episode_0016

symbol of man.

A man’s pride.

The reason for man’s existence.

Yang water.

Jang Wu-geon didn’t have that.

When checking the groin.

Nothing rattled.

So, is Jang Mu-geon a woman?

It wasn’t that again.

Her face is not that of a pretty girl.

Because the woman’s genitals were not visible.

Is it really asexual without gender?

Does such a person exist?

Is Jang Mu-geon a monster?

I was in shock and all kinds of questions were mixed up in my head.

‘That scar…’

I realized this when I saw the terrible scar between my crotch.

That Jang Mu-geon originally had Yangmul.

Due to some reason.

This means that the food has been lost.

‘What on earth happened in the past?’

I was so curious that I went crazy.

However, I can’t ask this question too hastily.

Because we’re not that close yet.

It was rude to ask a potentially sensitive question.

That’s why I endured it.

Suppress your curiosity.

I pretended not to see it and went into the bathhouse.

Did the man with the tattoo think the same thing as me?

Even though I witnessed Jang Mu-geon’s suffering.

Keeping your mouth shut and not asking questions…

“Jang Moo-geon. Why don’t you have a dick?”

I couldn’t stand it. Crazy guy.

The man with the tattoo threw a question straight away.

I held back until I got into the bath, but it seemed like my curiosity eventually exploded.

I looked at Jang Mu-geon’s expression.

Fortunately, it wasn’t an unpleasant expression.

Isn’t this a particularly sensitive topic?

“Ah. This was when I was young…”

Jang Moo-geon is slowly losing his luck.

It feels like a sad story from the past is about to begin.

I looked at him and listened.

Jang Mu-geon continued to answer casually.

“I removed it myself. I held it with my own hands and opened it.”

“······.”

“······.”

The tattoo man and I were at a loss for words at the same time.

I had no idea how to react to this.

You got rid of it yourself?

Why on earth? For what reason?

“You took it off? Why…?”

The tattooed man asked another question.

This time I wanted to compliment you.

“Of course, a true warrior does not need a penis.”

“You don’t need it?”

“The genitals are a man’s fatal weakness. Why would you wear something so cumbersome? In particular, I am a martial artist who is practicing martial arts. If you are going to live as an unmanned person, castration is the most right and wise choice.”

“No, then how do you plan to leave behind descendants later?”

“I have no intention of leaving behind any descendants. Reproduction is something only the weak do.”

“What kind of nonsense is that…”

“Think about it. The purpose of reproduction is the conservation of the species and the evolution of the species. But what if I cultivate my own radish, gain permanent lifespan, and evolve myself to become a new higher species? There is no need to engage in the dirty act of reproduction.”

In other words, reproduction.

Expecting to die.

This is something done only by the weak who believe they cannot evolve.

Jang Moo-geon added those words.

Is his brain all muscle?

It was a mindset that made you wonder if there was a puncture in your head.

Seeing that he packaged absurd logic in a plausible way, it was clear that he was not a normal person.

“How do you feel? I explained it in an easy-to-understand way for the general public. Did you understand?”

“uh… any···. But the act of reproduction is not necessarily done to leave offspring.”

Jang Moo-geon tilted his head at the tattoo man’s words.

“Is there another purpose for reproduction?”

“Many people do it for pleasure.”

“That’s a pretty dirty reason. Unfortunately, I did not have a sexual desire from the moment I was born. It’s not that I have a low sexual desire like an ordinary man, it’s that I don’t have any sex drive at all.”

Ordinary men have low sexual desire.

Men with a mysterious personality generally have a slightly higher sexual desire than ordinary men.

However, there were also special cases.

I heard that there are cases where all sexual desire disappears due to the influence of mystery.

Perhaps Jang Mu-geon fell into that case.

“Gil Taehyung.”

Jang Moo-geon called the tattooed man.

His name was Gil Tae-hyung.

I knew this for the first time.

No, to be precise.

I heard it when I introduced myself, but I forgot.

“I’ll just ask you one question. Are you, by any chance, a filthy person who engages in sexual intercourse for pleasure?”

“Huh? Is that dirty?”

“By my standards, it’s obscene. I respect the freedom of an individual to have sexual intercourse with the intention of leaving behind descendants, but I do not want to associate with a person who only engages in sexual intercourse for pleasure.”

Zhang Mu-geon’s expression became serious.

It probably means that you hate promiscuous people.

“···Don’t worry. Because even if I want to be promiscuous, I can’t.”

“What does that mean? Gil Tae-hyung, do you really have no sex drive like me? It’s not common for people like me, but it’s amazing.”

“Huh? No, I have a sexual desire. I just can’t feel pleasure.”

“You don’t feel pleasure?”

“My mystery is of the numb kind. Because of this, I can’t feel pain and I can’t feel pleasure.”

“Ah. I see.”

I guess Gil Taehyung’s mystery was something similar to painless.

Can’t I unblock the senses?

I was curious, but I didn’t want to get involved in the conversation, so I didn’t ask.

“Gil Taehyung. Then how about you try castration like me?”

Jang Moo-geon made a suggestion to Gil Tae-hyung.

In addition to saying that he wouldn’t want responsibility without pleasure, he explained the advantages of being a eunuch in great detail.

Please don’t try to convince me.

After hearing the merits of the eunuch, Gil Tae-hyung thought for a moment and then said,

“Um···. Surprisingly, there are many advantages. Surely castration wouldn’t be a bad thing.”

I nodded slightly.

Please don’t be persuaded.

Not even fluttering ears.

