Episode 41. First Night (4)

,”Weren’t you supposed to spend tonight with Monica-yang?”

“Monica-ssi is already asleep.”

I was waiting in front of the room to prepare myself. I’m flustered because the door opened without me even knocking. I wonder if Vera-ssi knew and opened it; she sounded flustered as soon as she saw me.

“Oh? Ah!”

I grabbed Vera-ssi’s arm and went into the room. Feeling her clammy hand, the first thing I saw in the room was a cup rolling on the floor, water that seemed to have spilled from the cup, and an unnaturally sour smell.

“I, uh, accidentally spilled water…”

It didn’t look like water or an accident no matter how I looked at it, but I didn’t bother to say that. I wasn’t so clueless as to point that out in this situation. But smelling Vera-ssi’s familiar vaginal fluid, my penis got hard against my will. Seeing the tent it pitched in my pants because it was so big, Vera-ssi swallowed hard as if she knew I’d noticed.

Let’s calm down. I didn’t come here today just for sex. I checked what I had brought in my pocket and went outside to find something to wipe with. While silently wiping the floor, an awkward silence flowed between Vera-ssi and me.

“Monica-ssi must have been a little tired. She finished all the paperwork in advance a few days before the wedding, went on a diet, and was nervous… I guess she relaxed and fell asleep after it was all over.”

Her beautiful voice is heard from behind. I organized my lines in my head. Vera-ssi, I…

“She might have been more nervous because it was unfamiliar. She’s such a pure child, it’s her first time even sleeping with a man, let alone sleeping together. I was so nervous when I was a virgin too, I guess blood doesn’t lie.”

I can’t hear what Vera-ssi is saying very well. It just felt like that beautiful, instrument-like voice was giving me courage. I’ve already mixed bodies like that and subtly confirmed her feelings, but. If I’m still bound by the relationship of mother and mother-in-law. If my confession is rejected for that reason, even if it’s just a slight possibility. I was so nervous because of that seemingly small possibility.

“If she’s already asleep, you probably didn’t even do it a few times? Sir Edward’s stamina is so good, wasn’t she too unsatisfied? Um, should I take care of it like I did during the day? Oh my, what am I saying…”

“Nuna.”

“Huh? Yeah?”

“We agreed to speak comfortably, didn’t we?”

“Ah, that’s right. We did. Look at my mind.”

Did she forget the promise she made with me? Am I not that important? Or is Vera-ssi just as nervous as I am? Until right before the wedding, I thought she would definitely like me and had sex, but now that I’m about to get a definite answer, an uneasy feeling keeps popping up.

“From now on, can I call you Nuna instead of Nunim comfortably?”

“Uh… yeah, go ahead. You’ve been calling me that half the time anyway.”

“Then Nuna, there’s something I want to tell you.”

I grab Vera-ssi’s hands tightly so she can’t run away. I push her against the window and capture Vera-ssi’s image in my eyes. Under the bright moonlight instead of the dim candlelight, she looked even more beautiful. When I met her eyes and looked straight at her, she turned her head away, whether she was embarrassed or burdened. Looking at her profile, I opened my mouth.

“I didn’t have sex with Monica-ssi today.”

Vera-ssi gasps.

“I couldn’t do it because I kept thinking about Vera Nuna. I deliberately exhausted her to make her fall asleep quickly and secretly slipped out.”

Going to Winnie-yang to pull out twice is a routine for calmness.

“But, that was a promise. And what if someone saw you on the way here…”

“I didn’t meet anyone. In the first place, Monica-ssi ordered all the servants not to come up to this floor tonight.”

It might be my delusion, but she seemed happy to hear that I was thinking about Nuna. If it’s like this, if it’s to this extent…

“I got married today, but I liked being with Vera Nuna under the tree more than that.”

I kept thinking about Winnie-yang in between the things that happened with Vera-ssi. No, what I did with my mouth wasn’t sex. The only person I had sex with right before the wedding was Vera-ssi.

“They say the greatest things happen at night, right?”

I recite the lines I prepared and take out the ring case from my pocket. Standing by the window, she covered her mouth with her hand, wearing a troubled smile.

