episode_0014

On a night when the heavy rain poured down.

Their secret rendezvous was sweet.

“Ha… you can masturbate.”

“Hehe… nyeh he…”

With wet brown wavy hair.

With slightly tired eyes, Yoo Seoyoung knelt under me and began to masturbate.

“Ugh…”

As if trying to suffocate herself.

As if asking for praise for tormenting herself.

Slowly.

She pushed my cock all the way to her throat.

“Ugh…”

The way she masturbated was obscene.

Pushing her head until her airway was blocked, she then blocked her own throat with my cock, making it impossible to breathe.

With a blurry expression, she pushed her hand inside.

“Ugh… ugh… hoo…”

Moist and hot.

“Phew…”

As she opened her mouth to breathe again, her erotic lips and my cock connected like slipping through liquid.

“Don’t stop.”

“Nyeh he…”

Grabbing Yoo Seoyoung’s already dazed hair, I made her swallow my cock all the way to her throat.

“Thank you… hoo… ugh…”

While choking herself, she begged to be suffocated. The floor was already dirty.

It was too disgusting, so I ejaculated a few times.

Burning and burning until everything was expelled.

Before I knew it, it was dawn.

Yoo Seoyoung, who had swallowed all my desires, melted with a sticky and happy smile.

I was sitting on a school chair, breathing heavily.

A sense of liberation.

It felt like the world was spinning. The ceiling of the self-study room seemed higher than usual – I felt like I would collapse in a few minutes.

“It was good. Insanely good…”

“Master… did I… do well…?”

“Come here.”

Yoo Seoyoung came into my arms. With a thud.

Her skirt and underwear were down.

Her brown wavy hair was wet, but neither of us cared.

…

They both sat in a daze, looking out the window. It was a peaceful time, exhausted.

“Darn, it’s raining.”

It was a sticky spring rain.

The sky.

The clouds.

In the pouring rain that seemed to wash everything away, the flowers fell one by one.

In the rain, I asked the teacher.

“Teacher, did you bring an umbrella?”

“No.”

She looked at me lazily.

“I have to go home.”

“Yeah, I have to go too.”

Maybe because of the rain.

Feeling slightly cold, I hugged her. Yoo Seoyoung didn’t resist and buried her face in my chest.

Her body temperature was higher than mine, so it was warm.

“I… like this.”

“I know.”

Yoo Seoyoung liked being held after playing. Being gently touched or receiving warm praise for doing well,

Being lazily like a pet was a great happiness for her.

‘Cute.’

She seemed like she would become even more lovely in the future.

Wanting to gain her attention as she looked at the rain like a small animal, I sighed quietly.

“Ha…”

“Why.”

“Because of you, we couldn’t even set rules. We can’t even go home. We spent all this time, but in the end, we only have one rule.”

“How is that my fault? You’re the one who stuck your neck into my throat.”

The teacher spoke as if he really didn’t know. As I stroked her hair as if she were lovely, she pushed her neck into my hand.

As if asking for more.

“You’re the bad one, teacher. I don’t like it when you add ‘yo’ at the end of your words. Only do it in front of me, never in front of other men.”

“Are you crazy…”

Yoo Seoyoung chuckled. She giggled and then made a serious expression.

“…yo?”

“Oh.”

I placed my hand on her breast and squeezed it forcefully.

“Haak…”

Yoo Seoyoung bit her lip, breathing heavily. It wasn’t a look of disgust.

“Ah…hoo…”

The feeling of air escaping with a groan.

Unable to stay still, she twisted her body here and there, unable to control her excitement.

“It’s not working anymore.”

“Hoo…if you still want to do it even after it’s so cheap, that’s weird.”

Was this woman always this cute?

We tickled each other and then lay quietly, exhausted.

-Tap. Tap. Tap.

The spring rain kept hitting the window without stopping.

“I bet I’ll get nagged when I get home.”

