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“Ah, son…?”

“Yeah, Mom, what are you looking for there?”

“No, it’s okay!”

It seems she was trying to find something she dropped under the bed and her clothes got caught.

“Mom, just stay there.”

The moment I grabbed her waist to pull her up.

Mom was startled as if having a seizure.

Crack—!!

And a very dull sound was heard from under the bed.

“Ah!”

Mom seems to have hit her head.

“Mom, are you okay?”

No response.

And Mom’s body, who had been kneeling, was limp.

“Mom? Mom!”

Mom seems to have fainted.

First of all, I have to get Mom out from under the bed.

I grabbed Mom’s waist and pulled hard.

“No… Mom, why are you so heavy?”

Mom is definitely slender.

It’s just that Mom’s clothes are stuck on something and won’t come off.

“Ugh…! A little harder…!”

I pulled with all my might, but every time I did, Mom seemed to be sucked under the bed by the reaction.

Then, I felt a slight force in the hand that was holding Mom’s waist.

It seemed that Mom had woken up.

“…Ji, Jiwon?”

“Mom, are you okay?”

“What, what are you doing?”

“Trying to pull you out.”

“What…?”

Somehow, it was difficult to pull her out because of the uncomfortable posture.

Suddenly, a good idea flashed through my mind.

‘Let’s use the principle of a lever.’

Immediately, I put my waist against Mom’s buttocks and pulled as if lying backwards.

“Ji… Jiwon!”

The more I strongly leaned, the more my lower body was pressed against Mom’s buttocks,

The principle of the lever was definitely working, and Mom began to be gradually pulled out.

“Ugh…!”

Half of Mom’s back was exposed. It seems the clothes were being pulled from inside.

Soon, I thought I’d be able to get Mom out from under the bed.

“I, she’s coming out! Mom’s coming out now!”

“Hup—!!”

Mom suddenly gasped as if swallowing her breath.

Mom screamed as if in a cry.

“Ju, just wait, not inside…!”

After those words, I pulled Mom out of the bed.

Mom’s clothes were slightly torn.

Silence fell.

The last words Mom had said just now came to mind like a melody.

I looked at Mom’s expression. Mom seemed to be thinking the same thing.

“Oh, I forgot to put the water on!”

“Oh, right! I have homework!”

Mom made the same excuse as yesterday, and what kind of homework do I have when I don’t even go to school?

We were both so awkward and awkward.

I arrived at my room and wrung my brain.

“What is helping… it’s even more strange…!”

Ugh, why does this keep happening?

Because of the sentence, all actions feel awkward and unnatural.

But I didn’t have the courage to curse at the sky.

Because I was afraid that a god-like being might be watching.

“…Ha.”

I should go to the sentence bulletin board and complain while writing nonsense.

I sat in front of the computer.

When I touched the mouse, the screen turned on.

“Huh?”

And the video that had finished playing was visible.

“I must have gone out without turning off the computer.”

And without any suspicion, I played the video.

“Hah…hng…hng…!”

It was a pornographic video.

The genre was family entertainment.

There was a hole in the wide partition, and through that hole, a pornographic video where buttocks are exposed and sexual harassment is performed…

An incest pornographic video where the mission is to distinguish family through such a heinous act.

“…Shit.”

A feeling of thunder and lightning struck in an instant.

Yesterday’s situation came to mind.

“I must have been watching porn yesterday….”

And fell asleep.

The problem is the next.

“I’m sure I woke up in bed?”

Could it be that Mom moved me to bed after I fell asleep on the computer desk?

The act of trying to pull her out of bed was similar to a family entertainment.

“Could it be…, Mom didn’t watch porn?”

I just hope not.

Knock-!

Mom’s knock was heard.

“Yes.”

“W, would you like to eat?”

I was at a crossroads of decision.

The current time is 12:30 lunch time.

Mom must not have eaten either, and if I choose to eat now, I will definitely have an uncomfortable meal with Mom.

Growl—!

But I’m hungry!

Very much…!

“Let’s eat today, I have to eat to survive!”

“Jiwon… why did you suddenly say that…?”

“Yes?”

Somehow, I feel like I’ve been misunderstood?

There was nothing strange about the situation just now, so it must be a feeling.

“Oh, yes, Mom will prepare the meal.”

“Yes.”

So Mom went to prepare the meal.

I opened the closet and wondered what to wear.

At that moment, I felt that this behavior was strange.

It’s just having a meal with Mom at home, but why am I thinking about clothes?

I feel like I’m trying to look good to Mom, and I feel like I shouldn’t look strange…

It was a strange feeling that I couldn’t express in words.

It was a feeling that the tangled threads had been tangled up haphazardly.

