Episode 147 – The Princess and Prince Ending ♥

Seeing Grace’s face turn grim at my answer, I hurriedly added.

“I, I’m serious! Don’t worry! I’ll make it erect no matter what!! And, and I’ll repay you for saving our Cecil!”

Grace, her expression softening at my words, spoke to Amania, who had belatedly arrived.

“Amania, help Claudia-ssi a bit.”

“Ah, yes!”

“And Claudia-ssi… Haa… It’s best you rest for today. Have a good night.”

I nodded my head frantically at Grace’s words.

Grace princess-carried the limp Ian, dripping Amania’s semen, ttuk ttuk, between his legs, and headed towards her room.

Thanking Amania who approached, I handed over Cecil and looked at Ian’s face beyond Grace, realizing that I no longer felt the same contempt as before.

Indeed, what man could have his balls and dick completely crushed, endure that pain, defeat a rapist, and carry a woman all the way here?

Seeing him not caring what happened to himself for the sake of others, I felt a strange tingling in my heart.

My heart was pounding, and I felt my cheeks burning hot, and I couldn’t help but be startled by my own change.

After staring blankly at Ian’s sparkling face for a while, I continued to gaze in the direction he had disappeared.

“Claudia-ssi?”

“Ah, yes?! Yes!”

I belatedly came to my senses at Amania’s worried voice in my ear.

Confused by the emotions I felt, I laid Cecil on the bed, and only after Amania left did I sit on the chair and quietly place my hand on my chest.

My heart was still beating warmly.

I wiped Cecil’s body and scraped off the semen flowing from her pussy, then sat in the chair and tried to fall asleep with my eyes tightly closed, but my pounding heart had a strange heat, and I spent the night restless.

The next morning, I sighed, staring at the rising sun with hollow eyes.

I couldn’t sleep at all yesterday after all.

Why is this happening?

I had the question, but I already knew the answer.

The moment I think of Ian, that person, my face turns pale and my heart pounds.

“Haa, aah…”

Lifting my head, I sighed deeply and had no choice but to admit it…

It was truly absurd that despite dismissing Cecil’s dream of love as an impossible reality, I knew that what made my heart flutter was close to the feeling of love that Cecil had talked about so much.

Lifting my hand, I felt the warm heat on my cheek and looked at the ceiling, then quietly closed my eyes and thought of Ian.

The ticklish sensation from my heart starting to flutter, and the thought of wanting to meet Ian, that person, right away began to arise.

Until now, the love I had thought of was only one type.

I was only interested in whether this person had a dick big enough to reach my uterus, whether this person’s scent stimulated my reproductive desires.

I loved and indulged in men as my uterus dictated, as my pussy dictated.

But the feeling I have now… This feeling that spreads from my heart to my fingertips, toes, and the ends of my hair, not the heat rising from my uterus, was different.

It was a pleasure that seemed to warm my soul.

I understood why Cecil sang about love so much.

And also the fact that the emotion I had thought of as love until now was just lust.

Somehow, even though I had only realized true love, I felt like the fatigue from last night was disappearing, and I felt ashamed that I, who had tried so hard to correct Cecil’s love, was feeling a fresh first love.

My face flushed red with embarrassment, I soon cooled the heat on my face and began to look at Cecil, who was sleeping soundly, with a worried expression.

Cecil, my child, has grown up so much and is in love, and even lost her virginity, although she was raped.

I thought, ‘Has it already come to this…’ and carefully stroked her face as if touching a fragile glasswork.

Feeling the touch of soft skin on my fingertips, I withdrew my hand and sighed deeply.

I felt it intuitively. The heat in Cecil’s heart will not easily subside. No, I thought it would only deepen further. Because that’s how I am now.

That’s why I was even more worried.

Will Cecil be able to handle the duties assigned to her when she becomes a formal nun?

It had already been decided long ago that this child would become a nun.

That’s why I wanted to teach her that love that is subordinate to one person is meaningless.

In fact, I hoped that this incident would help her shake off the burden in her heart and faithfully work as a nun of the Netorare Order, but…

I realized that it was all meaningless now.

Even I know that my longing for him is deepening after seeing Ian’s appearance last night, so will this baby easily give up after meeting the prince who saves the princess she has dreamed of so much?

It was as stuffy as if my throat was blocked by a dick.

At that moment, Cecil’s eyes began to open slightly.

“…! Baby!”

“…. Mama?”

I feel a pain that seems to tear my heart at her weak voice.

I hugged Cecil tightly with an expression that seemed like I was about to cry.

This young one went out in the morning with such a bright smile, only to come back like this.

Suddenly, the face of the man who asked me to play the role of a thug flashed through my mind.

It must be his doing. I carefully sharpened a knife filled with murderous intent so that Cecil wouldn’t notice.

“Our Cecil… Are you okay…?”

“…… Mama. Huk… Mamaa…! Hueuk…! Hwaaaang…!!”

Cecil buries her face in my chest and cries, and I also shed tears as I feel my chest getting wet.

After comforting her for a long time, Cecil stopped crying, as if she had poured out everything in tears, and began to rub her face silently against my chest.

While feeling each other’s warmth for a moment, Cecil looked up at me with red, swollen eyes and said in a trembling voice.

