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I was good-looking.

By the time I was in my third year of high school, I was already 190cm tall, had good athletic ability, and had good proportions.

Even with just a little exercise, my muscles gained strength.

Why is my hair so good there?

If I paid just a little bit of attention to my studies, I would be first in the entire school.

This is probably because I was born to a father who was a businessman and a mother who was a professor.

The family really had a lot of money.

I had a maid and lived in a three-story house with a yard.

There were three foreign cars.

Just because he was a rich boy, he wasn’t arrogant or lazy like other clichés.

I made enough effort when it was necessary.

The result, of course, was admission to Korea University Medical School, the best national university in Korea.

My dream was to be a surgeon.

Also thoracic surgery.

It was something that medical students avoided, but I had a dream.

This is because I fell in love with a documentary about a thoracic surgeon who saves a person’s life by undergoing surgery for dozens of hours in a row.

My parents wanted me to pursue a major that would allow me to make money comfortably, but they couldn’t stop me.

My parents were mature people. He respected my decision and gave me a lot of support.

I wanted to quickly complete my mandatory service as a regular soldier, so I went to the military after finishing my first year.

I think I was lost for half a year after returning to school.

People say that serving in the military makes you a better person, but I thought the opposite.

The compass of life that was clear before I served in the military was hit by a magnet and was shaken tremendously.

Puberty, which seemed like it would never come, came too late.

While I was wandering around like that, I met my wife in a liberal arts class called Portrait Photography Practice.

Art college goddess.

There were always people around her.

But she chose me for the team.

“If this photo wins first place, my wish will be granted! How about it?”

I thought it was a joke.

But it became reality and she and I started dating.

It was a dream-like time.

On a day when I was shaking, she was the only one who held me together.

It gave me direction so I could focus on my medical studies.

It made me a real man and helped me relieve stress.

Those were the happiest times of my entire life.

But if there are ups, there are also downs.

I didn’t know that the happiness of hitting the peak would tumble downhill without hesitation.

The most difficult time in my life came during my internship after graduation.

My father’s business failed.

Cheolongseong Fortress, which seemed like it would never collapse, collapsed like a sand castle.

My parents died when their car fell off a cliff while running away from debt collectors.

My parents were not people who would commit suicide.

But it ended up being suicide.

I was convinced that it was the work of debt collectors.

But I couldn’t prove it.

Because I had absolutely no power to uncover the truth.

After the renunciation of inheritance and the funeral, there was nothing left for me.

I was a flower in a greenhouse.

When the greenhouse broke and the cold wind blew, I died helplessly.

“Oppa was a person who seemed like he could do everything, but now he is beyond help. Hello.”

She was the girlfriend who caught me when I was lost in college, so I thought she would save me this time too.

That was a big mistake.

As soon as my girlfriend confirmed that the possibility for me was completely gone, she mercilessly abandoned me.

It was so hard that I died.

So there were times when I tried to die.

night.

Rooftop of the university’s main building.

I stood on the railing.

Suddenly, I remembered what my ex-girlfriend had said to me.

-The person who seemed like he could do everything has now become an incorrigible wreck.-

I…I did.

Why can’t I do it now?

okay.

I had talent, but in the end, I was a person who shined through hard work.

Because his mind was broken and he could not make any efforts, he ended up becoming a ruined person.

Students walking below.

Everyone seemed happy.

why?

Why am I unhappy and they have to be happy?

I also want to be happy again.

It would be so unfair if I were to die like this.

okay.

Let’s try.

If that doesn’t work, let’s die.

So, by taking advantage of the daggers the world gave me, I was given the opportunity to live once again.

I tried my best with evil.

With the mindset that you can overcome anything.

The residence was moved to the hospital.

I stayed in the hospital and tried again and again.

And I finally did it.

He became a thoracic surgeon at Hankuk University Hospital.

“I’m sorry, oppa… I didn’t mean it.”

My girlfriend requested a reunion.

I was able to accept her again because I felt more confident that I had worked hard to win her back rather than that she had mercilessly abandoned her.

When I met her again, she had changed from before.

They were more active in sexual relations.

Before, we didn’t have sex without a condom, but after reuniting, we allowed vaginal intercourse without any condom.

I ended up committing a speeding violation.

Premarital pregnancy.

“Oppa, you don’t have any money. Let’s just not have a wedding.”

We started our newlywed life without a wedding, just by registering our marriage.

And not long after, a cute daughter was born.

It was like an angel sent from heaven.

So I named her Minah.

I became a specialist, but the work got worse.

In particular, there is a serious shortage of thoracic surgeons.

There were only a few doctors who could replace me, so I was literally left behind.

There were times when people stayed up all night for up to three days.

But I was happy.

Because I had a family.

Beautiful wife.

And a cute daughter who wouldn’t hurt if she put it in her eyes.

“Daddy baba baba!!”

The moment I entered the house, completely exhausted, my daughter came out to greet me with clumsy steps, and she was truly an angel.

Even when things were difficult, just looking at my daughter made everything go away.

Yes.

I was confident that I could overcome any challenge because of my daughter.

The best thoracic surgeon in the country.

The more money I put into my body, the more I made money.

