episode_0008

“But there’s one thing I’m curious about.”

“What is it?”

“What exactly do people do when they’re dating?”

It’s a strange question, but I’ve never had a girlfriend before. Except for elementary school, I’ve never had anyone I could call a girlfriend. In middle school, I was an outcast, and in high school, I didn’t even have friends because the guy right in front of me used to bully me.

So, even if someone asked me to date them, I had no idea what to do or how to do it.

“Well… you just do various things together.”

“How would I know if you put it that way?”

“…It’s my first time dating too, how would I know?”

“You had a boyfriend, though.”

“That was when I was a guy… Anyway, I don’t really know…”

Park Si-hyun said, blushing slightly.

Well, this guy has become a girl now, so maybe she doesn’t know what to do? I mean, she did have a girlfriend, but considering this guy’s personality when he was a guy, he probably didn’t treat her right. It’s a relief if he didn’t hit her.

“Still, you must have done something with your girlfriend back then.”

“We dated briefly and broke up… But still, if I tried anything, like kissing, dating, giving gifts…”

“I’ve kissed a lot. As for dates… does having sex outside count as a date?”

“You pervert.”

When we were fooling around, you were fine with it.

Certainly, it seemed like we went on dates here and there. Of course, I didn’t do it to create a couple atmosphere; I just took her along deliberately to show off.

“What kind of gifts did you give?”

“I gave her clothes a few times. She asked me to buy them.”

“Do you need clothes?”

“No, I don’t need them now.”

“Hey, if you’re going to have a girlfriend, shouldn’t you say you need them? That way, she’ll buy them for you.”

“…Is that so?”

…Both of us seem so inexperienced.

“Wouldn’t it be better to change your wish now?”

“Never mind. I don’t have any other wishes, and there’s already another thing to fulfill from the wish game.”

“That’s true, but…”

“…Stop it. Let’s just do that then.”

“That?”

“Kissing…”

“We’ve already done that a lot, haven’t we?”

“…A romantic kiss.”

…What’s the difference between that and just a regular kiss?

Park Si-hyun stood up as if to ask, then plopped down exactly where I was sitting.

It became a posture that felt like she was hugging me from behind.

“Hey, what are you doing?”

“Just stay still. Ahjussi. My butt still hurts.”

“It’s narrow. Your butt is ridiculously big.”

“Shut up.”

Because of her butt, which was as big as her chest, Park Si-hyun kept adjusting her posture several times while sitting.

Every time she did, it stimulated her butt.

“Don’t get excited, you perverted jerk.”

“How can I not when you’re doing this, you blockhead?”

“Enough… Try it. Kiss.”

Park Si-hyun leaned her head back just like that.

Her face and mine met.

We had tried a similar angle when we showered recently, but for some reason, it felt a bit more exciting now.

I don’t know… Should I say something feels more intimate? It was strange that even though we were naked before, it feels more so now.

“Mmm… Mwah… Haah…”

We kissed while intertwining our tongues.

While kissing, I caressed Park Si-hyun’s chest.

She also trembled in my arms, gasping for breath.

“…What’s different about this from usual?”

“Focus. Don’t speak. Mm…”

I’m not sure, but is Park Si-hyun deeply immersed…

I also felt like something was different, more sensual than usual.

“Haah… Yes…”

“Do you like it that much?”

“You too… Like it. You perverted jerk…”

It got even bigger.

It was Park Si-hyun who whispered softly.

Damn.

I was actually getting turned on right now.

I even thought about having sex like this.

But… something about that didn’t feel right.

Right now, it seemed more like something other than sex… Yes, it felt like the timing to do something truly intimate, like real lovers.

If we want to be like lovers, what should I do now?

As I pondered for a moment, I whispered softly into Park Si-hyun’s ear.

“Yeah, I like it too.”

“Huh!”

Then, Park Si-hyun jumped as if startled.

Her face, with a very surprised expression, turned bright red.

“You, you crazy jerk, why are you whispering in my ear and all that?”

“Oh, did you dislike it that much?”

“Of course. If you suddenly do that… Ugh, it makes me feel bad.”

“….”

Oh no. Wasn’t this a bit much? I thought couples did this kind of thing often.

However, when I think about it, most of my knowledge about dating comes from manga and anime. It might not actually work with real girls. She’s not a real girl, though.

“Got it. I won’t do it again. Geez.”

“…I’m not saying don’t do it, I’m saying don’t suddenly do it like that.”

“Then what, should I give you a heads-up or something?”

“I… sigh, I don’t really know.”

Park Si-hyun then sat back in my arms as if seeking comfort. Then she turned slightly to me and said, “Try it again.”

“Again? You said you felt bad earlier.”

“…It’s not that I felt bad, I just wasn’t used to it. I want to keep hearing it. That kind of thing.”

“…That kind of thing?”

“Tell me you like me. Keep saying it.”

“…Not just ‘like,’ but ‘like you’?”

“Yes.”

…That’s a bit embarrassing for me too. But Park Si-hyun seemed serious. She really wants me to say it, right? In that case…

“…I like you.”

“Mm♥”

Park Si-hyun reacted with a start, as if her sensitive spots had been stimulated, just like a moment ago. Seeing her like that made me feel a little embarrassed too.

“I like you.”

“Haah… More. Say more.”

“I like you. A lot.”

