episode_0009

I feel mentally tired.

The structure of my room, which was previously invisible to the eye due to the darkness, further confirms this deeply shaking feeling.

All over my room, which was dark and hard to see behind the thick curtains, there were blurry afterimages of cute and mysterious dolls as well as sewing hooks placed on the desk.

It’s like it hit me like this! It seemed like he was hitting and talking. ‘It’s exactly what you think! ‘Accept it!!’

‘Unbelievable..’

I forgot myself for the first time. It was natural. This was my first time experiencing something like this.

In a situation that needed to be sorted out, I suddenly remembered the rules of etiquette that a man must follow, which my father had reminded me of as a habit.

First… A man’s dignity comes from small actions, so he should not run or show his clumsiness in front of others.

Second… Men should always be humble and calm.

Thirdly, you should not carelessly smile at women. etc..

‘Nonsense..’

I didn’t want to believe it.

No… I honestly couldn’t believe it.

The moment the absurd guess became reality… I sat on the bed in such a dazed state that I had no choice but to completely agree, lowering my head as if in shock.

I had some idea that the memories of my past life had returned to me and that this world was not a place made of common sense, but honestly, this was the biggest shock.

‘Ah.. I’ll stop thinking about it..’

The moment I was about to sink into such a deep shock, using the pounding headache as an excuse…

“Can you still say that you are Dahin’s exclusive driver!?”

A strong yet husky female voice boomed through the thick door. I knew right away who it was. It was that dizzying.

＇Asia.. Sister??＇

My sister, who is my only blood relative and someone I was afraid of in this life… is “Dian Deluca Asia.”

just as expected. I sensed that something was not going well, so I held on to my dazed thoughts and overheard the sound coming from outside the door.

thud!!

There seemed to be no need for a long conversation with my sister.

It was none other than Janes, who was being scolded for my actions that morning.

Recognizing that the situation was quite serious, I quickly got up my small body sitting on the bed, ran towards the entrance of the thick door, and tried to push with all my strength…

Shake it off.

＇W-what kind of door is this heavy..＇

The huge door, which is easily three times larger than my body, leaves me speechless for a moment. It was the first moment when I encountered an absolute being that I could not solve alone.

＂Inhale…!!!＂

Even though the memories of my past life have returned, this body is still the small body of a young boy.

Moreover, my physical condition, which makes me look weaker than the 13-year-olds I know, once again makes me helpless. But I won’t give up. Because that is the belief I am most confident in holding out.

＇Okay.. Don’t waste your strength and just push it at once.’

‘It seems to be moving to some extent..’

So, after catching my breath for a moment, I put my hands on the cracked center where the door opens and put all my strength into it.

＂Inhale!!!＂

I can hear it. The sound of the muscles all over my body shaking for help.

I felt in real time how motionless the body was.

Excited.. Excited..

It was that moment.

‘what..?’

It is a strange sensation that I have experienced for the first time in my life. Just as a person’s muscles become stiff when they apply force, I could not sense this exactly, but I could definitely feel it. The unknown power of something else flowing from somewhere in the heart.

Squeak.. Squeak.. Squeak…

Then, in response to my unknown power, the door began to open little by little with a loud noise, and soon I could feel the eyes of two people heading there.

No matter how heavy and difficult it was, I didn’t give up because I felt so sorry for Janes who was scolded because of me.

‘It’s open…’

With a face as red as a strawberry, I greeted them through the open door.

＂Nu, sister…＂

But how is this?

A small insect falls coldly onto the palm of an Asian woman seen through a crack in the door.

‘Ah.. really..?’

A little while ago, boom!! It was the moment I realized that the sound I was making was not to hit Janes, but to catch bugs. To be honest, I was embarrassed… it was even vain.

‘Give me back my beliefs.’

just as expected. Perhaps because she couldn’t hide her embarrassment at seeing me like this, the Asian woman, who looked quite surprised, rushed over and opened the door wide with one hand.

Then, he gently places the back of his hand on my forehead. This older woman showed no hesitation in her actions.

“How many times do I tell you not to overdo it, little brother?”

Although she looked quite angry, there was no sign of awkwardness or harshness in her sudden actions. Rather, I could feel the delicacy of moving carefully at every moment, in case I might get hurt even in that small moment.

“sister..”

The gaze of my sister, who closely resembles my mother’s blue eyes, is directed towards me. Was he relieved to see that there was no fever on his forehead? The older sister soon put it down for an hour and started scolding me with a worried expression. More than natural karma.

“Little brother… I told you that you shouldn’t go out alone.”

A warm, muggy heat rushed through my sister’s hair, which had inherited her father’s pure white hair. The sweat running down my forehead speaks volumes.

