episode_0012

In fact, if it was just simple tension, it could be relieved to some extent through infinite effort or repeated experience.

‘Noona. Noona. This is really not true. I’m so embarrassed I could die.’

‘Hahaha! Don’t worry! Rather, cherish that embarrassment? Later on, even if you cross-dress, you won’t be embarrassed, only confident.’

‘That can’t be true. Really.’

… … That’s what happened.

I don’t have any particular aversion to cross-dressing these days.

Furthermore, there is no shame in being outside.

One of the reasons I don’t even worry about getting caught is because I’ve done a lot of cross-dressing with my older sisters.

To be honest, there was a time when I really enjoyed cross-dressing.

That would be true.

If I just cross-dress, not only do men fall in love with me, but there are also guys who really fall in love with me?

The sense of superiority at that time.

It was also fun to see their reactions.

but.

I now know that that is not right.

So, I had to work harder to become a more manly man.

“This hand.”

I held Bokjuri’s hand.

“Heeheet!”

Bok-ju-ri was surprised and tried to pull her hand away.

I didn’t let go and delicately stroked her fingers.

“Huh, huh. Huh. What. Your touch is kind of rough… … Your fingers are much softer than mine.”

“That’s not what I’m talking about. Here, calluses.”

I know because I learned a lot of things from my older sister.

In order to become this calloused, how much effort did Bokju-ri put into the band?

But my stage fright didn’t get better.

Is that all?

In the end, it was Bokju-ri who was wandering around the busking streets looking for someone to replace her.

“If you practiced this much, you must have wanted to leave. But you held back those feelings and found me. Right?”

“… … .”

Bok-ju-ri flinched at my words and stared blankly at me.

Tears gather in her eyes.

“Heh heh heh. Heh! But. But! Bora and Ara worked so hard. Because of me. I don’t want you to be unable to do anything because of me. Heh. So, unnie… … No. Oppa, please dress up as a woman and join us in a band. I think I can play the guitar while looking down. ”

“No. That’s not it. I don’t have the time or passion to devote myself to the band. This is your band.”

“But… ….”

“So let’s cure stage fright.”

Stage fright.

Just standing in front of an audience on stage makes me feel anxious and fearful to a degree that others cannot even imagine.

It refers to a type of disability where one is so nervous that they cannot do anything.

“… … .”

Honestly, you probably wouldn’t know how serious this is unless you experience it yourself.

Humans were such animals.

I saw a person who was unable to move because he accidentally looked down after climbing a high mountain due to acrophobia.

People who can shout “Yahoo” from the top of a high place without flinching will just look at people with acrophobia with strange eyes.

“As I said before, I don’t know if it’s a surefire way or not. Still, do you want to try it?”

“Sniff. Sniff… … .”

Bokju-ri, who was crying and thinking for a moment, said.

“… … I want to try.”

“Okay. Okay.”

I whispered in her ear.

“From now on. Go to the subway with me and have sex.”

“ in?”

Bokjuri was embarrassed.

* * *

Let’s give Sung Bora and Jo Ara a quick run-down and then go outside.

Bokjuri shouted.

“Ji. Is that what you call it now?”

“Yeah.”

“There’s no way my stage fright would get better because of something like that. No. You’re saying I’d get caught in the first place? Even if my senior and I had agreed, you’re saying I’d get caught? That’s impossible, even in a bot… comic!”

“It may be impossible in comics, but it is possible in reality.”

This time, I just got a new ‘Unrecognizable Magic Scroll’.

Actually, I had this kind of play in mind ever since I got the item.

It just so happened that the right person showed up at that moment.

‘And the blessing is earnest.’

A desperate person has narrow vision.

Furthermore, should we say that thinking has become simpler?

No.

It makes you think of everything in a positive way.

So, it is easy to fall victim to fraud.

This was the biggest reason why cults always approached people who seemed to be having a hard time.

People who are desperately struggling can be overcome with just a few sweet words.

“That’s…nonsense… .”

Bokjuri was also desperate.

If I were a normal person, I would just dismiss that as a joke.

I might have reported it right away.

But she was seriously considering the possibility that what I said might be true.

Just looking at that, you can tell how serious she is about the band.

I could tell how much effort he had been putting in.

“Bokjuri.”

“Huh? Oh. Yes.”

“I’m serious. I’m not sure. But I think this is the best chance you have of curing your stage fright right now.”

“That kind of… ….”

“You’ve already tried everything. Why don’t you try it once, pretending to be fooled?”

“You’re saying that my virginity will fly away just because you tried to fool me? Later. Later!”

huh.

She was a virgin.

Actually, I knew it.

“Ugh. Ugh. Was it a mistake that I saw the bot… before entering college? If only I hadn’t joined a band or something… … .”

“Don’t say things like that, even as a joke!”

“Huh?”

I grabbed Bokjuri’s wrist and shouted.

“I also didn’t like cross-dressing at one point. And I still don’t really like it that much.”

“… … .”

“Even though I was forced to dress up as my older sisters’ playthings almost half the time. I don’t regret dressing up as a woman in that way. Whatever it was, I did it, so there were some fun things. There were also some hard things. But it was all me.”

