episode_0011

“Uh… what is this…?”

Arjen, who was Luv just a moment ago, was looking up at me with a blank face. The red eyes rolled in confusion and seemed to be grasping the situation.

“Apod…!”

Arjen cried out in a voice full of pain. Blood was flowing from the joint.

When it comes to multiple personalities, it was normal for people to have multiple personalities but share one body, but since Arjen was a dragon, his body changed little by little when he changed into a different personality.

Hair and eye color were the most representative features, but Arjen, Luv, and Kaela also had some differences in physical characteristics.

The first time I did it with Luv, there was blood, and Kaela also bled, so I wasn’t surprised that Arjen was bleeding now.

The only thing that surprised me was that Arjen was in pain. Considering the physical appearance of the dragon I had seen so far, I couldn’t understand the fact that she felt pain.

“Eujin…?”

I had nothing to say in response to Arjen calling me. Even if I tried to turn away now, it would have already happened.

“Yes, Arzen.”

So all I could do was shamelessly go out.

“This is sex, right…?”

From the way she asked me, it seemed like, contrary to Luv’s words, she had not received any sex education from Kaela. Or maybe it was just that I wasn’t sure because it was my first time experiencing it.

“Yes. That’s right.”

“Why, why is Eugene having sex with me?”

It wasn’t the question I thought was the worst. I think it was because Arjen did not remember the moment when Luv was active.

If I had been angry and asked why I was with Luv, I wouldn’t have been able to shamelessly go out because I would have to protect my head first, but I could answer these questions.

“Yes. Because I want to do it with Arzen.”

I kept moving my waist while talking. It’s not that I really wanted to chew at this moment, but for some reason, the inertia that felt like the situation would change if I stopped moving took over my body.

Fortunately, the pain was only the first time, and Arjen’s answer was mixed with a slight sense of pleasure.

“Huh… Because you want to… with me…?”

“Did you learn what sex is?”

“Yes… I told Kaela… that we can make each other feel good by putting the dick in and out of her vagina… Hey, this is sex.”

By answering like that and adding that at the end, it was like admitting that I was in a good mood.

“You know that sex isn’t something that just happens between random people, right?”

“Cho, Kaela says it’s something you do between people you like…”

It was natural since it was the next step from kissing in the first place. Of course, there are exceptions where money is exchanged or the relationship is simply to relieve sexual desire, but in general, sex is something that is done between people who love each other.

“Yes. I love you, Arjen.”

I finally said it. The words I love you. It was something I hadn’t dared to say out loud since I was in college.

When I think about it, even after I came here, I expressed my affection to Arjen in various ways, mainly for my own survival, but this was the first time I said the word love so directly.

Kiss followed by sex. What followed was a love confession, even though the order was twisted, but I risked my shame and said it because I thought that if I didn’t say it now, I might end up regretting it later.

“Ah… ah….”

And the effect was amazing. Arjen, no joke, had hearts in his eyes and an ecstatic expression on his face with tears in his eyes.

“Ahhhh… Hmm….”

Eventually, Arjen bursts into tears. I kissed her, wiping away the tears that were flowing down her cheeks with my hands.

And at that moment, a scene came into my head as if it were implanted in my head. It felt like watching a big movie theater screen.

In that scene, there was a cute girl who still looked young but clearly resembled the current Arjen. The difference was that his eye color was the same as his hair, but other than that, he was just Arjen.

If you look closely at the surroundings, the structure is different from where I live now, but it is clearly a space that appears to be a dragon’s lair.

“…….”

The child who resembled Arjen was wearing dirty cloth that could not even be called rags. All signs of beatings were clearly visible on his entire body, including his face.

Young Arjen, who was sitting blankly with his face on his knees and looking at the ground, raised his head in a daze when he sensed a presence in front of him.

‘no….’

At the same time, I could hear her inner thoughts. There was no sign of strength, but it seemed like he was dealing with something he was clearly reluctant to do.

Pow!

I could immediately see why. As soon as she raised her head, a fist landed in her face. The man clicked his tongue in front of young Arjen, who immediately turned his head back to normal and looked at the person who hit him.

