episode_0004

Almost a year ago, it was a little after I started attending the private institute.

To be precise, it was about a month since I raped the now female Park Si-hyun.

Up until then, almost every day after the institute, I called Park Si-hyun, kissed her, and touched her chest.

At first, I was awkward with kissing and caressing, but by that time, mixing tongues had become familiar.

“What are you doing? Aren’t you going to start soon?”

“….”

That day, I called Park Si-hyun, and while she was touching my chest, she spoke as if she were catching me.

Of course, it wasn’t because she liked being caught. She probably just wanted to finish quickly and go home.

Thinking that way made me feel slightly repulsed. It was also becoming somewhat of a mannerism to just kiss and fondle her chest.

So, I thought about progressing to the next stage that day.

“Want to try something different today.”

“What?”

“Just sucking and licking is getting boring.”

“Then what do you want to do? You can’t be…!”

“Don’t worry. I’m not interested in that yet.”

I said to the startled guy, covering his crotch. Since the first day, we hadn’t gone beyond oral sex. Honestly, the day I forced it, it was just stiff and not very pleasant. Emotionally, it wasn’t great either. But the desire for revenge against Park Si-hyun remained.

“Instead, suck it.”

“…Suck it? Where?”

“Where do you think?”

I pointed to where my penis was. At that, Park Si-hyun looked incredulous.

“Are you crazy?”

“I’m perfectly sane. You know, fellatio.”

“How can I suck a guy’s d*ck?”

It was a dreadful reaction of disgust. It was a natural response for a guy, but honestly, when I was a guy, I thought my girlfriend would do it. But seeing the reaction, maybe not… Well, of course, he might just detest doing it to anyone.

“Do you hate it? Then don’t do it. But you won’t have to turn back into a man.”

“…You b*stard.”

“Decide whether you’ll do it or not. Even if you refuse, I won’t force you.”

I left the decision up to him. If he said he absolutely couldn’t do it and ran away, I really wouldn’t chase after him. I wouldn’t feel particularly regretful if our relationship ended there.

The guy was suffering just from becoming a girl. It was because, in reality, the poor thing had no choice but to earnestly wish to become a guy again.

“I’ll do it.”

“I can’t hear you well.”

“Just do it! You’re gonna suck that thing anyway.”

He said with a bright red face. I chuckled at the sight. A damn situation where he had to suck a guy’s dick to turn back into a guy. Just thinking about forcing him to do that made me feel good already. Maybe that’s why my thing was already erect.

“You crazy bastard… why is it standing already?”

“If you’re gonna do it, do it quickly.”

“…Shouldn’t it be shaved first?”

“You shave and then suck it yourself.”

“Son of a bitch.”

In an empty men’s restroom, Park Si-hyun knelt in front of me, clearly showing his displeasure, and unzipped my pants. Then he soon pulled out my penis from my underwear.

Another person’s hand. And having a woman’s touch handle my penis felt like being slapped in the face.

“What are you doing? Aren’t you going to suck it?”

“…Oh, I’m going to suck it.”

Park Si-hyun took deep breaths while staring at my fully erect penis. Unintentionally, his breath made it grow even more. He mumbled something like “Why is it getting bigger…” and timidly stuck out his tongue, barely touching the tip of the glans.

“Hey, suck properly. What are you doing?”

“I-I’m doing it.”

After urging him several times, he cautiously brought his mouth closer. At first, he just lightly touched the tip of the glans with his lips. Grimacing as if he didn’t like the slight taste of pre-cum, he gradually swallowed it little by little.

“Don’t just stand there, use your tongue to wrap around it.”

“Mmm.”

Although he responded with a strange sound, he soon began to lick my penis like an obedient dog.

I was used to using my tongue thanks to kissing. Unintentionally, it was like some kind of preliminary learning. Because of that, I was reaching climax quickly.

“Hey.”

“Hmm?”

“I’m coming.”

“Hmm?”

Instead of answering his stupid question, I finished right in his mouth.

“Kuk! Kkuk! Keuk! You bastard!”

The guy, with semen still in his mouth, pulled away from my dick and shouted. I was slightly intoxicated by the unfamiliar sensation of fellatio. Seeing semen splattered on his face and clothes, saliva sticking to his lips, and trailing down to my member, a stronger sense of disgust arose.

“Feels good. Let’s do this again tomorrow.”

“Screw that. Not doing it!”

“Not doing it? Can’t handle being a woman?”

“You’re a real piece of work.”

“Just for you, you son of a bitch.”

Park Si-hyun seemed genuinely repulsed, but he couldn’t bring himself to refuse again. Perhaps he didn’t want to endure further humiliation by refusing. Of course, I had no intention of forcing him. Making him do it himself would be more humiliating.

All I had to do was mock him even more.

“Think positively. You never know, you might get used to it. Like kissing.”

“Don’t kid yourself. It’s never going to happen.”

With a scowl, Park Si-hyun shot back and fled as if escaping.

Honestly, even then, I wondered if she could ever stoop that low. Just then, mind you.

“Hey, what are you thinking about?”

“…Nothing, just reminiscing.”

And there she was, under the desk, rummaging through my member.

