episode_0014

It’s okay to a small extent.

The moment I heard that, this question immediately came to mind.

… … A little bit, what kind of thing is that?

Do you mean to literally touch it just a little bit and then let it go, or do it more than that but do it in moderation? Since I had no way of knowing Aki’s inner thoughts, I seriously thought about the definition of the word ‘a little’ for about three seconds.

‘Usually, when I say a little bit, I mean a short period of time… .’

Aki’s words probably meant something closer to the latter.

So, it is possible to touch, but it is okay to touch to a small extent in the sense that it is okay to touch in moderation.

Otherwise, you could actually touch it a lot, but it could have been because you were shy.

“… … .”

The happiness circuit spins wildly in my head.

For some reason, my mouth felt dry, and I couldn’t keep my hands and feet still, so I clenched and unclenched my fists.

If anyone else saw me right now, they would probably think I was 100% stupid.

But I couldn’t help it. That’s right, it’s my first time touching Aki’s body, no, it’s my first time touching a woman’s body.

Of course, we held hands and kissed when we were young, but that’s when we were young and didn’t know anything, so it’s right to exclude it, right?

This means that this is the first time I have touched Aki’s body since I learned everything.

When I say touching, it sounds like I’m doing this with very impure intentions, but anyway… … .

“… … .”

Aki is looking up at me silently with a bright red face.

I stood quietly in front of Aki and asked, ‘Is it really okay to touch him? … While I was wondering, ‘?’

‘… … ‘You asked me to touch it, so I can touch it, right?’

I made a decision based on my instinctive impulses, which is typical of a 14-year-old adolescent boy.

“… … Aki.”

“Yes… ?”

Okay, let’s touch it.

If not when I am like this, when else will I touch it… … !

“You told me to touch you, so did you really touch me?”

When I made up my mind, I looked down at Aki and said.

“… … !”

Aki seemed surprised by that, and his already large eyes opened even more and he flinched.

“Woo, Uju~chan… ! Oh, I’m serious… ?”

“Oh, I’m serious.”

“Eh, uh, ah… .”

Aki can’t hide his embarrassment and makes strange noises.

Judging by his reaction, he probably never dreamed that I would actually try to touch him, but if that was really the case, Aki underestimated the curiosity of a 14-year-old boy.

Any man will sympathize with this, but adolescent boys who have just been exposed to secrets from adults are bound to have all kinds of delusions blooming in their heads.

An opportunity has come to make that fantasy a reality, but there is no male student in the world who would give up on it. If there is such a person, it must be one of two things. In fact, either he wasn’t a man or his function wasn’t working.

Since I was neither of them, I sat down next to Aki, whose face was bright red.

“Aki.”

“Uh, uh… ?”

“How much can I touch?”

I asked, looking intently at Aki’s face.

He said he wanted to touch it, but it seemed like he had to get permission in advance.

Then, Aki’s already red face heated up to its limit.

“… … Eh, eh?!”

“… … .”

I waited quietly without urging.

This was because I instinctively knew that this was not a problem that could be solved by being lazy.

“… … .”

“… … .”

Aki and I’s eyes met in the air.

The distance between us is about the size of two fists.

They are sitting side by side, not too far or too close.

If Aki would just tell me, I could immediately reach out and touch anywhere.

“… … .”

“… … .”

“… … Hey, Aki?”

“な… … .”

“Huh? What did you just say… .”

Aki clenched his fists.

And shouted loudly.

“なかったことに… … !”

“… … Huh?”

I thought I heard wrong.

What Aki just said to me, in Korean, is ‘something that never happened…’ … This is because it means ‘!’

“Cancel! … … Okay, cancel everything you just said! Invalid!”

As I looked at him in confusion at the word cancellation, Aki shook his face, which was as red as an apple.

“Huh? Oh no… .”

‘What, it’s suddenly canceled…’ … ?’

This is a lightning strike in a dry sky.

I was waiting with great anticipation because I was curious about where he would let me touch him, but when he suddenly said he would cancel and say it was nothing special, I felt like I had been punched in the back.

“Woo, Uju~chan hentai (perversion)! Hontoni hentai (true perversion)… ! Seo, I didn’t know that Aki would really try to touch me just because he said he could… !”

“… … You asked me to touch you?”

“No, I don’t know! Anyway, cancellation, cancellation… !”

“… … .”

cancellation.

Cancel touching.

Two words that seemed insignificant when taken in isolation were combined into one and were deeply embedded in my mind.

For a moment, I felt as if my heart was relaxed, and I sighed without realizing it.

‘… … no way.’

Somehow, I felt like things were going to be resolved too easily.

If I had known it would be like this, I would have touched it first instead of asking.

I felt regret later, but the water had already been spilled. While I was thinking about something perverted, I suddenly felt sorry for myself and jumped up from my seat.

“Woo, Uju~chan… ! Where… ?”

“I’m not going anywhere, I just got up to spread the blanket on the floor.”

Perhaps because my expectations were so cruelly shattered, I unknowingly received it with a slightly harsh tone.

However, Aki didn’t seem to know how I felt at all, and placed her palm on the spot where I stood and tilted her upper body.

“Wooju~chan, don’t sleep in bed… ?”

“I was going to sleep on the bed if you let me touch it, but Aki didn’t let me touch it.”

