episode_0005

『Information Window』

□Name: Dian Deluca Dahein

□Gender: Male

□Age: 13 years old

□Title: None

『Abilities』▼

[Stamina: 3] [Magic Power: 0{+2}] [Strength: 1]

[Dexterity: 1] [Intelligence: 3{+1}]

『Ability Window』▽

Although I tried to observe it with eyes full of suspicion and curiosity, as if I was throwing a stone or splitting the air with my hand to check, in the end, it was an opportunity to judge that it was not causing any harm to me.

＇Something… I feel like I can touch it if I’m conscious of it…?’

Tap! Tap!

This text window that appeared before my eyes could be touched, moved, and even passed through the air if I was conscious of it, as I thought. It felt like watching a holographic image from a distant future.

Although this unrealistic situation was not pleasant or familiar at first, when I saw the text containing my name and age as well as simple information, my embarrassment soon disappeared and was replaced by overflowing curiosity.

＇Literally, the [information window]… does it actually contain my information?’

＇What is this [ability level]?＇

When I checked my [ability level], which boasted a number that was perhaps too pitiful and hopeless, I was quickly able to recognize my current state. Of course I was embarrassed.

His physical condition is so frail that it’s hard to believe he’s a boy…

Not only does my stamina quickly become exhausted after even a short run, but my fragile skin, which is so sore as if I cried for a while, speaks volumes. ‘Look at your [stats]?’ Called..

Therefore, I had no choice but to hold my eyebrows and let out a deep sigh.

“under..”

Even though I was a young person living in the present, I thought about the past for a moment and wondered how I lived with these [abilities], but then some part of the memory of my current life came to mind… I quickly accepted it and lowered my heavy head. do. Perhaps it was a natural result.

‘No matter what… this is so hopeless.’

Of course, I didn’t know exactly what a clear standard was for an ordinary person whose [abilities] could be compared, but if you look at these low numbers, you will know right away. If you fall while walking, you will definitely crack a bone.

‘What is this?’

While I was finding out how serious I was about myself, the moment I tried to place my finger on the part called [Ability Window]▽ that caught my eye…

＂Where are you, master!!!＂

I was startled by the familiar yet loud voice and instantly closed the [information window]. If anyone were to face this situation, they would definitely act like me.

“Where are you, Master Dahein?!”

I was able to figure out right away that the owner of that urgently calling voice was my dedicated driver, Janes. It was a dizzying situation for him to be caught secretly running out into the forest, avoiding her security and gaze.

I just liked being able to go in and out of the forest alone like this without being tied down by anyone. It was just good.

Suddenly, a happy memory from my current life of always sneaking out here alone and playing by the lake came to mind. Of course, this was aside from Janes, who followed me around and persistently searched for me.

If only the memories of his current life had existed, he would have had to run away from her and go out to play, but since his memories of his past life have returned, he decides to follow her call.

I just didn’t want to cause trouble for the girl who helped me but always treated me with contempt. To be honest, on the one hand, I felt sorry for her for being in trouble.

Turf.. plod.. plod..

‘it’s hard..’

Perhaps because of his small height and delicate body, which made him look less than 140cm at the age of 13, I was able to find Janes after wandering around for a while.

＂Hahyeont-nim I found it!!＂

just as expected. As soon as Janes spoke, Hahyunt, who had been following behind him, hurriedly ran up to him. I didn’t care that the green grass water got on the pure white clothes I was wearing.

Real name ＂Dien Deluca Hahyunt＂ My father..

My father, who has a gentle personality, is so worried that even my mother can’t stop him when it comes to his children. Of course, I don’t want to talk about the fact that most of that happened because of me.

“My son.!”

My father immediately hugged me, who was standing still in his messy clothes, and finally let out a deep sigh of relief…

“Do you know how much this father has found??”

That’s right… In my current life, I was an innocent and free person who played around carefree without knowing that my family was worried. So much so that it compares to me in my past life.

“No matter how safe the forest is, what would you do if you went out alone like this?”

“Didn’t this father say it over and over again?”

I hear my father’s nagging as if it’s familiar and natural. I don’t avoid it. Even though he was not my father in my past life, I felt touched by the presence of my father in my current life.

＇It’s warm..＇

All the familiar yet natural sensations I felt in my arms made me feel at ease, as if it had always been like this. It’s like the relief of family that I always want to feel.

“father..”