Being a student was quite a hassle. There were curfews to follow, and you had to listen to your parents nagging.

But at this moment, it was nice.

To gaze at the early morning rain with her for the first time.

To be able to immerse in a romantic mood in the cold, rhythmic rain.

Just you and me in this quiet space.

It was nice.

“I don’t like rainy days.”

She said quietly.

I gently stroked her as I nodded slightly.

I knew.

Every time the weather was gloomy like this, how Seoyoung’s life fell apart.

How painful it was.

“But I won’t comfort her.”

No matter how painful the memories were, I would cover them with our memories, firmly.

So that she could love the rain.

So that she could love herself.

“I like it though?”

“Have you ever heard that you lack social skills?”

I have heard it a little.

“I was bullied when I was young because of my social skills…”

“Ah. So that’s where it comes from.”

Seoyoung looked at me as if she were disgusted. She said as if she couldn’t believe it.

“That’s a lie.”

“In fact, it’s a lie. I’ve never been bullied.”

“I don’t like lies. Even jokes.”

She pinched my chest. Her serious warning expression – was very cute.

“You’re so lovable.”

My heart suddenly warmed, and impulsively, I hugged her.

And kissed her soft cheek.

A light cheek kiss between lovers.

I poured it out dozens of times without stopping.

“…!”

Seoyoung opened her eyes like a rabbit and looked at me. She seemed a little surprised compared to the cheek that was kissed.

“Oh. I thought I could do this much.”

My heart pounded.

-Tap. Tap. Tap.

The rain fell heavily in the self-study room.

The raindrops hitting the transparent glass slid down smoothly.

Our hearts were beating red hot.

Slave and master.

Boyfriend and girlfriend.

The feeling of crossing the line between the two was exciting yet unsettling.

“Seoyoung is…acting for me. The best sub.”

She might enjoy it herself, but I hadn’t given permission to cross the line as lovers yet.

“It’s okay to tease. It’s what slaves do. But getting a kiss on the cheek might be a little embarrassing.”

Her face flushed red – she looked like an excited girl.

And when she opened her mouth.

“Seonghyun…”

Breath like a delicate girl escaped her lips.

Just calling out a name.

With a serious and gentle tone.

She called me.

Just that lingering feeling made my heart race.

Slightly moist eyes.

“I’m so confused. Can you tell me honestly?”

“…”

“Don’t lie this time.”

She said, fidgeting with her hands. I hugged her and focused all my attention on her, keeping my gaze on her lips.

“We haven’t known each other for long…but still…”

The relationship felt like it was crossing a line.

“Seonghyun…”

A sweet sadness cried out.

She said, “When you see me, do you feel excited?”

“It feels like you already know me.”

A strange sense of discomfort.

Her expression was too earnest.

A woman she had only met three days ago shouldn’t be able to make such a face.

Somehow, it didn’t seem possible.

I was happy because it felt like the Yoo Seoyoung I had loved in the past had returned here.

Just being able to imagine that possibility made me happy.

“I’m glad to have met you.”

Although I couldn’t say I love you right now.

To say that we love each other, we would need a little more time.

So, I conveyed my sincerity.

Yoo Seoyoung hated the rain.

In the past, it rained when her parents raised Yoo Seoyoung with both hands and left the house.

It rained when she was exhausted from the students’ malicious comments and tried to commit suicide.

And on the days when she drank alone for days after rejecting Baek Seonghyun, it rained without fail.

Drizzling, cold rain.

It was a day when it seemed like nothing good would happen.

And today.

On a day when the rain fell anxiously, her owner said forcefully, “If you set rules, you have to leave evidence. Like documents or recordings.”

Her heart darkened rapidly upon hearing those words.

Creating evidence was a risky act. It could leave precious memories with the owner, but the moment she harbored even a slight suspicion, her daily life would be ruined.

“Oh, in the end, you too…”

She had no choice but to comply.

