episode_0013

As the villainous woman on top of me groped and fondled me, I stared at her face, wondering who she was, but no one came to mind.

Moreover, my body was already battered and bruised, drenched in the lukewarm water from the showerhead, making me look patiful.

I soon gave up trying to figure out her identity and simply closed my eyes, breathing heavily.

I felt overwhelmed and utterly miserable.

“Oh, wow… It’s getting bigger…”

Allowing strangers to do this to my body and becoming a punching bag for others’ anger was humiliating.

The more I thought about my current situation, the more pathetic I felt.

A life where I could achieve nothing, like a worthless insect.

A life of merely breathing and getting beaten every day awaited me.

“Hmm, ahh…”

“Hey, let’s stop this. This is enough, right? I thought you’d do something, but you’re just fiddling around.”

“Huh? Yes, yes…”

… Even the foolish and clumsy attitude of the villain made me feel even more pathetic. Being at the mercy of such a woman meant I was sinking to the lowest depths.

“Hurry up!”

She had been gripping my genitals until the other villains started to get impatient. Reluctantly, she let go, having squeezed and played with it for a little longer.

“Fuck. I’ve never seen a girl playing with a dick like clay for ten minutes. Are you a virgin?”

“No, no, I’m not.”

“Don’t lie. Ugh, stupid bitch.”

She seemed to have a very low rank within the group. She couldn’t respond to the other villains, and all day, she fidgeted with her hands, standing there cluelessly.

It was obvious how the other villains treated her.

“Hey, you! Get up quickly! Put your clothes on by yourself.”

Of course, this wasn’t the time to worry about others. The villains were now legally allowed to beat me under Creep’s authority, and their fists are more likely flew faster than their words.

To avoid the blows, even a little, I had to maintain a submissive attitude. Despite my efforts, I couldn’t hide the boiling rage and shame inside me, but pretending to listen reduced the number of punches thrown my way.

“Both of you are annoying.”

Fitting her dull demeanor, the woman who had touched me was also slow to dry herself and get dressed.

My arms were slow to move due to the beating, but she was slow because of her clumsiness and sluggish. I wondered how she managed to survive in this place.

“I’m, I’m dressed…”

“Get out here quickly. If anything happens, I’ll kill you first. Got it?”

Smack!

“Ah, ouch!”

She got hit on the back of her head. I couldn’t understand why I was so fixated on watching her, but her mannerisms kept drawing my gaze.

The ‘me’ issue seemed to overshadow everything, but I suspected that before I arrived, it was this woman who had been bullied.

“Okay, I understand…”

“And now that I think about it, this decade has been a real bitch, making us work like dogs. She’s crazy.”

“Hey, hey, calm down. Let’s go.”

The chilling gaze she had shown me was now gone. Only the timid, unconfident eyes of a slightly stupid and dull woman remained.

Who was she?

That woman.

As I left the shower room with difficulty, I wondered, intrigued by her slightly hunched back.

Now was not the time to focus on an individual villain. Instead, I had to head towards the most dangerous woman, so I needed to snap back to attention.

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“~Oh, darling~! I missed you. Did you feel very sick? Hmm?”

With shameless audacity,

Creep let out a cheer, spreading her arms wide as soon as she saw me.

“Quick, lie down. Oh dear… you can’t even lie down properly. The kids did a real number on you, huh. Hmm hmm.”

Like a mother welcoming her son home after a long day at school, her embrace was filled with overwhelming love and affection.

There’s no denying it.

Truth cannot be hidden.

“Have you reflected? You won’t do it again, right?”

Still, in the depths of that grand love,

there is undoubtedly something dark and repulsive lurking.

“…”

“You’re not answering. It’s fine, it’s fine. I believe you, my smart one, that you won’t do any more bad things from now on.”

Bad things.

Could such words as ‘bad things’ possibly come out of that despicable mouth?

“But starting tomorrow, you’ll officially begin your prison life. Hmm, wait a second. Is today Monday? No? It’s Sunday, right? Anyways, our prison has its own set of rules! On weekdays, you have to participate in activities diligently! Remember that!”

