episode_0004

“Is it a meme coin? So that’s what they say these days.”

“I. I won’t do it. Why do coins instead of stocks?”

“Hey, don’t buy stocks! I stock it too! But there is also this side~ something like that.”

“Yes, yes. Ha Jin-ah. Do you do stocks?”

“Yes? Oh no… Since I do not have any money… .”

The night my father went into the coffin.

When everyone leaves and the remaining men gather together, the only thing they talk about is stocks or companies.

If you are young, talk about college or games.

For your information, my youngest uncle’s son, Hajin, is still in high school.

I feel so sorry that I am already caught in the middle.

“Jichul.”

“Huh?”

As I was deliberately watching from a distance, my sister crossed her arms and spoke to me.

“Can’t we sleep together today too?”

“Here… ?”

As everyone knows, residents can sleep in the resident waiting room.

It’s an unspoken rule for young people like us to sleep outside, but since the induction ceremony, my older sister has been using the room as if it was rented out, so it’s not strange that this is being said… .

“Ayeong-ah. Are you going to sleep there?”

“Ah… Mom, do you want to sleep here?”

“No, Mom, it’s okay. Because I have a blanket.”

“… … Yes.”

Fortunately, the funeral home here provides blankets for one family, so my mom has a blanket to cover herself with.

Of course, my uncles say they don’t need it and sleep on the floor.

“Do you want to sleep with your sister?”

“… huh. Let’s sleep together.”

“Yes. Since we leave at 2 o’clock anyway, sleep well.”

“Yes. Sleep well.”

At night, it was almost 1 o’clock after the uncles’ reminiscences were over.

It was soon time to go to bed, so everyone turned off the lights and lay down.

I had to endure as much as I could the smell of flesh rising up as I covered myself with a blanket.

“Aren’t the clothes uncomfortable?”

“I didn’t bring pants. It’s okay because I took it off.”

“Yes… .”

The room is obviously wider than the bed, but it feels even narrower because my relatives have a lot of luggage.

The more we spread the distance that we had naturally become closer to, the closer we became, pushed by the pile of luggage.

Add in the uncomfortable suit pants and it was very frustrating.

“Are you going to sleep right away?”

“Yes. Too many people came today and I’m sleepy.”

“You came a long way.”

“I heard that I was really surprised that my sister and her friends didn’t have a sister.”

“Sorry… .”

In the evening, my poor sister was sobbing here all day.

My sister’s friends, and my friends who were close to her, were not able to meet her.

“Ha… .”

“Why?”

“Because my pants are tight.”

A rough feeling that can be felt as sweat builds up in the buttocks, which is unique to a suit.

Even when I took off my belt, this part that I had no choice but to touch was very unpleasant.

“… … Take it off!”

“What… ?”

“What do you think? There are only two of us.”

“What are you talking about… What should I do if people come in?”

“You covered yourself with a blanket anyway.”

“… … .”

As my sister said, it is definitely a problem that can be solved by taking it off.

No, that doesn’t mean you can’t take off your pants in these many places.

“I just won’t take it off.”

“Why. It’s uncomfortable.”

“I’ll just stay uncomfortable.”

“True. Just take it off.”

Of course, I’m thinking of taking it off because I really won’t be able to sleep like this.

When my sister falls asleep.

“Sleep well.”

“Yes.”

Today, I didn’t ask him to sleep with me while facing him.

I was secretly hoping for it.

“… … Now?”

“… … .”

This time I asked my sister.

Judging from the lack of reaction, it looks like he’s sleeping.

Well, it’s strange that I didn’t feel tired after crying so much.

I am just thankful that my sister did not attempt suicide.

‘Can I take it off now?’

Moving his fingers, he unhooked the hook and began to pull down his pants little by little.

‘I can finally live now…’ .’

When I took it off halfway, the cool air rose and the unpleasant feeling began to disappear little by little.

To be honest, I wanted to take off my panties, but I decided to hold on to that.

I succeeded in taking off the pants that fell below my knees using only my legs.

I even took off my socks using my big toe.

“… … .”

As soon as I take it off, a cold feeling comes up and I can’t sleep.

In times like this, the best thing to do is to keep your eyes open.

When I close my eyes, I feel the strength of the closed muscles or the sensation of a foreign body, so it is better to open my eyes.

I can concentrate better because I can’t see in front of me.

That’s how I had to sleep.

“… !”

My sister rolls towards me, her knees touching my thighs.

I looked back at my older sister for a moment, but she didn’t react at all.

‘Why does it stick at times like this? It’s scary.’

I slowly pulled my legs out and pushed my sister back with my butt.

I deliberately showed my back in case someone misunderstood.

‘Should I just wear it again…? .’

The awkwardness seems to have disappeared. In this situation, it would be more comfortable to wear pants.

But if you want to put your pants back on, you have to bring them back crumpled on the floor.

I can’t see because the lights are off, and I don’t want my sister to wake up in this state, so I can’t move.

In the end, I closed my eyes, hoping that some strange misunderstanding would not arise.

♠

“Sseup… !”

Was it because I had trouble breathing? I open my eyes, reflexively taking in a lot of breath, as if I have fainted and come back.

I reflexively brought my hand to my phone and checked the time.

[07:06]

It’s time for the relatives to wake up.

If we see things like this, won’t we have another funeral?

Perhaps because it is underground, it is quite dark even though it is sunrise time.

The seat next to me left only a cool feeling.

It looks like it’s inside a bathroom because there’s fire coming from inside.

Fortunately, I found my pants not far away and got up.

