episode_0004

I really thought about it.

I was worried that my heart wouldn’t race when I actually saw my senior.

I was scared because I felt like everything that was supporting me would collapse.

“But when I saw my senior in person, all those thoughts flew away. It was a useless worry. Even 0.0001 seconds was too long.”

“… .”

“Complicated problems are okay. I’m so happy to be with you now. It doesn’t matter if the senior I’ve seen and the senior now are the same person. As long as you don’t hate me, no, actually, even if you don’t like me, I’ll still be with you.”

“… What if, what if, you find out it’s someone else? And that person shows up and you have to pick one or something… .”

“Would that happen? Isn’t your imagination too rich, senior?”

“Oh, what if!”

I thought about it.

The senior I loved in the game and the senior I see in front of me now. The two are not the same. The two are different beings.

And if you actually have to show up and pick one… .

If there are two seniors… .

“That’s double… no, square it and it’s four times… no, if you multiply infinity by infinity, it’s still infinity, so I’ll just be infinitely happier.”

“… .”

“You’ll be infinitely happy, so there’s no way you’d want to get only one of the two. Senior, you really have no common sense.”

“Ugh… .”

Senior Saya bowed her head deeply.

The face that had been bright red since a while ago shows no sign of returning to normal. It’s past the time when I would have a fever due to the cold.

Is your heating too hot?

Oh, wait a minute.

“Are you worried that I might not like you?”

“Oh, no, that’s not it!”

“You’re being assertive, unlike your senior. It’s not that I don’t like it, though.”

No, I feel incredibly better.

Oh, I see, you understand. I’m glad.

“That, the status window… You can see it, junior.”

“What?”

“Unique Skill… Among the items that are recognized, there is one that says [I like Saya-senpai, I really like it, I love you so much], and it still sparkles like a rainbow… .”

“… .”

It’s not visible in my status window, but it’s a unique skill. Is it information that only masters can see?

“That’s the skill name, but…what does the skill description say?”

“Well, it says, ‘[I like you, I like you, I really like you, I really love you] – I love you. I would do anything for you. Even if you don’t want it.’… .”

It’s similar to Senior Saya’s [Jigojisun], but it’s different somehow… The last sentence has a bit of a negative nuance, doesn’t it?

Well, maybe that’s natural since I can’t love like my senior.

“Well, it’s not a game, so it’s a bit weird to just believe that message… .”

This statement was not censored. The system is mysterious.

But if this isn’t really a game, then of course the information displayed in the system messages or status window isn’t complete.

I guess I should even think about that.

anyway.

“By the way, I have a question… .”

“Yes.”

“… Why did you activate [Jijijisun] as soon as you saw me, Senior? I already knew you by sight, so it wouldn’t have been strange for me to give in the moment I met you, but why did you?”

Is this really the kind of look you like?

Senior, you’ve secretly revealed your face.

Of course, I don’t mean to dislike you or to criticize you.

This is even more so when you consider that the face is not much different from before, even if there is a gender difference.

But the answer my senior gave was completely different from what I expected.

“That, that… . The junior who saved me… is looking at me with such a happy face… . The fact that he is so happy because of someone like me, that, makes me so happy… .”

I put my hand on my forehead as the complex examination piled up.

I know that.

The senior is passive and self-deprecating. His self-evaluation is extremely low.

That’s why you can fall in love if someone treats you just a little bit kindly.

And once you fall in love, your heart is so straight that it never changes no matter what happens.

The ratio of input to output is just a mess.

I like that kind of senior.

I really like it though.

“Then we like each other. Right, senior?”

The senior covered his face with both hands.

He lowered his head, curled up as if he was digging deep into the ground, and answered quietly.

“… Yes.”

I held both of my senior’s wrists tightly and pulled his hands away from his face.

A face that looks like it could die of shame.

There are even tears welling up in his eyes.

I quietly kissed my senior’s forehead, wiped away the tears that had gathered in his eyes with my fingertips, lifted his chin, and kissed his lips again.

Her lips, chapped from the cold and tension, tasted like blood, and she found herself licking them without realizing it.

A chill ran down my spine, and it felt like something inside my body was burning.

“Then, senior, since I explained it to you, can I ask you a favor?”

“Boo, please… ?”

“I want you to take my virginity.”

“… Eww!”

Suddenly, the senior got scared and tried to pull away.

I held my senior’s shoulder tightly.

You may not be aware of it, but all your seniors are bad.

You seduced me so fiercely with that gentle and shy attitude.

“That, that, that, it’s just women, junior!”

“That’s right. So, you don’t need to worry about contraception right now.”