“But I still want to leave behind descendants. I also want to get married.”

“I told you, didn’t I? That’s something only the weak do.”

“After listening to what you said, I agree to a certain extent, but in other people’s eyes, we will look like losers, right?”

“Just ignore other people’s opinions.”

“And even if I can’t get married, I want to date, but I wonder if I can meet a woman if I tell her…”

“Platonic love is enough. A woman you meet for the purpose of sexual intercourse is not a normal human being, so you can kick her.”

Gil Tae-hyung was gradually falling over.

“···But there it is. You said you removed your genitals yourself, that’s not a lie, right?”

“Hmm? Why would I lie about something like that?”

“No, I was wondering if you were angry at losing your penis and were trying to get rid of other people’s penises too. Because of some kind of jealousy.”

Gil Tae-hyung is finally starting to have doubts.

He wasn’t that stupid.

“I am not that dirty and mean person. I’m disappointed that you thought of me like that.”

“Sorry. It’s not easy to trust us because we’ve only just met.”

“That statement makes sense. If you do something, they can prove it.”

“Proof?”

“There are witnesses who clearly witnessed with their own eyes the day I physically castrated myself. If you have any doubts, we will provide a space for you to question the witnesses.”

“Who are the witnesses?”

“These are my family and relatives. When I was young, I took off my pants at a meal with my family and relatives, grabbed my genitals with my hands, and ripped them off. That’s why there are so many witnesses.”

“······Did your family and relatives just overlook that?”

“I didn’t just let it go. That day, I was beaten to dust and taken to the hospital. And they tried to perform suturing surgery at the hospital, and I knocked the doctor down and escaped from the hospital.”

In the end, I couldn’t participate in the conversation.

No, I didn’t get involved on purpose.

I don’t think the conversation code is correct.

While Jang Moo-geon was talking with Gil Tae-hyung,

“Ah. Kang Ha-hwi. How about you joining our true unmanned family…”

He also made a subtle suggestion to me.

Of course, I declined without even thinking about it.

Because I have no intention of joining the eunuch family.

There are only two guys in the same class.

It’s too bad those two people aren’t normal people.

***

After getting out of the bath.

Afternoon classes were finished and it was time to leave school.

Even on the way home from school, female students kept looking for an opportunity to talk to me.

Let’s go to karaoke together.

Let’s have drinks in the evening.

Let’s exchange numbers.

I refused everything except exchanging numbers.

Because I’m not yet at the stage where I can enjoy leisure time with pretty girls.

For your information, I did not see Seo Yi-eung’s virtue.

Even if we eat lunch together.

We don’t even go to school together.

When I left school and entered the alley.

“Nya, meow…!”

I ran into the cute cat I saw yesterday again.

Are you always here at this hour?

Unfortunately, I couldn’t bring the churro.

Because I never thought we would meet again in one day.

I should definitely stop by the convenience store tomorrow and buy one.

“Cat. Come to work.”

I squatted down in joy and called the cat with a wave of my hand.

“Meow!”

The cat approached with great strides.

Just like yesterday, there seemed to be no alert at all.

“Nya!”

Booby booby.

A cat rubbing its face against the hand I held out.

It’s so cute it’s driving me crazy.

If there was no owner, I wanted to take it in and raise it right away.

‘If you look at the well-maintained fur, it must be someone’s cat…’

Judging by the fact that my body is not shaking too much today.

The owner must have taken it to the animal hospital and treated it yesterday.

Although there is no necklace.

It certainly didn’t look like it was a stray cat.

‘It’s really cuter than that.’

I looked at the cat with eyes full of affection, then carefully grabbed its body and lifted it up.

And then I hugged him tightly in my arms.

“Nya, nya…?!”

holding a cat

At that time, I was patting my head a few times.

“Nya!!”

He escaped from my arms and ran away.

ah. Are you surprised that there is too much skinship?

I thought this would be okay…

I’ll have to restrain myself next time.

I hope you won’t avoid me because of today.

Believing that I would meet the cat again, I got up and headed home.

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Yard in front of the building.

Today again, as usual, Cha Seol-yu was sitting on the bench drinking alcohol.

I don’t know if that’s why I’m getting drunk.

The attire was formal as usual.

Why does someone who doesn’t work wear uncomfortable clothes like that?

“You came early today too.”

“Yes.”

After bowing my head to Cha Seol-yu.

As I was about to enter the building, Cha Seol-yu called me and stopped me.

“Huh? Ha-hwi.”

“Yes?”

“There’s blood on your clothes?”

“Blood?”

“Look at the chest area.”

I lowered my head and checked my chest.

As she said, there was indeed blood on it.

‘What, when was it buried?’

The blood stain was very small.

A level that cannot be seen unless you are close.

Cha Seol-yu managed to see this from far away.

My eyesight was also very good.

anyway.

First of all, I don’t think it’s my blood.

When I looked back a little, I remembered hugging a cat in an alley.

At that time, I was hugged exactly in this area.

So did the cat bleed?

‘Where was the injured part…?’

I was worried.

When I see you tomorrow, I’ll check properly to see if you’re injured.

“What is that blood? Have you ever had a fight? Or who bullied you?”

“No.”

“Then who attacked?”

“No.”

“You can tell everything honestly to this sister. I will help you.”

“Nothing happened.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes.”

After talking with Cha Seol-yu.

As I was entering the building, I stopped for a moment.

“Thank you for your concern.”

Then turn your back.

He bowed his head towards Cha Seol-yu.

I should say thank you to the person who worried about me.

And then went back into the building.

All I could think about was cats.