episode_0014

“If you just calm down a little… you will feel more comfortable.”

Barely holding on to my mind that is going crazy, I speak quietly.

“So don’t worry too much, sister.”

Even if this was a lie, I had to calm her down. However, no matter how much I said it was okay… the vivid pain and fatigue that I could physically feel was clearly evident.

I learned that it was such a burden and pain to have all the magical power that filled my body become exhausted. So much so that I never want to feel that again.

However, just to ease the worries of the Asian woman right next to me who doesn’t know what to do, I hide my tired-looking face again and repay her with a bright smile. Actually, this was the best.

My skin is pale and pure white due to little exposure to sunlight.

The cold sweat that fell through them was beading in beads, as if making my wet black hair stand out.

just as expected. An Asian woman gently wipes my face with her handkerchief.

Did he understand my feelings like this? My sister was no longer embarrassed and just quietly stayed by my side with a gentle smile so that I could sleep peacefully. I held on to her big, rough hand tightly until just before I fell asleep. I didn’t want to miss this moment of stability.

“Sister.. don’t worry.”

Maybe I missed someone’s intense interest. Even in my previous life, I felt like it was time to let go of the habit of enduring pain or difficult things alone so as not to worry my parents. I feel relieved… and on the other hand, I feel at ease.

I finally felt like I could accept my existence in this life. That’s why it was warmer than anything else, and even happier.

***

＂Don’t get sick in the future! My little brother..”

As soon as the day dawned, the big and massive breasts of my Asian sister suddenly greeted me like a bombardment. To be precise, it was only after they confirmed that I had woken up okay that they welcomed me with joy. I didn’t want to avoid it, and I couldn’t avoid it. On the one hand, this soft feeling wasn’t that bad.

Dent…

‘Now… wait a minute.. Breathing…’

no..

I had to correct my thoughts just a moment ago. It was clear that I had judged this wrong.

With my face stuck between the breasts of my Asian sister, I once again felt the pressure of life, as if I was suffocating due to exhaustion of magical energy. It was a case where we could clearly see that a woman’s breasts are nothing short of a terrifying weapon. It was an experience I had not known about before, so it was a trap I had no choice but to fall into.

“Sister.. Sister..”

Last night, Asian sister not only checked on me as I was exhausted and asleep, but she didn’t seem to move or even try to sleep. The large amount of wet towels lying around showed that.

I was so grateful and sorry for that sister, and at the same time, I felt good about it. It is a feeling that cannot be hidden.

Duduk..duduk..

At that moment, something began to slowly fall on my head, drop by drop. I decide to raise my head from between my Asian sister’s breasts and face her for a moment.

“sister?”

Then my sister’s tears streamed down my cheeks! It fell and slowly flowed away.

How surprised were you?

The sister’s blue eyes were filled with sadness, and the corners of her eyes were stained red. Meanwhile, the tears flowing down her cheeks began to form droplets again… and soon fell sadly.

I couldn’t say anything. I was just so sorry.

These concerns of my sister, who was not my parent but of the same blood, still seemed awkward to me as I recalled memories of my past life, but since my consciousness of my current life also remained intact, a part of my heart began to prick. So I had no choice but to move. Even for someone like this…

Sigh..

I gently wipe my Asian sister’s eyes, which were quietly flowing, with both hands. It feels warm and hot at the same time.

I didn’t want to see you cry because of me. To be exact, I didn’t want to make anyone cry. This was because this image of my sister was a reflection of my parents in my past life.

“Don’t worry too much.. I’m completely cured.”

Sigh..

It was a hand too small to cover my sister’s face, but it seemed big enough to wipe away her tears.

“My younger brother..”

just as expected. Is it because of my unusual behavior? My sister, who was quite deeply touched, hugged me even stronger and started stroking my head vigorously. For a moment, I regretted my actions just now. I really almost died.

I almost thought that if I died of suffocation like this, that would be my fate.

＇Soo.. Breath..＇

After shedding tears for a long time, Asia headed outside, saying she would call her parents.

After barely escaping from her heavy chest, I take a moment to catch my breath and worry about what to do next.