“What about now? Should I worry about later?!”

“Yeah. Later. Don’t worry. I’ll take responsibility for the child and give birth to him. It’s nice not having to see my senior suffer.”

Huh?

Could that be the reason I came to this world in a woman’s body? Is that even possible?

“That’s not the problem!”

“Then what’s the problem?”

“That, that, that, first experiences are precious!”

“That’s why I want to do it with you, senior. I don’t want to get hypnotized on the street and get pregnant without even remembering it.”

“… Does that happen too?”

I nodded.

There is a reason why 《Seraph of the Super Dimension》 has both fervent believers and haters.

First of all, forced defeat events are overflowing everywhere.

The heroines are forced to surrender, some are taken away as slaves, or the Master himself becomes incapacitated for a while.

Besides, usually in these types of games, as the power grows stronger towards the end, enemies disappear and you end up just repeating trivial tasks…

In this game, ridiculous random events would pour out, and your trusted slaves would often be humiliated, betray, and become your worst enemies.

When a character you’ve worked hard to raise betrays you, it’s not usually a mental breakdown.

It was common for 70% of friendly forces to suddenly turn against the enemy at the point where the battle was over after conquering just one piece of land.

“I will protect you, Senior, but I can’t be sure. Besides, in my case, all my talents are in that area, so I can’t guarantee that I won’t fall into some pitiful mess. So… .”

So, at least at first, I hope that my senior will accept it. Front and back, mouth and urethra, and later when human body modification becomes possible, chest, eyes, ears, brain. All of the flesh, bones, and brain.

“Even if I accept it, what can I do… .”

Of course, it might be strange for women to give each other their virginity or something like that.

But still, this is something where the feeling is important.

Besides, I have something to repay my senior.

“I think it would be okay if I did it to my senior like I did the first time. I’ll be satisfied with that for now.”

The senior blushed again.

After hesitating for a while, he asked while wiggling his fingers.

“That… How did you do it? My junior and I… That… First night… .”

I answered.

The senior opened his eyes wide.

You probably didn’t understand what I said.

So I said it again.

“[Arrest]+[Public Broadcast]+[Loss of Virginity with Two Hole Fist].”

I know it was too much.

So, if possible, I would like to get it back as is from my senior… .

“Yes… ?”

It seemed like the senior still couldn’t process what he had heard. He had no choice but to explain it again in detail.

[Bind] = Tied up so that one cannot resist.

[Public Broadcast] = This play was broadcast on the Internet.

[Double Hole Fist Virginity Loss] = I put my fist into the vagina and anus of an inexperienced person.

I explained the situation to my senior.

I had a hard time understanding the term “two-hole fist”, but it seemed the same even when it was explained in detail.

He blinked and looked at my hand, scratched his cheek, and made a fist.

If he were a man, his fist would have been much bigger and thicker than this.

“That… That… That is… .”

“I put it in. In the vagina and anus.”

“Why… this… ?”

“It’s a little hard to explain… I was a bit of a piece of trash back then.”

It was difficult to find words to explain further, but the senior bit his lip and spoke again.

“[Tell me]. Why did you do that?”

I felt a ‘force’.

This is it. Now, my senior is my ‘master’.

Senior, you may not be aware of it, but that was an order just now.

I guess I can change the subject a bit.

Because non-specific commands leave room for escape.

But I decided not to do that and just follow the order honestly.

I decided to listen to what I had to say without thinking about it rationally.

The answer is….

“The fact that there was someone who liked me felt so ridiculous and ridiculous. At the time, I thought of my senior as a character in a game, so I didn’t feel any resistance to making a mess of him.”

“… .”

Those words, which came out quite honestly without being filtered by the brain, made me sigh.

What is that! What is that!

‘Kekekeke, there’s no way there’s anyone in this world who likes me. It’s the same in games. I’m going to punish you.’

It sounds distorted like this. It’s totally a case of 8th grade syndrome… .

But surprisingly, my senior didn’t seem shocked or anything, but seemed to be thinking deeply about something and asked me this.

“Are you okay now? Do you still think like that?”

“Never! Never! Never! Never! Never! Never! ”

Even though I cheated and it was a bug in the game, I still got to know a senior who liked me all the time.

And that made me so happy.

The senior who heard my answer smiled weakly as if he felt relieved.

Oh, really, why are you so affectionate?

I feel like crying.

“Okay, let’s leave that aside and get back to the urgent matter.”

“That, that’s right… . Then… That… I have a question… .”

“What kind?”

“Does the fist really… go in? There… me there… in… .”

“Of course it won’t go in.”

“?”

“?”

My senior and I exchanged a puzzled look.