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“Anyway, I’m planning to proceed like this, but I wonder if… Professor?”

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‘You’ve been losing your mind since a while ago, why are you doing this?’

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“Ah… ah! It’s nothing! Mmmmm! Let’s get started”

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I believe you will do well.

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“Day… Don’t ignore it! Look at me, ah!”

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Damian running towards us like crazy.

Professor Katrin, who stormed out of his seat, reacted to the guy’s movements and created a confrontation.

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‘good! for now…’

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We need to take advantage of Damian’s loopholes that the professor creates.

As I held the sword at my waist, Ella next to me grabbed my arm.

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“Wait a minute… Crowd! I can do it too”

“I know, but I can’t. Please wait here”

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I can’t leave the current situation to her.

Especially not for her now.

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“Why? Let me know too! I want to help you because you are my friend. Do you think I am not trustworthy?”

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I think the earnest voice is quite similar to the voice Damian uttered earlier.

It’s not a demonization phenomenon, but it conveys emotions comparable to that.

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“Ella… Do you really need me to say it for you to understand?”

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I held Ella’s hand.

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Why didn’t I tell her?

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Because I feel anxious and don’t know what to do.

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The current Ella is kinder and sweeter than the main character I saw.

Now you can think of me as someone else

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Strong and talented, but only kind doesn’t help now.

There is a high possibility of being hit

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When dealing with the devil, know how to face strong hostility with a smile.

Because I need a tough guy who will withstand any sweet temptation and break my head

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‘Moreover, look at this…’

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The trembling hands that cannot hide their anxious feelings are also being conveyed to me who is nearby.

If something goes wrong again and you get hurt, you might not be able to stand up again.

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She was once broken and ruined at a moment when she should have been praised.

She seems to be getting better over time, but she is also afraid of the public’s gaze.

It must be difficult to endure the intense hostility directed at you.

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“No! This is not like that!”

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I know you may not want to admit it, but wrong judgment can be dangerous.

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So sorry

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“No, that’s not it! It doesn’t help, so it’s a little dented in the corner!”

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“Crowd… I just…”

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Tears form in her eyes and run down her face.

I think I said it harshly, but if I don’t do this, it will continue to drag on.

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“Day… Look at me! Ella Greenfield!!!”

“Avoid you guys!”

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Damian, taking advantage of the conversation, pushes past Professor Catherine and extends his hand to attack us.

The powerful and gigantic energy aimed at her took on a red glow and radiated at high speed towards Ella.

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“This is so fucking true!”

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What kind of prosecutor suddenly uses magic? It’s a foul in life.

I roughly pushed Ella next to me to the side, causing her to fall.

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“What are you doing in a daze? Quickly, bring someone else!”

“I… I… So”

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When you are embarrassed by a sudden situation and hesitate to speak

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“Ker wow… !”

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At some point, the knife he threw penetrated into my abdomen.

Little by little my eyes become dark

I start to feel dizzy little by little.

I let my guard down

‘Fuck… ‘Is this completely out of date? At what moment did you throw it?’

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“Oops! Come to your senses! I told you to come to your senses, you idiot!”

“Kaaa!”

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Professor Catherine quickly approached and began to confront Damian again.

A magic attack that combines the power of the devil, followed by the swordsmanship that Damian mentioned.

Even the professor was having a hard time dealing with him.

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Quick movements and magic attacks that don’t know where the day will come. Quick reaction and sense like a ghost.

Even attacking us, taking advantage of every opportunity.

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Damian guy

I never thought I would have to become a devil to properly accept and implement the flaws pointed out by the professor.

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‘Don’t think about it! ‘Act!’

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I need to come to my senses.

If you fall like this, both Damian and the professor are in danger.

I pulled out my sword and closed the open wound with my fist.

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“Kew… flaw… ”

This allows for faster natural healing by allowing skin to skin contact.

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‘You have to hold on just a little longer… ‘

I feel like I’m about to lose consciousness. If I lose my concentration even a little, I could pass out.

When you are completely focused on healing

An unexpected and uninvited guest came

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“Crowd? Why are you doing this? And what about the professor and that guy…”

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Miss Clara, who had not been seen once since that day, appeared at the stadium.

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“Clara… Are you ignoring me too? Look at me! Look at me, ah!”

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A girl who caught the eye of a guy

A young lady who was alone and far away became his prey.

Ignoring all attacks from the professor in front,

He steps on the wall and instantly flies towards the young lady.

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“Stop calling other people’s names, you inferiority complex bastard”

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I barely caught the fist thrown at Lady Clara and kicked it towards the wall.

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“Kahak… !”

“Crowd! This? The wound… !”

