episode_0014

Sitting in the alley with the girl, I could hear someone groaning. I didn’t need to see where the groaning was coming from to know. If I went just a little further into this alley, I would see a frenzied spectacle of people intertwined.

“Haa…!”

The groan I heard, even without looking, reminded me of the scene I saw yesterday. I still felt disgusted, but I couldn’t help but want to do it too. I needed to get out of the alley, but there were still so many people, and my ears were drawn to the sound, even though I didn’t want them to be, so it sounded loud despite being not very big. I didn’t know what they were burning, but the smoke filled the air, seeping into the alley and stimulating my nose. The smell of the smoke was both pungent and fragrant.

The more I smelled the smoke, the stranger I felt. My head was dizzy, but the feeling of becoming dazed was nice. I knew I shouldn’t be doing this, but I couldn’t stop my nose from inhaling the smoke. I told myself it was unavoidable since the crowd was still blocking the way and continued to inhale the smoke. After a while, the world seemed blurry yet clear, and the groans of the people grew louder, as if they were shouting into my ears. Only then did I realize that this smoke was strange, and I tried to get up.

But I failed and collapsed to the floor. The world seemed too far away or too close, and I couldn’t steady myself. The wall of the alley was right in front of me, but when I reached out to lean on it, I couldn’t reach it, and it was too much of an effort to even walk forward because I was so dizzy. Nevertheless, I felt excited and couldn’t calm down. This was a sensation I had never experienced before, and it scared me. In this sensation where I didn’t know what I was doing, like I had lost my way, the only thing I was sure of was that I had to get out of this alley.

“Belka, let’s, let’s go.”

Thankfully, the girl came to mind even in the midst of all this. I felt someone grab my outstretched hand, and Usher, not knowing where to go, blindly moved forward, consumed by the thought that he had to get out of the alley. I think I bumped into people passing by or kicked things along the way, but I didn’t have time to care about that. I walked mindlessly until I was outside the village, and only then did the clear air seeping into my chest bring back a little clarity to my hazy mind.

“What the hell.”

I still felt strangely dizzy and nauseous. I vaguely felt that it wasn’t like exhaust fumes, but I didn’t know it would make me feel this way. Usher could instinctively feel that it was dangerous to stay like this. My condition after inhaling that smoke was definitely dangerous. It was hard to even maintain my balance, so I obviously couldn’t fight if someone picked a fight, and it was hard and annoying to even think simply, so I felt like I had become an idiot. The fact that I felt good in this state made me feel even worse.

A strange sensation that I could only describe as weird. In a scene that strangely stretched and shrunk repeatedly, I found a familiar road and led the girl to my house. I barely made it home. The sensation still lingered, tormenting me. Everything was annoying, and I didn’t want to do anything. I was lying in my room, staring at the ceiling, having even forgotten to take off my clothes and mask. Then, with a ‘swoosh,’ someone crawled up from below me. I rolled my eyes down and saw the girl, who also hadn’t taken off her mask and clothes.

Too lazy to even move, I just watched as she placed her hand on my pants and began to take them off. I realized her intention at that sight, but I didn’t even have time to think it was strange. From that moment on, I couldn’t suppress the desire that was already swelling. My thing, which had come out of my pants, was standing tall as if showing off. She looked at it without any expression, slightly lifting her mask to reveal her lips. And her opening mouth naturally swallowed my dick.

“Squelch! Slurp, slurrp!”

“Huh! Haa!”

The feeling of the girl’s mouth on my dick was so good. She delicately sucked, licked, and fondled my thing as if it was really delicious. A subtle sense of affection was felt as the delicate and blissful sensation was felt more greatly and certainly, steeping my head in pleasure. With the approaching sensation of cumming, I spewed without holding back. And the girl swallowed the cum as if it was natural. At that moment, I was already lunging at the girl. I was truly like a beast who had lost all patience.

It was her fault for swallowing my cum. Even after making her eat my cum once, my thing was still swollen. There was no need to suppress the desire. I pushed the sassy girl who was on top of me over and placed my cock against her genitals. The sticky and hot sensation felt from her pussy. Her pussy was already drooling with sticky saliva, wanting my thing. Then, what I had to do was obvious. If she wanted it, shouldn’t I put it in?

“Aah!”

Along with the sensation of the warm flesh that grazed my dick, she let out a moan full of pleasure. A lewd voice filled with pleasure, like the moans of the women I heard at the village festival. At that sound, my dick swelled even more in her pussy. Squelch, squelch, my cock dug deeper into her pussy, making a squelching sound, and the flesh of him and her, soaked in vaginal fluids, smacked against each other, making a slapping sound. An act solely for pleasure, for lust, with no complex emotions that I usually feel when I have relations with the girl.

It was an act for excretion, solely wanting to deposit my seeds into the object I was shoving my thing into, with no consideration whatsoever. I grabbed her breasts and squeezed them, distorting them wildly. I shook my waist like a dog in heat, scratched her skin, and acted violently, but all of that was blurry, and I forgot if I had even done it. I was just too happy to keep clinging to this sensation, poking and poking her hole.

