episode_0016
by fnovelpiaThe room, which felt too big for me to stay in alone, was not perfect yet, but it seemed to have regained its neat appearance to some extent.
Of course, this is the result of continuing to do it without stopping even after the late night arrived.
‘I’m satisfied with this..’
As I look around through the moonlight shining gently through the window frames, I feel a sense of cleanliness and satisfaction. I was proud.
It was nice to be able to have my own room and a space where I could be alone. All of this, including the abundance and leisure that I could not feel in my previous life, felt familiar and unfamiliar, but now I guess I can press it as if it were my own. This is proof that I myself am adapting to my current life and changing at the same time.
'I’m slowly getting tired..'
Has the effect of the orange magic that my mother casted on me ended? With a young body that was more tired than I expected, I struggled to climb onto a bed that was half the size of my height.
'Too high..'
Normally, I would have called Janes and asked him to take a bath or put me on the bed, but now I had to quickly deal with the sudden drowsiness and fatigue. It will last that long.
Shake it off.. Sobok..
Of course, the right answer is to wash to wipe off the sticky sweat running down your forehead, but I couldn’t self-consciously stop my heavy eyelids from slowly closing.
just as expected. The moment that thought occurred to me, I fell asleep as if I had already fainted.
{Stamina +1}
***
a few days later
Knock knock…
"Please come in.."
As always, when my mother’s official yet heavy voice in the office is heard from inside the door, an unknown tension makes the hair on my body stand on end.
'As expected, this feeling is…'
It seemed like I was somewhat used to it now. The truth is that this mysterious pressure is the magic of my mother’s overflowing unconsciousness, which I had avoided and felt scared of.
So, in a very nervous state, I was able to enter my mother’s office with Janes’ help.
Of course, at first I tried to open it by myself, but with the memories of my past life returning, the growing pains that ached throughout my body completely took over my body, so just walking was an overwhelming situation.
Wow..
“I’m not even fully grown yet… I’m walking alone…”
Dahyin usually had a habit of moving around while being held in someone’s arms.
However, at some point, he was quickly regaining his health to the point where he was able to not only walk on his own, but also move around on his own.
‘I’m growing little by little with each passing day.’
Could it be because of the {Luminous} attribute magic that was cast last time? It may have opened the way for the magic stone in the body that had been blocked by that magic power. Otherwise, I didn’t know that the magic power currently inside my body was causing my body to grow rapidly. If that were true, it would imply that Dahein’s magical power was activated by something acquired later.
“I am healthy now. mother.”
“I’m not even sick!”
‘I can’t carry you around forever, so I have to try at least like this..’
Of course… I had promised myself not to move around while being held by someone from now on. At first, Janes rejected the request, but soon accepted it with approval.
Janes also knows that each of these small movements will have a direct impact on the growth and health that has been put off, so he decided to change slowly. It might be an illusion, but honestly, I felt like I was a little taller thanks to that.
“Mother… I came here because I wanted to ask you something.”
It was Dincia who was unfamiliar with the sight of Dahyun suddenly lowering her head and showing courtesy that she did not normally show. In a way, this is a natural reaction.
My only son, Da-hein, who was extremely childish and shy… I couldn’t help but be embarrassed to see him show such a calm and polite demeanor.
Moreover, he was someone who usually cried when he saw me or was busy avoiding him, so it might have been even more so.
Ssss..
Dincia, who seemed quite surprised, gently put down the papers she was working on and walked towards Dahyin, then quickly picked her up and sat down with her on the sofa next to her.
Of course, I was pinned on my mother’s lap.
Now that I knew that the unspoken pressure radiating around my mother was not hostile but simply an overflow of magical energy, I was no longer afraid or distressed by my mother’s touch and embrace. I could no longer avoid it and accept it.
'It’s warm..'
Mother’s arms are blurred both in this life and in my memories…
Unlike ordinary people, a warmer warmth seemed to surround me. Because my father’s arms were never this warm…
This feeling was so cozy that I almost lost the resolve I had made before coming here without realizing it.
That was how much I let down my guard.
“Okay.. let’s hear what my son came to ask for..”
My mother’s rough hands, full of burn scars and calluses, are stroking my head without stopping. How much did he want to hold me in his arms all this time?
Sigh.. Sigh..
Even though I hated myself in this life for trying to avoid such a kind mother without knowing why, I could understand it to a certain extent, so I just hoped that the relationship between mother and son would improve little by little even now.
Of course, I know that my mindset is important.
“I thought about what my mother said last time and studied it again.”
“The differences between men and women and the situation I am currently in..”
Be honest.
“You asked..”
“What kind of person do you want to be?”
I hope that I can still express my true feelings and reach my mother. And I look confidently at my mother.
“I want to become a person who experiences and sees more diverse things and knows how to approach them first.”
“I don’t want to live with the excuse of being sick anymore.”
“So, I want to learn more.”
Has Dahyun ever wanted something like this and made a bold request?
Dincia had no choice but to naturally listen to Dahuin’s serious appearance. On the one hand, I could sense that this son was unique and had clearly changed for some reason, but as a mother, I instinctively felt that Da-hein was her one and only son, whose existence there was no doubt about.
'You are agitated..'
My mother’s blue eyes that were looking at me began to shake little by little. It was a moment when I realized that it was definitely working.
‘It’s a situation that we have to face at some point. Let’s not avoid it and look forward to the end..’
Da-heein, the timid son who has always been passive and liked being alone… his eyes sparkle with a change from his usual appearance. It was truly unbelievable that Dincia was conveying her opinions and wishes in a confident tone.
Hair as black as the dark night sky, where not a single star twinkles.
Two blue eyes as clear and sparkling as the blue moon floating alone above them.
Dincia begins to get lost in thought for a moment as she sees Dahyun’s confidence, which is as if she is seeing herself as a child.
Of course, it was natural for a mother to want to grant all of her only son’s requests, but it was something to be cautious about as the magical power of the being was not yet certain and Dahyin did not know what impact this coercive education would have on her future.
Moreover, it was clear that Dahein, who is 13 years old, was feeling a bit put off due to a weak feeling that it might be too early.
just..
Dincia wanted to be normal like children from other families, but do what she wanted to do and be happy, but it suddenly occurred to her that this weak attitude that she had no choice but to have as a mother was blocking Dahein’s growth and future. came in It was an eye-opening moment.
"Instead, there is a condition.. son."
Mother’s embarrassed blue eyes suddenly became calm, and she soon began to speak in a calm voice.
My mother’s conditions were like this.
It’s still too early to do excessive training using swordsmanship and magic. The goal is to prioritize learning language skills such as reading and writing, arithmetic to be able to calculate, and physical strength to build on all of these.
As a son, I also knew my mother’s concern very well, so I did not insist any further and gratefully accepted her suggestion.
"Thank you, mother!"
“I will try my best.”
Dincia could feel it when she saw Dahyun smiling brightly, no longer avoiding her. What impact will this change in my beloved son have in the future?
Nevertheless, now, at this moment… Seeing Dahyun’s happy smile made me feel relieved, as if my worries were fading away.
The moment I look at my son’s back as he is about to leave the office after completing all his errands.
Dincia once again saw the innocence of her childhood. Thinking about what she could do for him as a mother, she began sending letters somewhere.
'At least for my son’s future..'
‘I can’t just sit still..’
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