With one hand gripping the shaft and the other fondling the testicles, she was probing the glans as if kissing it.

“You’ve got it up so quickly, what kind of reminiscing is that?”

“Shut up and suck it.”

“Well, that was the plan anyway.”

Like it was nothing, Park Si-hyun began to suck on my member. She had become incredibly skilled compared to the first fellatio. Her expression showed no signs of discomfort; rather, it was oddly sensual. Playfully licking with her tongue, then sucking deeply as if determined, she controlled the tempo perfectly, preventing a hasty climax. It was like we were breathing in sync. This was a fellatio we had practiced dozens of times.

“Hey, I’m about to finish.”

“Hmm.”

At my words, he looked up at me with wide eyes. There was no hint of embarrassment, only an expression waiting for release.

I maintained my composure as usual. Reflexively, I grabbed his head, and without any resistance, he buried his face in my member.

“Splrch, chwurp, jyuuub…”

He didn’t leave a single drop of ejaculate, drinking it all up.

It was different from before when he used to panic at the thought of it. At first, I had to make him, but eventually, he started doing it on his own.

Was it because he didn’t want it to stain his clothes? But now, that reason didn’t seem to apply at all.

“Show me.”

“Beeee…”

Now he was willing to show the slightly glistening ejaculate. The look in his eyes as he held it in his mouth wasn’t much different from that of a puppy wanting praise. In the past, I might have teased him, but now, I just ruffled his hair, acknowledging his good job.

“Well done. Swallow.”

*Gulp* “It’s quite thick.”

“Clean up.”

“Okay, so don’t push it in.”

It was Park Si-hyun who immediately began cleaning up the mess of saliva and semen on my erect member. He meticulously licked the erected shaft and thoroughly sucked the tip.

“Why do you hold the testicles while sucking the tip?”

“I thought more would come out that way.”

“Are they like faucet knobs?”

“It seems like that when watching someone climax. Ejaculation knobs.”

Such vulgar wording. Yet, there was Park Si-hyun, playing with my testicles as if they were really ejaculation knobs. It felt good, but as I reminisced about the past, I couldn’t help but wonder how this guy ended up like this.

“Alright, it’s done. It’s clean now. I’ll go brush my teeth.”

“Oh. Don’t touch mine or my parents’. You know what color mine is, right?”

“Why would I touch yours? But what do your parents say? They still don’t know I come over?”

“They’re not interested in me. That’s how they’ve always been.”

“Come to think of it, I’ve never seen your parents.”

Of course, I wouldn’t have. They’re parents who don’t even care when their child is bullied for three years at school.

Similarly, his parents know nothing about Park Si-hyun. They’re often not home, and when they are, they leave early in the morning.

In a way, it’s a relief. Thanks to that, for the past year, I’ve had the freedom to call Park Si-hyun over and devour him to my heart’s content.

“Oh, by the way, my mom asked why you haven’t been coming over lately.”

“My mom? Why?”

“Didn’t you say we should study together?”

It was Park Sihyun who spoke while brushing her teeth.

Come to think of it, was that the excuse for going to Park Sihyun’s house?

A study buddy… Of course, it was an excuse.

Back then, I was only thinking about how to take advantage of Park Sihyun more creatively, so I went to her place and took advantage of her there too.

Come to think of it, it’s been a while since I’ve been to their house…

“Really? But what’s the point?”

“Well, you have to show your face at least once.”

“Why? Just say you don’t want to study anymore.”

“…You don’t want to? Your allowance will be gone.”

Hmm, allowance is a serious matter.

Come to think of it, I spent a lot of my allowance last year.

Not just that, money was subtly spent every time I took advantage of this kid.

Even when I called her over, we ordered chicken or delivery food, sometimes we went out.

My parents aren’t stingy with allowances, but if my grades drop this year, I might not get an allowance either…

“Hey, so… would you like to come over to our house today?”

“What? Why?”

“Why… I told you. Show your face once.”

“For your allowance?”

“…Yeah. For my allowance.”

As she said that, Park Sihyun made a sly expression.

Why? Oh, she’s probably worried I’ll ask her to buy something with my allowance.

Crafty girl. She acts so stingy just because I asked to split the bill sometimes.

Thinking like that, this kid is despicable.

“Okay. But there’s one condition.”

“What is it? More sex? Do as you please.”

“Sex? What the hell. Is sex all you think about?”

“Whatever. The condition is this. You have to study with me too.”

“What?”

If I want to really mess with this damn blockhead, this is the only way.

Studying. It’s one of the things this girl hates the most.

Last year, she did improve in that area, but that’s because I forced her to.

Why did I force her? If I want to keep taking advantage of her by going to her house, I have to improve my grades. Maybe that’s why her parents don’t say anything when I visit.

“Isn’t that obvious? You’re the one calling me to teach you.”

“But that’s…”

“Besides, if you come to my house, I won’t be able to study. I have to do this much at least.”

“……”

“Whatever. Do as you please.”

“…Fine. I’ll do it.”

Huh? They actually accepted this. I thought they’d tell me to screw off.

“Then let’s go right away.”

“…Sure, okay.”

Why does Park Sihyun’s expression seem tinged with anticipation?

I don’t really know.