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She was a woman on a completely different level, the kind of woman that even a decent guy like Junho wouldn’t dare try to seduce.

The male students who had gathered looked at Han Ji-hyun,

Everyone was excited and let out exclamations of admiration.

“What’s wrong with him?”

“Acting result.”

“Somehow. With that appearance, of course you should be a celebrity. Then you’ll become an actor later?”

“Look at that face, can’t you do it? You’ll be famous right away.”

“Hey, I heard he already has a fan club?”

“Really? You haven’t even debuted?”

“I heard you’ve only done a few small movies? But you’re so pretty that you’re already famous and people are saying you’ll become a big star.”

How did the gathered boys know so much about her?

I knew quite a bit about Han Ji-hyun, who had only been enrolled for about 6 days.

Perhaps because she was an overwhelmingly beautiful woman, the men’s interest was enormous.

Somehow, I thought it was incredibly pretty.

If it’s the acting department, then it makes sense.

Because the moment I saw her, I felt like she was a celebrity.

She was a goddess that I couldn’t even get near.

But even though she is a woman of a level that I cannot dare to desire,

Regardless of my will,

Automatically her appearance and name,

It was deeply engraved in my heart.

“Han Ji-hyun… … .”

Without realizing it, I called her name quietly.

Was it a simple exclamation of overwhelming appearance?

Or maybe it was some other emotion.

I couldn’t figure it out.

No matter how big the gap between us was, I had the freedom to just look at her.

She doesn’t even care about me,

I couldn’t take my eyes off her.

I was embarrassed by that fact,

It was not a situation where I had the presence of mind to feel ashamed.

I stood there for a long time,

Until she disappeared from my sight,

I stared blankly at her, who was so superior that I could not dare to look down on her.

That was my one-sided first meeting with Han Ji-hyun.

Because she and I were from completely different worlds,

There will be another meeting between her and me,

At that time, I couldn’t even imagine it.

I thought that today would be the last day I would see the face of the woman who stole my soul.

Because there was no way I could get any closer to her than seeing her once in passing.

All I can do is just look at it from afar and admire it.

There was nothing more I could do for her.

Han Ji-hyun, a goddess who makes men exclaim in admiration and unable to take their eyes off her just by walking by.

It is incomparable to that goddess-like woman, Han Ji-hyun.

I was bullied by even girls who were much less pretty than her.

Me like that,

He is admired by all the men in the university,

He was expected to become a successful celebrity,

It was obvious that it would be impossible to gain favor with such a super goddess.

It felt like I wouldn’t even be able to dare confess to her.

Even if I confess to her, it’s obvious that I’ll be rejected no matter what,

Even if I made up my mind to confess, it seemed like I wouldn’t be able to do it.

To that crazy, talented woman,

I felt like I wouldn’t even be able to approach her to confess.

The guys who are said to be the best in our school,

You and I were already dashing towards Han Ji-hyun.

Han Ji-hyun would have been busy just dealing with those handsome men.

I felt that there was no room for someone like me there.

They wouldn’t even mix words with something like me.

It would have been absurd for me to date a woman of Han Ji-hyun’s level.

To at least try to confess,

It was clear that even becoming acquaintances would not be easy.

There was no way for me to approach her.

Because the difference in class between her and me was so great,

I understood and accepted in my head that I would never be with a woman like that.

But even though I acknowledged that he was a person I could never connect with in my head,

Did you fall in love with her at first sight?

Or maybe I was just shocked by the sheer beauty of it,

It seemed like she had already entered my heart.

It was absurd that I liked a woman as high-class as Han Ji-hyun.

But strangely enough,

Her appearance was unforgettable and kept coming to mind.

I kept asking myself if I was really in love with her.

I couldn’t give an answer to that, but one thing was certain.

I just wanted to see her again, at least one more time.

But even just seeing her face from afar wasn’t easy.

How can I see her again,

Today, when she passed by, I only saw her face from afar.

But unless you’re stalking, you can’t do that on purpose.

