episode_0012

The afterglow of a first experience usually remains strong.

The feeling of kissing, your heart pounding, and the sensation of picking the other person’s lower mouth.

As I rub against my heated body after ejaculation, I cherish the lingering feelings and memories.

Even if my girlfriend changed or I got married, I couldn’t forget the memories of my first love and first experience.

The best case is to experience it with your first love and do everything you can.

Then there is no need to feel unnecessarily guilty.

“I’ll go.”

“Yes… .”

If you just listen to the afternoon lecture, your day is over.

There really is nothing to do. Until yesterday, home and school were all I had to do with myself.

If I continue to cherish this lingering feeling, there will be another opportunity someday…

“Ah, Cheol.”

“Huh?”

“Today… Are you coming?”

“… … .”

Usually, I ask, don’t I?

Of course, it’s true that I want to sleep at my sister’s house.

“Go to school early tomorrow. Mom is there too.”

“So… Yes.”

“Isn’t your sister going out tomorrow too?”

“Tomorrow… Let’s go out. Yes.”

“Then you should rest. What if I continue playing and have trouble playing?”

“Oh, is that the only thing on your mind?”

“Ah… … sorry. I thought you meant that.”

“That’s true, but… anyway! No.”

“Do one of the two… I’ll go.”

“Yes.”

I relaxed my body and set off for school.

I couldn’t believe it when I thought that my sister’s lower abdomen was still full of semen.

♠

I didn’t think anything of it at school either.

When I saw a woman, I thought of my sister’s breasts, and when I saw a man, I thought of my dick fucking my sister.

I did it once, but I feel like I have a sex addiction.

Not exactly once, but several times.

“Ha… .”

“What’s wrong?”

“Ah, you’re here.”

Yena Lee, a classmate from the same department.

She is a girl 2 years younger than me.

A so-called female friend.

In this day and age, all the necessary conditions are met to establish a female friendship.

We only meet at work or school. Avoid contact outside of work if possible.

If you happen to eat, it’s Dutch pay.

These matters are being complied with perfectly.

I see my older sister sometimes and we are close.

“I came here earlier. You look very tired?”

“No. Nothing.”

Well, I’m tired.

Because we had sex to the point where I didn’t even know if I was asleep or not.

With my older sister.

“How are you doing these days?”

“First of all… I think I succeeded in overcoming it.”

“I see… Thank goodness.”

Yena was also one of the people who came to her father’s funeral.

At that time, I was unable to meet my older sister, who was completely out of her mind, as I had arrived after entering the hospital.

Even now, if I bring up the story of that time, I will probably end up in tears.

“So are you still working on the piano?”

“Yes. busy. We give concerts and lessons… .”

“Good… It would be nice if I could play an instrument too.”

“Do you want to learn from my sister?”

“Yes?! no… Actually, I am learning from someone else.”

“Oh really?”

“Hello… .”

“Hello!”

The professor came and the lecture began.

It was a truly boring time.

♠

“… … .”

Convenience store on the way home.

I was at a crossroads of choice.

‘Buy this… Don’t… .’

The scene of a pitiful man whose pride had reached the sky after a typical first experience.

The pathetic man is now debating whether to buy condoms or not.

I think you’re flattered that you only spent one night.

Judging from my sister’s actions, it feels like there is always an opportunity.

Even if it’s not today, wouldn’t it be a bad idea to carry one as a spare? ?

Even when I think about it, it seems like crap, really.

“Yes… The total is 10,900 won.”

First, cup ramen for the stomach, triangle kimbap, and chocolate milk.

Subtly slipped a 0.02mm condom in there.

I never thought there would come a day in my life where I would buy condoms… .

I was really surprised that the price had risen so much that even non-condoms cost almost 5,000 won.

“Is mom here?”

When I got home, I quickly hid the condom, and as I ate the food I had bought to disguise my stomach, my mother came back.

He pretends to be okay, but it is clearly visible that he has become emaciated because he has not yet filled his father’s vacancy.

So whenever I come back, even if it’s between games, I go out to give my mom a hug.

“Yes. Did you play well with your sister yesterday?”

“… … Yes.”

I had a good time.

Very sticky and squishy.

“Mom, did you eat meat?”

“Oh my, do you smell it?”

“Yes. little. Well, good job. Mom doesn’t eat meat often either.”

“That’s right. It’s been a while since I ate it. Does your sister eat well? What did you eat for dinner last night?”

“I ate pork cutlet outside.”

“Okay, good job. I should at least eat that.”

“I also saw the movie.”

“I really had fun… .”

Mom strokes my head and speaks softly.

I feel sorry for everything I see.

“Mom, when are you free?”

“Why?”

“Let’s go out and have fun. Three.”

“Is that so?”

“Yes. We’ve never gone out to play as a family before.”

“That’s right… .”

Since my parents were both working, I couldn’t even think of going somewhere to play together.

Because of that, I have never gone on a family trip since I was born.

I was very envious when other people went on trips with their families.

It feels like it’s too late for me to finally realize its importance.

The thought of going there once before I lost my mother was firmly established in my heart.

Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding.

“Huh?”

The sound of the lock being unlocked coming from the front door.

It was obvious even without looking who the owner was.

“I’m here~”

“Welcome. Have you eaten?”

“I came here to eat.”

“What’s going on? They say I don’t eat it every day.”

“I’m really hungry because I haven’t eaten… .”

“Really? Didn’t you two eat?”

“Ah… huh. Because I overslept.”

To be exact, I did it until I went to school, but then I missed mealtime.

I ate triangle gimbap while I was on my way, but I think my sister didn’t eat all day.

So I’m hungry.

“What do you have at home?”

“Soybean paste stew.”

“Really? Ahh~”

If I like kimchi stew, my sister likes soybean paste stew.

Is it good to feel comfortable or something?

“Are you okay?”

“Yes. are you okay. This much.”

My sister ate considerably more rice than usual.

I was anxious because I thought they would tell me to eat while I was still eating.

Mom went into the master bedroom to hang the laundry.

“What did you do?”

“Just… I slept alone, woke up and practiced.”

“Aha. Is it okay to be sick?”

“Yes. It’s okay.”

A secret conversation that is drowned out by the sound of the TV in the living room.

After everything was over, I said my lower abdomen felt like it was throbbing.

“That’s right, sister. When is the time?”

“Huh? Why?”

“Travel shop with mom. We’ve never been on a trip before.”

“I see? let’s go! Where are you going?”

“I haven’t decided on that yet.”

“How about a place like Jeju Island?”

“It’s good.”

When it comes to family travel, there is nothing more romantic than an airplane.

After all, it’s a plane rather than a train.

These days, the price for trains and planes is the same.

Of course, if you want to go to Jeju Island, you absolutely have to take a plane.

“If you go, how many nights and how many days will you stay there?”

“Well… Wouldn’t 3 days and 2 nights be appropriate?”

Wouldn’t 3 days and 2 nights really be enough to kill you?

Not that rice cake.

“Then you know… .”

“What?”

My older sister gestured this way, as if asking to lend me an ear.

As I get closer, the strange sound of air tickles my ears.

“The room is… What are you going to do?”

“Room… ? Of course we have to be in one room.”

“Ah… Well.”

Why are you making a sad expression?

“Then can I sleep in today?”

“Sleep… ?”

“Yes. Just yourself.”

“I know the bed in my room is small.”

“Who sleeps in your room? I’m going to sleep in the living room.”

“Aha… .”

Don’t say it in a whisper so that people misunderstand.

I thought for no reason that I should just sleep tight today.

“Aren’t you thinking something strange?”

“I’m not your sister, so what.”

“I didn’t think of that either… ?”

Despite all that, he was quite scratched and his face was red and upset.

“Mom, I’ll sleep first… I’m so tired.”

“Yes. Sleep well.”

“Sleep well~”

Mom went into the master bedroom and closed the door.

In our house, we usually sleep with the door closed because we wake up from time to time to go get water or go to the bathroom.

I have other purposes, but whatever.

“When are you going to sleep?”

“Well… I think I’ll play a few games and then sleep when I feel sleepy. What about your sister?”

“I don’t know either.”

As my sister said, she laid down the bedding in the living room and started using her cell phone.

Normally I would have closed the door, but I left it open because I was curious about when my sister would sleep.

“Oh my… .”

When you’re worried about someone else, the best thing to do is to look elsewhere.

In my case, I was constantly worried about my older sister, so I turned my attention to the game.

If I saw that no-bra thing now, I didn’t think it would end there.

“Cheol.”

“Ah… Some gang… please… .”

“Hey. Park Ji-cheol.”

“Ugh. Drag it… !”

“I’m not answering.”

I wasted two times in a row, and the golden opportunity to seize the opportunity was a waste of time, and all those opportunities were lost because I couldn’t pull the trigger.

It would have been worth it if I could at least catch him.

“… Hey.”

“… … Why.”

“Anyway, I got distracted by the game.”

“You can’t be distracted by your sister.”

Actually, I was listening to it earlier, but I pretended not to notice.

I really can’t stand it when I see my sister.

Even if it’s not all the way, your hands will definitely go to your chest.

Whether it’s his will or not, he’s still tempting me with that missing bottoms fashion.

“… It’s better to be distracted.”

“… … Don’t be weird. I’m getting really weird.”

“Are you planning on ending it that day?”

“… … .”

Silence flowing over a fatal question.

All I could hear was the sound of pressing skills on the keyboard, the clicking sound of the mouse, and the game sound coming from the headphones.

I also don’t want to end that day.

But continuing that relationship is scary.

If I keep going like this, I’ll be in real trouble if I get pregnant.

My mother might die of shock on the spot.

really.

[Defeat]

I took off my headset and turned my chair towards my older sister, who I had been avoiding.

My sister was wearing a striped shirt that almost barely showed her upper thighs, and was looking at me with a sad expression.

“… … I don’t want it to end either.”

“Then don’t ignore me.”

“… … .”

Saying that, he grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it up.

The gorgeous lace panties that can only be seen in maid cosplay caught my eye.