episode_0002

※ Starting from the [****] notation, the main character’s first-person and third-person perspectives will be mixed. Please keep this in mind when making your impressions.

To prevent my daughter from finding out, I locked the door after entering the study.

This is because if your daughter sees what you are going to do a little later, a huge problem will arise.

This place, filled with the smell of books, was enough to hide my shameful smell.

Most of them are books from my major.

These are things I don’t need to see anymore… but I felt it was a waste to throw them away, so I left them here.

-Beep beep-

-Charrr-

Although we live in an era where storage media is used as memory, this computer still runs on a hard disk.

Since it was simply left for information retrieval, I did not feel the need to upgrade.

Click click.

I move the slow mouse and look through the folder.

“It’s still there.”

A secretly hidden video.

It’s an AV video.

In other words, it is pornographic.

This is a video I am grateful for that helped me when I became sexless with my wife.

“…there is.”

It was difficult to find because it had been almost 10 years, but fortunately we found it.

It’s true that I got quite lost because the names and folders were all mixed up with regular system files…

“Reduce the sound as much as possible… That’s right. It comes out.”

Japanese porn.

It was a rape story about a woman who borrowed a private loan and fell into the abyss, repaying the debt with her own body.

Watching the video now, it’s a bit old-fashioned, but it still stimulates my genitals.

There are two reasons why I chose this pornographic video.

First, the actor resembles his ex-wife.

And twice, because the actor felt like he was conquering his wife while being raped.

When Minah was 9 years old.

Less than a year before divorce.

I was mentally driven.

As I was recognized by the hospital where I work, my work became more and more extensive.

It was hard to handle.

However, I was not able to sufficiently relieve the stress I got from work at home.

To be precise, it was twisted even when it was unraveled.

The reason my stress was relieved was because of my daughter Minah.

The reason for the stress was because of his wife, Ayoung.

“What on earth will you do to me if you can’t make any money? If you’re not going to spend any time or money on your family, why did you marry me? Huh?”

At first, he talked back to me, but around this time, he openly ignored me.

Even when I think about it now, I never thought I was making less money back then.

But she said it was little.

There was a reason for everything.

Because I was captivated by a young fitness trainer and was giving all my money.

There was a good reason behind my ex-wife’s dirty side.

He put pressure on me, saying this was all for our family and child.

It was very difficult because of my wife.

I was so mentally driven.

Should I commit suicide?

I also had such terrible thoughts.

But I always regretted it when I saw Minah always smiling and looking for me.

Yes.

my daughter

How sad will Mina be if I disappear?

The only reason I fought with my wife was because of our daughter.

Instant rice.

Retort side dish.

Freeze-dried soup.

It was okay for it to be served to me like this.

However, the problem was that this woman served her daughter In Minah in the same way.

In the end, I couldn’t hold it in and exploded.

“You feed this to your child?!”

“You bring me less money!!”

Minah went into her room during our fight.

I didn’t cry or stop him.

Should I say it’s mature?

Skip.

When it seemed like the couple’s fight was over, Minah opened her door a little, looked outside, and sobbed.

“Dad…don’t fight…I’m scared…Minah…sad……”

“Oh my daughter…I’m sorry…Dad, I’m sorry.”

I hugged my daughter.

Minah buries her face into my chest.

Just like the puppy I raised when I was young.

I was once again angry at the woman who had fed such a cute child something bad.

“Dad…Are you breaking up with Mom?”

“No. It’s not like that. Dad just wanted Mom to be nicer to Minah.”

“Are you breaking up?”

Mina’s eyes look at me.

Her eyes were a little strange.

Eyes that seem to be hoping for something.

However, because there were shining tears under those eyes, it clearly sounded like a story about not breaking up.

“No. it is not so. Minah, my dad, and my mom will live happily ever after.”

Come on.

Mina hugged me.

“Dad…”

“Huh?”

“Dad, I love you.”

“I love Minah too.”

Coo.

Minah puts her head into my chest again.

My daughter’s tears began to wet my shirt.

“Dad…you can’t abandon me.”

I was very surprised.

He was only 7 years old.

Because it was too unfamiliar a word for such a young child to talk about.

“Who taught me that! huh?! Who throws it away! I won’t throw it away! Why did you abandon my daughter?”

“Mom… said she would abandon me if I didn’t listen…”

No, to a child who hasn’t even entered elementary school yet…!

“Just leave this guy’s wife!!!”

“Dad…don’t be angry…I didn’t do well!! Sorry…!! I’m sorry!!”

I was so angry that I couldn’t explode it.

This is to soothe Minah, who starts crying again.

It was from then on.

This is how Minah began to make it a habit to tell me not to abandon her.

I wanted revenge.

I hated my wife for putting me in a corner like this.

But in the end, because of my daughter…all I could choose was timid revenge.

stress.

anger.

sexual desire.

What solved all of that was a rape film in which an adult actor who resembled his wife was thoroughly violated.