“Jiwon~, the meal is ready.”

I hesitated slightly at this moment.

A common point of mothers around the world.

If I go out now, there will definitely be nothing on the table.

Mom often liked to call me early on purpose to have a conversation.

Now it’s different.

Now it will be a very uncomfortable time.

But I can’t act differently than usual.

Because it’s not more natural.

“Yes, I’m going out.”

Wow, the meal was already prepared.

Different than usual.

It’s definitely a very awkward behavior.

It’s proof that Mom is as uncomfortable as I am.

“Wow, it looks delicious.”

That’s a word I never say.

In the first place, I’m not that interested in eating.

“Eat a lot.”

“Yes!”

The sound of a spoon hitting the rice bowl, the sound of chopsticks rubbing, and the sound of chewing food, it was really quiet.

Silence itself.

I wanted to say something, but my mouth wouldn’t open except when chewing.

Mom broke the silence first.

“Shall we watch TV?”

“Shall we? Hahaha.”

Why are you laughing suddenly?

My body reacts completely differently than the accident.

Please don’t make any more mistakes! Kim Jiwon…!

When Mom turned on the TV, there was a show called ‘People Like This in the World?’.

It’s a show that spotlights masters in each field.

I used to watch it with fun when I was young.

Mom still enjoys watching it often.

The announcer’s voice was heard.

[There’s a rice cake making master~ We’re introducing Kim Jiwon, the man who makes rice cakes well~!]

[Hello, I’m Kim Jiwon, the rice cake making man.]

Shit! What does he make?

He even has the same name as me!

It would have been better to just say he’s a master at making rice cakes well! Rice cake making!

[It must be sticky to be a proper rice cake making.]

Flap-! Flap-! Flap!

[It’s not always good to be fast. At a constant speed like this, sticky! Ouch! Ouch!]

Chwarr~~ Pak! Chwaaal~~~Pak!

The sound is too vulgar…!

No, it’s just sexy…!

I, I need to find the remote control…!

I have to hurry and change the channel!

Wait…!

Kim Jiwon, get a grip.

This is just the impression of a twenty-year-old little fry who lacks experience.

Madam Cha Inkyung, who is 37, might be different.

No, she will be different.

She might be watching TV as usual without any problems.

Rather, I’m the strange one.

I’m young and don’t have any sexual experience, that’s why.

‘Hooh…’

Yeah, Mom’s an adult.

I raised my head and looked at Mom.

‘Shit!’

Mom is covering her mouth!

She’s not even watching TV!

She’s staring at the meal with a surprised look and covering her mouth!

It’s uncomfortable…!!

[Don’t be surprised, this is the real rice cake making.]

Chomp! Chomp! Chomp! Chomp! Chomp! Chomp! Chomp!

The sound got more vulgar!

[Let’s make rice cakes with Kim Jiwon~!]

Mom is uncomfortable.

I have to come forward and express my impressions of it.

As if nothing happened

As if I just enjoyed watching the man making rice cakes.

[Do you want to make rice cakes too?]

“Wow, I want to make rice cakes too.”

It’s fucked.

Because of that crazy show, the wrong words came out.

Of all times, why did you say that at that timing…!

Mom’s trembling hand is covering her mouth.

Hurry up with a different comment…!

[It’s good to make rice cakes with family. I also often make rice cakes with my mother.]

“Wow, that’s great.”

Shit!

It’s strange!

“Wait, I’ll go to the bathroom for a moment.”

Mom went into the bathroom as she was.

Now I could take the remote control and calm the TV.

Ha….

When the show changed to another channel, Mom came out of the bathroom.

I didn’t hear the sound of flushing the toilet or the sound of water.

Mom took refuge in the bathroom for a moment….

[I want to know about the sentence!]

It was a recent show about those who have been sentenced.

[We invited the main character of a truly heartbreaking story.]

A person who is presumed to be a young woman was shown.

Her face was mosaiced.

[I was sentenced to have a relationship with my father….]

Of all things!

[It’s a truly heartbreaking story.]

[That’s good….]

Suddenly…!?

I looked at Mom’s reaction. This time, Mom showed an unexpected reaction.

She was watching TV with a serious attitude.

Is it because she is a main character with a similar story to ours?

[What part did you like?]

I couldn’t see the expression of the woman hidden behind the mosaic, but I could hear her strange laughter.

[You became your father’s lover, right?]

[What do you mean?]

[It means beyond father and daughter, a lover relationship, a family beyond family, right?]

She was somehow twisted.

[And, my father, who raised me until I became an adult, made me reborn as a true adult.]

It was really a main character of a story that I could never sympathize with.

The host also seemed to have lost words and was hesitating.

Like Mom and me who are watching TV now