I really felt like I was going crazy.

From when Riya gets wet from the rain, when she comes home and washes, and sometimes when she slaps her face against me.

I felt like I was going crazy every time, and it was hard to control myself.

‘If I don’t control it… what will I do?’

Of course, I won’t lay my hands on Riya… but I will work hard on my own. I won’t tell you what I’m working hard on.

You all know this.

“….?”

As I was exhaling like that, Riya suddenly put one of her arms between my arm and my waist.

The posture of crossing one’s arms was enough to make one feel embarrassed.

After that. The moment she completely adheres to me.

Something soft was sticking to my forearm.

“….!!”

The sensation of a soft lump of flesh wrapping around my left arm instantly stuck in my head.

A body that becomes rigid as is.

I couldn’t even breathe properly.

“Ri, Riya…?”

“Why?”

“No… arm.”

I thought this wasn’t real and said that to Riya, and she also looked at my arm.

My forearm buried and trapped in her chest.

But she came back to me with an expression on her face that didn’t seem to know what was wrong.

“…Why is this?”

Riya’s face was also red, but my rigid brain couldn’t see it.

Riya’s chest clings closer than before.

The sensation was such that I had trouble breathing.

‘…Isn’t there anything more than that?’

There is nothing more than that. There was nothing covering her chest.

Only the direct sensation of soft flesh reached my arm.

Come to think of it, when I washed it earlier, I washed that too. And I didn’t give her any underwear.

in other words.

She was wearing nothing other than the clothes above.

‘please…!!’

When my accident reached that point, my face turned bright red and my breathing stopped.

Blood rushing to the lower body. The game screen was already out of my sight.

What was Riya thinking of being so insensitive? Even if it’s me!

Of course, I was very glad and grateful for that trust.

“Sihyeon, he’s dead.”

“My, me?”

“…no, game.”

“Huh…? Ah… uh, uh.”

And soon after, when the game’s character died, I managed to find my way back to my thoughts.

Of course, I only found the accident, but I haven’t found control of my body yet. There was still blood rushing to the lower part of my body.

“Riya. I’m going to go to the bathroom.”

“Yes.”

This middle school adolescent body.

It was so uncomfortable.

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“Riya, you should sleep now.”

After that, I just kept playing the game. Of course, I kept some physical distance from Riya.

Riya seemed a little disappointed, but it was an unavoidable choice for both of us.

Anyway, it was already past 12 o’clock.

It’s time to sleep.

“I’ll sleep in the living room.”

I could never let Riya sleep outside or on the sofa. If you say you’re going to sleep, you should make sure you sleep well.

But I couldn’t give her my parents’ room, so her bedroom was mine.

Well, I could sleep on the sofa for a day.

But she had other thoughts.

“No. Living room.”

“Then where should I sleep, my parents’ room… I’m a bit like that too.”

“Let’s sleep together.”

Riya, who was sitting on the bed with the blanket removed, said this while pointing to the seat next to her with her palm.

Let’s sleep together.

Of course it couldn’t happen.

My bed wasn’t that big. One of them was on the large side, but the other two were clearly on the small side.

If you sleep with her, it is inevitable that your skin will touch.

There was no way I could endure it.

“No.”

“Let’s sleep together.”

“No… really.”

This really doesn’t work.

To be honest, I thought, ‘Okay! I wanted to say, ‘Let’s sleep together’, but my conscience wasn’t corrupted that far.

With that in mind, she refused with all her might, and her face gradually darkened.

“Let’s sleep together.”

“I said no… I’ll go and sleep on the sofa.”

I decided that there would be no end if I continued like this, so I moved to go outside.

And then, Riya’s voice called me again.

“Sihyeon.”

When I turned my head for a moment after hearing those words, what caught my eye was Riya lying on the bed.

The posture of going under a blanket and lifting the entrance area to reveal one’s body.

It looked like the devil’s mouth, as if telling him to come inside.

“….”

I wanted to swear.

I wanted to go in there right away.

“See you tomorrow!”

I clenched my teeth and ran straight out. At a fast, hurried pace.

Tonight… I didn’t think I would be able to sleep well.

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“…It’s a shame.”

And Riya, who was seeing such a vision, immediately covered herself with the blanket again.

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