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“Do you like doing it like this?”

“Yes. good… Uh, there… Back.”

The pillar of my cock is grabbed by a slender hand and violated.

Add to that the sensation you feel every time the blade of your fist touches your testicles, right before you ejaculate.

He stuck out his tongue and licked the back of the glans, putting the whole big dick in that little mouth.

The face moving up and down, and the sight of the vulgar older sister sucking in as much air as possible while sucking on the spot.

Wait a minute, you’re my sister──

♠

Thump, thump, thump, thud, thud, thud, thud!

The alarm sound I had set as the default sound got louder and louder, waking me up.

My sister must have woken up too, so we stretched at the same time and our hands bumped into each other.

“… Are you awake?”

“Yes… ?”

“No.”

It didn’t happen, did I just hear a sound and move reflexively?

There’s definitely someone like that. People who just turn off the alarm and fall asleep like the dead again.

“Ha… .”

I stretched from the neck down and stood up.

I thought I wouldn’t be able to shower starting today, so I borrowed my sister’s bathroom.

Even though it is a bathroom, it is a bathroom inside a bathroom.

‘I’m sleepy… .’

I don’t really know how I felt about my first kiss.

We just touched lips and didn’t do anything after that because we were scared.

However, the feeling I felt the moment I touched those lips was like melting candy with my lips and eating it, and my heart was pounding like that time at a shooting range when I was nervous that a shell casing would fly to the wrong place and I wouldn’t be able to find it.

It definitely remains in my heart.

“Sister, sister.”

“Yes… ?”

“I’ll go first.”

“Yes… .”

I don’t know if she understood or if she was sleeping, but my sister was mumbling and playing with my hand.

I also returned the affection by touching the small hand with my thumb.

“Oh~ Jicheol is here.”

“Hello. What about mom?”

“You are changing your clothes inside.”

“Ah, yes.”

When I arrived at the ceremony site, not only my mom but also my uncles were there to help.

Since condolences had not yet been received, the ceremony hall was quiet except for the office.

It was dizzying to think that it was packed with people in a place that seemed to be three times the size of my sister’s house.

Because it was like that at my grandfather’s funeral.

Even though it was the same suit, there was a different atmosphere here.

“… !”

I followed the scent of incense and came across a picture frame among numerous flower decorations.

It contained the only photo of my father wearing a suit.

“Huh, huh… !”

My legs suddenly gave out and I looked away from the mortuary.

I’ve been holding on for a few days at most.

It’s really embarrassing.

The feelings of disappointment and gratitude towards my father came rushing in like a tidal wave, and tears began to block my vision.

Don’t you have to die to see your son and daughter get married… .

“Jichul… .”

“Son… … .”

When I felt like I was going to burst into tears at any moment, my mother and uncle comforted me by rubbing my back.

“Hmm, hmm!”

I took a deep breath, washed my face, and wiped away my tears.

I don’t even smoke, but the phlegm keeps floating around in my throat, making me more thirsty.

I think the only time I cried as an adult was when I was forced to cry when I got hit in the face with a ball while playing soccer in the military.

My sister’s face was worse than what appears in the mirror now.

I will probably cry 100% when I see my dad’s portrait.

“Phew… .”

“You didn’t eat, right? Hey, eat.”

“Yes. Mom doesn’t eat it?”

“No, I have to eat it with my son.”

Following various types of kimchi and donggeurangttaeng, you can’t miss the must-have spicy beef stew. And the best menu, boiled pork.

I started eating breakfast, feeling like my sister had tears in her eyes the day before.

“When is your sister coming?”

“Around 12 o’clock? I told you to come.”

“Yes. Well done.”

“Jichul. I should wear this.”

“Oh, that’s right.”

My uncle brought the Sangju belt and handed it to me.

I’ve tried the one-line version a few times, but this is my first time trying the two-line version.

I was very sad that I had to wear this one more time.

“The food here is delicious. Right.”

“Yes. It’s delicious.”

It was surprisingly delicious than I expected, so I ate another bowl.

I don’t know if this means swallowing your tears while filling your stomach… Anyway, I felt comforted just by eating.

“… … .”

It was a little after 10 o’clock. Mourners began to come in one by one.

Since my mom knew and I didn’t know much, it seemed like it was my dad’s guest.

Lots of bows, handshakes and words of comfort.

Maybe it was because I was lost, but I repeated it several times, but it wasn’t difficult at all.

And I knew that my dad had lived a pretty good life.

With so many people coming, it’s clear they did well.

After spending time like this, it was already lunch time.

“Mom. It came out~”

“Are you here?”

As I got up from my chair to greet the mourners, I discovered it was my sister.

My sister naturally came up to me and hugged me.

“How is your body?”

“It’s okay. It’s nothing.”

“I didn’t eat. Can’t wait to eat with my little brother.”

“Yes.”

I was constantly worried that my older sister would see my father’s portrait.

So I purposely clung to my older sister and covered the funeral so she wouldn’t be able to see, but it was useless because I had to see it anyway.

In the end, my sister ended up looking at the photo of the portrait placed in the funeral home.

“… wow! The photo came out really well!”

“Right? That’s the only photo I took wearing a suit.”

Surprisingly, my sister didn’t cry.

Even I shed tears, but instead of crying, I was actually happy that the photo came out well.

Fortunately, the atmosphere did not become solemn because my mother also joined in.

“Change your clothes quickly. Because I prepared it inside.”

“Yes.”

My older sister, who was changing clothes inside, called my mom.

“Mom, I’m serving customers right now.”

“Jichul, can you tell me that these clothes are small?”

“Small?”

“Uh. My heart doesn’t fit.”

