episode_0012

As I went through the rough stage of the illustration, I had to ponder endlessly.

How could I capture both the shock and entertainment value with these tags that have gone too far?

How could I draw without receiving too much criticism from the roughly 17 viewers?

In the midst of my thoughts, I came to a realization.

No matter what, if one side is crazy enough, it all works out.

Rather than ruining both in a mediocre way, I decided to ruin one and save the other.

So I made a decision.

I would focus all the extreme elements on one side, while gathering the more acceptable ones on the other to create a shocking contrast.

Honestly, I wanted to try combining [Loli] and [Impregnation] as well, but no matter how I covered it, it was clearly crossing the line so I quickly gave up.

Combining Loli + Pregnancy + Impregnation was clearly out of the question.

It was somewhat acceptable for the Loli to become a ball, but it was obvious that problems would arise if it became a tentacle.

After making my decision, I designated the standard costume for the Loli character, ‘Schoolmiz,’ and began working on the illustration.

The scene depicted a sadistic, tentacle-using, futanari, busty Loli in a Schoolmiz outfit corrupting a woman to the brink of pleasure and then forcing impregnation upon her, stealing her from the man.

As I drew this picture that seemed like it would drive me insane, I looked at the viewers’ reactions, which were oddly peculiar.

These crazy perverts.

You should be shocked by the corruption, not getting turned on by that insane Loli.

“You guys are seriously perverted. Please don’t tell anyone you watch my broadcast, they might think this place is a psychiatric ward.”

“A tree is known by its fruit, and you’re clearly different from the start.”

“This place is really messed up ㅋㅋ Crude streamer and crude viewers… Ugh…”

“Just give up, your drawings and broadcast content are already all over the community ㅋㅋㅋ”

Seriously, these guys are all looking at this and calling it disgusting.

What if you throw this disgusting content on a clean community site where everyone can see it?

“…The broadcast image is already screwed up from day one, seriously.”

As I weakly added color to the insane drawing, about 10 more viewers joined in.

“I heard the rumors and came here. Is this really the psychiatric ward?”

“I’m also very interested in the Master’s abnormal sexual desires.”

“There’s nothing here but disturbing things;; The drawing is disturbing, and the Master’s actions are disturbing.”

“I want to suck and lick in a gross way ㅋㅋㅋㅋ”

“I should be paying attention to the breasts on the cam, but the drawing is so attention-grabbing that I can’t even see them ㅅㅂㅋㅋ”

…Unfortunately, the new arrivals are all perverts as well.

Why do my viewers consist only of perverts?

In reality and in novels, most streamers follow the rules and have polite viewers, but why are mine…

“I want to stick my nose between the boss’s chest and sniffle ㅋㅋㅋ”

“Excuse me, did you… ‘get hard’ by any chance?”

They’re all mentally ill.

And at a serious level.

I stopped for a moment and looked at the chat window with a pathetic expression, and the Fox Deity turned to me and said.

– Don’t think it’s pathetic, isn’t it all what you intended?

“…me?”

– Yes. Drawing such vulgar pictures, and associating with those vulgar people. Isn’t it all because you intended it to be that way?

The Fox Deity spoke with a brighter smile than ever before.

– Well, even though it’s vulgar, this method seems to be quite effective. There are only about 27 viewers, but each one is emitting almost the energy of 10 people.

Indeed, even though my mind was worn out from drawing such vulgar pictures, the vitality I felt in my body was even greater than before starting the broadcast.

But.

“If I continue this broadcast, it feels like my mind will leave me first.”

The deterioration of my mind was a separate issue.

Each one emitting almost the energy of 10 people?

Of course, those individuals are raping my mind as much as 10 people each.

If the viewers of other broadcasts felt like weak Americanos, the viewers of my broadcast felt like strong espressos.

If it were just one or two people, I could handle it, but as all my viewers were villains, my mind became exhausted as the broadcast progressed.

“I should finish drawing that picture first and then end the broadcast. The 6-tagged mentally deranged schoolmiz and the corrupted Peri are in the final stages, and with the bookstore in front of me, I should be able to finish it quickly.”

– …Are you trying to compare my girlfriend to that vulgar picture?

“I mean, is there any reason not to? If I transformed with this dog-like body and didn’t give any benefits, I should at least become someone’s daughter, damn it.”

Looking at her with lively eyes, she bowed her head and quietly nodded.

– B-but please draw it a little less vulgar! Instead of those flipped eyes you often draw, at least maintain focus on the eyes!

“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it.”

I was going to make that a variation from the start.

I promised myself to use cheats, and then turned on the microphone again and grabbed the pen.

“Have you given up? Honestly, it’s understandable to give up ㅋㅋ This is honestly a lost cause ㅋㅋ”

“Lost but fought well? Huh…”

“Honestly, the next drawing is so intense that it feels like it might be cut just by drawing the base sketch ㅋㅋㅋ Fighting ㅋㅋ”

“Could it be that even the employees are watching with interest? They’re waiting until it’s all drawn to cut it.”

“There’s a possibility.”

Was drawing only the tentacle loli of Schoolmiz Futa seen as giving up by them?

It’s understandable. Because after that, I have to be prepared to stop drawing [Peri][Corruption].

It’s a separate issue if it looks weird.

Even if it’s not [Peri], the [Corruption] tag, if I make a wrong move, I’ll definitely get suspended.

Just drawing the tentacle loli Futa right now feels like receiving two yellow cards.

Maybe if I draw a furry fox laying eggs, it won’t get demonetized, right?

“If you ask if I’m scared, of course I am, damn it. One wrong move and it’s demonetization. But you know… I’ve come this far, and I don’t want to give up.”

Drawing only crappy stuff, and if I can’t draw what I want, there’s no point in being a meme artist.

The reason I started being a meme artist in the first place was not to draw for others, but to draw furry NSFW content for my own satisfaction.

If it were any other character, I might have given up on drawing, but next up is Furry, a character based on the fox god, Kollim, himself, getting wrecked by tentacles that embody the essence of Kollim.

But give up on this epic scene?

Absolutely not.

Rather than giving up on drawing what I want, I’d much rather end my life as a meme artist.

“Even if I get demonetized, I’ll still draw it. Furry with a face of agony as he’s getting wrecked by tentacles! And his boyfriend, jerking off while watching him in defeat!”

With a confident face, I declared in front of the viewers, prompting one viewer to even donate a small amount of money in support.

{Wake up, you crazy bitch, 3000 won donation from Anonymous!}

[Why the hell are you so serious about this shitty drawing? Can you at least give a reason, damn it]

In response to his straightforward question, I cheerfully replied, “I have to be serious about it. It’s a promise.”