episode_0011

The ending of the second loop was close to happening.

Among the conditions for returning to the save point, the constellation made it easy for Joo Yena to die first, regardless of my will. Why?

Anyway, this incident may have caused a ‘dangerous possibility’ to cross my mind, but I know for now that she doesn’t think she’s returning with me.

-Because Yena is in my arms.

‘It’s fortunate, but… … .’

I watched Joo Yena for 5 days in a state of exhaustion.

However, it is a new experience to see the reality again with the naked eye, and to enjoy Jena again with the sense of touch among the five senses after several years.

A small body, just over 160cm. Her blonde hair shines in the morning light. To be honest, my breasts are relatively small, so I prefer light, flowy clothes.

A sweet scent, perhaps perfume or fabric softener, passes through my nose. The soft white skin is slightly warm.

hug.

Perhaps, it was an opportunity for all conflicts to melt away.

If it weren’t for Jena’s declaration of something beyond imagination.

“You are seriously ill. Let’s go to the hospital together. If hospitalization is necessary, we will provide support at our home. Got it?”

They say we should go to a mental hospital!

Fuck it, at first I was so angry that it rose to the top of my head.

Has this bitch really learned nothing from my death? I wonder if the experience of crying and lying down pretending to be mentally shaken was just a moment for you.

‘but… … .’

When I think about it calmly again, I kind of understand Yena.

A normal person would not choose a noisy method of suicide like I did. Detective Mustache’s rude question must have ignited suspicion.

Of course, since I have the skill [Knock Me Out by Suicide], I was able to choose a reckless method.

This was advice she gave because she was extremely concerned about me.

Cancer: If your heart hurts, you should not keep it in and get treatment.

-If I have to go to the hospital right away, the same goes for Jena now.

‘This is just the beginning, it can’t be like this already.’

Our Miss Jena was hit by a dump truck.

The result… … To explain in detail, you won’t be able to eat pancakes or jangtteok from now on. No, if you really have to ask, is it the sundae type?

I immediately noticed that she had lost some of the taste of psychological and physical pain.

“Hospital?”

“Yes. If you go to the hospital and get treatment, you will definitely get better. Hehe, glad to see you again. Me, I was scared. Yes. So, there’s no way Gyu-kyung could die-!”

I felt a little, a little sorry for Yena, who was talking gibberish, because of our long-standing relationship.

Anyway, if it had been pity or disdainful blue eyes, or blue-gray eyes that seemed to be losing sight of its goal, I would have gone for the nopakku.

It was a dead navy blue.

The eye light that we often encounter before the fish market, where time has stopped.

It can’t be like this yet! And, it’s not the direction I want.

Since I know a more effective treatment for mild mania than professional counseling at a psychiatric hospital, I made a hasty decision to perform the procedure.

“Yena.”

Like Yena, I say her name softly without using her last name or saying “Get out of here” and Yena smiles delicately.

She looks like a French doll, with white skin and blonde hair and no strength. Since she is from Germany, is she a German doll?

“Stay still. Got it?”

“… … … … .”

I pick up the stubborn person who is bewildered by being hugged and hug him. It’s lighter than expected so it’s easy to lift.

The left arm was draped across the shins, and the right hands were brought together to support the area between the back and chest. Also known as princess hugs.

According to the trivia Jena taught me when I was young, in Germany it was called ‘bridal lifting’.

“Ugh, ugh… Wait.”

Yena, who must have come to her senses because she thought it was an embarrassing posture, called him out and stopped him.

With her pigtails falling to either side, her eyes are fixed upwards and she is finally looking up at my face.

“Do you remember when I fell while ‘lifting the bride’ before? We fell backwards and both cried.”

7 years old? 8 years old?

Probably around that time, the two of us tried this pose out of curiosity, and I fell backwards and hit my head.

Yena, the person in my arms, wasn’t hurt, but like a coward, she was scared and cried.

Wow, Yena says with a somewhat brightened expression.

“I remember-! It’s pretty good. You remembered it too!”

“I was so upset at that time. I got scolded by my parents for making a fuss while holding dumbbells to improve my arm strength.”

“That’s right. however… This is school so stop-.”

Yena’s words, which were about to mutter something, were covered with a shocking declaration.

“From now on, we will fall together and die like this.”

“… … Uh, huh?”

The hugging and lifting was unexpected, but the atmosphere wasn’t bad, right? right. lie… … Is that right?

Yena must have thought she had heard wrong, but her eyes, which had regained some vitality, wavered like a feeble candle.

“Joo Yena, you are crazy.”

“Aha, why are you being so scary? It’s a joke, it’s not funny.”

joke? When he sees my distorted face, he turns pale.

He tries to make a fake laugh and looks confused.

“Why are you forcing your standards on me after being ruined as you please? The abnormal is you.”

“Shin Jeong-gyu. Why are you doing that… !? Please calm down.”

Yena’s current situation, where she was caught by me and couldn’t move.

Even if she tried to struggle, there was no way for a woman to overcome a man’s strength since her calf was grabbed.

“At first, he said, “I’m sorry,” so I tried to tell him that I also had something to say after thinking about it yesterday. You may not have seen it yet, but I couldn’t bear to put it in my mouth, so I wrote it on a postcard and put it in the mailbox.”

“Me too, I too-”

He interrupts Yena’s words and pours out rapid fire.