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thank god

I don’t know why you came to see me

Still not hurt

I’m glad you’re safe

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“Lady… I’m glad you’re safe”

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It’s the limit

I run out before the open wound is fully healed and my body cannot move as I want.

Darkness began to fall quickly before my eyes.

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The feeling of my two cheeks being touched while I was lying down.

A warm sensation falling one by one towards your face.

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“Because of me… , Wake… !, sorry… ”

“Crowd!”

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I hear Ella’s voice, but I can’t speak.

The girl’s urgent voice began to be heard further and further away.

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I need to wake up quickly, but I’m starting to fall asleep.

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“You! Crowd… !”

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My mind was cut off after hearing the professor’s heartbreaking words.

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“I’m sorry… So please wake up”

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I’m sorry. Because I’m a coward

Because you became alone for me

Because you got covered in blood to protect me

Because I want to be by your side

Live forgetting both people and the goddess

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I’m sorry so I’ll ask you a favor

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“Open your eyes! Please!”

I’m scared that if I keep going like this, I might die.

I don’t know what to do

I’m still lost without him

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Someone grabbed my arm and pushed me aside.

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“What are you doing…?”

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The person the crowd calls master

Duke’s daughter Clara

The person who made me lose for the first time

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Without responding, she took out a needle and thread from inside her clothes and sewed up the wound.

He tore his clothes into strips and stopped the bleeding with his clothes with an expressionless face.

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Blood that stops in an instant

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As if relieved, he stood up, wiping the sweat with his arm, and took out a cane from his pocket.

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“I roughly understand the situation! There’s a lot I want to say, but… I have to deal with that first”

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The way she reacts to situations without being upset

There was a reason I had no choice but to lose

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“What are you going to do? Are you going to do it? Or are you going to run away?”

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I didn’t say anything and just stroked his cheek.

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“Pathetic bitch”

she is right

Just like he said, I should have run away instead of being stubborn.

If that were the case, it wouldn’t have ended up like this.

Because the closer my hand got to the sword, the trembling didn’t stop.

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“The crowd is… You always thought of me! I just don’t want to be outdone by other kids

I just bribed him, who seemed strong, with money and made him my butler”

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Soon, her voice as she told her story was full of tremors.

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“And I always push myself too hard, sometimes I get seriously hurt and when I laugh and talk without even knowing what others are thinking, I go crazy”

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A strong obsession was evident in her honest and sincere words.

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“I like Crowd. Strangely, I like him who always takes care of me even when I don’t say it. I like him to tell me interesting stories by his side when I’m having a hard time or feeling lonely, and even when I feel jealous of the envy I feel when looking at other people, I like him who always tells me that I’m the best. Good”

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“… … ”

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“So… Don’t disturb me”

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What are you talking about? You were the one who interfered between him and me.

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“You, that professor, and the women who come next to him… How do you think I felt about letting him go when I didn’t know anything about him?”

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Don’t make excuses! Without knowing how sad his face was when he told you that he had been abandoned

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“Don’t drag your feet on the sidelines when you can’t do anything.

Do you feel pathetic?

I understand. Now, can you please let go and go home?

I’ll protect him, so don’t bother him anymore by meddling”

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I think it’s pathetic, I’m so sorry, and I also think it’s lame that they’re dragging their feet.

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“Stay away from the crowd because it won’t help”

Don’t tell him to get away from me!

Intense boiling emotions

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It was really amazing

When I first saw her, I was overcome with trauma etched into my body.

I thought he was going to run away in fear.

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But it was strange. Did I feel the same feeling of sorrow for him that I felt when I first saw her?

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What I feel is not a painful or fearful emotion.

Her deep jealousy and envy towards me

The joy and happiness that comes from receiving those gazes

My deep affection and love for him

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Emotions that were covered with anger flowed in through old memories.

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my heart started to tremble

And I began to feel an endless amount of confidence growing.

I feel like my fearful and dizzy feelings have cleared up.

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‘I was jealous’

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After letting go of the relationship that was meant for you by your own hands, you were jealous of the emotions pouring out towards me.

The game back then may have been lost, but

In a game you never want to lose

I don’t know if he instinctively felt that he couldn’t beat me.

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A mind starting to realize

self-feelings towards him

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“Ah!”

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You can be sure.

Now, at this moment, things have changed

Thanks to her, I was able to realize the feelings I had for him.

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I grabbed the sword at my waist.

The sense of hesitation I usually felt disappeared.

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-Why are you learning swordsmanship?

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I think I can give this answer now

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I don’t need it all

There is no need to think long

Because I had to change to exclude everything that was trying to take him away from me.

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Be it the devil or whatever or whoever it is

I will kill and exclude everything that stands in the way of being by his side.

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“Do you not know that you are saying no?”

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