“Tsk, I can’t kill this idiot… eat this. If you don’t want to eat, you can either starve or not.”

As the man said that, he threw something that looked like a large piece of meat in front of young Arjen and walked out. After confirming that the man had completely left, she silently chewed the meat in front of her.

After finishing his meal, young Arjen took out a small teddy bear the size of his palm from his arms. I could feel the sadness in her heart as she hugged the doll, which had already burst and fallen off here and there, as if it was precious.

‘It hurts… Yudi, I’m so tired…’

The teddy bear’s name seemed to be Yudi, and as she kept calling that name and stroking the doll, the man from earlier suddenly reappeared in front of her.

“What? Did you really eat it all? How about meat after a long time?”

“…….”

When young Arjen remained silent in response to the man’s question, the man let go once again. Arjen’s head turned again with a bloody sound.

“…….”

The man frowned for a moment, probably because he didn’t like Arjen, who didn’t react even after being beaten, but then smiled evilly as if something good came to mind.

“It must have been delicious, right? Of course, it’s your sister’s meat, so there’s no way it wouldn’t suit your taste.”

“……?”

Arjen’s expression hardened, as if he had suffered a brain freeze for a moment at those words.

“Wow!”

As soon as Arjen understood the meaning of what the man said, he became nauseous and vomited up what he had eaten.

‘Sister, sister, sister, sister…! I am my sister, my sister…!’

“Hahahaha!! Yes, that kind of reaction is fun. Ah, maybe because she’s that bitch’s daughter, she reacts the same way when she goes crazy.”

“Wooweee! Cough! Cough!”

“Ugh, it’s dirty. huh? Why are you holding on to this trash?”

The man who was tapping Arjen’s half-collapsed face with his foot took away the doll Arjen was holding in his arms.

“Oh, no… that’s…!”

When Arjen reacted more sensitively than expected, the man smiled bitterly.

“Haha! Is this so precious? Huh?”

Boom!

The man deliberately separated the face and body of the doll, which would eventually become tattered even if left alone.

“Yudi…! Udiiii!!”

“Hahahahaha! What should I do with this? There is no sister and there is no doll. Now there is no one left in this world who can love you~? What should I do with this!?”

Arjen muttered, looking at the man who was laughing as if Arjen’s misfortune was his ultimate happiness.

“No…huh?”

‘My sister.’

“Nothing….”

‘Yudiga.’

“There is no one…”

‘Someone who will love me.’

The man who stomped on Arjen’s head, who was lowering his head like that, made the final stab.

“Don’t worry. Someday there will be someone who will love you again. If such a being exists, I will definitely kill it.”

As soon as the man uttered those words, the image that flowed into my head ended with young Arjen’s eyes turning red and running towards the man.

“…….”

Perhaps no, a fragment of memory that clearly appeared to be Arjen’s past was firmly embedded in his mind.

I don’t know what kind of person Arjen was before that or what kind of relationship that man had with Arjen. In a way, it was safe to say that I knew almost nothing about Arjen.

The only thing that is certain is that it touched my heart how much pain she had suffered, how much pain and sorrow she felt.

There was a reason why she did me a favor and wanted my affection. Things like liking the face or the body odor were just extras.

It’s simply because the first emotion I felt toward her was not fear or disgust, but attraction stemming from beauty.

The superficial first impression I had of her became her salvation.

The reason Arjen showed favor to me was for the simple reason that I had a crush on her first.

The reason he was so afraid of me leaving and tried to harm me was for the obvious reason that he never wanted to lose someone who could love him again.

“Arjen…….”

The feeling that comes after sympathy is sorrow. Looking at Arjen’s pitiful appearance paradoxically made me excited.

Perhaps from the thought that I could make this poor girl feel good, my waist became more elastic as I moved.

“Aang, Eugene… tell me just one more time…♥”

It was obvious what he wanted me to say. However, I was kind of shy about that kind of thing. Maybe what I did at first was because I wanted to live for myself.

But now I can say for sure.

“I love you, Arjen.”