episode_0004

From childhood to adulthood.

I have always had a desire for transformation.

At first, it was simply because it was cool.

I had a vague feeling of admiration after seeing the scene where the main character in an animation transforms.

I want to be like that too.

Around the time I entered puberty.

That pure heart is gone.

Nevertheless, I still yearned for transformation.

I couldn’t help but admire it.

Let go of your miserable present.

Because of a dark desire to be reborn in a new and brilliant way.

Did the transcendent make that desire come true?

The new body had a mysterious power, and that mysterious ability was transformation.

The ability to transform into an angel.

It was a bit far from the transformation I had hoped for, but…

I wasn’t disappointed at all.

The fact that I could transform was enough of a thrill in itself.

***

Same group.

The name of the female student leading the conversation was Dandelion.

Dandelion hears my mystery.

He asked a question with his eyes shining as if he was interested.

“Awesome! I heard that men with the mystical ability to transform are extremely rare! Can you tell me what form I can transform into?”

We still couldn’t meet our eyes.

But the answer wasn’t difficult.

Angel, all you have to do is say this one word.

“thousand···.”

“Hey. Don’t ask too much details.”

I couldn’t answer.

Because Seo Yi-eung suddenly intervened.

Seo Yi-eung spoke bluntly to Dandelion.

“Don’t you know that it’s rude to ask detailed questions about someone’s abilities when you first meet them?”

“Oh, is that so? Sorry…”

Dandelion scratched his head.

And he apologized to Seo Yi-eung and me.

There’s no need to apologize.

“Well, then, shall we ask each other questions this time?”

Dandelions dominate the conversation again.

Leader qualities were once fulfilled.

I guess that’s what it means to be an insider.

I think it would be wrong to become friends with dandelions.

Aside from being a pretty girl.

Because he has a personality that is extremely opposite to mine.

Dandelion gives an opinion.

I immediately looked at Seo Yi-eung.

I guess the ranking has already been decided.

“Lee Eung-ah. Are you okay?”

“Do whatever you want.”

“Do other people have different opinions?”

Everyone nodded to Dandelion’s question.

I also nodded slightly.

I didn’t want to do it, but I had no choice.

When everyone agrees.

Because I don’t have the courage to speak out against it alone.

“Then who would you like to ask a question first? Hand!”

“Can I ask a question first?”

One female student raised her hand.

“Yes! Who do you want to ask a question to?”

Please don’t just do it to me.

At that time when I was praying earnestly.

“I···.”

The girl’s eyes turned to me.

“To Kang Ha-hwi.”

oh my god.

*

What would it feel like if you fell into hell?

Starting with the first female student.

The remaining girls took turns bombarding me with questions.

Seo Yi-eung was excluded.

“Kang Ha-hwi, what is your favorite hobby?”

“Game.”

“Really? I also like games, so let’s play together later when we have time!”

“I want to ask a question this time. Ha-hwi.”

“Yes.”

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

“Nothing.”

“What? ah. Does this mean there will be nothing…? Anyway, I’m just asking because I’m curious, so don’t misunderstand.”

A time of hell-like suffering.

I somehow got through it, repeating only short answers.

If there was no trauma.

You must be happier now than ever.

Anyway, I’m getting attention from pretty girls.

Of course, there are also faintly happy feelings.

The fear is so great that I just can’t feel it.

anyway.

30 minutes passed as I held on and held on…

“That’s right. I haven’t asked Ha Hwi’s age yet.”

“There’s no need to ask your age, right? Of course, he’s in his twenties like us.”

“There are many people who enroll at a late age.”

Hell is not over yet.

Once again, a barrage of questions poured in.

“Ha-hwi, how old are you?”

“Twenty.”

“You’re twenty years old.”

“Now that I think about it, I didn’t ask you what game you were playing. Kang Ha-hwi What games do you usually play?”

“Leah.”

“Huh? I play that game too! If you have an ID… ah. no. I won’t ask for your ID because it might be burdensome. Let’s do it together later when we become friends.”

I felt like throwing up.

No, why do you keep asking me questions?

Please also ask a question to Jang Mu-geon next to me…

Wouldn’t Jang Mu-geon be upset?

I shifted my gaze and took a quick look at his face.

Looking at his expression, he didn’t seem to think anything of it.

“Are you finished asking questions to Kang Ha-hwi now?”

Jang Mu-geon asked us.

Was he upset on the inside?

“After all the questions are finished, I will now ask Ha-hwi Kang some questions.”

I guess I was just waiting for my turn.

Rather, why are you asking me a question?

What are some things men are curious about?

This guy is incomprehensible.

Well, the situation was still nice.

Because it’s not uncomfortable to be asked questions from someone of the same sex.

*

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Jang Moo-geon also had quite a few questions for me.