“Ugh! Hnyaang!”

Her moans also echoed as if they were coming from far away. I felt like I was dreaming a dream where I didn’t know what I was doing. Then, with the approaching sensation of cumming, I reflexively stopped shaking my waist and thrust my dick deep into her pussy. And the cum flowed in, gurgling. I knew what that meant, but even that was just a byproduct of pleasure. I needed more pleasure, more thrills. The world, which was blurry yet clear, was so good.

Even after ejecting the product of pleasure into her hole, my thing wouldn’t cool down. I was afraid that if I stopped this act, I would be banished from this sensation. Afraid of being thrown into a reality with even scarier facts lurking. I shoved my still-fine thing into her hole. I shook my waist as if I were programmed to spew cum. Even when I was exhausted, I waited until my thing swelled up, and when it swelled up again, I repeated the action. Forgetting about the other person and myself, I became a creature that only plants seeds, planting seeds in the body of the woman.

“Haaah! Ahng!”

Since even the other person was moaning as if she was enjoying the act, there was no way I could stop. And so, I used the body of the woman, indulging in carnal desire until I lost consciousness. When I regained consciousness, the first thing that came into my eyes was the familiar wooden ceiling. And with the faint memories of yesterday floating up, Usher was so surprised that he covered his eyes with his hands.

‘I’m screwed! Why did I do something like that yesterday!’

I was tormented by the memory of the actions I had unconsciously committed. What the hell did I eat yesterday to act violently and severely torment such a tender girl who had no place to get scars? I was dumbfounded and ashamed of my actions and had no face to see Belka. Still, I couldn’t just stay like this, so I decided to apologize and treat the girl’s wounds, and when I opened my eyes and got up. I was frozen and couldn’t move. Because under the girl’s disheveled mask and veil, I could see the face of the village idiot and her jet-black hair.

“Wheeze, wheeze.”

Next to me wasn’t the beautiful girl with flower-like red hair, but the girl called the village idiot. I couldn’t understand. There was no way I could understand. I already knew, but I hoped it was a mistake and reached out a trembling hand to the girl’s mask. The mask clearly had the mark that I had made with Belka yesterday. Even if someone tried to imitate it, the mark that made me mistake the village idiot for the girl still felt out of place. Why was that? At times like this, I remembered what the man I met yesterday had said.

‘Sometimes there are people who have a preference for women who have someone.’

Boiling emotions churned in my head.

“What.”

The idiot who had been sleeping next to me had already been forcibly woken up by me. She looked at me cautiously, but didn’t say anything to my angry words.

“What are you!”

She couldn’t even fix her disheveled clothes, and was half-naked, but I didn’t care even though I was seeing her like this. No, I was even more furious at the clear traces of desire that remained on her bare skin, telling me that it wasn’t Belka but her that I had the relations with last night. Even a handful of lust that had faintly remained disappeared, burned by the scorching heat.

“Why are you here instead of Belka! Where is Belka!?”

That was a clear rage that I was truly feeling for the first time in my life. I asked her over and over again, but the idiot kept her mouth shut and didn’t say anything. I was frustrated by the idiot’s actions and shouted.

“Say something, even a word!!!”

“….”

But she didn’t say anything to my words and closed her mouth. As if she had no intention of saying anything. I felt a slight dizziness from the hot anger that filled me to the top of my head, and I thought now wasn’t the time for this. After all, an idiot is just an idiot. I took a breath to think more calmly and cooled the heat that had risen to my head, then I remembered. Mex, who had come to me yesterday and asked me to show him the mask.

“Did Mex tell you to do this?”

The idiot trembled at the words I blurted out as I thought of him. That was as good as saying my words were right. Come to think of it, this idiot was calling Mex ‘Dad.’ If it was according to his words, there wouldn’t be a man in this village that this idiot hasn’t done it with. I wanted to throw up at the fact that I was included in one of them, but I didn’t even have time to waste on that and turned away from her. He should have suspected it when Mex came to me yesterday.

“Um.”

At that time, the idiot opened her mouth first, but Usher didn’t look back at her. I had to find Belka even a second sooner. I was consumed by the thought of what might have happened to the girl while I was mistaking that idiot for the girl and doing that, I felt like she already went through something bad things might already have happened, but I desperately turned away from those thoughts and ran out of the house to find Belka. Leaving the idiot behind. The first place I went to was, of course, Mex’s house. Even if his house was a bit far from the village, it was still in the same village.

Until recently, he was an adult I had gotten along with reasonably well, so there was no way Usher wouldn’t know his house. I was having trouble breathing because I was out of breath from running the long distance without stopping, but I couldn’t catch my breath and banged on his front door. It might be obvious, but no matter how hard I banged on his door, Mex didn’t come out. Now that it had come to this, I had to go in by force, and when I grabbed the door, it opened like a lie. At that, Usher frowned but immediately went into the house.