“… … .”

At this point, I need to ventilate my panties as well.

People often say that they get a morning erection when they wake up in the morning, but in fact, when a man wakes up, all the blood flows to that direction.

When you sleep in an uncomfortable position, you sweat a lot, so it’s good to get some air every once in a while to avoid feeling uncomfortable.

“… !”

“What?!”

The moment I took down my panties because no one was going to see it anyway, I ran into my older sister.

I failed to raise it quickly, so it protruded slightly beyond the rubber band.

I was frozen and couldn’t do anything.

“… what are you doing. Put it up quickly.”

“… … Sorry.”

I pulled up my panties as if nothing had happened, but there was another problem.

Even if you raise it, the erection does not subside, so your sister can see it as is.

“… … Is that big?”

“What?”

“No… Because it came out. Is it on the large side?”

“I don’t know. Because I haven’t tried it.”

“Are you also a virgin before marriage?”

“That’s right. Forcibly.”

I don’t know if he was trying to lighten this awkward atmosphere or if there was some other intention.

Anyway, it was clear that the scene where the younger brother had an erection coming through his panties was a very refreshing experience for the older sister.

“Can I see you again?”

“… … .”

My sister’s serious expression and voice.

He looked at me intently, ready to see it if I really showed it to him.

If this were my house, I might actually be naked.

“Are you crazy?”

“It’s a joke~”

Everyone got up and started the last meal.

Although the mutual aid staff does not come until the second day, they do not throw away the leftover rice and leave it for us to eat.

Thanks to this, there was no one among more than 10 people who could not eat.

“Avoid. of the deceased. Rest in peace. Best wishes.”

In front of the tour bus heading to the crematorium.

The uncles helped carry the coffin, and Hajin listened to the portrait since there were no grandchildren.

My sister sitting next to me held my hand tightly.

“Now it’s really the last time… .”

“Yes.”

Since I was young, my older sister had been fiddling with my hand, so I also developed the habit of fiddling with someone else’s hand.

Now we are touching each other, soothing the sadness in our hearts.

“It suits you well.”

“The flowers on this skirt are very pretty.”

“Yes.”

Fortunately, clothes one size larger arrived in the morning, and my sister was finally able to change into her mourning clothes.

I was hoping to see something, but I was so wrapped up that I just gave up.

“Get off~”

A crematorium that cremates dozens of bodies a day.

The coffin where my father was sleeping, visible through the glass window, went into the makeup machine.

The powder mixed with bones and ashes was sprinkled on the riverside behind the crematorium.

I’ve seen it a few times, but this time was really special.

A truly special experience, but one I never want to do again.

‘dad… bye.’

So, my dad in his mid-50s.

completely passed away.

♠

“It’s home… .”

“Son, daughter. You worked so hard.”

After everything was over, I returned home.

There was only one fewer person, but the quality of the air they were breathing was poor.

“… … Mom too.”

The person who suffered the most was not me or my sister, but my mother.

It is said that on average men die young, but this is the person who will be with you for the rest of your life, and you let him go before you are even mentally prepared.

I’m not even old enough to die yet.

“Where are you going again?”

“Yes. I have to go to the office for a moment.”

“Isn’t it difficult? Get some rest.”

“I have a meeting tomorrow. I want to bring some materials.”

“Yes.”

My mother, who looked very tired, calmly changed her clothes and left.

The saddest thing about this world is that you do what you have to do no matter how sad it is.

Because only then can I and everyone survive.

“Sister, are you going to sleep here today?”

“Yes. I’m going to stay here for a while.”

“Mom’s room?”

“No, your room.”

“Why… ? It’s narrow.”

“You don’t like it?”

“It’s not that I don’t like it… .”

While talking, he naturally entered my room and closed the door.

I felt good about finally being able to take off this damn suit.

“Phew… .”

I took off my suit, which had a not-so-good smell mixed with my scent, and even took off my pants.

“Why?”

At that moment, the door suddenly opened.

Unless there were guests at home anyway, even if my sister came, I would only be wearing trunks and panties, so I wasn’t surprised this time.

“Panties again?”

“You’ve seen panties a lot.”

I just naturally covered the hardened part with my hand.

Because erections are not something I can control.

“Get out. Let me change.”

Panties that have not been changed in three days and must be changed.

I’m already standing there, but I can’t take it off because I’m watching.

“… Aren’t you going?”

“… … .”

Even though I pretended to take off my clothes to tell her to close the door, my sister didn’t seem to have any intention of closing the door.

Rather, he stared down at me with eyes that seemed to be waiting for me to take it off.

“… … sister? Aren’t you going to change?”

“Ah… iced coffee. right. I have to change too.”

Do you want to see your little brother change his clothes like that?

Usually, there aren’t many people who want to see their little brother, right?

Well, if my sister shows it to me, I’m confident I’ll enjoy it.

‘What is this all of a sudden?’

I was conscious of it for no reason, so I quickly put on my panties and then my pants.

Just like at the funeral, Jagi was still making the tent.

I went out to the living room and secretly looked into the inner room, secretly hoping that I would be able to see what the crazy guy was thinking.

“What do you want for dinner?”

“Huh? Anything.”

The timing was just right.

Black panties scattered on the floor and white silk panties with a small lace on my sister’s buttocks.

“What are you looking at?”

“It’s okay. It’s home.”

Just as I realized my sister’s feelings, I also couldn’t take my eyes off her panties.

The conversation continued as naturally as water, and the panties soon disappeared into the dolphin pants.