Even if I just wait for her to come out and just loiter around in front of the acting building,

Because if the timing wasn’t right, I wouldn’t be able to see her.

To do that, I had to find out her class schedule and then get to the building on time.

That was impossible because it was no different from stalking.

It seemed unlikely that I would ever see her again.

Movies that Han Ji-hyun appeared in

And in her future works, it seemed like we had no choice but to meet her on the monitor.

I think of her without her knowing,

I wondered what kind of man a pretty and talented woman like her would date.

Han Ji-hyun, like most other women,

I suddenly wondered if I liked bad boys.

But one thing is clear,

He is very handsome, has a lot of money, and drives a car as big as a Ferrari.

I thought I would meet a man who was confident and came from a good family background.

Since I was into acting, I thought I might be able to date a celebrity man.

I’ve never had a girlfriend,

Contrary to me, who is really unpopular,

She is so popular that she must have had a steady stream of boyfriends since she was young.

Throughout his school,

Also, beyond your own school, in other schools,

All the successful guys would have dashed at her.

She would have chosen the best one among them and dated him.

I was rejected by all the women I wanted to date.

A goddess that someone like me, who has always been lonely, cannot dare to look down on.

Han Ji-hyun.

But still, I,

I definitely felt like I fell in love with her at first sight.

It was my shameful unrequited love, with nothing to boast about.

* * * * *

Clubs were called the flowers of the university.

The reason it was a flower was thought to be simply because it liked to play.

For people like me with limited connections,

It was also pretty much the only way I could meet people outside my department.

When I was a freshman, after much thought, I chose to join the film appreciation club.

If you are an engineering student and join a robotics club or a science club,

Because I have to meet only engineering students forever… … .

That was several years ago.

Now that I’m in the 4th grade,

Excluding the graduating members, there was no one older than me in the club.

The movie appreciation club decided to meet in the club room by 3pm today.

I finished class early and I didn’t have anything to do.

I went to the club room 20 minutes before the appointed time.

I opened the club door without thinking.

When I opened the door, a female student was already sitting in the club room.

“Hello?”

She saw me coming into the club room,

He got up from the sofa he was sitting on and greeted me brightly.

I looked at her indifferently.

And then,

I felt a very strong halo from that girl for a moment,

Without realizing it, I quickly focused my gaze on her face.

As soon as I found out who she was,

I just froze in place.

Shiny black hair,

A tight-fitting white long-sleeved spandex that shows off your slim and beautiful curves.

Height that looks like 169 cm, sky blue skinny jeans.

With a really small face and long legs, she has such great proportions that she looks like she’s over 8 heads tall.

She was right in front of me,

He was radiating the aura of a true celebrity.

It was her.

Han Ji-hyun was in our club room.

I was so shocked that I felt breathless for a moment.

“Oh, hello… … .”

I don’t want to get caught knowing that I already know her,

In fact, seeing her from afar, I didn’t want to get caught for already having a crush on her…

I tried to act calm and greeted Han Ji-hyun.

I avoid her eyes and try to hide my trembling heart.

I sat on the sofa, pretending not to care about her.

“Are you a senior?”

Then she followed me and sat close to me and asked me.

I never imagined that Han Ji-hyun would follow me and sit right next to me.

Suddenly my face became hot and my heart started beating fast.

Han Ji-hyun, whom I wanted to see so badly but couldn’t, was now right in front of my eyes.

Even in a place where there was no one, I was talking to her alone.

And she was sitting right next to me, close to me.

My heart started pounding even more crazily.

“I guess so… …, I’m a 4th grader.”

“I’m a first year student. Please speak informally to me.”

She answered with a smile.

“Oh, you’re a freshman.”

Actually, I already knew that fact,

I tried to pretend not to know and answered Han Ji-hyun.

I tried to answer while looking at her face sitting right next to me,

I was so excited and nervous that I almost had trouble breathing.

I needed to take a deep breath.

I don’t want to get caught by Han Ji-hyun,

Pretend nothing happened to her,

I took a deep breath every once in a while without telling her.

I am like that,

I had to try to calm my heart, which was beating like crazy because of her.