episode_0010
by adminAfter hearing my wife’s words, I couldn’t come to my senses.
It was something I decided to do myself.
And yet, still, my heart felt like it was going to break.
My heart wasn’t in a good mood.
That child wishes for death, that he causes the death of others.
that is-
“… ”
What a scary thing.
The child doesn’t know how heavy the task is.
“… What are you going to do, Baekhan!”
Her words, mixed with so many emotions, brought me back to my senses.
however….
The things that could be said were the same.
“… . I guess we have no choice but to proceed as is.”
“What?”
“It’s too late to go back.”
“… … Really, do you think that’s right?”
“… It’s too late now… . If that child has lost his emotions to that extent, if he’s already- twisted to that extent… .”
“Because you stuck with it till the end!!! It didn’t turn out like this because you stuck with it!!”
That was right.
But it was the final decision made by the head of the household.
It was also a matter of determining the future direction of the family.
It was absurd to suddenly turn something like that upside down.
It was a compass that had reached the end of its useful life and was replaced with a new one.
Break it down and build something new?
He would receive the backlash from others as he pleased, and he had no idea how long it would take to appease the opposition of his vassals.
‘The royal family keeps contacting me…’
If there was a split within the family, there was no telling what would happen next.
“I’m sorry… ”
-Cracked.
I could hear my wife grinding her teeth.
The only comfort I had was that that habit was still there.
“I’ll teach you the ability… . I’ll do it. … Do whatever you want. As long as you don’t stop me, I won’t say anything about coming to see you. ”
“… Don’t say such kind words. Of course I’ll go see it.”
The ability was a story about the power that Baekhoga possessed.
That power had the strength to suppress all others.
“Yeah.”
It was my mission to teach that.
Lately, my father and mother… . seem to be getting along worse.
It is said that when you turn 8, you learn how to use your abilities while learning martial arts.
“By the way, my father really has no manners.”
Although I pride myself on having been observing since I was young, I don’t know much about my father’s habits.
Rather than saying that he is a person without habits, perhaps it would be more appropriate to say that he is a person without habits?
In fact, just studying quietly was boring.
Of course, it’s good to play when you can… .
‘It’s a bit… to always tell stories with similar conclusions.’
Conclusion: History and abilities are given by God.
The conclusion is that mathematics is something we created.
Although I can understand why mathematics is necessary, it is unclear why God created this country.
Those things are fun, but studying is about finding answers, so isn’t studying something that’s full of things you don’t know the answers to not being studied?
“Well, I guess that kind of question probably doesn’t matter to people.”
As I studied in various ways, I realized that people don’t consider such things important.
Rather, it seemed like I no longer considered it important as I lived my life, or that I came to my own answer.
From my perspective, having been learning from the age of six how to maintain and lead this family, of course I thought it was right.
Still, it was inevitable that I wanted to study, explore, and define things.
“That’s why I came to the library.”
“Are you here again?”
“Oh, Mother!”
My mother rarely comes into the library.
Actually, it would be true that my mother doesn’t go to the library very often anymore.
I heard that my mother used to come here a lot.
“What’s going on? Are you going to go fight again?”
At that time, he was a commoner who worked as a deputy commander and assistant to the head of the household, so he said he had no choice but to come and go often.
“No way. Mom is retired now, so she doesn’t go out fighting or anything.”
“Hmm… Really?”
“Yeah. Have you ever seen this mom lie?”
“Um… .”
I’ve never seen that before.
I have never seen my mother lie.
To be honest, it seemed like my mother never avoided a fight, not even once.
I have never seen anyone answer that it is okay, even if it is a lie.
Or maybe I don’t know my mother’s habit of lying.
“… . Baby, you’ll learn something soon enough.”
“What?”
Oh, I guess you’re worried about something.
“Do you know what Baekho Family does?”
“Yeah! It’s a family that commands the military.”
“Yes, all authority related to the military rests with our White Tigers. The King is the final arbiter of what we do. You know that, right?”
“Yes, I know.”
-Tsdam.
My mother gently stroked my head.
“You will soon learn how to use the powers that are said to have been given to you by God, and how to use weapons.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, soon. Maybe, I’ll learn it in a few days.”
“Who teaches you?”
“… Well, maybe your grandfather, or your father? ”
“Ugh… .”
It doesn’t really matter who teaches you.
Because it’s kind of fun.
It’s good to move your body.
It’s also nice to have some bread lying around in the sun.
My mother said that the reason I like that kind of thing is because I am a ‘cat’-like creature.
I said that I hate baths because cats usually hate baths.
In fact, I wonder why I have to wash it when I don’t get dirty as much as other people.
It doesn’t smell that bad, and it’s clean.
From my perspective, I wonder why I should bother washing it.
“Yeah, before you learn… . You’ll learn other things too.”
“Something else? What else?”
At that moment, I sensed a strange reaction from my mother.
what.
‘That’s what I do when I think of that “hyung” that my mother always nags about.’
“Soon, you will learn the things you must learn in this family. You will learn the rules and regulations.”
“Something like the law?”
“Yeah. Family law. Whose son would be this smart?”
I just bowed my head and let my mother stroke me.
-Golgolgolgol.
Sometimes a sound comes from somewhere, and I can’t do anything about it.
Because it comes out when I’m feeling really good.
That also meant that I felt good.
‘I want to sleep like this.’
For a little while, I wanted to just eat some bread and go to sleep.
‘I want to sleep like this.’
This is what I thought while I was working as a substitute in my room after finishing my training.
These days, I don’t meditate that often, so I spend more time in my room.
-Stingy.
“… . Ha.”
There was an increasing number of people who were attaching needle-like objects to their clothes.
If you secretly take it off and throw it away, the room manager will see it as a ghost and come running at you.
“What is this? Do you know who put it there?”
“I don’t know.”
“… You don’t know?”
“Yes.”
“… . You didn’t put it on. You’re not the kind of maid who does things like this.”
“… Someone must have put this up as a joke.”
It wasn’t really that important.
This happens to me all the time.
“I really do these kids!!”
“… . Master.”
“… Uh.”
“Can I be honest with you?”
“… What are you talking about?”
“… . I wonder what the host means by saying this.”
It was my honest feeling.
One day, in order to reduce the bullying, he started doing this to me.
At first I thought it was just a whim.
But if it’s been dragging on this long, I’m curious too.
Every time I ask, I don’t get a proper answer, so I keep asking when I have questions.
“That’s… . It’s just my room. That’s why.”
“… . Is that so.”
Another answer that avoids the question.
That doesn’t matter anymore.
The fact that he answered like that meant that he wasn’t going to answer.
Trying to figure it out won’t help anything.
“So, are you planning on just letting these guys pass this time too?”
“At least if this method reduces bullying, I think it’s better. I also think that the host may become isolated while helping me.”
“In the end, you’re telling me not to do it.”
The host took a deep breath for a moment and then ruffled my hair.
“… . Sorry I saw this too late.”
“… .”
Every time, he just kept saying these kinds of incomprehensible things.
“It’s okay.”
When I answer like this, his eyes narrow a little more.
As if he had something to do.
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