episode_0005

Han Ji-hyun and I walked together toward the library.

Just by walking with her,

She could feel the students’ hot gazes pouring towards her.

It felt even more certain because it was right next to me.

This kid lives every day feeling this kind of reaction.

As expected, he seemed like a person from a world completely different from mine.

Naturally, everyone’s attention turned to me, the man walking next to her.

Because of the difference in looks, it seemed like no one thought of me as her boyfriend.

Anyone who sees him will just see him as one of the seniors.

When I heard that Han Ji-hyun and I were really going to the library, I felt excited but also strange.

It was also a dating spot for CCs, so I also had a romantic idea of going there with my female students.

I had a dream about watching a movie with my girlfriend there and enjoying a date on campus.

But since I had been bullied by even the average female students, it was a place I had never been to with any girl.

By the way, the woman who first went to the data room with me,

Not just any other girl, but our school’s most beautiful woman, Han Ji-hyun.

How could this be, life was truly unpredictable.

Of course, we are not going as lovers, but simply as seniors and juniors in the film club.

It’s just a role where I watch the movies she’s in and give my thoughts on them.

It didn’t matter though.

There must be a truckload of men who want to watch a movie alone with Han Ji-hyun.

Because I’m going to do something that even they can’t do.

Even though I was so excited, I still had some questions in my heart.

Are you really going to go to the archives with me and watch a movie?

It’s a huge gain for me, but wouldn’t it be a loss for Han Ji-hyun?

Why did he want to go to the archives with me and show me the movies he starred in?

I was so curious about that.

Is it possible that you have fewer friends who watch your movies than you thought?

Is the movie too boring?

Even so, I didn’t think there was any reason for him to show it to me.

There were many seniors in the film club besides me, so why me?

Do you think I’m more special because I’m a senior you first met in the film club?

Or, since they have already started showing the movies they star in,

It doesn’t have any special meaning, but is it because I’m the type of person who has to finish something I start to feel satisfied?

I have a personality that makes friends without hesitation even with people I meet for the first time, and we have something in common because we like movies and are in the same movie club.

It was understandable that he showed his film to me as soon as we met in the club room.

Since we had to watch it together on one phone, I could understand that we even watched it while sitting next to each other and looking closely.

But after that, he asked me to go to the library with him and watch the movie until the end.

Honestly, I wanted to ask her why she wanted to show it to me until the end.

But I also wanted to watch the movie with her in the archives,

I didn’t ask because I was afraid that if I asked something like that, she would feel uncomfortable and change her mind and decide not to come see me.

She was a famous goddess in the whole school, and she was also a celebrity, so she was trustworthy, so it didn’t matter.

Honestly, if she hadn’t been like that, it wouldn’t have been strange to suspect that she had some kind of suspicious intention.

Otherwise, the first day I met this beauty,

There was almost no reason for him to take me to watch the movie till the end.

I feel like,

Just by walking alone with Han Ji-hyun,

I also felt like there were some eyes looking at me with envy.

Even though we weren’t lovers, I felt a bit proud without realizing it.

But on the other hand, I felt very embarrassed by all the attention focused on me, so I hurried to the library.

We arrived at the library reading room.

We went into the library after picking out a DVD of some random movie we weren’t going to watch.

The data room had a TV with a DVD player and a sofa.

We sat side by side on the sofa.

We don’t use TV,

Just like we did in the club room earlier, to watch the rest of the movie on Han Ji-hyun’s phone,

Just like before, he was stuck with one phone.

“Shall I listen?”

I asked Han Ji-hyun if her arm was sore.

“No. You are the audience that watches my movies. I will hold it.”

Then Han Ji-hyun turned her head and looked at me and said.

Our faces were really close together.

The movie she starred in was one hour and ten minutes long.

Talking to her in the middle of a movie would have made me seem like I wasn’t paying attention to her movie.

Then I thought she would be disappointed.

So, I didn’t say anything and just focused on the movie until the end.