I caressed Bokjuri’s calluses again.

Bokjuri’s face turned red.

“You. Don’t you know that saying something like that when there’s evidence of all this effort is the most disrespectful thing to do to yourself?”

“Ha. Haaa… … I. Really, I’m so charming.”

“Huh?”

“… … wig. If you put it on again and dress me up as a woman, I’ll try.”

Why is the story like that?

“… … .”

Now, it’s time for me to worry about it.

Fuck.

If you want to eat fortune cookies, you have to cross-dress.

I wanted to approach her more manly by picking her up on the subway as a proud man.

[I just thought about it.]

[What on earth does the master think manliness is?]

Men, of course, want a harem!

And formed a large harem.

Sitting on the throne and leading that harem is the ultimate manly thing!

That’s heaven!

[ah…….]

[I think I understand a little why the Goddess of Perversion sent me to you. Aha. That’s why I had no qualms about eating Nayu-ran after Han Chae-yeon… … Aha. Aha.]

While Pia was muttering to herself.

I quickly finished thinking about it.

“Okay. Let’s do it while dressed as women.”

“Okay. Okay! No. Rather, I would like to ask you more. O-nesama (big sister).”

If I do this, won’t it just feel like two women are having sex on the subway?

That was the only thing I regretted the most.

“Hehehe. Let’s go. Sister. Actually, I felt this while watching that bot… Jjang. I think he likes yuri more than I thought.”

“I’m a guy. You say it depends? I’ll have sex with it.”

“Aha! It’s okay!”

Bokjuri said, pounding her small chest.

“I’m also diligently looking at manga with the futanari tag! Ah! What is futanari? It’s a woman who runs! Hehehe.”

I’m a man. You bitch.

He’s a fucking idiot who changes someone else’s gender at will.

“By the way, sis.”

“Huh?”

[Gayeon Station]

“Will that really make my stage fright go away?”

“Well, I’m sure it will at least decrease to some extent.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

This may just be my own hypothesis.

If you look into it, you may find some medical logic or evidence.

“The human brain tends to become more and more numb to the stimulus after experiencing a greater stimulus. For example, when you are a child, you get tickled a lot by something trivial. Or you can’t stop laughing. You feel tremendous pain even from a small pinch or a poop spit.”

“But is pooping still painful? Sometimes when I go up to the club room, Bora poops really hard. It feels like her fingers are going to pop out of my throat.”

“… … Noisy.”

“Yep.”

“But as you grow up and experience various stimuli, you eventually become resistant to them. Right?”

“Oh, wow. Now that I hear it, that’s true.”

“This doesn’t necessarily only refer to physical things. When you become an adult, the smile naturally disappears from your lips. Of course. There are definitely people who maintain a childlike mind even after becoming adults, and laugh and cry a lot. Should I envy those people? It’s innate.”

“I see!”

In fact, Bokjuri may be a similar case.

After watching an anime, I started making a girl group as soon as I entered college and worked hard until it became like that.

It was something only a child who ran in a straight line could do.

“When did you know you had stage fright?”

“I realized this the moment I was about to do a busking performance with the kids. I was fine when I was practicing. I was in good condition. But when I actually tried to play the guitar in front of people, the world started spinning. And dozens of thoughts came to my head at the same time, and before I knew it, I collapsed.”

“It’s more serious than I thought.”

“That’s right. I tried to endure it if it was a little bit serious!”

I patted the head of that lucky charm.

“Hehe. Sister… I like it.”

“Anyway, I’m going to cover up that kind of stimulation with a bigger stimulation. Then, maybe the stage fright will go away a little.”

“Is that so?”

“It’s just a hypothesis. Only to the extent.”

“I see.”

“But think about it. I’m still scared of being on stage. Which is more embarrassing: having sex naked in front of people who came to see the stage or performing?”

Did you even imagine what I was saying?

Bokjuri’s face turned into a persimmon that looked like it was going to burst.

“… … Of course. The former. That’s before the shame, you’re caught? And who would let that happen? If I do something like that with my childish body.”

“Well?”

“Huh. Huh.”

“There might be people who stare at it more intently than you think. There might even be people who want to record it and keep it?”

[A subway comes in after a while.]

[Please step back a little.]

Let me say it like this.

Bokjuri was so embarrassed that she didn’t know what to do.

“hwa. Certainly… … If I experience something like that, standing on stage might become a breeze.”

“Okay. So now we’re going to actually test that hypothesis. Okay?”

“Ah… … Yes. If it’s my sister, I think I’d be okay with being eaten. Hehe. Hehehe.”

huh.

Bokjuri was right, the fool.

[The door opens.]

Bokjuri and I went into the subway.

Even though it was quite late, there were still a lot of people.

However, it wasn’t as crowded as during commuting hours.

There was plenty of room to have sex.

‘Use item from inventory.’

[Use ‘Unrecognizable Magic Scroll’ from your inventory!]

[From now on, no one will be able to recognize ‘Bokju-ri’ or ‘Kim Hyun-woo’.]

[The duration is 120 minutes.]

[Time remaining: 1:59:59]

I slowly grabbed Bokjuri’s butt.