A woman who had just been reborn.

Baek Seonghyun’s presence had grown so large in her heart that she couldn’t control it.

The fervent confession of love was the only happiness in her life.

The appearance of her owner now was the only pleasure in this life.

And the hope that Baek Seonghyun might have returned was her only hope.

Especially because the last hope was so sweet, she couldn’t reject Baek Seonghyun.

“I…”

In that state, she heard the cold words to create evidence.

The dreams she had of meeting him felt vivid and fleeting.

“In the end, my life as Yoo Seoyoung is becoming so dangerous…”

However.

Was he able to read her heart?

Baek Seonghyun used her phone to leave evidence. It was as if he had no intention of threatening her. He didn’t even use his own phone.

“Oh…”

The walls of her heart crumbled.

She, with low self-esteem, was extremely weak in giving both punishment and care. She was very weak in showing slight interest and love.

“He values my life.”

Even though he might have his own desires, he always gave her space if she tried to suffocate or vomit.

If she suffered too much, he always gave her a clue to endure the pain.

Because he showed so much care sincerely, she was hurt.

“Ah… Owner.”

She was hurt.

“I think I love you.”

Even someone as broken as her.

A life that had been destroyed by being treated as a mere tool for sexual gratification without receiving punishment, unable to feel love unless punished.

Someone who accepted her as she was as a human and filled her as she was.

“Baek Seonghyun…”

Domination,

Submission,

Forgiveness,

And love.

“…Every time I hit you, you tell me you love me. So I’ll allow you to comfort yourself a little.”

You say you love me.

Ah…

“Why did you say that?”

She resented Baek Seonghyun.

Holding onto hope was cruel to Yoo Seoyoung.

She activated her defense mechanism without being honest.

“Why… why do I love you?! You threatened me!”

She immediately regretted it. Even though she had already fervently confessed her love.

Instead, she ended up lying.

“I love you.”

Except for when she was very young, she had never heard the words “I love you.”

So, it was too embarrassing for her to say it.

“I love you.”

As someone in a simple master-slave relationship, she was afraid that if she blurted out those words after only three days of meeting him, she would look like a cheap woman.

“I love you.”

In reality, even if she longed for him as a returnee, it was obvious he wouldn’t believe her.

Even if she whispered memories with Baek Seonghyun as evidence, if he had no recollection, it would be over.

“I love you.”

Suppressing her true feelings.

Thoroughly suppressing her emotions, she asked selfishly.

“Seonghyun…”

Louder. A little, selfishly.

“When you see me, do you get excited?”

“Do you love me too?”

She slightly crossed the line.

This should be fine.

Excitement is just the prelude to love.

In fact, you can get excited at the first meeting.

Justifying herself in a childish way, she asked like confessing to Baek Seonghyun.

-Tadak. Tadak. Tadak…

It was a rainy day.

Black clouds passing over the moon. The raindrops pouring down without light seemed to say that her luck would be bad today as well.

The two men and women looked at each other in the silence.

“…”

“…”

It was a desperate expression.

You come first.

You break your pride first.

Baek Seonghyun, as if it couldn’t be helped, sighed and opened his mouth.

“———-.”

“Ah.”

His words were so sweet.

Yu Seoyoung’s whole body melted, and she hugged his body as if she couldn’t bear it.

“Master.”

When her master abused her neck with his hands, he didn’t feel a bit of shame.

He blushed a little when he said such things.

It was lovely.

“I’m happy.”

She wanted to be loved more.

“More.”

“———-.”

Baek Seonghyun’s words were too ticklish.

They were so sweet that if people who weren’t a couple heard them, they would curse, so she felt a little embarrassed.

But she liked it so much.

“More, please.”

Joy turned into rain.

Happiness flowed down her cheeks.

“Master.”

In the rain.

In the empty self-study room, feeling his body temperature, Yu Seoyoung, for the first time, loved the rainy day.