“Mm…”

As I said I liked her, she caressed her chest with one hand. Her other hand reached down. She touched her panties, which were damp.

“…They’re wet.”

“Of course… After what we did earlier, and now…”

“Just from hearing that I like you? How explicit do you want me to be?”

“Haah… Don’t whisper in my ear like that…”

“You asked for it. I like you.”

“Mm♥”

She whispered again, and this time, she shivered as if she couldn’t help herself. How sensitive are her ears… What a perverted girl.

“But how long do I have to keep doing this?”

“I, I don’t know. I don’t know what comes next.”

“Then let’s kiss.”

“Yeah…”

We started kissing again. Passionately. I teased and fondled her breasts. Before I knew it, Park Si-hyun became more assertive. She intertwined her tongue and firmly held my face with one hand, as if she wouldn’t let go. Then, as if stimulating my member, she shook her hips. It seemed deliberate.

“…Feels like it’s going to burst.”

“Let it out.”

Park Si-hyun immediately took off her panties. Then she took out my penis with her hand.

“Do it.”

In the end, is this all about sex? Even with my mom at home, I couldn’t be audacious. Do you really want to get caught and ask me to raise hell? I did consider doing it right away, but it was difficult. I felt like I knew why men find it hard to control themselves. “Ah♥” “Be quiet. Do you really want to get caught by your mom?” “Uh…” As soon as I inserted my penis in that position, she moaned strangely and bit my finger. Then, Park Si-hyun, who had been silent, started sucking on my finger without being asked. “When you do this, you look just like a baby.” “Ung…” While sucking on my finger with a dazed expression, she nestled closer to me. Every time I teased her waist, she flinched. This position was new to me, but I was deeply engrossed. “I’m coming…” “Mm.” Unlike usual sex, Park Si-hyun had an expression that seemed as if she were drunk. Finally, while kissing, I ejaculated inside her. After sex, I collapsed as if exhausted. Park Si-hyun also nestled against me with my penis still inside her. “How was it? Did you like it?” “…Yeah.” “This is what it feels like to have sex as lovers.” “Seems so…” “Should we just keep doing this from now on?” “I don’t know… Oh.” Suddenly, as if something had occurred to her, Park Si-hyun took out her smartphone. “Hey, come closer.” “What for?” “A couple shot.” “What?” “We’re a couple now. At least for now. So, we should take one.” *Click* Before I could respond, she pulled my face and took a picture. Then she immediately set it as her phone’s wallpaper. “Hey, I’ll send it to your phone too. You do it too.” “Me too? No, I don’t want to. It’s embarrassing.” “Because we’re a couple, we should.” “Fake couple.” “Hmph, but you lost the bet, didn’t you?” “Fine. I’ll do it.” Relentlessly insisting, I reluctantly made it my phone’s wallpaper. Someone might actually think we’re dating. “Hehe.” “Do you like it that much?” “It’s nice. It’s just because it’s my first time.” “Hmph.” “Oh, do you want to try this too?” Suddenly getting up, Park Si-hyun, who had my penis in her mouth, took another picture, making a V sign with her hand. “Sent the picture.” “…Hey, what are you doing?” “What? Use it when you’re alone at home.” “…Thanks.”

Are you also understanding how a man feels?

“I’ll do what I can. I’ll clean it for you.”

“Okay.”

Park Si-hyun cleaned the penis, which was stained with semen and vaginal fluid.

She even touched and licked the testicles and took a few more pictures.

…Thanks to that, I won’t have to worry about my daughter. Is this what it means to be in a relationship?

“That’s enough.”

“You did well.”

I patted her head.

As she closed her eyes quietly as usual, she seemed to be in a better mood.

“Hey, I think it’s time for you to go.”

“Yeah… It’s getting late.”

“Come to think of it, I have to go back to the private institute from tomorrow. What about you?”

“Huh? Me…”

“You should go to college too. Instead of joking about going to Seoul National University or whatever, prepare seriously. Even if you can’t go back to being a man, there’s no reason why you can’t go to college as a woman.”

“…You kept nagging me all last year, so I couldn’t do anything, you know?”

“Well, that’s that, and this is this.”

When she said that, I had nothing to say. Competing so aggressively with facts.

“Haah, well, I’m going to the institute too. Since I have nothing else to do anyway.”

“Are you going to apply to the sports university?”

“I don’t know. How can I apply to a sports university with this kind of body…”

“……”

She seemed a little more serious than usual, worrying. I felt sorry for no reason. Of course, she messed me up even more, but I guess I couldn’t be indifferent enough to ruin someone else’s life.

“Well then… I’ll help you with that.”

“What?”

“Studying, like today. And whenever we have time… let’s exercise together.”

“…Really?”

“Yes. Maybe it’s not too late to prepare for the practical exam.”

“……”

I offered those words out of guilt. As I did, Park Si-hyun turned her head away.

“Well, forget it if you don’t want to…”

“Who said I didn’t want to?”

I asked, thinking she might not want to, but she immediately turned her face and said.

“Hmph, fine. At least I have my own way of exercising. You’d better keep up.”

“What are you saying, weakling.”

“Haha. I should tell Dad. He’d be happy if you said you’re exercising.”

Is she not listening to me?

I felt like I made an unnecessary suggestion.

But seeing her singing along and enjoying it, I just smiled too.

What can I say.

It seemed that playing the role of a first-time lover wasn’t all that bad.