I was lucky enough to become a model for one of the best automobile companies in Korea and filmed a commercial for them.

In an instant, our family’s financial situation was restored to similar to what it was when my parents passed away.

Because work alone was too much for him, he left the household finances to his wife.

But something was going wrong with my wife.

I gave my wife a lot of money, but she wanted more.

I couldn’t give it away.

Because in order to do what she wanted, he had to go into debt.

My parents were ruined by debt.

That’s why I promised myself that I wouldn’t go into debt.

Because I thought it would be the main culprit in ruining our family.

When I didn’t give my wife what she wanted, our relationship grew increasingly worse.

The marital relationship had long since broken off.

My wife’s fault often came out of my wife’s mouth.

It’s because I neglected my family… because I couldn’t make more money.

okay. I thought it was all my fault.

That was until I heard a shocking story from a senior at school I met in passing.

[What?? You married Ayoung? I heard that Ayoung broke up with you and started a life with someone else… Did I not hear correctly?]

Oh no way.

At the time, I passed it off as not a big deal, but my suspicions were growing as my wife and I continued to have a cold war.

I came to the conclusion that I needed to check my suspicions after I got into a big fight at the amusement park, abandoned my child, and left the amusement park alone.

Of all those doubts, the one that bothered me the most was my daughter. It was because of Mina.

When I looked at other friends’ children, there was one point where they resembled their parents.

But to Mina, there was nothing on my face except my eyebrows.

I didn’t want to be suspicious.

I hated myself for doubting so much.

How can you doubt your daughter who won’t hurt even if you put it in her eyes like this?

But once the doubt bloomed, it did not die.

It grew bigger and started running wild.

Evidence was needed to kill doubt.

In the end… Mina applied for paternity confirmation for her 8-year-old daughter.

I hoped not.

I thought no.

It was simply a test I requested based on my suspicions.

[Client A Cha Eun-hyuk and Client B Cha Min-ah do not have a biological relationship.]

But the sky once again gave me crazy despair.

It felt like the sky was falling.

My daughter is not my blood.

what is this sound.

It was a shock.

anger.

Maddening anger was directed at his wife.

She is no longer my wife.

enemy.

He was a bitter enemy who would be buried socially.

I hired an errand center to shadow my wife.

And my wife’s secrets were revealed so easily.

My wife was living in two homes with a young fitness trainer.

We gathered evidence and filed for divorce.

My wife begged and begged for help.

But I couldn’t watch it.

This is because he knows that the reason his wife asks for forgiveness is because of money.

He kicked his wife out of the house and disposed of everything she touched.

After everything was taken care of, the only thing left was Minah.

My daughter was crying.

“Dad…dad…I’m scared…don’t do that…”

My daughter, who was so cute, looked so hateful.

That’s why I decided to abandon my daughter to my wife.

“Dad…where are you going? Huh?”

Didn’t answer.

Minah just kept crying because of my harsh behavior.

I met my wife and fought again.

Take it with you.

I can’t take you.

She stubbornly refused.

This may have been because a woman’s divorced child was fatal.

In the end, I didn’t achieve what I wanted.

When I returned to the car huffing and puffing, Minah was standing next to the car when I got out.

While holding his favorite teddy bear tightly.

It was winter.

Mina’s face and hands all turned red and froze.

“Dad…are you going to abandon me?”

Even though he was a child, he felt like an adult.

Minah’s eyes, which were filled with tears, instantly began to melt my frozen heart.

“Dad… I’ll… do a good job in Mom’s stead… clean up my room… take out the trash well… cook… and give love to you too. I’ll give it to you…please…don’t throw it away…”

My daughter’s tears were powerful.

Regrets about my crazy actions began to flood me like crazy.

“Ahh…Minah…Minah…!!”

I hugged my daughter.

Tears started flowing like crazy.

“I’m sorry, Dad!! My daughter!! Mina is my daughter!! never!! I will never throw it away!! Forever!!”

“Dad…do you love me??”

“I love you!! More than anyone else!! I love you the most!!”

“I will love only you, Dad… so… you can never… never abandon me. ”

Only after hearing me say that I loved her did my daughter start to cry.

Divorce is complete.

I decided to raise my daughter myself.

I began to raise my daughter with care.

I quit my job at the university hospital for my daughter.

This is because if you work a job that requires you to stay up all night, you won’t be able to raise your daughter properly.

He broke his promise to never go into debt, took on debt, and opened an orthopedic clinic in the commercial building in front of his house.

It was a desperate plan for me to raise my daughter as I had no parents.

It didn’t go well at first, but in a place where there was no emergency room at a tertiary hospital like a university hospital, enough patients came to make a decent profit.

I had no intention of making a lot of money.

Mina was growing up so well.

The grades were also excellent.

Her appearance was beautiful, just like her mother.

We slept together until middle school, but when she entered high school, she declared that she would sleep in her own room.

“Good night daughter.”

“Yes, Dad. Thank you again today. I love you.”

“I love you too.”

After making sure my daughter was sleeping, I went into the study.

There was an old computer there.

On days when I remembered my ex-wife, I always headed to the study.

My hidden porn folder.

I turned on the computer to find it.