Clearly, in the past, I thought that if a woman who liked me as a man appeared, I would be willing to do anything for her.

    But back then, I could never have imagined a life of dating where I would do things like this for the person who would become my lover.

    In a wedding hall where only the two of us were present, the entire building was rented out.

    A slightly embarrassing wedding was being held between me and her, one that I could never show to anyone.

    Han Ji-hyun, who will be my bride.

    She was wearing a fitted office look that showed off her pretty figure, a black skirt, and thin black stockings that showed off her flesh.

    As a top celebrity, her appearance made the outfit shine even more.

    Her appearance was dignified, sophisticated, feminine, and even cool.

    On the other hand, the outfit I, the groom, am wearing is… … .

    under…….

    What I longed for so much,

    No, I am marrying a super goddess who is far beyond my expectations… … ,

    Something is very strange… … .

    * * * * *

    This was 4 years ago,

    This is the story of how she and I first met, and how I ended up getting married to her.

    Four years ago, in the spring when I was a senior in college.

    If a woman who likes me as a man appears,

    I felt like I could do anything for her.

    The reason why I thought that way is,

    Unfortunately, I have never had any success in getting a girlfriend.

    Sadly, from the time I was born until now, I have never had a girlfriend.

    I’ve never had any success dating a girl I’ve been in love with.

    I’ve never been confessed to first by a girl I thought was pretty.

    I was always the one who liked someone first and then got rejected.

    Making a girlfriend was really difficult for me.

    I think it was a miracle that the person I liked liked me back… … .

    Because I was always rejected by the girls I liked, my confidence in women hit rock bottom.

    They say that if a man goes to a good university, he will naturally get a girlfriend.

    My father devoted himself to sending me to a good university by paying my expensive tuition.

    But I feel so ashamed in front of that father,

    Even though I came to a university that could be called prestigious, I was still unpopular… … .

    Ha… … , I want to have a pretty girlfriend too.

    It doesn’t have to be that freakishly pretty,

    It’s okay if you’re just moderately pretty…

    I also have a girlfriend… … .

    * * * * *

    “You don’t have a girlfriend yet?”

    As winter break ended and the new semester began,

    My college friend Junho came up to me and said,

    “Uh.”

    “How can you not date a girl until you’re a senior in college? Does that make sense?”

    Junho looked at me as if he found me pitiful and said.

    I didn’t like the way he spoke, but

    To my dismay, what he said was true.

    I was so embarrassed that I wanted to hide somewhere.

    “Am I doing this because I want to?”

    I answered him.

    There was nothing else I could say to him.

    Unlike me, Junho was a handsome and popular guy.

    He was a guy who never lost a girlfriend in four years of college.

    “When I go out into society, I won’t have any more opportunities to meet girls. If I can’t date a girl at this university where I have much more opportunities to meet girls than in society, what am I going to do?”

    He said.

    I didn’t like what he said.

    My request was to at least introduce a woman to me, even if she was less pretty.

    Because he had been ignoring everything until now.

    Maybe if you introduce me to a girl you know,

    Maybe it was because he thought the girl wouldn’t like it very much.

    So he never introduced me to a single girl.

    What did he say to me about not being able to get a girlfriend?

    It didn’t sound good to me.

    I, too, have tried everything to get a girlfriend.

    But what couldn’t be done was what couldn’t be done.

    Even if you try your best,

    I just couldn’t get a girlfriend.

    “Are you really going to live alone for the rest of your life?”

    Junho gave me his last words and then just left.

    In this world,

    There isn’t a single woman who feels a romantic attraction to me.

    I felt frustrated and angry.

    Even excluding talented guys like Junho,

    Even ordinary men who are not particularly talented can easily date women.

    It seemed like they were having sex too.

    Even guys who were worse than me seemed to be doing well in relationships.

    Why is it that things that other people can do easily are so difficult for me?

    That was so frustrating.

    Objectively speaking, my looks weren’t bad.

    Of course, it wasn’t like I was particularly good-looking.

    But at least I’ve never heard anyone say I was ugly.

    I knew the problem wasn’t with my looks, it was with my personality.

    Because the women told me.

    Some of the women,

    I once said that I didn’t like him because he thought I was too naive and foolish.

    It has been said that women are mainly attracted to strong and badass men.

    That was a problem I couldn’t solve.

    It was impossible to change one’s innate personality.

    I never really understood women’s tastes.

    Being good is not bad,

    I could never understand why people disliked a man who was kind and always treated well.

    Why don’t I want to date someone as a lover?

    I couldn’t figure out why I was always being labeled as a guy who just wanted to be a good older brother or friend.

    Bad men basically treat women badly,

    Thinking and acting as if you are superior to women,

    In severe cases, they even hit you.

    Really, from the women’s perspective,

    I wonder if I date those guys because they are more rationally attractive than me… … .