I knew that barging into someone else’s house wasn’t a good thing, but now wasn’t the time to be picky. There was no one in Mex’s house that I had entered. Since the house wasn’t that big anyway, I looked around the living room, master bedroom, storage room, and bathroom, but the girl and Mex were nowhere to be seen. Then, where the hell did they go? I was so angry that I threw the things that Mex treasured, making a mess of the house. I knew that doing this was a waste of time, but I couldn’t control my anger.

“Hey you! What’s going on this morning to be so noisy?!”

Then, at that moment, a man opened the window from his neighbor’s house and shouted. The structure of the village people’s houses and his house was completely different, so he had to open the front door to enter his house, while the village people’s houses were built big, and the corridor and room came out when he opened the door. Moreover, since they were clustered together with other houses, they must have heard everything because he was throwing things making a mess of the house. Normally, I would have been frozen solid by the shouting of an adult, but now I was in a state where I was crazy and couldn’t see anything.

“Where’s Mex!!”

“Keaack?!”

I immediately opened the window and grabbed his collar, pulling him out. He was probably not expecting Usher to suddenly run out and grab his collar without warning. He was still drunk on the smoke from yesterday, so his eyes were unfocused, and he watched his actions, unable to speak properly because he was caught off guard.

“Where’s Mex!?”

“I, I don’t know! I just woke up too!”

At those words, Usher threw him away. It wasn’t that high, but since he had been forcibly dragged out by his collar, the man couldn’t keep his balance and fell below the window as soon as he let go of his collar.

“Aigoo! My back.”

He left the man behind and went around the whole village looking for Mex and the girl. But no matter where I looked, I couldn’t see the girl’s red color or the big Mex’s bulk. There wasn’t a single place in every corner of the village that I hadn’t looked at.

“Where the hell are they.”

It was already dyed in a frightening color like blood when Usher, tired of looking for the girl and Mex all day, returned home. Then I realized that I hadn’t checked outside the village yet, and my gaze turned to the back of the house. It was the first time I was going out to the village at this time, but I immediately squeezed my body into the back of the house. Someone grabbed my arm.

“Why again?”

It was the idiot who grabbed me. Why was she grabbing me? Even though it wasn’t intentional, I glared at her, annoyed that she hadn’t gone back even though something like that had happened. Then the idiot lowered her head as if she wasn’t there, but muttered.

“Don’t go.”

Those were words that weren’t even worth listening to. I brushed off her arm grabbing me and went up through the hidden hole. Soon, when I arrived at the zelkova tree where I always met the girl. The zelkova tree that was there was no longer the one I knew. The many branches that supported the sky were gone, and the red sky had fallen to the ground, and the leaves had become blood and weakly covered the ground. In between them, the scattered zelkova flowers were weakly fading away.

Amidst the small stump of the zelkova tree, which was just claiming that it had been here in a miserable way. The sight of the logs that the villagers had gathered, stacked up, gave me even more displeasure. It was something I had already expected, but seeing it in person like this was a big shock. But that was only for a moment. I shouted.

“Belka! Belka! Where are you?!”

Usher prayed that the girl was safe. Hoping that if she heard his voice, she would answer him for help, he searched the forest for Belka, shouting and shouting again.

“Bel…!”

What came back wasn’t the girl’s answer, but a dull shock. At that shock, Usher’s body lost strength, and soon darkness took away all senses. The assailant who mercilessly struck his head from behind, which had no defense whatsoever, was standing against the sunset, so only his shadow could be seen due to the backlight, but he muttered with satisfaction as he looked down at him lying on the floor of the forest, accustomed to this as if he hadn’t even messed up his breath with tension and excitement.

“If I only had this guy, that witch would listen to me willingly.”

Saying that, he threw the pieces of wood that he had used to hit Usher to the ground as if he was throwing it away, and threw it over his shoulders as if he was carrying a load. He was even humming, as if he had no guilt at all even after hitting a person and knocking him unconscious his expression was full of pleasure. Then, as he looked around, he soon found an ax deeply embedded in a tree trunk and moved to that side, picking up the ax. And when he brushed off the bushes that were covering that place, what appeared was a definite path.

That place was a path that lumberjacks had prepared in advance in order to bring the zelkova tree, which was too big to carry at once, to the village. He took big strides through the rough forest path, as if he had memorized all the paths, and swung the ax he was holding in one hand violently, slashing the trees beside the path. There was nothing as meaningless as engraving a mark again in a place where a mark had already been engraved, but he repeatedly swung the ax at the tree. A few fireflies that were startled and ran away were caught in the innocent ax and lost their light.

It would have been nice if the darkness that had fallen on the forest had grabbed at least a little of the ankles of this violent invader, but he looked happy, as if he had already arrived at his destination. The place that he arrived at was the cabin that Usher had looked inside with the children of the village. Unlike the children, who were afraid of even approaching it, trembling at the story that monsters lived there, he opened the door of the cabin without hesitation. Inside that cabin, there was a girl lying weakly on the floor, tied tightly with ropes.

“Ugh.”

With her flower-like red hair scattered on the floor, she was barely breathing out a fragile breath even at the sound of the door opening she was the girl that Usher had been so desperately searching for, Belka.