episode_0012

“Ugh… !”

My head is pounding. With my eyes slightly closed, I held my head and raised my upper body, first looking around. A narrow room with only an old wardrobe and a bed. I thought this was somewhere, but when I looked closely, it was the dormitory where I lived.

‘Why here?’

My memory is vague. I definitely remember talking about various things with Sister Rachel after the coming of age ceremony. The problem is that my memory of what happened next is vague, like a blank page… .

what? Sister Rachel?

As soon as I remembered her name, the fragments of my memories began to come together one by one, as if I had made a promise. Soon, my face gradually darkened and became hard.

‘I guess not… ? ‘I said that?’

It attacked Sister Rachel. No matter how weak it may be, it has crossed the line that should be kept. Even though he was an innocent child who knew nothing, he only did things that no human being could do, so he became cold as if cold water had been poured on his head.

‘no… . It’s all a dream. Yes, this was definitely a dream. Think about it. No matter how much I thought about it, it was ridiculous for me to attack Sister Rachel.’

The memory definitely came back to me, but I tried to deny it to myself. No, I didn’t want to believe it. After brainwashing myself like that, I was just about to stand up.

Mulkyung-

A soft sensation in the left hand. For a moment, goosebumps appeared all over my body, and I turned my head in the direction that made me feel it, making a rusty squeak sound like a hinge.

“Ha… ! Priest… There… there… Cool… Cool… ”

Since when… . Sister Rachel is sitting next to the bed and dozing off. It was a scene that was enough to helplessly break down all the things I had tried to deny until now.

“Uh, um… ?”

Her eyes, which had been dozing off, opened slightly as if she felt someone’s presence. Sister Rachel lifted her head slightly to look at me, and I also looked down at her with shock in my eyes.

For ten minutes, our gazes crossed. Her eyes opened wide in an instant.

“Sa, priest! Are you feeling okay?!”

“Uh, yes… . It’s okay… .”

“I’m sorry. Yesterday, I lost my mind and did something… .”

“Oh, no. That could happen.”

Are you out of your mind? Her words reminded me of how I lost my memory. In the end, she attacked me mercilessly. Apparently, from here on, my body reached its limit and I lost consciousness.

I said something after that, but I couldn’t even remember.

‘Wait a minute… . I remembered.’

As I collapsed, I asked them to please take me to the dormitory. If I went to church for treatment and got caught by the bishop, things could get worse, so I used all the strength I had to say this.

So that’s why you were here… .

“Sa, priest… . Are you really forgiving me?”

Sister Rachel looks up at me with tears in her eyes.

Forgiveness? Is there anything else to do other than forgive in the first place? It was my fault. Rather, the apology should have come from my side.

“Yes? ah… . Sure. And yesterday I made a mistake. Rather, I would like to apologize.”

“Yes? Why priest… ?”

“I think I got excited yesterday and did a lot of things I shouldn’t have done to Sister Rachel. I really have no shame.”

I lowered my head and reflected and reflected again.

At least it was true that I had done something worse than even a cub of animals. I wanted to somehow restore this wrong relationship.

‘But what should I do now…’ .’

It’s already happened. Even if it was because of the drugs, it seemed certain that their relationship would suffer in the future.

However, it was also a problem to do something that didn’t exist.

One of the things I could feel while intercourse with her was… Even if he didn’t know anything else, he definitely liked me. Since I already know from experience how humiliating it is to refuse a confession, I cannot draw the line arbitrarily.

We need to protect her as much as possible so that she doesn’t get hurt, but that’s easier said than done… .

“Sister Rachel. Do I like Sister Rachel that much?”

“Yes? yes ah… . that… .”

Are you taken aback by the sudden question? Her face suddenly turns red. Judging by his reaction, it seems like he had a crush on me for a long time, but if you think about it the other way around, it was strange that he didn’t fall in love with me. A pretty saint came to visit me and said she would help me with various things, but even if it were me, I would have already lost my heart.

After hesitating for a while, she just nodded without saying a word. I reached out and gently stroked her hair.

“Then shall we just promise one thing?”

“Hey, is it a promise?”

“Yes. What happened yesterday is a secret between us. You can’t tell anyone. The secret is something you take to the grave.”

“… ”

“Can you protect me?”

“Yes… . Priest.”

That’s nice. I thought he would at least ask why, but he immediately agreed without any hesitation.