“Ah, ah… .”

Aki became very sullen at my blunt response.

Aki seemed to have nothing to say, but just twitched his lips and played with the bed sheets.

“Mi, I’m sorry… .”

“That’s it. There is nothing to feel sorry for, you can just sleep separately from today.”

“… … Hey, Uju~chan.”

He came forward a little and grabbed the hem of my pajamas.

“Just sleeping together won’t work… ?”

“Aki, didn’t you hear what I just said?”

“Yeah, but… .”

Kkook-.

“Aki wants to sleep with Uju~chan… .”

“Akiya, you… .”

I tried to stoically refuse by pulling Aki’s hand away.

“… … No?”

“… … .”

Aki’s eyes continued.

So, let’s face each other with slightly wet and glaring eyes.

‘… … ah.’

I just couldn’t do that anymore.

“Wooju~chan… .”

“… … Ah Okay. Sleep together, sleep together.”

“Oh, really… ? Thank you, Wooju~chan~!”

So I had no choice but to ask Aki to sleep with me, and immediately Aki’s face came back to life as if she had never cried before.

“I’ll prepare for bed, Uju~chan, just come!”

“… … .”

When I saw Aki’s expression change in an instant, I thought, ‘I was fooled again…’ .’, I realized, but since I had already asked him to sleep with me, I couldn’t go back on my words. Because then that would be lying.

I made a promise to Aki four years ago that I would never lie, so it’s really irrational, but Aki can lie to me, but I can’t lie to Aki.

Well, even so, Aki has never outright lied to me. Except for this special case.

“Uju~chan, Uju~chan! Everything is ready, come here and lie down!”

While I am thinking about something else, Aki, who has finished getting ready for bed, pats the spot next to me.

I pretended to be reluctant or shy, and hesitantly went to the seat next to Aki and lay down.

“It’s not time to sleep yet… .”

“It’s okay, if you lie down and talk, it’ll be time to sleep soon!”

Summer is slowly approaching, but the nights are still cold.

I pulled the blanket up to my chest, and Aki also pulled the blanket up to cover his chest.

“Wooju~chan, turn and lie down on your side. Looking at the wall over there!”

“Sideways? Why?”

“Ugh, hurry up… !”

“… What on earth are you going to do?”

I did as I was told and laid down with my back to Aki.

Pook-.

I was hugged.

“… … !”

My whole body stiffens from the sudden soft feeling.

However, Aki, who was holding me, seemed to be enjoying this situation and started giggling behind my back.

“… … Aki, what are you doing?”

“Dakimakura (hugging pillow), don’t you know?”

“No, I know that… .”

I’m not even a dakimakura, so why are you holding me from behind?

The moment I was about to ask that question, Aki squirmed as if her posture was uncomfortable and came closer to me.

Naturally, Aki’s curves fit perfectly with my body, and I lost my breath as I felt a strange feeling that I had never felt before.

‘… … Wow, that was dangerous.’

How on earth was it dangerous? … . I won’t need to say it.

“Okay, that’s it. I feel more comfortable now… ”

“I’m uncomfortable… … .”

“Oh, really? Then, Uju~chan, do you want to hug me?”

“… … No, let’s just stay like this.”

If you hold Aki in this state, it will 100% be a major disaster.

With the mindset of a monk cultivating the Tao, I tried to calm my mind by reciting the words to myself, ‘If I make a mistake here, everything will be over.’

“You know, Uju~chan… ?”

As soon as I could calm down, Aki’s attack struck.

Aki seemed to really think of me as a hugging pillow, so he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly, whispering in my ear.

“Just now, I didn’t let you touch it… . I’m really sorry. Actually, Aki originally wanted to let me touch him too… ?”

“… … Oh, but?”

“But, the way Wooju~chan looked at Aki was so scary, so I didn’t let him do it. Sorry, Uju~chan… .”

“… … .”

What were my eyes like that made Aki scared?

That question crossed my mind for a moment, but it was blown out of my head because Aki was whispering that he was sorry and pressing his body against me.

“So, what’s the point of calling him a substitute… .”

Kuuk-.

“Later, later… .”

Cuckoo, cluck-.

‘… … Oh, I’m going crazy.’

“When Aki and Uju~chan are a little older. Well, around high school… . I will grant you one wish that Uju~chan wants. … … How about it?”

“… … .”

To be honest, I didn’t really hear what was being said because I was concentrating all my attention elsewhere.

All I knew was that Aki was asking me a question.

So, I nodded roughly without moving my body as much as possible.

“… … Uh, okay. Then.”

“Oh, really… ? Then Uju~chan, please forgive Aki… ?”

“Uh, I forgive you… . So, that… .”

Just when I was about to say, “Would you please stay away for a bit?”

“Ugh, okay… ! Good luck, Uju~chan… !”

Aki whispered something in a happy voice and clung to me, shaking her body.

I ended up.

‘… … ah.’

An unspeakable disaster happens to Aki.

I had a really hard time hiding it and waiting for Aki to fall asleep… … .

* * *

“Wooju~chan, now… ?”

“… No, why?”

“Watashi, I have a question… . Can I ask?”

“What is it… .”

“So, who is that girl you ended up hanging out with after school?”

“… … .”

“Wooju~chan… … ?”

“… … Wasn’t that story over?”