I thought he would be quiet, but surprisingly he was talkative.

“How tall are you?”

“Key? I don’t know because I haven’t measured your height.”

“Do you eat a lot?”

“What is the standard for eating a lot?”

“You can easily eat more than 50 hamburgers before you can boast that you are a big eater.”

“···Then I guess I’m a news person.”

“It’s a shame.”

“Ha-Hwi Kang Have you ever entered a dungeon?”

“Never. I also saw a monster for the first time today.”

“I saw you for the first time today? Where?”

“Our professor is also a monster.”

“Ah. That’s right.”

Unlike when women ask questions.

I answered all of Jang Moo-gun’s questions faithfully.

The reticent concept was maintained as much as possible.

The female students looked at me curiously and narrowed their eyes.

“Ha-hwi, you speak more subtly than I thought…”

“···Okay. I guess he didn’t really want to talk to us.”

“You sure you don’t hate us?”

“Isn’t it true that you don’t like it? Even if he is a herbivore man, he rarely gets as stubborn as Ha Hwi. Rather than pushing someone away at first glance, try to get to know their personality first.”

“I met you for the first time today, so why should I dislike you? I guess he’s just not particularly interested in women.”

The female students whispered.

I think there was a bit of a misunderstanding.

It can’t be helped now.

I decided to explain it later when I got over the trauma and became closer to the female students.

After Jang Mu-geon finished asking small questions.

In the end, he said that he wanted to be friends with me in the future.

I was welcome.

I don’t know if our personalities will fit well.

At least it doesn’t seem like polar opposites.

Despite his appearance, his personality seems quite gentle.

anyway.

This concludes the question time.

Seo Yi-eung did not ask anyone questions until the end.

He didn’t seem to be very interested in others.

***

Our group exchanged numbers with each other.

Dandelion was the first to suggest.

He was a very sociable person.

“Give me the number…”

“Do you think you hate us? I really don’t know even if I know it.”

“I told you. I just don’t have much interest. Or maybe it’s still awkward and you’re shy.”

Perhaps it was surprising that I obediently gave him my number.

The female students whispered among themselves once again.

When we finished exchanging numbers.

“Carrot! Everyone probably talked a lot, right? Now, let’s get out of the classroom!”

Professor Santoto raised his voice and spoke.

He also added the reason for going out.

He said he would take the time to slowly look around the academy facilities.

‘Are all class members moving together?’

Or among the group members?

It was a time when I had doubts.

“Before you leave!”

widely!

Professor Santoto placed a square box on the table.

Where did that come from again?

It certainly wasn’t there until just now.

“From now on, we will move in groups of two, so we will decide on a partner first! Carrot!”

A statement like a bolt from the blue.

My head became increasingly dizzy.

Why are there two people in a group all of a sudden?

I was already out of breath at the thought of doing something alone with a woman.

Look at that ominous box.

It was obvious that the pair would be decided at random.

“Carrot! This box contains two pieces of paper with numbers from 1 to 30 written on them! In other words, you will be paired with someone who drew the same number!”

As expected, the draw was correct.

It was a moment when I wanted to confiscate that damn rabbit’s carrot.

“Now! Then, come out one by one and pick us!”

The probability of being paired with a man is significantly low.

There are a total of three men in the class.

There are two people excluding me.

It was safe to say that this was not a possibility.

‘···I can’t help it.’

If you can’t avoid it, you have no choice but to enjoy it.

You can’t avoid women forever, right?

Thinking that I was taking the first step in overcoming trauma, I worked hard to control my mind.

‘ah. Still, I hope he doesn’t get caught.’

Although all women are uncomfortable.

There is one person in particular who is more uncomfortable.

“Seo Yi-eung! Come out and pick them!”

“Yes. I picked it. Number 2.”

Seo Yi-eung.

A girl with a perfect routine.

It was clear that my hands and feet would be shaking just by being with that woman.

Of course, the odds are extreme.

Just like with men.

There is almost no chance of becoming a partner with Seo Yi-eung.

Unless it’s a fateful opponent.

However, my anxious feelings do not go away.

Strangely, it didn’t feel good.

“Next! Kang Ha-hwi, come out and pull out the paper!”

Before I knew it, my turn had arrived.

I moved to the front of the table and put my hand into the box.

While praying earnestly in my heart.

‘I hope my partner is not Seo Yi-eung… Seo Yi-eung picked number 2, so I hope he doesn’t get number 2…’

No.

If you think like this, you’ll end up with someone you don’t want.

So, you have to think the opposite way.

‘Cancel the wish I just made. Just let me pair up with Seo Yi-eung. Please number 2!’

This is enough.

Now I will never be paired with Seo Yi-eung.

After finishing drawing, I unfolded the paper that was folded in half.

“No.2”