episode_0011

“I want to escape from this me so badly, but no matter how hard I try, I just can’t… … .”

Han Ji-hyun continued to cry and speak.

In the quiet bar, her cries could be heard quietly.

Since we were guaranteed our own space, her cries would not be heard by the staff or other guests.

Only I, who was right next to her, could hear her sad cries.

I was surprised by her unexpected confession of her unusual taste, and at the same time, I felt so sorry for her.

“If I can’t do the things I really want to do and have fun, I don’t think I’ll be happy even if I date, and if I try to do it, I can’t find a man who meets the conditions I want… … . I tried to force myself to change my tastes, but it just wouldn’t work… … .”

Her personality itself was peculiar and hard to understand, but I understood that it would not be easy to change her tastes at will.

Just as a man cannot force a woman to like him,

Han Ji-hyun also has her own romantic fantasies that she wants to do with her boyfriend, and she seems to feel happy in a relationship only when she imagines doing them.

She felt that if she had to give up everything she dreamed of in a relationship, then it might be meaningless for her.

“I really like you, oppa. To be honest, if I were to be greedy, I really wish you would do what I want. But I know it would be hard, and from your perspective, my tastes would be too weird, so I can’t ask that of my precious oppa… … .”

She said, trying to swallow her tears.

“Because my tastes are weird, I thought our relationship would end the moment I told him. I was so happy while dating him for 3 months, but on the other hand, I was so scared and sad because I thought he would leave me soon. But I also thought that I couldn’t keep meeting him while hiding my tastes forever, because if I was going to date, I had to be able to do things that suited my tastes… … .”

“I see.”

I patted her and continued to listen to her story.

“I wanted to not say anything because I knew my brother would leave me if I did… … . I’m so scared. My brother is disappearing.”

She continued talking.

“What should I do if I can never find someone I like like my brother… … .”

Han Ji-hyun, who hated disappearing so much, had to tell me about her unique tastes, for her own sake and for my own.

It would be strange to just keep flirting, but she also had no choice but to move on to a relationship because she had a different kind of relationship that she wanted.

Well… …, I thought it would be difficult to have unique tastes.

I just couldn’t date a guy because I wasn’t popular, but it pisses me off that I was born that way.

If you were born as a super goddess that all the good guys approach you first to date, but you have unique tastes and no one likes you, how miserable would that be?

The bar was dark and the lighting was dim.

I was a little drunk, and in front of me was this incredibly beautiful woman crying while holding onto my arm.

It felt like a dream situation.

A beautiful girl like Han Ji-hyun, whom all the male students at our university have their eyes on, want to get her number, and want to date.

This situation where I’m saying that I’m so scared that I might leave you,

Even though she has such amazing looks, Han Ji-hyun’s situation of being unable to have a proper relationship and suffering didn’t feel real.

I thought about my situation now, not Han Ji-hyun’s.

I am?

I, who have ordinary tastes, unlike Han Ji-hyun,

Will I be able to have a proper relationship with someone I like?

My answer was ‘no.’

I couldn’t not know because I’ve experienced it countless times.

I knew I wouldn’t be able to date the person I liked.

To me, who felt like I didn’t need any other woman in the world, the super beautiful Han Ji-hyun came.

I fell in love with her the moment I saw her, and I love her so much now, and to this day, my relationship with Han Ji-hyun, my relationship with Han Ji-hyun getting deeper, my sex with Han Ji-hyun,

And I dreamed of marrying Han Ji-hyun.

Han Ji-hyun’s taste was honestly shocking, but even after hearing about her unique taste, my heart was not shaken.

The things she wanted to do to her boyfriend were actually things that were difficult for me to do.

At first, it was just cute hairpins and bracelets, but as we got closer, I didn’t know what to ask for.

Obviously, it was obvious that things would be harder for me than in the beginning.

However, Han Ji-hyun said that she had been determined since she was young to marry a man who would do the 101 things she had dreamed of.

The sound was, if I could somehow overcome those 101 barriers and make her happy,

It was no longer a dream, but the situation where I could actually marry Han Ji-hyun had become a reality.

The first day I saw you from afar, I thought I couldn’t even be your friend, let alone dating you.

