episode_0009

Even though it was our first date, we didn’t do anything unusual.

Han Ji-hyun and I went on a movie theater date like usual.

If there was one thing that changed, it was that I felt like she was treating me a little more like a man than usual.

And in the middle of watching a movie, we now often hold each other’s hands while watching the movie.

Since we weren’t lovers, we didn’t walk down the street holding hands,

Movie theaters, restaurants, cafes, and deserted streets, etc.

Where no one else’s eyes could see, we held hands without rest.

One day, after meeting for about two weeks,

It was the moment right before we broke up, after the date was over.

Today too, Han Ji-hyun was so pretty, and even though we were together all day, it was sad to part ways with her.

I decided to do it, which I had saved from the bar two weeks ago.

“Jihyun-ah. That day at the bar, you told me I could hug you. You said you would hug me.”

My voice shook slightly in nervousness.

A pleasant feeling of excitement and trembling engulfed my body.

“Yeah… … .”

Han Ji-hyun also seemed to feel the same way as me.

“That… …, can I do it now?”

I asked cautiously.

“Yeah.”

She said this with a shy but pretty smile.

As soon as her answer fell,

I held her body carefully in my arms.

I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her gently.

She remained in my arms, following my lead, without any resistance.

My body and Han Ji-hyun’s body were completely in contact,

The curves of her breasts, thighs, and pelvis were felt as they were by my body’s senses.

Han Ji-hyun’s hair pressed against my face was soft and had a nice scent.

The touch and feeling of holding her was so thrilling and ecstatic.

Han Ji-hyun, who is overwhelmingly the best queen bee at our university,

I can’t believe there will come a day when I will hug you not as a friend, but as a person of the opposite sex, as a man.

When I first saw her from afar, I thought I couldn’t even dare approach her, but Han Ji-hyun allowed me to hug her.

I was happy because this reality was incredibly thrilling and exciting.

Even after breaking up with her that day and returning home, I couldn’t easily calm down my excited heart.

We continued to meet happily like that.

We often went to the bar where we first met.

Now, we have become so close that it has become a daily routine for Han Ji-hyun to naturally come and drink next to me.

When Han Ji-hyun sat down next to me, I carefully put my hand around her waist and hugged her.

Now, Han Ji-hyun is allowed that level of skinship.

Often, when she sat next to me, I would gently stroke her thigh with my hand.

Han Ji-hyun smiled slightly and tolerated even my skinship.

A little over two months after we first met,

The two of us were drinking coffee in a cafe.

Suddenly, Han Ji-hyun looked around and checked her surroundings.

I didn’t know why she was doing that, so I tried to ask her why.

at that time,

She suddenly kissed me on the cheek.

Then, she looked at me in confusion and smiled prettily.

Han Ji-hyun was looking around to kiss me without people knowing.

Although the level of skinship between us has increased significantly recently,

I was momentarily dumbfounded, because I never expected her to kiss me first.

Of course, through Han Ji-hyun’s action of kissing me first, I think she once again confirmed how much she likes me.

Aside from being surprised, I felt so good and excited.

After coming to my senses, I mustered up my courage and kissed Han Ji-hyun on the cheek.

She did it to me first, so I felt like I could do it too.

As expected, she didn’t lose her smile even after receiving my cheek kiss.

So I felt like, from today on, I could give her a kiss whenever I wanted.

From that day on, whenever we met, we would kiss and lick each other’s cheeks without stopping.

Even while walking down the street, watching a movie, or drinking,

Whenever they had the chance, they made love by putting their lips on each other’s cheeks and licking each other.

So, Han Ji-hyun and I continued our happy time.

The time spent with her was always enjoyable, ecstatic, exciting, thrilling and happy.

Now that my skinship with her has deepened, it has become even more so.

As we spent such happy times together, three months had already passed since we started dating.

I didn’t know what a crush was when I had never been in a relationship before, but as the relationship progressed, I became more and more greedy.

The day I first saw Han Ji-hyun from afar, and the day I fell in love with her.

On that day, I thought it would be nice if I could just exchange a word with such a superior goddess.

When I first met her in the club room, and watched a movie with her, I thought she was a goddess that I couldn’t even approach.

Just sitting next to her and watching a movie together using just my phone was enough to send me into a state of ecstasy.

When we went to the library reading room together to watch a movie, I felt like I was going crazy with excitement, as if I was someone special to her.