    If you date a good man,

    You could be treated with respect without having to go through all that trouble.

    I could never understand why I was attracted to bad boys.

    I wondered if women liked men with aggressive personalities or attitudes towards others.

    I wasn’t weak.

    I just didn’t want to cause trouble with others, so I didn’t act aggressively.

    But, women are like that to others,

    Why do women like bad guys so much, even to themselves?

    It was something I couldn’t understand at all.

    Somehow, there are guys who are uglier than me,

    If a man has a bad personality, it seems like he gets along well with women.

    I wasn’t a bad guy either.

    I couldn’t even pretend to be a bad guy.

    Even if I tried to act, it would definitely be awkward.

    Being a bad guy was an impossible path for me.

    But if the personality problem is not resolved,

    As it has been the case so far, it seemed like I would never be able to get a girlfriend.

    Because of my unattractive personality,

    No matter how much you take care of your appearance, or how much you develop hobbies that you are good at,

    Even if you go to a prestigious university and have good grades,

    I didn’t think there was any way to solve the problem of not having a girlfriend.

    It was something I absolutely did not want to believe, but

    Maybe as Junho said,

    I have a feeling that if I continue like this, I might die without ever dating a woman.

    It started to come on slowly.

    Seniors said that the first and second year is the time when most people date.

    And even then, I couldn’t get a girlfriend.

    And now, my first semester of my fourth year has begun.

    The fresh first and second year female students,

    There was no way he would want to meet me, a fourth-year student who had just returned from the military.

    And the third and fourth grade girls were already pretty much all acquaintances.

    Among them, there are already female students I confessed to and got rejected by.

    There were a lot of girls who already had boyfriends.

    Before graduating from college,

    There seemed to be little hope for my success in love.

    * * * * *

    While I was so frustrated,

    It’s already been 4 days since the first semester of the 4th grade started.

    And then a rumor spread through the school.

    It was said that a new student from our school, the prettiest goddess ever, had entered the school.

    The greatest goddess of all time.

    That it was given such a title,

    It was said that she had beaten all the female students who were considered to be the most beautiful in our school.

    The so-called school top female students were considered almost like celebrities at school.

    Compared to middle and high schools with only a few hundred students,

    The number of students at the university exceeded 10,000.

    That’s why she’s said to be the prettiest girl in the entire university.

    It meant that among the university’s 10,000+ student body, there were female students who were famous for being pretty.

    So, naturally, the top girls in school were really, really pretty.

    Even the top beauties in school who get the attention of all the men,

    A first-year student who is said to be a goddess of all time is entering the school.

    What does the rumored kid look like?

    The opportunity to see her won’t come easily, though.

    Even without looking, it was obvious that she had to be incredibly beautiful.

    I too was curious about what the greatest goddess of all time would look like.

    But since there was no way to see what I wanted to see,

    I decided not to worry about it.

    The 6th day after the first semester started.

    I was finishing class and walking out to the building entrance.

    A group of six male students stood at the entrance of the building,

    I saw them looking somewhere and talking in an excited voice.

    “Hey hey! That’s Han Ji-hyun!”

    “That’s her. The goddess who just entered school.”

    “Wow, she’s really pretty… … !”

    “Wow, this is awesome.”

    “Aren’t you a celebrity?”

    The name Han Ji-hyun came out of their mouths.

    That’s definitely something I’ve heard through rumors,

    It was the name of a first-year female student who was said to be the greatest goddess of all time.

    I unconsciously looked where they were looking.

    Where they look,

    Four female students were walking together.

    I could tell right away which of them was Han Ji-hyun.

    All four female students were outstandingly pretty, but

    One of them was wearing a white skirt and a light blue blouse on top.

    Because it was so noticeably superior.

    I was sure she was Han Ji-hyun.

    “Him? Is that the girl in the white skirt?”

    “Then who would it be?”

    I heard a group of boys talking.

    She was right.

    It had to be right.

    Among them, the one who deserves the nickname of the greatest goddess of all time is,

    Because there was only her.

    Han Ji-hyun, who is rumored to be the best goddess in the entire university,

    He passed me and the men.

    It spread throughout the school,

    The rumor that a goddess of all time had enrolled was indeed true.

    Of course, at our university,

    I have never seen such a pretty woman in my life.

    The word goddess is not just an exaggerated adjective for praise,

    Her appearance was truly, truly goddess-like.

    Not only is her beauty overwhelming to everyone around her,

    With hair that looks incredibly nice, shiny and flowing,

    With a crazy body line,

    Long legs and a small face, with very superior proportions.

    She is more than just pretty,

    I felt like I couldn’t dare approach him carelessly.

    It felt like she was a noble goddess, not like an ordinary human being at all.

    I couldn’t help but continue to stare blankly at Han Ji-hyun.

    I never could have imagined that there would be a future where I would date her…

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