“Okay.”

A guest came and naturally called my mother and started talking.

“My sister says her clothes don’t fit.”

“Really? wait for a sec. I’ll call you.”

“Is this right?”

“That’s right, that’s right. I said it 3 times.”

In the midst of all the chaos, people who looked quite like my older sister came to visit us.

It seemed like he was a guest from my sister’s side.

“Hello… .”

“Let’s do it first.”

One person bows, the other puts flowers and says a moment of silence.

“Ayoung’s friend… Ah, you are my younger brother?”

“Yes… Hello.”

“Where is the spirit?”

“Sister? Just a moment.”

oh my god. My sister came wearing a hooded zip-up.

I couldn’t even change my clothes because they didn’t fit.

“Sister. Sister’s friends──”

“Kya?!”

I immediately closed the door and left.

Is this sister crazy? Even if your clothes don’t fit, why are you wearing only a bra?

“What’s going on?”

“Oh, no. I’m changing my clothes.”

“Oh, I see… .”

“Please eat. I’ll send it to you.”

“Thank you~”

“Son. They say mourning clothes are not available now. They say it’s coming tomorrow?”

“No? Okay.”

After knocking because of the noise of people talking, I put my mouth to the crack in the door and spoke.

“The mourning clothes will arrive tomorrow. My friend is here, so come out quickly.”

I thought it was a lime color that did not suit a funeral.

How were you planning on receiving it if I handed it to you?”

“… … .”

After a while, my sister came out with the same clothes she was wearing.

It was truly an inappropriate outfit for a funeral, but there was nothing I could do about it.

“Jimin~ Did you come? Thank you~~ Sejin came too?”

“… … .”

My sister runs away so quickly that I feel embarrassed.

How long can I keep that mask?

I was very anxious.

♠

Second day.

The funeral in a heavy atmosphere continued without any incident.

Usually, more people come on the second day than on the first day.

While I was more hectic than yesterday, it was already 3 o’clock, the time for check-in.

“It is time for the bereaved families to enter. Please follow me.”

“… … .”

The facial expressions that had been kept bright suddenly darkened.

Me, my mom, and my sister.

The expressions on the uncles and aunts who followed the induction ceremony were not good either.

I’m glad my grandparents passed away. If he were still alive, he might have died from the shock.

“Phew… .”

Since it is connected to the morgue, the admission room is chillingly cold.

The solemn atmosphere is added to make it feel even more tangible.

“Yes… We will proceed with the immigration process… that… .”

Since it was not the time for the person to go, but someone who died suddenly and young, the funeral director kept his mouth shut.

“Sorry. Let’s proceed.”

“”… … !””

My father’s body was carefully moved.

My mom had already started sobbing, and my sister was holding my hand tightly.

The good news is that, except for the cracked bones, all of my limbs are fine.

It’s really meaningless consolation.

“Huh… ! Hmm!!”

Finally, the cloth covering my face lifted, and my father’s face began to appear.

A face so peaceful that it doesn’t really feel like an accident.

However, the atmosphere here was not calm.

“Bereaved families first… father… When you go… One last word… … Please.”

“Huhhh… !”

Mom held on to Dad and sobbed.

My uncles and maternal aunt could not hide their tears and used up all the tissues in the admission room.

My sister hugged me and cried so hard.

Only I, with red eyes and biting my lip, could not help but lose my posture.

My sister’s tears, which she had been holding back for so long, soaked me to the point where my shirt was visible.

“Okay… Go to a good place!”

“Are you going before your mother? ? bad guy… .”

The first person to rhyme was my eldest uncle.

Normally, it is polite to take turns during the inauguration ceremony, but this time, everyone surrounded my father and said a word one by one, without considering the order.

My sister and I couldn’t say anything until the end.

Because I really felt like I was going to die crying.

♠

“Uh… Are you here?”

“Hello.”

Late evening time.

These days, both those giving condolences and those receiving condolences are tired, so most policies have been changed to 10 p.m.

The last guest was Jiyoung, who was supposed to be my brother-in-law.

“Why did you come so late~ I was waiting.”

“I’m sorry. I finished work late… .”

My mother, who still had red eyes, treated my older brother kindly, thinking that my older sister had not yet broken up with him.

My brother-in-law probably knew this too, so he adjusted the rhythm for now.

“… … I’m sorry.”

“Yes? What is it?”

“I don’t know what to say… .”

“… … no. It’s okay.”

“Oh my, are you going without eating?”

“Yes… Mom needs to rest too. I also ate rice.”

“That’s right… .”

“Brother.”

I called my brother who was just going to pay his respects and then go straight away.

“Sister… I don’t have to look at it?”

“… … Do you have it?”

“I’m not in my right mind.”

“Then I can ask you──”

“Why did you come here?”

The door to the mourning room burst open, and my sister, whose face was disfigured, spoke in a cracked voice.

“A. Because I don’t want to see it.”

“… … Sorry.”

“What are you doing… !”

“Mom.”

“… … sorry. Let’s go.”

Due to my older sister’s cold attitude, my older brother’s already dark expression became even darker.

The older brother left without saying a word, and the older sister went back into the resident’s room.

“My sister said they broke up.”

“… Really?”

It’s definitely sad news.

The story is a story, but I broke up with the person I was about to marry.

It’s definitely news that everyone should be sad about.

What happened to my head after my dad died?

I felt relieved to see my sister clearly drawing a line.

“Yes.”

Even though I couldn’t feel sad right now, I was so lustful that I hit my daughter and ended up touching my older sister without her knowledge.

Now I think I know why.

This is because the number of competitors trying to take over his older sister has decreased.