The first time I met her outside and went to a cafe to hang out, I was so excited that I thought there was no one more excited and happy than that.

But after that, when I was able to hold her hand, and now I could put my hand around her waist, and even caress her thigh, I realized that it wasn’t that.

I thought the happiness I felt when Han Ji-hyun and I were able to drink together was the greatest happiness of my life.

The day I first held hands with Han Ji-hyun, I knew that I could be even happier than I already was.

The feeling of superiority and happiness that I felt when I was able to drink alone with the beautiful Han Ji-hyun seemed like it couldn’t get any higher than that.

Compared to the pleasure and sense of superiority that came from being the only man who could hold hands with Han Ji-hyun, it was child’s play…

And now, on the day I finally got to hold her in my arms, I realized that there was an even greater pleasure.

After that, our relationship developed further,

Now, let’s get to the point where I can kiss her face, put my hand around her waist, and even touch her thighs.

I now tasted an even more incredible heaven, almost like a drug.

So it was only then that I fully understood.

That after every great pleasure there is still greater pleasure, and after every great happiness there is still greater happiness… … .

Humans want to keep evolving and grow to the next level.

Having experienced greater and greater pleasure and happiness, I have now become like an unstoppable train.

Starting with holding hands, hugging, wrapping your arms around your waist, kissing, touching your thighs… … .

The excitement, pleasure and thrill grew bigger and bigger as time went on.

I was desperately craving the next step, and I couldn’t wait to taste the next step.

There were still many things left.

I wanted to kiss Han Ji-hyun, and I wanted to develop our relationship into something more intimate.

To speak frankly about my desires as a man,

I also want to touch the breasts and buttocks of Han Ji-hyun, who I love so much and who is so beautiful.

I wanted to see, touch, and suck the naked body of Han Ji-hyun, who has good proportions and is beautiful.

I also wanted to have sex with Han Ji-hyun.

There are many different types of sex, so after having sex with her, I wanted to try deeper and more primal sex.

If the country is to stop the runaway train, its final destination will be marriage to her.

Until that end, my desire to further develop my relationship with her would never end.

If we continued to be like this, the growth of our relationship would inevitably reach its limit.

I didn’t want to stop here. No, I couldn’t stop.

I absolutely, absolutely wanted to develop a deeper relationship with her.

In order to continue to develop a deeper relationship with Han Ji-hyun, I had to look to the next step after our relationship.

To do that, now was the time to listen to her.

Why do you like me,

Now that I’ve heard the reasons why I would hate her if I told her, I had to endure it.

Whatever the reason you like me, if I hear that and still don’t leave Han Ji-hyun,

It seemed like she and I could take a deeper, next step.

I couldn’t figure out what kind of strange reason he would give, though.

No matter what she says, as long as I don’t feel bad and don’t leave,

I hope that our good relationship will continue and develop further.

For that, from now on, I decided to ask her.

“Jihyun-ah.”

At the bar where our relationship first started, I seriously called her out.

“Yeah.”

“It’s been 3 months since we started dating.”

“That’s right.”

“You said you wanted to be happy while flirting with me. Were you happy?”

“Of course. I was so happy.”

She answered that with a little embarrassment, then gave me a kiss on the cheek.

“Me too.”

I answered her and gave her a kiss on the cheek as well.

“That’s what I’m saying, we should continue to be happy like this in the future. No, we can be happier than we are now.”

I spoke carefully.

“Now that it’s been 3 months since we started dating, tell me like you promised, why did you like me from the moment you first saw me?”

As I spoke, her eyes trembled as if she was afraid.

“Don’t worry. I’m not asking to make mistakes with you, I’m asking to make you happier.”

“But… … , when I hear it, it feels like my brother will leave… … . That’s why I’m scared… … .”

“Do you wish I hadn’t left like that?”

“Of course… … .”

“Do you like me that much?”

“Yeah… … . Okay.”

She answered. I smiled.

“I promise you, oppa. No matter what the reason, I will never leave you.”

“When you actually hear it, your mind will change… … .”

“You said you like me, but you don’t trust the person you like?”

“But… … .”

What kind of stupid man would leave such a beautiful woman without some ridiculous reason?

“I think there must be some special reason, but I can’t keep saying it. Trust me, you like me, and tell me.”

I consoled her and said,

She hesitated for a long time, as if she was afraid, and did not open her mouth.

After such a long time,

“Okay… … . I’ll tell you… … .”

Han Ji-hyun spoke carefully, her voice trembling.