“Mama…”

“Yes… What’s wrong, my baby?”

“How did I… get here?”

Her eyes are full of anxiety, and I realized what she was wondering.

“….. Are you talking about that blond man?”

“……. Yeah”

“That person took you to the cathedral and disappeared.”

“……… Lies”

“….. Baby?”

In an instant, the light disappears from Cecil’s purple eyes.

“It’s a lie. There’s no way the prince would leave me behind…”

“…. Ba, baby?”

“Lies! Lies!! Lies!!! There’s no way that person would leave me!!! Why! Are you lying!! Huh?! Why!!”

“Ba, baby…!”

I was flustered.

Because I had never seen Cecil lose her reason like this before.

Cecil looks up at me with tears welling up at the ends of her soft eyebrows.

“Mom, no, Mother… Please… I beg you…”

“Cecil-ah…”

“Find the prince… I, I need the prince…! Please…! I need… the prince…”

And Cecil fell asleep as if she had fainted.

Holding her gently, I pondered with a troubled expression.

The wound in Cecil’s heart was more serious than I thought.

Maybe that person, the prince, is talking about Ian-ssi. Thinking that Cecil’s heart would crumble if she didn’t connect with Ian-ssi, I pondered and pondered.

How to make this child be with Ian, that man.

* * *

Staring intently at Ian lying on the bed, covered in Amania’s and my fluids, with a strong odor rising, I placed my hand on the choker around my neck.

I feel the smooth touch of the leather strap on my fingertips and the hard touch of the heart-shaped jewel attached to the leather strap.

Sitting on the chair, I crossed my legs and looked at Ian again.

And I realized that I felt nothing except a little anger.

With a blank face, I closed my eyes and checked once again if I felt anything in my heart.

I don’t feel anything.

The lake in my heart only created a subtle ripple due to a bit of anger.

I thought of Amania. That child’s fresh face, that child’s firm but smooth body, that child’s youthful appearance and the opposite of that, his huge and manly dick came to mind.

Then, the lake in my heart began to stir, creating waves far more violent than before.

I felt my cheeks flushing and my uterus, aroused by the image of Amania in my heart, mistaking it for being in front of me, trembling kyungh♥ kyungh♥ and coming down below.

My pussy automatically transformed into a state suitable for receiving a dick and began to drip sticky saliva.

I opened my eyes, feeling that my body had completed preparations for mating in an instant, even though I had only imagined it.

‘Ah… I’m completely gone…’

It’s already too late.

Clearly, my memories should be filled with things with Ian, this person, and there should be affection in those memories, but I frowned slightly at the sense of incongruity, as if only the feeling of affection had been removed.

It was clearly foreign, but strangely, I didn’t feel strange that I no longer felt the same trembling, love, or affection for Ian as before.

Or was I made not to feel it?

Fiddling with the choker, I realized that there was as much affection for Ian as a millet grain left.

I realized that even that affection was only about the affection for my own belongings.

Yes, right now, Ian is only worth about one of my most cherished dildos to me.

It was also a completely broken dildo that couldn’t perform its function properly.

Whether she knows my heart or not, Sui, who is sitting next to me, is looking at Ian with a worried expression.

“Ugh… Will Master be okay…”

I glared at Sui, whose eyes were full of worry, and said as if it was nothing.

“He’ll be fine, I guess.”

When I said that as if I didn’t care, Sui heard my answer and turned her head to look at me with wide eyes.

Her sunset-like vermilion eyes were filled with suspicion.

“….. Grace-nim… Maybe…”

Tok, tok, tok.

“Grace-ssi? Sui-ssi? Are you inside?”

Claudia’s voice was heard from outside.

I silently stared at Sui’s anxious eyes, then turned my head and said towards the door.

“Come in.”

At my answer, the door opened, and Claudia was carefully entering.

“Is Cecil-ssi okay?”

At my question, Claudia widened her slit eyes as if she didn’t expect to be asked that, and then hesitated and answered.

“Ah, th, yes… She’s sleeping well now.”

Claudia, who closed the door with a thud, glanced at Ian and blushed, then asked me back.

“Uh, um… How is Ian-ssi…”

Ian-ssi?

I quickly noticed Claudia’s flustered appearance and the change in honorifics.

I looked at Claudia with calm eyes and answered.

“He’s okay. He’s sleeping well now.”

“Ah, that’s a relief.”

Claudia, who let out a sigh of relief, was clearly strange.

Claudia was looking at Ian as if Cecil was looking at Ian, as if I was looking at Ian in the past.

It was as if I could see the pinkish aura lingering in her eyes, and while I was watching her quietly, Claudia felt my gaze and flinched, then said to me.

“Um, about the story I told you yesterday.”

“Yes.”

“I’m really… really sorry! It seems that the person I hired did this… I will definitely repay you for this! So, if Ian-ssi wakes up, I’ll prepare a potency maintenance procedure right away!”

“….. There must have been another way.”

“Yes! Of course! And I’ll give you a personal reward. I’m sure you’ll be satisfied!”

Looking at Claudia’s smiling face, I started looking at Ian again.

I don’t feel any more affection.

Even if his dick stands up again. Will there be a place to use it? No, even before that, is there any meaning even if I use it?

I looked at Ian with calm eyes and quietly opened my mouth.