I arrived here on a Friday afternoon,

was tormented by Acid and Black Owl all night,

gave my statement at dawn,

met Creep on Saturday morning,

was forced to kiss her,

beaten up,

tortured under the guise of education,

and then Sunday came.

Today was another challenging day.

Skadi’s potato chips,

Justice’s visit,

more beatings,

and a strange villain.

It’s hard to believe that all of this happened in just three days.

It’s only been three days.

I don’t know how many more years I’ll have to endure, but in just three days, I’ve experienced all sorts of ugly situations and am dying a little more each day.

“On weekends, we have some freedom, but on weekdays, there’s no mercy. First thing in the morning, you have to get out of your room and do roll call. Then you clean for about an hour, have lunch after cleaning, attend socialization classes in the afternoon, and you have free time before and after dinner. So, the schedule is quite relaxed, right?”

This is not good news.

For someone like me, from the lower class, having freedom is like opening the gates of hell.

It’s better to have activities under the supervision of prison guards, as it ensures some freedom and rest.

Otherwise,

I’ll have to spend the day stuck with Creep.

“Let’s finish the cleaning and education quickly and then play. There are so many things I want to do with you.”

There’s also another problem.

Just as Creep mentioned before, she genuinely seems to be looking forward to having sex with me.

Even now, her fingertips caress my body, creating a peculiar atmosphere. Every part of my body screams in pain from the beatings, but where she touches, a cold shiver replaces the pain.

“Get well soon, okay?”

On Sunday evening,

at the very end of a weekend that would undoubtedly be blissful for someone else, Creep and I imagine our impending future, revealing our true feelings.

Creep’s beaming smile,

and my trembling fear.

“This is the first time. Today is the day you and I truly become one.”

Unconcealable embarrassment. Anxiety. Burden. Repulsion.

Does she even know what pregnancy is? My mind screams at the sight of her slightly lifting her top to show her belly button.

“So, rest up. It’s fine to sleep. After all, you’ll be staying up a bit later tonight anyway.”

Yet all that instability,

sinks deep somewhere due to Creep’s hand on my forehead.

“You’ll be a good boy, won’t you?”

That’s not a question. It’s a declaration.

A declaration that if I don’t close my eyes and sleep now, she’ll call her gang to punish me.

Now is not the time to rebel. If I’m going to be tortured under the guise of [education] anyway, there’s no need to hasten it.

Later,

I can push her away before she pours her semen into me.

That’s what I’ll do.

I’m not scared, and I haven’t compromised my principles.

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“Ha, uhh…”

It’s not like that at all. I’m just envisioning a greater future.

Minimize futile resistance, but never break.

When the time is right, be prepared to retaliate.

“Darling, does it feel good…?”

There’s no need to be stubborn. The top priority is to escape from here one day and prove my innocence to everyone.

Until then, I must survive, no matter what. Even if someone calls me a coward, I have to endure.

In this situation, where I can’t expect help from the outside, I have to fight and survive from within to plan my escape.

“It’s better than I thought… much better. It hurts a little, but it’s good.”

The situation always gets worse,

and I’m treated like a trophy,

“Take your hand off, darling. Yeah, that’s it. Now, breathe again.”

“Huff! Cough… Gasp, huff…”

As long as my spirit doesn’t break, it’s fine.

I can make it.

“Why did you do this? We could’ve just enjoyed it. You always make me out to be the bad guy.”

“Ugh… Ugh…”

I’m not trapped with the villains.

They are trapped with me.

“I really want to kill you. Our first night together isn’t romantic at all, huh? Don’t you get it? When you act like that, it makes me so angry. Why do you always behave like this?”

Creep says she wants to kill me, but she will never do it. That’s why I find a little courage.

No matter how low my life gets, I won’t die.

“Don’t you feel sorry? Huh? Answer me. Are you sorry? If you apologize, I might forgive you a little.”

There’s a life left that’s more painful than death,

but I’ll never give in.

“…No compromise with villains.”

I won’t be defeated.

“Wow, you’re amazing.”

I won’t change.

“When you act like that… I get so angry, but I end up loving you even more. Don’t you see, darling?”

I won’t fall.

I must has to be that way.

… Please.