episode_0009

“It’s a familiar ceiling.”

While I was unconscious, the fox god didn’t take any action, and I got up feeling the scent of blood filling the room.

Wow… a lot of blood has been shed. Shouldn’t I have died from excessive bleeding?

First, let’s clean up and finish the commission. I must start the broadcast now, or my life might be in danger if I don’t.

It’s just a guess, but there must be some change in my lifespan after losing this much blood.

Surely, I must have wasted at least half a day, maybe a whole day of my lifespan.

After wiping the dried blood off the floor with a tissue, I sat in front of the desk and started working.

“I’m glad I almost finished it before seeing myself naked. It would have been quite troublesome if I hadn’t.”

I sent the completed drawing to the applicant for confirmation, and as I was setting up the broadcasting equipment, the hidden fox god suddenly popped out from the corner.

– Are you okay?

“What will happen if I’m not okay? Even if I’m not okay, I have to get up now.”

If I don’t start the broadcast right away, my life will disappear with you.

Even if I’m tired, even if I feel like I’m going to collapse, I have to do the broadcast.

– …Aren’t you going to wipe the blood off your face? Your hair is a mess, and there’s blood on your face. There’s no one more reckless than you.

“Considering my personality is similar to a reckless person, it shouldn’t matter, right? Well, it might make viewers uncomfortable, so I should wash up a bit before the broadcast.”

Since it’s my first broadcast, I should make a good first impression on people. Well, with this face, even if I push the yandere girl concept, it might work.

Since I haven’t received confirmation for the commission yet, I wonder if it will be confirmed when I come back after washing up? I don’t like waiting without doing anything, so I should take a quick shower for now.

Due to the lack of blood, my vision was blurry, so I had to hold onto the wall to go to the bathroom.

It was a struggle just to walk.

Of course, taking a shower was also a huge challenge.

My body, weakened by the lack of blood, quickly succumbed to the drowsiness brought on by the warm water, and every time that happened, the fox god would shout and wake me up, allowing me to barely get up.

– This is why I told you not to be arrogant. If a normal person like you becomes disabled, what will happen when even your limbs become disabled?

“But… your breasts were as tempting as my tail.”

– S-Shut up! Saying that won’t make the lady happy!

The fox god left the bathroom, grumbling, and as the shower room quieted down, I thought while being hit by the water.

But I could definitely see her breasts.

If I couldn’t see that beautiful flesh, I would have regretted it even after becoming a soul after death.

The female fox god, who revealed her beautiful flesh, was truly beautiful.

It was more like experiencing a beauty that didn’t exist in this world.

Would it be easy to understand if I said she had an optimized body for mating?

Her body was full of curves that would appeal to anyone, young or old, and even though I had the body of a female gumiho, I immediately reacted to it.

The ending was not very good, though.

“I awakened and only got to see her breasts, how disappointing… Should I call this a disqualification, or should I say my affection is just that great.”

As I chuckled, wiping off the water, I came out of the bathroom, and the fox god handed me something.

“…Is this a cigarette holder? Why are you suddenly giving this to me? I don’t smoke.”

Suck it once. Then all your worries will fly away.

“This feels like some kind of drug advertisement, but sorry, I don’t smoke. Instead of cigarettes, how about giving me something else to suck on?”

For example, your baby bottle.

Ah, just thinking about it makes me cringe, seriously.

– I granted your request, so why won’t you grant mine? Isn’t that unfair?

In response to her words, I threw the cigarette holder onto the bed and wiped my damp hair with a towel.

“That wasn’t a request, it was an order from me. If you say it’s unfair for me to point out when you make a mistake and ask for forgiveness, that’s not right.”

– I haven’t done anything worthy of bowing down and apologizing. I just played along for a moment to match your rhythm.

“So, you’re saying I haven’t done anything wrong?”

– …Not exactly, but unlike you, who torments others with malice, I only wish for your happiness…

“What kind of drug is this? Making you happy by avoiding it. Telling someone who has lived without knowing crime until now to become a criminal?

It seems turning into a fox spirit wasn’t enough to end my life.

You have no conscience, planning to turn me into a drug addict altogether.