“I thought you would say sorry and ask us to go somewhere together or eat together like before. What? You are always selfish and extreme. I’m tired.”

Jena, who was speechless at seeing my distorted face, gradually turned the correct blue-gray color.

I just let out a moan like “Ugh, ah.”

“Fuck. Do you enjoy tormenting me and trying to tear me down? Go to the hospital? In addition to eliminating my place, they were probably thinking of locking me in a mental hospital and treating me like a monkey in a zoo. It turned perfectly.”

He assures Yena. It’s all happening because of you.

It may seem surprisingly calm to others, but in reality, I was so angry that my eyes were rolling.

Jena, whose face is the color of lead, desperately tries to stop her.

“Ha, haha… … listen. Oh, no. No. That’s what I mean.”

―There is a way to survive even if you enter a tiger’s den. When people are driven by their survival instinct, they come to their senses.

“I will die if I follow your will.”

“-You crazy bastard. Let go of this! You can just talk about it!”

My slow steps stopped just above the rooftop railing.

There was a strange shadow under the roof of the old building, and for Yena, no one was truly unhappy. Even if I scream, it doesn’t reach anyone here.

-I fondly remember the sight of Yena crying and following me around in the past.

“Hmm… Ugh… you stupid. You didn’t say anything to me, why on earth did you go to this lengths-!”

He threatens Yena, who scolds him and breaks it down.

“Are you that scared of dying? When we go, we go together. Do you remember?”

At the very moment when I was about to take a step into the air, Yena’s tearful words finally leaked out.

“I’m sorry.”

“Get out. done. What a masterpiece.”

“I knew how I felt… Huh, huh. Because I couldn’t convey it properly-.”

Shuuk-

Without a word, the stumble became the sound of the wind, splitting the air.

[Loop 3 – ‘Slayer!’ has ended.]

[Because this is a duplicate method of death, 10pts are awarded!]

[Grants +1 resistance to falling death!]

[Do you want to start loop number 4?] – [Y/N]

***

10 seconds? 3 minutes? Or how many hours have passed?

I don’t know.

“-It hurts.”

When Yena opened her eyes, her head and ribs were sore and painful, but she could feel that she was alive.

There is a surface under her back that is inflated with air, like a balloon.

-Air mat? Why is the air mat here?

‘Now that I think about it, I see that you are writing that there is training for the track and field team in the morning-‘

Yena was lying on a tube that resembled a swimming pool tube.

Did Jeong Gyu make that mess with the intention of falling here?

Thanks to this, I came to my senses, but it was a skit I never wanted to go through again. There was no guarantee that I would survive, so I was shivering.

I don’t want to die. Dying is scary.

-I know because I’ve died.

The feeling of your flesh being torn apart before your heart stops –

‘Where is the regular… … ?’

An ambulance also approached, wading through the noisy students. It seems like 5 to 10 minutes have passed.

The paramedics came out of the ambulance and helped Yena, who was breathing heavily.

“Ha… Haaa.”

As Yena was staggering helplessly, what caught her eye was a piece of meat.

Dead… … ?

I remember something that happened when I was young. It’s the same as back then.

Ah. Did he hit his head on the air mat and bounce as a reaction to letting go of me?

The cervical vertebrae are turned and the ribs are full of unformed organs sticking out, giving a feeling of disgust.

Not because of my appearance, but because I know the pain I could not endure.

I felt like my whole body was being torn apart once, but that kid did it twice, three times-

Why can’t we be happy together? I finally realized it during the time we were apart.

I love him. Since when did it start? I started living in a wave of turbulent emotions.

When Yena’s eyes suddenly filled with dark blue, she felt certain. Yena chanted in a low voice for a woman.

“Go back.”

“Student? student? No!”

Again, starting again.

I can guess how to start again. It’s crazy, but didn’t it actually happen? Was that terrible five-day experience really just a daydream?

-The old hardware on the railing falls, unable to withstand the impact of the fall a while ago.

The startled paramedic instinctively dodged backwards, but Yena did not dodge.

It’s going to hurt. Haha, it’s going to hurt… My body trembles with fear.

Originally, I hated even thin vaccinations because of the pain. however-

‘Yes, I have to endure it. ‘Because I made it hurt more.’

Paaa-!

***

The fourth loop has begun.

Joo Yena bought an air mat with 20 suicide points and laid it down to avoid physical shock, and it seems to have worked out well. Because I don’t want it to break down quickly.

Calm. Because it is a save point, the answer comes out of my mouth automatically.

“… Don’t be funny. Are you sorry for coming now?”

“Yes, I’m sorry. sorry. What I said last night was so harsh that I couldn’t sleep at all.”

I was prepared to repeat the show a couple more times, but Yena calmly apologized without going crazy.

“That’s right.”

“I also saw the postcard you sent. Aha, haha. Did I give it to you as a gift? Did you keep it? I’m happy.”

“Hey, I don’t know what kind of trick it is… … .”

good. So far, things are going well as I intended.

I maintained my shy and sulky appearance and reacted ‘shockly’ to her words.

Yena smiled brightly and spoke to me in a friendly voice.

“Hmm, okay. Are you free this weekend? A newly opened shopping complex in I City recently… … I’m going to go to Sunfield. Do you want to go with me? Just like before.”