episode_0003

“Ugh…”

I groaned softly as I opened my eyes on the bed. Judging by the mirrored ceiling, it still seemed like the Love Hotel from yesterday. I sat up and reached for my phone on the bedside table. It was a little past ten in the morning.

“My buttocks feel sore… and it seems like the hole is still open.”

I tried to tighten my glutes, but it felt like they wouldn’t close completely and remained slightly ajar. Despite trying a few more times, it seemed like they were indeed still open.

“Ughh…”

I heard rustling sounds beside me. Mitsuki was sleeping next to me. Carefully, I slipped out of bed to avoid waking her. My clothes were scattered around the bed. I sighed, ran my hand over my buttocks, and headed towards the bathroom.

“I must be crazy… going this far for money…”

I stepped into the shower stall and turned on the water. The warm water cascaded over my head and body. As I rinsed myself, a wave of shame and regret washed over me. I couldn’t believe I had spread my buttocks for a woman I had just met.

“I want to go home quickly… I don’t need any of this now; I just want to go home…”

I turned off the tap and stepped out of the shower stall. After drying off and dressing, I glanced at her sleeping figure.

“Where are you going? You have to pay me.”

As I turned to leave for the door, I heard her voice from behind. I thought she was asleep and that I could leave without being noticed.

“Uh… back to that house…”

I hesitated at her being awake and stumbled over my words. While pondering how to leave without disturbing her peace, she gestured for me to come closer.

“Come here for a moment. We agreed on payment. Bring my bag.”

She spoke from under the covers, satisfied. I handed her the bag. Seeing the scattered anal beads near the bag brought back memories of last night. I shook my head to dispel such thoughts.

“Here. It was a bit tough yesterday, but even considering that, it was really good. Not many people enjoy it so much on their first time with someone.”

She looked quite content as she took an envelope out of the bag. I hesitated but realized she might not let me leave if I refused the envelope.

“Th-thank you…”

I took the envelope and swiftly turned to walk away from her. When I reached the door, I heard a moan from behind. I turned back. She was smiling slyly, showing me something on her phone screen.

“I’ll call you for another good service next time, okay? It’s hard to find talent like you. See you later.”

My face burning red, I left the room. There wouldn’t be a next time. I exited the building, boarded a bus, and headed straight home. I didn’t want others to see that I had done this for money.

I unlocked the door and entered my room. I stripped down to my underwear, threw everything into the washing machine, and started a load. After changing into fresh clothes, I sat at my desk. Memories of yesterday that I had tried to forget since the hotel kept resurfacing. The video she played last, with me making lewd animal-like noises, only served to reinforce those memories.

“Sigh… Her behavior clearly hinted at a repeat performance, but…”

Wrapping my head with my hands, I let out a deep sigh. I thought I wasn’t that much of a fool, but without even a hint of rebellion, I allowed my body to comply, not just once, but front and back as well. There was no point in dwelling on it further, so I decided to divert my thoughts elsewhere.

“Come to think of it… How much could be inside…”

Reaching out towards the envelope on the desk, I opened it nervously. Inside the envelope were ten 10,000 yen bills. Slowly, I counted them one by one again. Two or three times I recounted, but my hand still held ten 100,000 yen bills. Suddenly, my heart started pounding. Heat rose from within my body, and sweat formed on my forehead.

“This can’t be real…”

It felt like my head was turning pale. The fact that a substantial amount of money, 100,000 yen, had come in overnight from behaving like an animal both terrified and seduced me when I slightly lowered my self-esteem.

“A million yen… It can cover not only the cost of a new game but also my living expenses…”

Touching such a large sum for the first time seemed to shake me even more.

“What are you thinking right now! This is the last time, no more of this kind of thing… Never again…”

I slammed the desk, stood up, and slapped my cheeks, saying. No more prostitution. No more opening up holes or getting screwed over.

About a fortnight after the incident, a problem arose. The issue was that my buttocks kept feeling restless, and even though I took care of things alone, the satisfaction significantly decreased.

“Why is this happening? Why is my hole twitching… And why does this feeling not go away even after masturbating… It doesn’t disappear no matter how many times I try…”

My face turned red, my mind couldn’t function properly, and my anus kept twitching. The suffocating feeling of not finding relief even after taking care of things was too frustrating.

“It can’t be true… No way… Just once, and it’s like this?”

With a doubtful mind, I prodded my finger into the hole. The throbbing intensified, my anus moved faster, and my head wanted my finger.

“No… This isn’t right… I can undo this, just don’t insert it… It will disappear soon…”

Engaged in a struggle with myself, my phone suddenly rang loudly, sounding like an alarm. Gasping for breath, I picked up the phone. It was her. The message was very short, just saying “Hello.”

“Hello.”

“Yeah. How about a leisurely life? Or have you already spent everything?”

“If it’s what you gave me before, I still have some left…”

“Oh… You’re using it wisely. Very good.”

“More importantly, why did you contact me? I’m not going out.”

“Really? Usually at this point, your body would be itching.”

It was amazing how she could see through me more than once. Knowing my condition, I couldn’t reply immediately.

“Honestly, right? I’ll go out for a bit now. Thank you for the money.”

“Wait, let me hear your voice now. Quickly.”

She demanded to hear my voice out of the blue. I hesitated to reveal my state in this situation.

“My throat hurts. I’m feeling a bit unwell right now.”

I sent a message with a sick emoticon. I thought that claiming illness might help me avoid the situation for now. But it only seemed to provoke her more.

“You’re sick? Really? That makes me more curious… Let me hear your voice a little. This is my number.”

She sent her number while persistently urging me to call. I turned off the screen, placed the phone face down, and ignored it. However, the notification sound continued to ring incessantly.

“Stop it! Does it make any sense to keep asking me to listen when I’m in pain? You can’t even offer comfort, let alone worry…”

“You’ve got the strength to be angry, huh? Let’s get in touch first. I can spare the whole day today.”

Like a cunning fox, she seemed to have already figured out my intentions and said, “In the end, I dialed her number and made the call.

“Oh, is your throat better?”

She spoke in a nonchalant tone.

“What’s wrong with you? I’m not doing this anymore. Back then…”

As I conversed with her, I felt warmth spreading inside me. My ears and cheeks turned red, and my heart raced.

“What about back then? Weren’t you after money too? I needed your body. Isn’t that right?”

“Ugh…”

Talking to her, memories of our last encounter flooded back, making me shudder this time.

“You seem short of breath. Are you okay? Or are you in heat? Your desire is rising, but mere physical satisfaction isn’t enough, and your insides itch? Even though you know the solution for the physical discomfort, your heart resists.”

It seemed like there was a camera in the room as she accurately assessed my condition.

“It’s hard to endure. How about Friday evening this week? Let’s meet at the clock tower we met before. And don’t worry, I’m not that bad of a person.”

“Ugh…”

A slight moan escaped my lips uncontrollably. I immediately covered my mouth with one hand.

“Oh…that sound just now was nice…I might have gotten a little wet too. Well, I have to go now. I’ll be waiting for you on Friday.”

With that, the call with her ended. Placing my phone on the desk, I took a deep breath. My body seemed to crave her even more, tingling with anticipation. Moans escaped gradually, and thoughts of her lingered.

“No, I’m not going out. I won’t go out. This is just a momentary indulgence.”

Leading my heated body, I turned off the lights and slipped under the covers, closing my eyes.