I chanted in a quiet voice.

In the end, I can’t hear his face because of the regret and longing that comes to mind for my father from my past life. I just bow my head in the embrace of my current father.

A disparate situation that may seem like strangers but also like family. Even I couldn’t easily believe that I didn’t hesitate to do something like this.

I’m just trying to feel this warm embrace a little more, using the natural habits I have always had in my current life as an excuse. It won’t take long.

maybe..

“sorry..”

We were hugging for longer than I thought. I just apologize and apologize for this completely unexpected situation. That would have been the best way to avoid this situation…

“Your eyes are red..”

“How did we come so far?”

The image of my father looking at me seems to sparkle little by little by the sunlight shining on the lakeside.

Long hair as bright as pure white snow and soft hair that brushed the tip of my nose… I could smell the natural scent of flowers for the first time. Above all, his dark red eyes were shining softly, like the red sunset that signals the evening.

“Didn’t my father tell me?”

“If you wander through the forest alone… the black knight may come and take you away…”

It seemed like he was trying to scare me by mentioning a fairy tale called [The Ghost of the Black Knight] that my father would occasionally tell me before I went to sleep, but after checking my trembling body again, he ended up giving me advice that I should never go out alone again.

Although the memories of my previous life returned, my memories and instincts from my current life also naturally melted away, so my reaction was, in a way, natural.

Ssss..

My father’s hand was as warm and nurturing as always… Of course, I had no choice but to nod to his advice.

But why?

In my current life, I was familiar with this behavior, and it felt comfortable and natural, but as I have memories of my past life, I was unfamiliar with this behavior and only felt uncomfortable.

I don’t know if it was because of the discrepancy between the positive and energetic image of my father in my past life and the gentle appearance of my father in front of me now, but I could never hide this feeling of discomfort and awkwardness.

‘What is this… this unfamiliar feeling…’

Not all fathers are like that, but most fathers in any family rarely show their children this way.

He must have been a strict being who had to show a strict atmosphere by scolding him again or scolding him with a stick. My father in my current life was more careful and delicate… and had a feminine feel to it.

It could definitely have been an illusion.

＂There is no shame. Mr. Hahyunt.”

Just when it felt so foreign…

Rattling.. Rattling..

Janes, the dedicated driver, with his right hand clenched tightly into a fist and placed between his voluptuous breasts, suddenly bows his head and asks for forgiveness. Not only is her posture upright and precise, but her voluptuous breasts are weighed down… so it’s noticeable to the point where it’s burdensome.

Of course I was embarrassed.

‘Janes…?’

Was it because of her agile appearance, moving quickly while casually wearing heavy, rattling armor? Or is it because he sneaked out and caused her trouble?

No matter what the reason was… I knew that in the end, it was me who put her in trouble, so I felt a sense of guilt pricking deep inside my heart. A feeling I have never felt in this life. I really hated this feeling that I could feel because the memories of my past life came back.

Because I was that kind of person…

In my past life, I was always comfortable alone. There were a lot of things I had to take care of when I made friends, so I gave it up without hesitation. Of course, receiving it was also a burden for me.

On the one hand, the life I have lived is fair, and sometimes it is affectionate.

Korean affection…what can I say…

Anyway, that was the right thing to do, and it was a world that was considered a natural providence. If someone gave me one, I had to not only return it but also give it back. Even if it was not necessarily financial or material, it was a common way to maintain good relationships with friends, lovers, or others.

However, because I didn’t have much, I wasn’t naturally generous, so I naturally avoided forming relationships. If I live quietly like this without causing harm to others, they won’t want anything from me…

Of course, living by compromising yourself like that and maintaining a relationship where you don’t hate each other are easier said than done.

You had to know how to cut off favors towards others in an appropriate way, and it was also important to not only show your presence so as not to stand out too much, but also to quietly help behind the scenes to avoid causing harm.

That way, there will be no complaints or complaints about me.

Of course, I had to listen to people gossiping about me and calling me a weird person, but I was comfortable with that and had to live my life naturally considering cost-effectiveness.

Avoid as much as possible..? No, not to lose money…

But now, someone has bowed their head because of me. Of course I couldn’t stand it. Moreover, I wasn’t such an idiot that I couldn’t even speak up.

“Father, from now on I won’t go out alone..”

＂Please forgive Janes.”

Sure enough… my father’s puzzled expression turned to me at my reaction.