Since it was a low-budget film and was made by an average new director, it couldn’t be helped that it wasn’t fun.

But since Han Ji-hyun is very beautiful and her acting is also quite good, it was worth watching until the end just to see her.

“How was it?”

After the movie was over,

Han Ji-hyun asked with an expression full of anticipation.

“As expected, the movie wasn’t fun even after watching it till the end, but your acting was so good that it was worth watching.”

Since it wasn’t a movie directed by Han Ji-hyun, there was no reason to promote the movie with lies.

As a member of a movie appreciation club,

Why this movie is not fun, what I think was wrong with the directing, and what I think was right.

And she spoke honestly about the things she liked about her acting.

Of course, I didn’t compliment her for looking so beautiful.

Because I didn’t want her to know that I thought she was so pretty.

That’s because I was afraid that I might feel uncomfortable and want to run away at any moment.

I think he is a man who treats his juniors as a senior in the film club without any selfish motives, so he is with me like this now.

If she knew that I had feelings for her not as a junior but as a woman, as a person of the opposite sex, wouldn’t she be uncomfortable?

Han Ji-hyun continued to smile, perhaps pleased with my honest assessment.

“You’ll soon be able to watch your movie on that. Or in a theater, or on Nutflix.”

I asked, pointing to the DVD machine and the TV.

“Ah. It’s still far away.”

She said, a little embarrassed.

“It’s far, but I think I’ll become a star.”

People have already evaluated it that way, and I thought the same way.

“He’s still a freshman so he hasn’t even learned properly, but he’s already really good at acting.”

“No.”

Although Han Ji-hyun said no, she couldn’t hide her happy expression.

“But why did you come all the way to the library with me and watch the movie until the end?”

I asked a question I had been curious about for a while but couldn’t ask because I was afraid she would run away.

We had already watched the movie together, and now it was time to part ways with her.

“Huh?”

“Ah, well, just… … .”

When she answered as if she was dumbfounded, I was momentarily at a loss for words.

“Can’t I show you?”

“Oh, that’s not it… … .”

“You have to watch a movie until the end once you start watching it. It’s disrespectful to the person who made the movie to stop watching it in the middle. My senior said he’d watch it all… … .”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

To be honest, I enjoy movies as a hobby, so if it’s not fun, I just stop watching it halfway through.

She is an actress who chose acting as her main career, and she is serious about acting, so her serious attitude towards movies seemed to be definitely different from mine.

That’s what it was.

She didn’t do anything special because she was in the country.

It seemed like they just wanted me to watch it till the end since they had already shown me the first 20 minutes of the movie.

So, he brought me to the library and showed me the movie from start to finish.

“Do you often show people the movies you’re in?”

“Yes.”

Of course, you wanted to brag, so it was worth it.

“I showed it to all my friends and girlfriends. I gathered people who didn’t want to watch it and forced them to watch it together.”

She said with a smile.

Because she was pretty, it seemed like if she forced herself, the women would all give in to her.

“For men?”

When she told me that she did that to her sisters and girlfriends, I got curious and asked her.

“I’ve never shown it to a man?”

Then she answered as if it were a given.

hmm……?

What the? I was confused for a moment.

“Then me? You showed it to me, right?”

“Is this your first time, senior?”

“Why… … ?”

“How can I watch a movie with guys? If I show them a movie, they’ll probably misunderstand it as a signal to go on a date, so they won’t focus on the movie and will only think about me… … .”

She said it with a look of disgust on her face.

How could I be the first man?

So, did I really show that I was a safe senior, a senior who would only focus on movies?

If I want to continue interacting with her like this,

I had to act as a senior who thoroughly views her as a junior in the film club.

“I, I could think differently too… … ?”

But it was so absurd that I risked losing my friendship with her and asked her the question.

“You said you’d never seen it with any other guys, but you showed me the movie you were in the first time you saw it in the club room?”

What the hell? Why did you do that to me?