And that revenge was still valid at this moment.

“Huh…! hot!! Yamete (don’t do it)…!! Hehehe!!”

The actress in the pornographic film was a terrible bitch who cheated on her husband, borrowed money, and spent the money extravagantly with Geum Taeyang.

However, the loan shark and Geum Tae-yang who lent her the money were revealed to have been deceived, and she was eventually raped by several people in front of her tied-up husband.

“Whoop! Whoop! Huuup!!”

I feel an inexplicable joy as I watch the actor cry as his mouth and genitals are violated at the same time.

My middle leg started sticking out of my pajamas.

“I didn’t know you were really doing it like that.”

When I first saw this pornographic video, I simply thought, “Ah, how could something like that happen?”

But a year later, something similar happened to me.

My wife was using the enormous financial power I had entrusted to her to have an affair with a young fitness trainer who had an affair.

As if that wasn’t enough, he had a plan to run away by putting me in debt.

“You fucking bitch…You fucking bitch……”

The wife inside the monitor was covered in semen sprayed by the men.

The sight of him screaming, unable to even open his eyes, began to stimulate my sexual desire like crazy.

I took out my swollen penis.

It’s usually very small, so people don’t know how big mine is.

When it gets erected, it grows like crazy.

Long and thick.

Although it is not thick, it is thicker than a toilet paper roll and longer than a 15cm ruler.

That’s why I try to never have an erection.

Because if it gets erect…a major disaster will occur.

The cock, which grew as big as it got bigger, was hotter than my hand.

I started rubbing that cock up and down.

“…Hidoi (too much)…Hidoiyo…sigh!! School!!”

The wife, covered in semen, begins to be fucked from behind again.

Water that is not known whether it is semen or love juice falls to the floor.

Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk.

“Hueup…Hueup…”

Clap! Clap! Clap! Clap!

The wife in the screen repeats that her buttocks are crushed like glutinous rice cakes and then returned to their original positions.

The more I did it, the faster my hands became.

“Hehe…Iku…! This outfit!!”

“Haaa!!!”

“Hmm!!”

Push shoo shoot! Few shot!!

White semen splashed in and out of the screen.

“I…I should have prepared toilet paper…!!”

It had been so long since I masturbated that I forgot to prepare tissues.

The result of not blocking the outlet of my desires with toilet paper was…my white semen was sprayed on the keyboard and screen, just like the semen that was sprayed on my wife’s face on the screen.

Still, it was good.

Tremendous satisfaction.

Achievement.

And I felt a sense of conquest.

An AV actress who resembles his wife on screen.

And my cum on that screen.

It was because of the illusion that he had violated his wife who was no longer there.

I looked at it for a while.

And then I realized.

In the end, it was my mistake and all that remains is emptiness.

I suddenly felt irritated at having to wipe off the semen splattered on the monitor and keyboard.

But I couldn’t help it.

After wiping my genitals with a tissue and wet tissue, I pulled on my pants.

And then I started cleaning up the semen that was sprayed on the screen and keyboard.

Anyway, I am the only one using this computer.

My daughter has a separate computer with high performance.

There is no reason to write this.

In the first place, my daughter never came here.

So I cleaned it roughly.

Semen is not dirty anyway.

If you are in a lot of sexual love, there are lovers who even eat you.

“…?!”

At that moment, I looked back.

It was because I felt like someone was watching me.

Fortunately, there was no one behind it.

It has to be that way.

The door was locked.

There was no sound of the locked door opening, so no one came in.

“Is it because of my mood?”

I finished organizing.

I put the treated tissues and wet tissues into the trash can.

And slowly opened the door.

Rattling.

For a moment, my heart sank.

What are you talking about?

It was a sound I heard from Mina’s room.

I walked there slowly.

Through the slightly open door, Minah was sleeping soundly.

thank god.

Minah didn’t wake up.

The tension as if a special operation had been carried out was relieved.

At first, I felt guilty because it was to relieve the sexual desire I had while washing Minah.

However, in the end, as I relieved my sexual desire with the feeling of revenge on my ex-wife, the guilt disappeared like a tide.

I returned to my bedroom and the master bedroom and laid down.

King size bed.

The couple’s bed, which they bought when they moved into this house, was thrown away when they divorced.

Because I didn’t want to see the bed with my ex-wife’s stains on it.

[I’m scared when I sleep alone. I want to sleep with my dad.]

So I bought the bed again.

It was a king size bed, the largest bed size in Korea.

[I like big beds. A very large bed where you can roll around with your dad.]

Mina was very satisfied.

Minah and I slept together like that until middle school.

But…something happened in my third year of middle school.

[Dad…what is this?]

****

Eunhyuk’s study.

There was a sense of silence there.

2AM.

It was time for Eunhyuk and Minah to fall asleep.

Kiyi.

The door to the study opened.

The person who came in was Minah.

After looking around the study, Minah left without saying a word.

Her face was frozen.