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Time passed and the day of the appointment arrived.

Today, I woke up early, washed my body thoroughly (I usually wash often), and prepared my mind. When we first met, I ran a simulation in my brain about what I would say and how I would act.

All the cases have already been predicted and I will become the god of blind dates.

“Honestly, I’m a bit embarrassed… .”

I think it would be less embarrassing to receive a customer at a bar or to be unilaterally violated. It’s more familiar and you just have to accept the other person’s desires.

It’s clear what to do in a situation where the other person points to your vagina with his hand, but you’re worried about what to do when the other person is sitting with their faces blushing shyly across the restaurant table.

This happened because I had no experience in this area.

“If you think about it, I didn’t live an ordinary life either.”

A man who is more embarrassed about going on blind dates than sucking the pussy of women he meets for the first time. I felt like I could understand Hera’s attitude toward me.

If a knight’s sense of chastity is like that, it might be difficult to say nice things. Of course, even by ordinary people’s standards, it’s out.

When I think about it, isn’t it actually amazing that Hera cares about me as a person, even though her words are harsh?

“Well, he’s not a bad guy.”

I felt regretful that I couldn’t go all the way with her the day before yesterday.

“But… I decided to do it once when Hera becomes a paladin.”

I’m about to go on a blind date right now. I don’t know what the future holds, but what if things work out for her and I?

Maybe I’ll start my first relationship today!

But when it comes to dating, he can’t do things like that with other women, including Hera.

“You may be able to do it, but… .”

No matter how much I like lewd things, I find it repulsive to leave my lover and have a relationship with another woman. Not because there is a great reason, but because it hurts the other person.

If I am in a relationship, it will be because I at least have a crush on that person that can develop into love.

But do I hurt that person because of my sexual desires? I am not and will never be so depraved that I cannot feel guilty about such things.

To that extent, that is an area that I am determined to protect as I live.

“So it would be better to refuse for now.”

When you meet in person, the person may not like you or not, but if you really like them.

“I can’t accept your feelings even for the sake of the other person.”

I believe this is the path for everyone.

I dressed up neatly, checked my appearance one last time, and went outside.

***

In the distance, I saw a white jewel and a sign that said “Bard.”

As I got closer to the meeting place, I felt like my body was becoming stiffer. No, it didn’t seem like it was just a feeling.

It was like the day I was first called to the lord.

“It was like this back then too.”

My back is covered in sweat and my posture becomes stiff. His gait is too clumsy to be considered someone who was once a knight.

This is why I had nothing to say even if strangers thought I was a suspicious person.

Before I knew it, I had reached the front of the restaurant without even being able to untangle my muscles, let alone my tangled thoughts.

I recalled information about the other person. Since I had forgotten Chloe and I the day before yesterday, I met her again yesterday and listened to her.

‘I’m 21 years old. Her name is Karen Grace. Long brown hair and blue eyes. He is neither tall nor short. ‘Similar to me.’

I didn’t come early, so if you open this door and go in, she will be there.

I clenched and unclenched my fists, took a deep breath, and entered the restaurant.

For a restaurant in a medieval (not medieval) fantasy world, the interior had a fairly sophisticated feel and was crowded with customers, perhaps because it was lunch time. There were hardly any empty tables to be seen.

I looked around the restaurant, looking for someone who looked like the person I had heard about from Chloe.

But it seemed like the other person found me first. While looking around at the people, I saw someone raising their hand.

Seeing that he was looking straight at me, it didn’t seem like he was trying to call an employee.

I think they were keeping an eye on who was coming in.

I walked over to the table where the owner of the hand was sitting.

What was my first impression of her when I saw her up close?

“Ah, ah, hello!”

There was something cute about it.

“Oh yes. hello. My name is Ethan Julius.”

When I told her her name, she was shocked and then introduced herself in a fluster.

“My name is Karen Grace. I heard a lot from Chloe.”

If I had heard it from Chloe, it wouldn’t have been anything good. Even if it were packaged in a good way, it would still be like a male prostitute with a strong personality.

She was blushing, and I couldn’t tell if she was just shy or because she remembered what Chloe had told me.

Karen pursed her lips as if she wanted to say something, but the waitress approached her before she could muster up the courage.

“What would you like to order?”

Karen pursed her lips as if embarrassed by the question asked by the employee who came up behind her without any sign. I feel this once again, but beautiful women are pretty even when they are embarrassed.

But pretty is pretty, and a spell is a spell. I ordered instead of Karen, who was speechless and irritated.

“Please give me this and this.”

Karen’s expression darkened as she chose a menu item from the menu the waitress presented to her. It’s not that I don’t like the menu, but rather that I’m resentful of myself for not being able to lead a man and even speak to him properly.

I understand that feeling. That’s why I wanted to make her feel better.