I’m sure I just came back from the hard training I had a little while ago…

My sister has always been this kind of person.

A passionate and responsible person who works tirelessly without taking a single day off and wants to be recognized by his mother. Even in the midst of all this, the family cared so much for me, their only younger sibling… But I was even afraid of that Asian older sister.

The reason is the same as my mother. They were naturally intimidated by the unknown power they felt around them. When I was young, I was scared of it and tried to avoid it and hide.

Not only did the sensation that only I could feel come clearly through my memories of this life, but I also clearly felt it even at this very moment.

However, unlike my mother, my Asian sister seemed to have a somewhat weaker vibe. That’s why it took a lot for my sister to have a conversation like this.

As for the dolls lying around, my sister personally found the thread of the color I wanted.

I feel so sorry that my memories of my past life have returned…

“If I wanted to go out, I should have told my sister..”

“I always told you..”

She wasn’t the type of sister who always treated me like this. She is a true sister who will correct any mistakes you make. Of course I know that.

But for some reason, Asian sister’s expression right now… she looks more anxious than me as she is being scolded, which is just a pity.

＇Could it be that you thought I was going to cry..?＇

Maybe my sister was worried about the future outcome, as she always was, and was preparing for it.

That’s why whenever I get into unexpected trouble, my sister, who always comes to me late at night, scolds me like this. No… I’m expressing my awkward feelings of worry. But my younger self eventually burst into tears due to something so oppressive. It was just scary.

That was the unchanging ending for you and me.

But it’s different now.

“I’ll be careful from now on..”

I hold my sister’s hand carefully.

‘It’s warm…’

I wanted to show a grown child who can regret his mistakes as he has memories of his past life. I’m sure this change in me will be unfamiliar and awkward to you, but I will gradually change in the future. So, you, too, will have to get used to my difficult beginning from now on.

‘It’s always been like that… It’s just that the beginning is difficult.’

Just as my sister has done for me, I am trying to take a step closer to her in a different way. This time, instead of avoiding each other, I wanted to face each other and talk. I thought that only then would I be able to move forward.

＂Asian sister..＂

However, if I showed too much of a change, I might be suspected, but I couldn’t end it here. I instinctively felt that a final, decisive blow was needed.

“I will try my best in the future.”

As always, I am immersed in the feeling of this life that makes me feel like I will shed tears at any moment. Let me borrow for a moment the feelings of my present life, including a trembling, unstable heart, slightly urgent breathing, and wanting to cry at any moment. With those blue eyes, I look up vaguely at my Asian sister from below. did my best.

Twinkling blue eyes that seem to overflow at any moment.

My sister’s clothes are held by trembling hands.

Of course I knew whether this would work or not.

Because I am that kind of person to my sister…

The Asian woman, who was 3 years older than me, was already tall and looked to be over 175cm. The older woman suddenly picked me up, hugged me like that, and gave me all the care I needed to get to the bed… and then slowly laid me down.

Of course, this was my first time seeing such sudden behavior from my sister.

If it were me, I might have rejected it right away, but it seemed like she had some courage. To get closer…

Full stone..

A blanket with a simple texture begins to wrap around my body, warming me with my sister’s touch. I couldn’t help but feel good. I liked the fact that such a pretty person was my sister, and it felt good in its own way to not be an only child.

I felt like I had someone I could rely on. It was just as good.

“It was late at night. Little brother.”

My sister’s gentle hand movements moving carefully without any sign of roughness between her cheeks, which were red as if embarrassed.

At the same time, as the bright moonlight shining through the window enveloped the Asian woman, her pure white hair shimmered blue, highlighting her elegance.

flushed face.

Blue eyes sparkling like jewels.

I lived my whole life without knowing that women could be this beautiful and dependable. That’s why I couldn’t help but fall in love with it.

It was a moment when I began to understand a little why my father had no choice but to be so embarrassed by my mother.

Because I was also naturally avoiding this older sister’s flushed gaze.

“If you want to go into the forest from now on, you have to tell this sister..”

“got it??”

I could clearly feel the traces of her rough effort in my sister’s hand as she covered me with the blanket just above my neck. I wonder how hard it takes to train to get calluses on your hands like that.. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw this for the first time. To me, seeing the traces of someone’s hard work just feels amazing.

“Your eyes look sleepy..”

＂You should stop sleeping.. my little brother.＂

I really like your calm voice.

This feeling, which I had not been able to feel since I was an only child, was very unfamiliar to me, but the presence of my older sister, who I could not help but trust, came in a new way.

Instead of answering, I gently close my heavy eyes and nod.

I saw, felt and experienced so many things today. This is the moment when you can understand the fatigue that comes so hard that your eyes naturally close.

A child’s body…