Sister Rachel looked up at me blankly as if she had something to say next. She opened her mouth, gulping and swallowing.

“Um, priest… ?”

“Yes?”

“So are we dating?”

‘uh… ‘This is an unexpected question.’

Well, you should be curious. I must have mixed up my body too. Since we’ve done everything, I guess we’re dating now… . I wanted to say let’s just pretend it never happened, but I had to be careful because I didn’t know what would happen if I did that.

“Do you want to date me?”

“… Yes.”

“I’m a man in his early 30s. Are you sure it’s okay?”

“I don’t look at things like age. All you have to do is be a priest.”

You have strong tastes. To put it this way, there was no way for me to escape. Still, I don’t want to hurt her, so I want to keep it a win-win situation if possible… .

“I, Sister Rachel. I am a much worse man than Sister Rachel thinks. But are you really okay?”

“It doesn’t matter. Because I will do well. Please date me.”

Sister Rachel, her eyes burning with determination. If he said that, I couldn’t do anything about it.

“Ah, I understand. Then, let’s start dating from today. Instead, I just don’t tell anyone.”

When I gave up and raised my hands, Sister Rachel smiled brightly. She was smiling happier now than ever.

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Soon after, Sister Rachel returned to her monastery. I was the only one left in the empty room, sitting on the bed and tearing out my hair.

‘ah… . ‘Things got bigger.’

Should I just say no and refuse? I thought about it several times, but I never had the courage to do it. To be honest, I was scared just saying that.

I knew it instinctively because I had already been confessed to it several times. If I say something like that, will I just get kicked out even more… .

This is all because of Bishop Lisa. If they hadn’t given me that strange medicine from the beginning, it wouldn’t have ended up like this.

Why then… .

I took a deep sigh and got up from my seat.

What is the point of thinking more about it? I roughly got dressed and went back to church.

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Jeopuk- Jeopuk- Jeopuk-

The steps I take are heavy. As I approached the front of the church with dark circles in my eyes, I saw an old woman and Bishop Lisa. The culprit of yesterday’s incident was talking with a friendly smile, pretending like nothing had happened, and I couldn’t help but laugh.

The sound of the conversation between the two people, which had been so close or so far away that I couldn’t hear them, began to be heard, albeit in a small voice.

“Thank you. There was already a lot of holy water… . Thank you.”

“No. I’ll give you more if you need it. Are you feeling better than that?”

“Thanks to you, I am cheerful. Cheer up.”

“Thank goodness.”

What a hypocrite bitch. How can the outside and inside be so different? It was obvious how shocked people would be if they found out that behind that gentle smile was hiding a devilish face.

Anyway, I peeked out of the corner of my eye to see what he was doing. Bishop Lisa was handing three bottles of holy water to an old woman when suddenly her eyes met.

Sigh-

Bishop Lisa raises the corners of her mouth slightly and gives me a passionate look. Although he didn’t say anything, I could see a sinister look in his eyes.

“Bishop. Well then, let’s go.”

“Yes, go in.”

I didn’t see it. I didn’t see it. I moved forward quickly with my eyes fixed forward again. I did it because I didn’t want to get caught for no reason.

“Priest Isaiah. Where are you going in such a hurry?”

Before I knew it, she had followed me right next to me, tilting her head slightly and looking straight at me with half-opened eyes.

“Lord, nice to meet you, Bishop.”

“You pretended not to see it.”

“Ahaha… . Aren’t you mistaken? . I didn’t even know you were here… .”

eww… . It was caught wrongly. It should have just passed quickly. Because our eyes met for no reason… .

Bishop Lisa smiling with her arms crossed as if having fun. He took a lick of his appetite and continued speaking.

“The Lord told us not to live a lie. Of course, I also really hate people who lie. Isn’t it too much to make obvious eye contact and say you didn’t see it?”

“…I’m sorry.”

“Why would someone who is really a priest do that? Do I need to receive education again?”

My whole body trembled at the word education. No matter how much I endured other things, I really wanted to refuse that one.

“I guess yesterday was better than that?”

“Yes?”

“Have you already forgotten? I told you to come to me if I was having a hard time.”

Oh right. I forgot. I was told to come back if I thought I couldn’t take the medicine, but I completely forgot about it because I had so many things going on.

“It would have been difficult to solve it alone… .”

“That… . I just endured it. It was worth holding on.”

“Is that so? That’s strange… .”

“If you don’t cum, the effect won’t go away… .”