Reluctant to throw away the elegant cigarette holder, I put it in the drawer, and the fox spirit spoke to me with a deeply displeased expression.

– Just close your eyes and take a puff once, you coward.

“I dream of being a respected elder rather than a prosperous man, so I don’t want any more variables in my life.”

– If you dream of being a respected elder, haven’t you already achieved it? I made it happen for you.

“Because it’s not good at all, just shut up and stay put.”

After dismissing the fox spirit’s disappointment, I logged into the community site I used last time and posted a message.

If I promote it here, at least one person will take a look.

It’s a shame that there won’t be any traffic because I can’t draw adult content, but if I keep drawing steadily, the number of viewers will increase.

[Art Broadcast – Finishing up the vulgar stuff]

Author – FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡

Taking a short break, taking recommendations for what to draw.

No R-18, don’t want to get cut off from the first broadcast.

Still, I’ll draw as vulgar as possible, so come and have fun.

Well, I don’t know how many will watch.

Recommend! 5 Dislike! 1

[SquidLove : Ah haha, I’m going to apply right away haha, looking forward to the squid fountain show haha]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : Can’t you read? I said no R-18, damn it.]

ㄴ[SquidLove : Then adjust it well and draw it, right?]

[MasgakiChamEducationBreast : Masgaki ㄱㄴ? Reaching climax while being forced to pet after losing to candy… ㅗㅜㅑ…]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : The ending is weird, this crazy bastard.]

ㄴ[MasgakiChamEducationBreast : Just reached climax because I like being petted, what’s the problem? You’ve been indulging in lewdness, teacher.]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : Insane… insane…

[HaremLoveTrueBeauty : Wait, if you’re not going to draw vulgarly, why watch the broadcast? Your strength is being vulgar, right?]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : I will draw vulgarly. I didn’t say I wouldn’t draw vulgarly, just that I won’t draw R-18.]

ㄴ[HaremLoveTrueBeauty : Isn’t that the same thing?????]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : If I draw R-18 and get cut off from the first broadcast]

[NTRTruth : Teacher… Is it possible for GoldSun and NTRLove to coexist?]

ㄴ[FoxSpiritIsAwesome♡ : No, don’t apply here, come to the broadcast and apply!]

“NTR is the truth: Understood. Hmm…”

“These people are unbelievably vulgar… How can they ask for 19+ content on a broadcast…”

– Vulgar, that’s not quite the word you used.

“Shut up, don’t talk to me now. If I talk to you, I’ll be treated like a mental patient.”

– Huh? Aren’t you already a mental patient? Thinking about cutting your wrists voluntarily doesn’t seem like something a normal person would think about.

Ignoring the Fox God’s words, I adjusted the camera to focus below my face and immediately started the broadcast.

If I show my face, I’ll immediately be exposed as a gumiho.

If I just focus on my chest, people won’t say anything.

“By the way, how many people will come in? I hope at least 10 people will come in.”

These days, in the web novels that are coming out, they start with 100, 200 people from the beginning, right? Can I also receive that many?

Honestly, with this level of voluptuous body optimized for intercourse, it seems like there’s nothing I can’t do.

I’m roughly sketching the SD version of the Fox God, and a vulgar chat caught my eye.

“Well, it’s a drawing broadcast, right? Can’t you see that I’m drawing right now?”

“You think it’s normal to only look at someone’s chest instead of the drawing they’re telling you to look at?”

“What should you do? Just quietly watch the drawing.”

Current viewers: 3.

There’s no one special among them.

Should I have done commissions a little more frequently?

It felt like the post inviting people to watch the broadcast didn’t receive much attention, giving off a vibe of being known only to insiders.

“It’s okay, where else can you expect 3 people to come watch at the beginning? Thank you all for coming to watch.”

“No, look at the chest a little less and focus on the drawing, okay?”

“Turn off the cam?”

As I coldly spat out my words, the two viewers who had been silent started chatting.

“You son of a b*tch! If you’re going to die, die alone, why do you all want to die together?”

“No, that’s not what I meant.”

“Just be quiet, please, we’re enjoying the most perfect drawing right now.”

It seems like the viewers of the first broadcast are not quite normal like me.