‘But how do you do that?’

Most of the ways I know of to relieve a woman’s mood involve using her body. None of them were worth doing here.

If I recall, there is lip service to appease the lord… .

‘Actually, a lot of it was done with real lips.’

As I pondered what the most appropriate comment to make in this situation would be, I could feel her mood becoming more and more depressed.

This is how we end up breaking up after just eating together. I thought it would be better to say something, so I asked what I was curious about.

“Hey Karen.”

Karen was startled by my words and responded.

“Yes, yes.”

“I heard from Chloe that Karen likes men like me? What do you like about me?”

Until now, I had been considered by women as a simple object of the opposite sex to satisfy their sexual desires. But Karen showed no such sign. On the contrary, it was embarrassingly wholesome and refreshing.

Karen answered my questions slowly but clearly.

“I like a dashing man like Ethan.”

Her shy appearance disappeared and she looked me straight in the eyes and spoke to me, which was very attractive.

The sunlight entering the restaurant reflected and made her eyes sparkle.

I usually only heard things like “strong,” “brash,” “rough,” “fierce,” and “are you a man?” but when I heard that he was manly, I was slightly moved.

“I have been told for a long time that I am unladylike. Actually, that is also the case. Maybe that’s why I started liking men like Ethan. Of course, Ethan likes feminine people, but I still wanted to convey my feelings.”

Karen poured out words as if she had memorized them in advance and closed her eyes tightly.

I don’t think her feelings were lies, but I was a little nervous.

“Even if everything else is the same, this is your first time seeing me. Aren’t you being too hasty?”

The color disappeared from Karen’s face at my words. He spoke hurriedly as he looked as if he had been hit by black magic.

“Oh, no, I’m not blaming Karen. I’m just curious, why would you do something like this to someone you’re meeting for the first time?”

Karen stuttered out her words with a pale face.

“That… After hearing about Ethan from Chloe for a long time, I started to like him more and more… . When I saw Ethan in person, I also liked him so much that I thought, without even thinking about it… .”

Oh, what should I do with this woman?

I was clearly planning on refusing it flatly. But Karen was an unfamiliar type of person to me, and she evoked unfamiliar emotions in me.

“Chloe said she said so, but I’ll ask just in case. First of all, my main job is as an adventurer, but you know that I work at that warehouse, right?”

Karen gave a small but clear answer.

“Yes… .”

“Is it okay though?”

“I’m fine!”

I was a little surprised because he suddenly said it out loud.

“Karen, do you have any experience with men?”

Karen’s face turned bright red at my question.

“… No.”

“I have a lot of experience with women. At least it’s probably more than Karen thought. Karen, better than a man like me-”

“I like Ethan.”

Karen spoke firmly with her cheeks blushing. I could feel the firm determination in her blue eyes. It was the most feminine appearance I had ever seen.

I was embarrassed. I was definitely, definitely planning to refuse, but the other person came out like this and I couldn’t get the words out easily. I might not have known it if I hadn’t found her attractive, but I liked her too.

“I don’t know.”

Hera? From today, Hera is a close friend, nothing more or less. And I will choose love.

“Karen, do you want to join me?”

“Yes… ?”

“Do you want to have sex with me?”

“… Yes.”

“Then let’s go.”

I grabbed Karen’s arm and walked out of the restaurant.

The food was being served, but they said they had urgent business and didn’t say anything as they just paid and left.

Karen said as she was grabbed and dragged by me.

“Uh, where are you going?”

“I’m going to the inn where I’m staying.”

“It’s gone too far, isn’t it sudden?”

“Karen showed her sincerity, so I will also show you my sincerity.”

After those words, Karen followed me silently.

We didn’t say anything until we entered the inn room.

“Karen.”

When I called her softly, Karen, who had been looking around the room, turned her head and looked at me.

I slowly took off my clothes, looking into her blue eyes.

“Now, wait a minute, Ethan!”

Karen made a loud noise and covered her eyes with her hands. But occasionally, a blue light passed between my fingers.

As the things that covered my body fell off one by one, and even my underwear fell to the floor, I became completely naked.

As tall as a woman. Dark skin. Muscles and scars filled the slender body.

I grabbed Karen’s hand, which was still not away from her face, and lowered it. Only then was she able to properly look at me.

“If it’s okay to have a body like this… .”

Karen swallowed her saliva.

Grinning.

“I guess you don’t like it.”

Karen nodded slightly shyly.

‘I feel like I’m seeing a woman from my past life.’

It’s unfamiliar, but this was pretty good.

I went over to give Karen a kiss, what would be her first kiss.

Karen closed her eyes tightly and pursed her lips. I almost burst out laughing at the cute sight, but I barely held it back so as not to ruin the mood.

… … .

Our lips slowly got closer.

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.

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“… !”

Eventually, they became one.