No, it was possible to marry a goddess who was so beautiful that I couldn’t even dare to speak to her, and live happily ever after.

Han Ji-hyun has the same qualities as me, and she will never find a man who can play the role of a man-woman reversal that she wants.

Likewise, I would never again be able to find a woman with Han Ji-hyun’s level of beauty who would marry me.

It wasn’t just Han Ji-hyun who had to hold on to me, I had to hold on to Han Ji-hyun too.

No matter what hardships I may face on the way to marrying her… … .

“Jihyun-ah.”

I called her name seriously.

“Yeah.”

She, who had been crying with her head down, raised her head and met my eyes.

Even though I was prepared to leave, I could still see the look on her face that she was afraid that I would leave.

“It’s definitely difficult for me to do the things you want. After all, as a man, it’s embarrassing.”

I kept talking.

“But, if you do what you want with me, and don’t look down on me and make fun of me for my diminished masculinity, I’ll do whatever it takes.”

“I, really… … ?”

When I said that, Han Ji-hyun was surprised and asked with an expression of disbelief.

“Yeah.”

“I… …, I really don’t have any intention of teasing you… …! Seriously, it’s just because I like them so much. I will never tease you to make you feel bad. No matter what you do, I will always think of you as a man… …! Really! ”

Then, she suddenly jumped up from her seat,

He knelt down on the flat sofa where he was sitting, clasped his hands together and spoke to me.

When I saw her like that, I thought that it was something I had been longing for my whole life.

She seemed to want to give me real confidence, so that I wouldn’t misunderstand.

“Sit down properly again. You shouldn’t be kneeling like this.”

I was embarrassed, so I grabbed her and helped her up, saying:

“Don’t kneel down. It’s your first time.”

She got up from her seat, drawn by my strength, and said, crying.

Well, most people don’t have many opportunities to kneel down.

When did such a beauty ever get down on her knees?

Rather, the men chasing her must have knelt and begged her to meet them just once.

“Are you really going to do it… … ?”

She asked, looking at my face.

“Yeah.”

“But… … , I don’t think you’ll like it… … .”

“I don’t like those actions, but I like you.”

“Brother… … .”

Han Ji-hyun cried and hugged me tightly.

How can I leave Han Ji-hyun, how can I abandon her?

She’s too beautiful for that, and I already love her too much.

I don’t know. Let’s just go.

“You said there were 101 things you wanted?”

I asked while hugging Han Ji-hyun.

“Yeah… … .”

She answered while hugging me.

“Um… …, let’s try a few to get a taste. I need to try them lightly and get used to them.”

“Okay… … .”

Since the things in the beginning are light anyway, I thought I could get through them quickly.

As I adapted like that, when I felt like I could do it to some extent, I planned to ask her out.

Oh, I guess he wants to confess too.

Well, it didn’t matter.

What’s important is dating Han Ji-hyun, and does it really matter who confesses first?

Rather, I have been living my life confessing and then getting rejected all the time.

I thought it would be thrilling to have a beautiful woman confess to me first and start dating me.

“Do you want to confess first?”

I asked Han Ji-hyun.

“Yeah… … .”

She answered yes, although she lowered her head in embarrassment.

“Then, after doing a few things, if you like each other, will you confess to me? Let’s date.”

“Okay… … .”

She answered me with a very happy expression on her face, hugging me.

“After trying a few, don’t run away and say you don’t like it… … .”

She pulled away from me, looked at me with anxious eyes and said,

“I won’t run away. I didn’t run away today either. Trust me.”

I said, caressing her face.

“I will truly believe you, oppa… … .”

Han Ji-hyun answered, holding onto my collar tightly.

“What was the first thing you wanted to do? Buying hairpins?”

It was really embarrassing to say this with my own mouth.

It’s not me who buys it, it’s me who gets bought.

Han Ji-hyun, whether I wear a women’s hairpin or a women’s bracelet,

You promised never to laugh at me, you promised to see me as a man no matter what I do.

I should just close my eyes and take it, but… … ha… … .

“Yeah.”

“Okay. Let’s do that today.”

“Really… …?!”

Let me say,

Han Ji-hyun is so excited, thrilled, and looking forward to doing what she has always dreamed of.

He answered, covering his mouth with both hands.