＇As expected, everyone was caught, right?＇

As it appears in the book [Understanding Race] that I read in the library. Just because a man is a man, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t have magic stones in his body. However, the biggest factor was that the magic power contained in the magic stone could not be used due to an unknown congenital problem.

But now, as if I were denying the unspoken rules of this world, I fainted due to a symptom of {magic depletion}. Obviously, everything would have been known based on the doctor’s diagnosis. I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed.

Of course, I didn’t want to announce it this way…

＇Now.. what should I do.?＇

Of course, it was clear that someday my parents and people around me would find out, but I just wanted to come up with a more believable excuse and let people know about this.

That’s right…

Memories of my past life suddenly came to mind, and because of that, I was able to use “magic power”! On the day when I spewed out nonsense,

They say I went crazy due to the shock of using magic, and that I was receiving various treatments… Even if that wasn’t the case, I didn’t want to give my parents, who were always worried about me, such a problem.

However, since I already know all the facts and have no other excuses, I decide to move with the flow of the situation and not do anything that stands out.

Because it seemed like it would be good for me, my family, and everyone.

＂Heh… let’s calm down a little..＂

The more I think about it, the more I suddenly get a headache.

The bright sunlight seen through the window seemed to understand my feelings, as it came warmly without a single cloud. I looked out the window for a moment and tried to calm down, but…

“under….”

The sigh I made unconsciously just now seems to have escaped out the door…

Shake it off!!

Her father, Hahyunt, shows a surprised expression, bursts through the tightly closed door, and urgently hugs her with tears in her eyes. A familiar look that seems like you’ve seen it somewhere? am..

＂Ah.. Father..??＂

just as expected. The corners of my father’s eyes were stained red, as if he had been crying all night, and this image of my father reminded me of the image of my sister from before.

＇This feeling..＇

＇Sister…you take after your father…＇

I smile brightly, carefully wiping away the tears from my father’s eyes, just like I did with my sister. Then I quietly pat him on the back.

Ok…

Asia didn’t even think about coming closer to her father, who had been hugging her for such a long time.

“Keuhum!”

Of course, it looked like my mother had come to check on my symptoms and wanted to ask how I was doing, but since I didn’t want to leave, I decided to send those two people outside for a while and have a look alone.

“I’m glad there’s no damage to my body..”

The mother’s heavy voice, as if announcing the seriousness of the situation, fills the room. Of course, I thought it had come.

“after…”

My mother’s deep, worried sigh continued for a moment, and then her expression changed to a serious one, and she gently grabbed my hand as I lay on the bed.

‘As expected, it’s rough…’

‘Mother’s hands too..’

There were burn marks that looked like they had been hit hard by something…

The terrible scars from the long cuts from the knife steal my attention.

What kind of life has your mother been leading so far? Her hands were full of so many wounds that there was no place left intact.

＂Don’t be sick, son..＂

As if my mother, who only thought about me and looked at me in the midst of all this, as if the wounds were nothing, I felt trustworthy and began to quietly listen to her words.

“Son… you have to listen to your mother carefully from now on.”

***

In this way, my mother explained step by step the information that I did not know in my current life… the fact that my body currently contains a magic stone and that only women can control and use it. So that my 13-year-old self can slowly understand.

“My son is smart, so he will understand quickly.”

I could clearly feel my mother’s concern and her sincere words clearly. The difficult days ahead…

With the advice that they might be taken to the kingdom and subjected to terrible experiments, they might be kidnapped by bad people or be in danger.

My mother’s expression looked darker than ever as she spoke this serious story, but the more I listened, the more I was able to understand at once that this was all for my benefit, so I began to nod my head and accept everything. I thought that this would ease my mother’s worries at least a little.

Is this the mother’s heart that I feared so much? I felt ashamed of myself for having no choice but to avoid my mother for so long. That’s why I felt so sorry that I couldn’t even raise my head. But even so, I try to face them confidently and listen intently.

Even now, I could feel from my mother’s trembling hand that it was not too late.

“All right. mother..”