“The real marriage is with Vera Nuna…”

“Wait! Wait a minute…”

I felt Vera-ssi’s hand in my mouth. I saw the ring that had been on her left ring finger for a long time, with an unreadable expression on her face.

“Really, did you think about it seriously?”

“I’m always serious, Nuna.”

“From tonight, it won’t just end as a fling. Until now, I let you do everything you could do as a bachelor because you weren’t married yet. But now, you’re married.”

“Is this okay?”

I take off the wedding ring I received today from my finger. I can’t throw it away, so I put it on the table in a visible place. I hadn’t even worn it for half a day, but I already felt like I was liberated.

“…Of course, as I said, I was thinking of taking care of your sexual desires even after you got married. Edward, you’re good at night and have a lot of stamina. I thought it would be impossible for the weak and pure Monica-ssi to handle it all alone. But…”

The ring in my hand trembled. No, is my hand trembling?

“Coming out so sincerely like that, it’s a very different story. It’s okay to see me as just a woman to take care of your sexual desires. You might say you like me once in a while while having sex. But not like that, can you really, sincerely say that you love me?”

Vera-ssi’s eyes looked sad for some reason as she said that. Was the wound she received from her ex-husband that big? Or was my sincerity not conveyed enough? To think that she had such anxiety even after having sex like that, I feel a little angry instead.

I thought of her appearance before the regression. She cherished me like a son and was the only one who took my side when I had no one to rely on. Was I too used to Vera-ssi’s personality back then? The current young Vera-ssi, who hasn’t lost her husband for long, must have a different personality from Vera-ssi at that time, who had forgotten her husband after years had passed. With that wound still remaining, how much can she trust a man who she met less than a month ago, even her son-in-law, when he says he likes her?

Thinking from Vera-ssi’s perspective, my mind calmed down. I’ll just have to do better in the future. Moving forward aggressively can’t always be right. Sometimes there are things that can be solved with time. I had to wait until Vera-ssi got used to not only my penis, but also myself.

“Still, I like Vera Nuna.”

I hold out the ring again. This time, I kneel down and hold out the hand with the ring, waiting for her answer.

“Will you marry me?”

“It’s a little difficult to answer right now.”

Vera-ssi said with a face mixed with joy and embarrassment.

“It might be a temporary feeling because of sexual desire right now, so after you calm down a little more, if you still want to propose again when you think about it then, I’ll give you an answer then.”

I’m already calm enough. Vera-ssi pushed me away instead. Unable to resist, I took a step back and tripped over the bed, falling onto it. Naturally, Vera-ssi ended up on top of me.

“They say men’s heads clear up after they cum once, so I’ll help you cum quickly.”

“Heut, heueut♥”

The penis, inserted into Vera-ssi’s vagina without foreplay, was tasting the voluptuous inside of her vagina, parting through her already wet vagina. No, it would be more accurate to say that Vera-ssi was tasting Edward’s penis.

Vera-ssi, who was already overflowing with vaginal fluid due to masturbation, made a female moan at the feeling of the large and hard thing filling her inside. She said it was difficult with her mouth, that it might be a temporary feeling, but Vera-ssi realized that she couldn’t reject Edward anymore. What she did was just transfer the responsibility to Edward in order to reduce her guilt towards Monica-ssi.

“Hot, haeuht, eungh♥”

“Aren’t you feeling too much?”

“Quickly… cum…”

Those thoughts disappear every time she shakes her hips. The woman-on-top position, which she started to get Edward’s semen out, was stimulating new places she hadn’t experienced, giving her another pleasure.

“Quickly… cum…!”

If this pleasure continued, Vera-ssi herself felt like she would fall off before Edward could cum. As she kept urging him like that, Edward started to thrust his hips up in return.

“Eut, eut, eut!”

Whether she had gone because of the stimulation she couldn’t control, Vera-ssi fell on top of Edward’s body. Her vagina, which was trembling and tightening from the aftermath of the climax, soon ejaculated semen. The semen that remained after filling the inside flowed down the penis.

“Heut… heueung… how is it, are you… feeling refreshed now?”

“Yes, my head feels completely clear. I feel like I’ll do really well if I study now? And…”

Edward hugged Vera-ssi tightly. Vera-ssi felt comfortable in that firm embrace, as if he wouldn’t let go.

“After all, please marry me.”

“You flirt…”